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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️

@marisa.sayachan.org
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[34, she/her, non-binary, 🇪🇸] Pathetic sad deer with trust issues. SA survivor, broken but slowly healing. The Omelas child of the Doom community. Conflict-averse, but still very opinionated. No minors. 🔞 Website: marisa.sayachan.org

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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 1h
bought one of those cheap stylus thingies for capacitive touchscreens, thinking it'd be neat for ds/3ds emulation on the deck, but this thing works like absolute ass, deer's fingers are more reliable.
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Sarah 💜 @vyletbunni.com · 2h
IF I REALLY NEED TO SAY THIS, SHAYY DOES NOT HAVE PERMISSION NOR APPROVAL TO REUPLOAD THEIR DELTATRAVELER VIDEOS. WE AT TEAM CINNABUN DO NOT SUPPORT PREDATORS.
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"In regards to the videos that were removed from my channel, those videos are my creations and I have every right to keep them up.  They fall under transformative fair use and my taking down of the videos is something I did out of fear and panic, not something I continue to agree with having done.  Once this video goes live, I will be reinstating all of the videos that were previously removed with exception to the Undertale AI rewritten series.  Thank"
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Pokoyai⭐️✨ @pokoyai.bsky.social · 5h
Just thinkin about clowns n jesters,,,,, #endacopia
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 3h
would be nice to have a hacked 3ds...
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Palette Swap @paletteswap.site · 6h
The new Retroid device is presenting enthusiasts with an inventive way to load ROMs and scroll through menus. paletteswap.site/dif...
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WISHLIST SKRUB SQUAD @devonwiersma.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Helloooooo I am still working hard on this!!! Please give it a wishlist and tell every dang person you know to do that too because it's coming soon and I think it'll be really fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Exclamation points!!!!!!!!
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 4h
Demon's Souls feels absolutely miserable to play.
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Deerposts @deerposts.bsky.social · 4h
Deer when there's fresh apple pie #deer 🦌
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 4h
an armpit without hair is like an angel without wings
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Silver 🐈‍⬛️🐾 @blacksugarpill.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
do i look like my art ? 👨🏾‍🎨🩸🐈‍⬛️🐾 #furryart #bodyhorror #blackartist
Selfies of the artist blacksugarpill. He has a caramel skintone, afro textured shoulder length hair, a long sleeve all black outfit with long black pants, a bag with a red flame design and black and gold heart shaped glasses.Illustration by blacksugarpill. A eldritch body horror piece of several cats entwined together by muscles, flesh, organs and blood. In the middle is ALT, a black cat with a white face, red eyes, red cheeks, and red pawpads with a smile on his face. The background is also a muted salmon color with red vein textures. An acrylic standee design by blacksugarpill. It features a white cat who is lifting up flesh from their torso, exposing muscles, and organs shooting out along with lots of blood. The platform of the standee is designed as a large pool of blood. Illustration of the cat fursona ALT. Multiple images show him with several worms emerging from his eyes and head. Text reads "worm? wurm!" One of the images shows rainbow fuzzy worms with googly eyes emerging from his head. Blood drips down his face in all of the images.
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Kestrel Casey @kestrelcasey.com · 4h
Computers have always been so dumb as to be funny, but I've noticed a definite uptick in "new kinds of stupid" since vibecoding came in.
Security question: What is your pet's name? Answer: Doug. Error: Answer must be at least 5 characters.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 4h
getting compared to this guy is wild
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zoey 🧀🎼 @zoey.dog · 5h
this is the best part of making friends because realizing you can be a certain kind of annoying around a new person and they don't want to shoot you with a gun hits better than any drug you could ever try
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 5h
surely, showing yourself online opens up the potential for harassment, deepfakes, defamatory ai videos and probably far worse, but what is one expected to do? stay in hiding? that's exactly what they fucking want, and we're not giving them the pleasure.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 7h
deer was the kind of kid who kept to themselves, absorbed in their own hobbies. so absorbed in fact that this would have a negative effect in school and whatnot. deer was also conflictive in the sense that she fought back twice as hard when bullied.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 8h
the fun thing about having nephews is that you get to hear your parents shout at them in the same way they shouted at you when you were little so you relive the trauma again.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 8h
deer is just a tired husk with no will to do anything in life, but somehow people still call her cute
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 9h
bweh...
pathetic deer selfie
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🦇Red Vampire🦇 @redvampire.itch.io · 27/07/2025
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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 9h
you hurt. it's okay. i hurt too. hold my hand.
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Kat Tenbarge @kattenbarge.bsky.social · 19h
I believe fraternity hazing and military hazing and sports team hazing where men abuse each other is acclimating them into a broader culture of abuse where they will then believe it is their right to abuse other more vulnerable people. It’s so insidious. And that’s also why I think men defend it
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AlsoDharga_, Razor Girl @r0butch.5hotgundyk3.love · 9h
good morning internet friends and internet strangers. 'the average former id dev makes 8 plushies a year' actually isnt true. the average former id dev makes 0 plushies a year. american mcgee, who lives on a boat, makes 1000 plushies every day, and is somehow actually named that, is an outlier
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Derek Lieu - Game Trailer Editor @derek-lieu.com · 9h
This part kills me 🤣 - "fall of" (11,527 results on Steam) - "echoes of" (2,750 results on Steam) - "shadow of" (8,243 results on Steam) Excellent insight from @itshannahflynn.bsky.social about game naming (I contributed a few words, too)
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DrDubz @nuclearhog.farm · 13h
I've known multiple women in my life who had to deal with stalkers, this shit is unacceptable. It's part of the reason I don't really humour obvious fetish content in commissions and ALWAYS check for consent from involved parties. This shit ruins lives. Do not do it. It is not worth it.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 9h
there are kind people in the world, deer mustn't forget
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Casey Explosion @caseyexplosion.bsky.social · 22h
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Agui! @aguichan.bsky.social · 23h
Los nazis dan mucho miedo pero ESTO no pueden hacerlo. No son tantos, no estamos solos, nunca lo olvidemos
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Penny @xenobladeus.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 10h
deer often does have that fantasy of having someone in her life that is big, strong and kind and can protect her from harm.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 10h
deer feels broken
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
Abuse or neglect does not automatically "make" a victim evolve into an abuser in the future. Trauma can create vulnerabilities in people-- but nothing can "make" you, or anyone else, into an abuser (and it did not "make" them abuse you). You are not "destined" to be like them.
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
If you think CPTSD or DID survivors working their recovery are prone to "blame" others for their pain, you have a superficial knowledge of what trauma survivors are really like. I've seen more "victim mentality" bullsh*t from cooler-than-thou trauma "skeptics" than I ever have from survivors.
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
Whether or not your abusers happen to fall into a neatly defined diagnostic category, whether or not their behavior is in any way understandable or explicable-- whether they can actually "help it" or not-- you did not & do not deserve to be their scapegoat or prey.
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 29/08/2025
I don't care what happened in the past-- you are not "crazy" or "terrible." You're an imperfect human who did what you could w/ the information & resources you had at the time. That's not an "excuse;" that's reality. Grace over guilt & do the next right thing.
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 27/04/2025
You did not "let" yourself get snared into coercive relationships. We don't "consent" to coercion. You may have been vulnerable or blind to coercion or manipulation due to past conditioning or injuries-- but that's not the same as "letting" something happen or making a "choice."
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Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle @drdoylesays.bsky.social · 26/05/2025
People's opinions on a painful situation or relationship they did not personally experience, or only observed parts of, are NOT more valid than your lived experience of those situations & relationships-- no matter how confident, strongly held, or loud those opinions are.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 10h
awa
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Talia "ATTACK DOGS is out now!" Bhatt ⚢ @taliabhatt.itch.io · 13h
"Institutes of higher education harbour known rape dens where men foster a culture of apathy and contempt towards women and are enabled to commit sexual assault" is perhaps something we should consider more objectionable than we currently do.
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Kat Tenbarge @kattenbarge.bsky.social · 18h
A truly heinous man has doxxed the Cornell victim on X and the comments are predictably vile. Based on countless interviews I’ve done with survivors, the trauma they are subjected to for coming forward is oftentimes even worse than the initial trauma they experienced. There is no real justice system
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Scarlet 🏳️‍⚧️ @scarlets.bsky.social · 11h
>Secretary for Labour for Trans Rights, an internal pressure group, puts out a request for reports of transphobia >gets reports of transphobia from a trans woman >blocks her in under 3 minutes cool cool cool cool cool cool cool so how's that pressure group going
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Nathan Ramsden (@nathanjramsden.bsky.social)
If you have experienced transphobic harassment within the Labour Party or if you know someone who has, please get in touch with us by emailing labourfortransrights@gmail.com

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Courtney's reply says:

hello i am not a Labour party member but i hope you can help me, my community has been experiencing transphobic harassment from a Labour party member, her name is Bridget Phillipson and she is the current Minister for Women and Equalities, i look forward to your response and thank you in advance 🙏The same post as before, except Courtney has been blocked and the embedded post no longer shows up.
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IAN (Commission Open) @iannyang666.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Scolipede❤️
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Kye // Kylerfunk @kye.bsky.to · 04/04/2026
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Bits @bitshammer.bsky.social · 11h
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Rebecca Solnit @rebeccasolnit.bsky.social · 18h
Time for this classic again.
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Kat Tenbarge @kattenbarge.bsky.social · 18h
If rapists actually faced consequences for their actions we wouldn’t have nearly as many rapists. In reality many rapists actually benefit from their actions
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Kye // Kylerfunk @kye.bsky.to · 21/07/2026
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Piper Furiosa 🇵🇸🏴🌲🏴‍☠️ @piperfuriosa.bsky.social · 19h
It's very important that none of us share her name. Not even in "awareness" of what has been done to her. Not in sharing images of her doxxing. She's Jane Doe unless *she* chooses not to be. Then, we pursue vengeance against all rapists & their enablers until none of them are fucking left.
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 22h
weh bed
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Mari the Deer 🦌🖥️ @marisa.sayachan.org · 23h
deer is not subtle about who her favorite umineko character is
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