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@sinland.gay
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Pretentious Auteur 🐟 Artist/TTRPG Designer One half of Super Despair World, a podcast for nice people DM or sinabsentia@gmail.com for art commissions. Portfolio: cara.app/sinabsentia Podcast: superdespairworld.com

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Houthi and The Blowfish @whinytheelder.bsky.social · 5h
This is Lowtax's world and we're all just living in it (except Lowtax)
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 2h
Looking back I don't know if I've ever earnestly watched a single youtube video over an hour long that justified it's runtime. Every minute past the hour mark feels wasted in retrospect. I really can't think of a longer video that was worth it. This essay is 4 hours long? You aren't that smart dude
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 12h
I don't dream of ever being wealthy, but if I did come into having a stupid amount of money, the first stupid thing I'd spend it on is a suit of knight armor fitted and decorated to my liking. I think deep down I just want to be the coolest person at the ren faire.
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Old School DM @oldschooldm.bsky.social · 19h
Hey everyone - I'm looking to refresh and improve my Best Canadian TTRPG Follows Starter Pack! Please check out the pack and hit me up with Canadian TTRPG accounts I should add. Follow and support these tremendous Canadian TTRPG accounts! go.bsky.app/Ss76T9
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俺正讀(アジェンド) @ireading62.bsky.social · 21h
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 20h
I haven't thought this out much but I wonder if it'd be worth it to get into streaming. not full time or whatever, but it'd be fun to hang out with you guys and talk about rpgs and random bullshit while playing videogames or something like that. I've got the itch
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 20h
I don't have any plans on playing it, but I was looking at Aion 2 on steam and part of me feels a weird nostalgia for trashy f2p mmorpg aesthetics. Impractical titty armor and supernaturally gorgeous player characters in these overwrought fantasy landscapes. It sucks so good.
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tanze bravopueblo / w.s. healed @tattletale.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
a rulebook should never give players 'permission' to change or break the rules -- the 'permission' is inherent in the fact that it's an inanimate object that can't do anything to stop you. it's at once condescending to the players and denigrating to your own design work
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 28/09/2026
my posting habits on this website 100% come down to whether I feel like I currently have the Mandate of Heaven or not. sorry if you don't hear from me for a while my realms are in disarray
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Blerdy Disposition (Pax Unplugged 2026 🎮) @blerdydisposition.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I have been obsessed with rabbits and what not a better ttrpg to review then the 2015 game: The Warren 🐇 youtu.be/TRFno5doh_s
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The Warren and Admiring the Hero's Journey (Indie TTRPG Review)
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 27/09/2026
I've been feeling weirdly down about my art and creative abilities for a while now and I don't really know to what extent it's just in my head or if I just need to buckle down and keep at it. I don't know if this is just an unhealthy want for more external validation or what.
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Jay🗡️🔮 @amanitavernaa.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Reposting my fantasy/ttrpg artist starterpack!! If anyone would want to be included it's still open, show your work in the comments and I add you🫶🤭 #starterpack #artiststarterpack #dndart #fantasyart #artistsupport go.bsky.app/6RcMe18
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RemPhase (COMMISSIONS CLOSED) 🔞 @remphase.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
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Worm Girl @cataclysmtlg.com · 25/09/2026
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 25/09/2026
chainsmoker cat was so good. just watched the last episode and this was easily my favorite anime this year. Who do I gotta sacrifice to nature spirits to manifest a second season
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disc horse bot @horsedisc.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i would be the Samwise Gamgee of mangling PMC slumlords
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Flintlock. Why do all these nerds follow me? I'm not a nerd. @flintlock.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
The people who claim that "a rising tide lifts all boats" and that the strength of the hobby is based on D&D doing well seem to get very upset when you suggest that's trickle down theory, despite it in fact being trickle down theory.
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 24/09/2026
Every day we step closer to mountain dew verification cans
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 23/09/2026
one of the truest tests of friendship is enduring a series your friend insists gets good after 100+ hours/episodes/chapters. If you two can endure this you can endure anything
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タカハラ ヰロハ @yellowhlnch.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
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Maytera Marble @mayteramarble.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 22/09/2026
Is pirating photoshop still doable in the last couple years or did they really lock that shit down
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Gila RPGs @gilarpgs.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
NOVA 2 is live on Kickstarter! Pilot powerful mechs on a sunless world in this action packed scifi TTRPG. This new edition of NOVA improves on, and adds a ton to the original. Let's get ready to go NOVA! www.kickstarter.com/projects/the...
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NOVA 2
Pilot mechs in a sunless world in this exciting second edition of the NOVA TTRPG!
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Mama Newt 🦎🎲 @luckynewtgames.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
This is your random reminder that letting a creator know when you've really enjoyed their game is the most invaluable you can give them. It can make more than our day. It can fuel us when times are rough or when we're struggling for inspiration. It can keep us going. No joke. No exaggerating.
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Deven Rue 🏳️‍🌈🏴‍☠️ @devenrue.com · 20/09/2026
"I had to use AI in my module because I can't afford an artist!" Did you even ask? The sheer amount of creators out there that are looking for people to write lore for their maps, art, characters, items, etc. is staggering. Put out a call & ask for shares. You'd be amazed at the results.
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est. 1997 @molenaide.bsky.social · 21/09/2025
DO YOU REMEMBER
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 21/09/2026
Tabletop game design is my passion
The Rät System: There Are No Heroes in the Rot

Rät is a survival-horror engine built to be learned in one breath and feared for the rest of the night. Every check is a single d20 plus one attribute against DC 12. That's it. No skill lists, no feat trees, no forty-minute character sheet. Four attributes carry everything: Flesh (endure, overpower, absorb), Nerve (reflexes, stealth, who acts first), Cortex (tech, perception, thinking when thinking is the hard part), and Spine (the willpower that holds you, and everyone around you, together until it doesn't). Advantage and disadvantage are 2d20 high or low. A natural 20 is spectacular. A natural 1 is a story you won't enjoy telling.
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grim 🪾🕯️🏚️ @milfluvr420.bog.observer · 21/09/2026
the equinox is almost upon us
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niko ☿ niko @nikonikonek000.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
if something is not happening imminently you do not need to worry about it. if you are not able to use the worry as a tool to calculate a path of practical action, it is functionally useless. you can let go of it. worry is, at its most useful, a problem solving tool.
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 10/08/2026
rise and shine everypony ☀️ a new week is here 🌈⭐️
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 21/09/2026
another thought I've had about gacha games lately is that it pains me knowing I shouldn't rant and rave about the ones I really like, because I'll feel like I'm telling people that cigarettes are awesome and everybody should try smoking cigarettes sometime. (please don't, this is just an analogy.)
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シエリル @shieriru.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 20/09/2026
had an awesome Lancer 1-shot today where we all played lil guys (size 1/2 frames only). Incredibly potent party. Caliban is unstoppable. i'm da king of the warehouse
A screenshot of the battlemap from a Lancer skirmish. Absentia's mech is a gray-brown tachikoma from Ghost in the Shell (LL4 Caliban) with a shitty yellow crown drawn over the token. It's in the middle of the control zone, in a warehouse surrounded by seven tokens of contraband cargo and a lot of dead enemy mechs.
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Dan LK, 💖💜💙 Visibly Bisexual @2ndlevelbard.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
I wanna build on this and look at some of the assumptions under the statement Deven is addressing here. First is that art is unaffordable. Made-to-spec, bespoke art is pretty expensive, sure. But do you know how much art is being given away right now?
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 20/09/2026
got a lot of attention on this thread even a few days later, so I thought I'd expand on it: To me, the golden age of MMOs is owed to the fact they used to be designed primarily as virtual spaces and worlds for people to inhabit, and less as a videogame with a reward loop and mechanical balance... 🧵
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 20/09/2026
having a late night realization that I have a relationship with gacha games like a middle aged woman does with soap operas. these are my shows. there's a million characters and the plot is too complicated and it goes on forever. it's comfy getting more every month. this is how i've become my mom
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angel💀 @sabattons.com · 19/09/2026
I think the commercialization and commodification of art and its communities has worn me out. the ai, talented peers posting obvious ai-paintovers to applause, the constant conversations about marketability and "but I have bills to pay," the hand-wringing over art and censorship. I'm plumb tired.
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Win With Dice @winwithdice.ca · 16/09/2026
youtu.be/Sq-0xQ0gG1k This week, special guests @superdracula.bsky.social and @pirategonzalez.bsky.social are on to discuss the upcoming Beacon: Koronil. But first, we chat about the Critical Hit Podcast. We talk about feedback, advice for new podcasters, and how the Actual Play space has changed.
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Critical Hit Podcast with Rodrigo Lopez || Win With Dice Podcast 244
YouTube video by Win With Dice
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Cirice Gray @In Her Image out now! @ciricegray.itch.io · 19/09/2026
Y'all think it's only "gentry" that leave because USians can't conceive of going anywhere that isn't the EU, Canada, Australia, and New Zealand. Anyway, even before this latest fascist tantrum USian culture was unbearably acidic, I was tired of the insanity most of all.
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Pookleblinky @pookleblinky.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
Bear in mind, all these assholes are members of a doomsday sex cult based on a Harry Potter fanfic book, to them it is perfectly normal to add "but what if a wizard" at any opportunity.
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Joe Merrick @joemerrick.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
To commemorate the collaboration between Pokémon and the ESA, a special Pikachu plush was sent to the International Space Station from April 11th through June 17th What a picture. Absolutely stunning
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Gen Denelith @gendenelith.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
This whole thread is good, but I like this part specifically. Challenge is good! But constant level of challenge has a bunch of knock-on effects a lot of devs don't seem to consider: -Constant difficulty can be tiring over time -Having easy parts makes the difficult parts feel more impactful
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 19/09/2026
Never mind that AI advocates have created an environment where nuanced is weaponized against critics: If I list 20 reasons why AI is harmful and concede "I guess it's useful in some niche context", that turns into "Ah, so you ADMIT AI has good uses!" The only response left is the most extreme one.
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 17/09/2026
I got an influx of new followers lately, so if you aren't familiar with the big ttrpg I'm working on, you should check it out. 😊
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Freyja Valentine, Girl IRL Cat URL @freyjavalentine.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
I have the same exact thing for melodrama. Nerds *love* melodrama. Warcraft 3 and WoW remained unbeaten because the blorbos got angry and sad and no one else really wanted to do it. Japan is the only country making these on a mass scale and it's working for them.
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𝐀𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚 🐟 @sinland.gay · 18/09/2026
I'm still a linux girlie at heart, but really excited that I finally got windows working again on my secondary drive after so many headaches. It's time to binge some videogames this weekend lmao
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Matthew Andre @gugg.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
"How do you encourage risky behavior in players?" This is one of the most important questions in ttrpgs, and so often answered wrong by designers. The real, true, and factual answer is: Let players succeed often. Not just automatically, but on their rolls, too. Like 75-90% success rate. Really.
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Socks the Plushy ✡️ @rainbowsockscat.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
"Are you proship or antiship" I'm in my 30s
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Melsonian Arts Council @melsonian-arts-council.itch.io · 18/09/2026
In conclusion, that Brennan comedian guy seems very nice but I must trust my gut which says "behold the wyrm that will consume the sun"
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