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Never-Was

@never-was.bsky.social
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Disabled writer and gamer 38, agenderfluid pan disaster Lover of beauty in the mundane Stories and their tellers Socially anxious in the extreme Better at fiction than reality To hope when the world would have us hopeless is revolutionary

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psudonym @psudonym.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
breathe out a bit
psyduck floating in a lake at twilight, no text
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
It's the #conflict That draws one in And turns the journey Into a story Art intimates life And interesting times Are full of stories Weaving the age From disparate threads Show me, then The monsters, and The ways that We defeat them Show me the victory Of finding beauty In the scrum #vss365
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Kelly @broadwaybabyto.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
“Why don’t you just lodge a complaint?” This is why. Retaliation in healthcare settings is real. When you’re in the hospital, you give up all control. You’re at the mercy of staff. If you anger someone, your care can change and in rare cases… it’s deadly.
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Mum of woman, 22, who died after Gorton nurse failed her says 'learn from this'
Amy Barber's mum urged the authorities to 'learn' from her daughter's death
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Magedah Shabo @magedah.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Philip Larkin for #SmallPoemSunday @tomsnarsky.bsky.social
POETRY FOUNDATION

The Mower
BY PHILIP LARKIN

The mower stalled, twice; kneeling, I found
A hedgehog jammed up against the blades,
Killed. It had been in the long grass.

I had seen it before, and even fed it, once.
Now I had mauled its unobtrusive world
Unmendably. Burial was no help:

Next morning I got up and it did not.
The first day after a death, the new absence
Is always the same; we should be careful

Of each other, we should be kind
While there is still time.
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Chronic Illness Humor @chronicillness.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
black-and-white cat with wide eyes and pinned-back ears looks directly forward. A faded, enlarged ghost image of the same cat's intensely wide-eyed face fills the background.

"I call it "self care" but it's just me having no human interaction the entire day"

@ngiyawn
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Mickey’s in Cognitive Decline @mickeybiz.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
This one was also technically a commission. But they told me to literally paint whatever I want. 2011 Mixed media acrylic on canvas
Illustrative painting of two women with curly hair wearing gas masks but posed as if they are kissing. They are surrounded by explosions of color like firework sparks almost as if they are born of them.
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Is it a warning sign Or a death knell? Sacrifical Corporate cogs Grinding Down to dust Too drained to be #empathetic Bodies break In slow mo Each loss A spark Self-immolating To meet basic needs As burnout robs us Of capacity to resist A rigged game If you can get it Rest is resistance #vss365
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Raven @ravenbranhard.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
perhaps being empathetic is the quiet art of standing at the edge of another life and resisting the urge to explain it #vss365 #empathetic #photography #poetrysky #nature #poem #eck
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
The moths came with the towels. So small, I squished them by mistake, drying my hands on the #towel. Dusty death. Then came the holes, not only in clothes. Each night when I closed my eyes, I felt a gnawing on the fabric of my mind. I awoke robbed of I knew not what. Hazy, lacy, lost. #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Does humanity remember Reaching for the #divine? Transcendence remedies Insularity via belonging But what comes when A bottom line co-opts Community All is a commodity Ads atomize solidarity We only see what we fail to be Errors abound in hyperreality An abundance of human Inhumanity #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
Best friends need not match, or even rhyme, to find a home in one another. Admo, the satyr, was given to frolic with nymphs, and drink with Dionysus. Bon vivant, through and through. His friend, meanwhile, plodded, rather than frolicked, and insisted the nymphs drink water, too. #vss365 #frolic
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🪱𝔼𝕟𝕠𝕔𝕙🪱 @oddoblivion.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
Image reads “I’m glad you’re still here”
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
There is no princess I'm a fortress Of apprehension I see the end come Before love's begun Hiding behind a Supercilious smile Revealing nothing Of the fluttering Lure of the unattainable Tenderly touch My ramparts I'll swoon In defiance It could Never work You're flesh I'm stonework #vss365
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Mario Thrown Towards Dark Castle
Alt: Mario Thrown from a Dark Castle
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Storms come High winds Be advised I'm Buffeted by inanities Betwixt Catch-22s And Faustian bargains I batten down the hatches We're not through This storm yet But storms, too Are subject to External forces Hot Cold Pressure Sans relief valve There, she blows Bellows For relief Not forthcoming
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Write4Eddie @write4eddie.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
For this week #WritingPrompt on #descriptables, we have a special challenge for #PrideMonth. Describe a rainbow. 🌈 #WriteSky #WritingCommunity medium.com/descriptable...
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Descriptables #10: All the Pretty Colors
Writing Challenge: Describe a Rainbow
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
I don't trust this mind Limned in hazy light Defiant fog Too oft lost in the mirage Of cognitive constraints I build walls Lock myself within Fractured memories Fairy tale frailties The beauty and the curse Am I the villain The sleeper The hero Or the end? Are myths remixed Worth remembering?
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scoopskie.bsky.social @scoopskie.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
#weirdmicro #borrowedconciousness #BSPP54 #bitterunderstanding #writingcommunity #poetry
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Mickey’s in Cognitive Decline @mickeybiz.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
Looking for Something Sono Una Fotografia On body, observation, environment, and identity #ArtofSelfPortraiture
Multiple exposure digital blend of a segment of a dandelion sprawling across three blended portraits of Mickey focusing on their eyes.
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Damagednotion @damagednotion.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Friend wanted to look at some of my photos. There is a little bridge out at the park where lovers put locks with their wishes on them. I think this year is the first time I’ve seen one belonging to lesbians. Progress in some forms
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Hell is a gas station bathroom in Deep East Texas. Doubt if you will at your crossroads. What do you know of the infernal bargains struck within its stinking, sulphurous stalls, or the #fiends who offer them? Retreat from the blazing heat. Only the desperate enter and not all emerge again. #vss365
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Mickey’s in Cognitive Decline @mickeybiz.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
For #Mixedmedia52 #wings “Fall me Home” From 2021 Poetry, mixed media illustration, with preserved bird wings. #mixedmedia
Mixed media piece in a shadow box frame. Paper scraps create a segmented background. Bird feathers make partial wings enclosed in resin and screwed onto the backboard. Illustrations of birds falling and floating feathers surround the wings and a poem.
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ΜΑΝΟΣ ΤΡΑΧΙΑΣ™ @trahias.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Hazel McNab (British Artist, born 1965) "Holiday," 2025. Reduction Linocut Print, 29 × 31 cm. Private Collection. #art #painting #artist #BlueSkyArt
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
I wish To be free From bonds Placed on me From the #cradle This prison of Unruly flesh This mind Ungovernable In conflict with The ways We're told to be Other Than the other That we are I don't fit Neurodivergent Not cishet Family Won't accept me But out survives What shame denies #vss365
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fravery.bsky.social @fravery.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
“Everything was beautiful. Not that there was anyone to share it with, anyone to tell. Just the beauty.” - Heaven, Mieko Kawakami Artist- Je Shen.
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Deepa Kandaswamy @daknews.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
In a cradle where nightmares entwine, Shadows dance and the dark thoughts align. With whispers of dread, And fears left unsaid, In the #cradle of #horror, we pine. #vss365
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Rae Radford @raeradford.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Absolutely, what a feeling... #BookSky
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Owlcat Games @owlcatgames.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Everyone has their own little museum. Miniatures, retro games, skulls of your fallen enemies. We remind you, that in celebration of the Infinite Museion DLC release, we are hosting a collection contest! The winner will receive a painting of Trazyn the Infinite by Aronja Art!
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From the RogueTraderCRPG community on Reddit: Collectors, your time has come. To celebrate the upcoming release of the Infinite Museion DLC for Warhammer 40,000: Rogue Trader, Owlcat Games is announci...
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Tomas Peiser🇨🇦 🗡️ Debatable Morality 💉 @writinginsawdust.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
He knew that could make it, at least he thought he could. He ran, he jumped, and it seemed the other side was moving. Away from his flailing arms, away from his survival. He never felt like he was #falling, he felt like he was flying. He just didn't know how to land. #vss365 #adhdwriters
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Winter Ives @winterives.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
✨From STARLIGHT✨ IN LIMBO Falling fast in an inky black abyss, spiralling through time, space, and vivid colours of eye-shattering luminance… Ana thought she was hallucinating, glimpsing worlds unknown, or seeing through mirrors of someone’s imagination. #vss365 #falling #WriteSky #BookSky 💙📚
Hyperrealistic space mural entitled, “In the Forced Vortex, (Black) 2016” 
by Ana de Alvear. 
Close up detail of mural. Colored Pencils.
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
We remember the feeling of #falling. Of absence. Lost in the great dysjunction, we no longer heard the music of all things. We live in the dark. Cradled by the pressure of the water. Seared by infernal sea vents. Waiting. But the time of inversion comes, and the reclamation of our wings. #vss365
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Mickey’s in Cognitive Decline @mickeybiz.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
“Crawl” (2024) Ink on paper #ink #illustration
Stylized black on white illustration of a femme person with their hands flat and torso emerging from an irregular black space.
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
Be wary of a #midnight stranger stalking the liminal, waiting for their prey. He offered me food, but I said nay. He offered me drink but I had no wish to stay. This unpleasant pedant sporting pomegranates then inquired after my name. Was he fae? I brandished my 5 iron and walked away. #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
Let my life be a love letter To the people like me The ones cradling the pieces Of a broken, stained glass heart And smiling though we bleed It gets lonely In the kind of life We lead But we Are not less For our history We are #wondrous works Of Kintsugi #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
"Let us both remember me better, Regent. I am not your pet. I shall not let you make me less. That you breathe is a mercy I choose to extend. Do not grow so comfortable in my presence that you presume me domestic. I remain a dragon, #remnant voice of lost realms, and they shall be heard." #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
You linger like a memory of a melody in the dusky hues of an old gin joint, your cathedral, moving like a breeze through dandelions while the light paints a muse in black and white. It's diffuse, light. Splits the world in two, a #rift between what was before and what it is since I met you. #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
"I love your hair spray; it smells like root beer." Jade laughed. "Darling, it's Aveda." "Like that opera that became a musical?" "That's Aida remember? I took you to both. The gap in our interests is becoming a #crevasse." Regi pulled him close. "I can think of ways to bridge the gap." #vss365
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Tynan @tynansdtm.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
For the three other people that will find this funny.
What appears to be an in-game screenshot from Morrowind (2002) in a first-person perspective. A low-polygon man with long hair, a black band T-shirt that says "Tool" and blue jeans squats in a river in the rain. At the top of the screen is the subtitles "No. The frequencies hit different in here." At the bottom of the screen is the quest dialogue "Objective failed: Convince Tool fan to leave the water (0/1)." Behind the man are massive leafy trees and mushrooms, and a flying pterodactyl creature. The river fades into the foggy distance. Also at the bottom of the screen, slightly cropped out are the standard HUD elements: the health, magicka, and stamina bars, the equipped item slot (currently empty) and the player character's raised gloved right hand.
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
Forget sharing the last picture you saved. Show me the first picture on your phone. The day I remembered how to live again.
A picture taken from the bottom of a lichen-covered tree, reaching towards the sky. The tree is wreathed in leaves and red and green sun dogs kiss the edges of the frame.
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
The #Warhammer40k #DarkHeresy Beta begins today! I played 2 runs of the Dark Heresy Alpha in December and loved the blend of tactical CRPG mechanics and Alan Wake-style mystery investigation. Trailer: youtu.be/KVqOfHFJQFA?... I'm an Acolyte of the Inquisition, but I'm romancing a Kroot this run.
A screenshot of a Steam page. Warhammer 40,000 Dark Heresy Beta is listed on the top, and the download is proceeding. A picture of a chaos space marine staring out a window. On his chest is emblazoned the word, "Heretics." He says, "Yes... ha ha hs... YES!"
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
"With whom do I have the honor of speaking?" "Introductions are best made over dinner." She was eating! Heinrix cleared his throat. "Surely you've no wish to encounter my usual methods." His eyes #lingered on the food. Was he drooling? She smiled, extending a plate. "It's not poisoned." #vss365
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Chris Andrew Colligan @chrisandprose.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
I know when my madness begins, I have to remind myself, Again and again Not to betray, not to give in. Not to let The words accumalte Remaining scared, unwritten, Nightmares begin to seep Into the world of the living Please, please, Keep having something To say #mentalhealth #awarness
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
A fatal state of limerence feels like a #betrayal. You don't see the clay feet when you put me up on a pedestal. I'm just a rock in that cave you're living in. You light a fire, see the shadows on my face, and make of them what you may. Projections miss reality. Clay breaks and so do we. #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
A tragedy of modernity is The notion of independence #Intent upon ourselves We see silos Individual triumphs Individual woe But all great works Of human hands Were aided by Hidden millions No, we're not alone The human condition Is a shared affliction Independence Is a faulty premise #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
The Fitbit read an hour of sleep after 8 in bed. Cian felt sore with the weight of lethargy. The doctors couldn't explain. Somnambulism? Fugue state? Then came the dream: the chase, the taste of blood, but when she woke, blood remained. She always told her boyfriend he made her #feral. #vss365
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
BG3 day today. Coming up on the end of this run. Managed to knock out Ansur, Gortash, and Raphael this long rest.
A picture of a green half-orc, Shadowheart, Hope, Karlach, and Gale in a group photo in BG3's House of Hope. A picture of Karlach covering her eyes after an emotionally grueling ordeal. Another group photo of Zarna the half-orc Durge, Shadowheart, Karlach, hope, and Gale in the HoH.A picture of Wyll on the ground.
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Never-Was @never-was.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
Deryth watched the waves lap the shore, moonlight dancing on the water. She thought she saw something beckoning, as if she had but to reach out her hand to touch that #luminous suigetsu and she'd understand everything. Mesmerized, she slipped in the ocean, and the hungry moon drank her in. #vss365
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Bithi Paul @bithipaulauthor.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
the end rarely comes in a welcoming manner but every beat of my heart will remain grateful to you if we ever say goodbye for there have been many seasons in my life you are the first rain on my #barren heart #FromOneLine 416 #vss365
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a black and white photo of a man and a woman sleeping in bed .
ALT: a black and white photo of a man and a woman sleeping in bed .
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Tanweer Dar @tanweerdar.com · 16/05/2026
How have human hearts Become so #barren Emptied out husks Devoid of compassion Dark voids in which Hatred has taken hold #vss365 #poetry
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