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j.esther

@jestherbeck.com
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systems admin & wannabe music maker // anti-imperialist anti-capitalist and anti-borders the heart of a child and the wit of a transsexual (she / her)

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Kylie Jaye the Bard 🏳️‍⚧️ (she/her) @kyliethebard.bsky.social · 10h
Sure thing, Taylor! Here are possible lyrics for a pop song about a previous relationship:
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QT 🔞 @forbiddenqt.bsky.social · 17h
My doctor: "Can you please just call it progesterone gel, you're making the pharmacy staff uncomfortable." Me:
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eoh666 official @ringof9leeches.enterdeepfo.rest · 20h
envy fullmetal alchemist
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Margaret Killjoy @margaret.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
for anyone who followed my episodes about the Drug User Liberation Front, and their canadian supreme court challenge... well, good news
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baby cigarette @mommywiseau.bsky.social · 21h
trinity matrix
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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 29/09/2026
absolutely fucking incredible news for public health in canada that a safer supply organization successfully fought the constitutionality of drug possession trafficking laws for not providing any legal way to operate. selfless life-saving work that is actually being identified and respected as such.
But in her judgment on their constitutional challenge on Tuesday, Murray concluded that a non-medicalized safer supply program is urgently needed to save lives.

And with no legal source of drugs available for such a program, and no legal "safety valves" in the CDSA that would support setting one up, she found such a program "is legally and practically incapable of being exempted."

She said part of the CDSA "unjustifiably infringes" on two parts of the Charter of Rights and Freedoms, and deprives DULF members the "right to life and security of the person."

She gave Parliament six months to find a way to allow for a "pathway to non-medicalized safer supply."
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j.esther @jestherbeck.com · 27/03/2026
thanks again btw for pghrt.diy @katie.bzky.team
pghrt.diy
A Practical Guide To Feminizing HRT
The futile attempt at answering every possible question for someone looking to trans their sex.
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Museum of Twitter @museum-of-twitter.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
@ThoughtSlime

People who become right wing because they get annoyed by leftists are weak willed, most leftists are annoyed by leftists every single day.
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audrey @whataretheauds.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
they gave me a pussy today 😜
audrey selfie. she is in a hospital bed
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rue @deathcarpets.enterdeepfo.rest · 29/09/2026
this is really a dream scenario because i get to combine my love of earnestness and effusive praise for the people i love with my sadism
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Kylie Jaye the Bard 🏳️‍⚧️ (she/her) @kyliethebard.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I understand why we call it "ai slop", but quite frankly it's also "ai spam" our entire economy has been hinging on spam.
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Caræsten 🇵🇸 @cara.city · 29/09/2026
between three and five cups of coffee
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may @maysuser.name · 29/09/2026
if you as a male content creator want to dress as a woman in public go for it but the second you start making a spectacle out of actually being a guy you're just doing textbook transmisogyny by reinforcing trap narratives
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miss fern 🏳️‍⚧️😘 @miss-fern.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
meowth in katie's journalist hat
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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 28/09/2026
it's never been more over
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Privaty Business @wanwanattack.qtbrewer.moe · 28/09/2026
Genuinely, this completely rules
-Recently, the game has been going viral on X for its beautiful undressing animations. I’ve even read in one of your previous interviews that the development team practiced stripping themselves as reference for the undressing animations. What was the process behind making the animations actually like?

Matsui:

I’d love to know how far that story has spread. It’s true.

First, we write a plot for each undressing scene, then draw storyboards, exactly as the original team did. Then the real work begins, because the animation is essentially all keyed by hand. A designer moves the clothing’s 3D model, frame by frame, manually. It really is pretty much like the claymation method I mentioned.

We did try automating it with physics simulation first, but it was a total failure. The cloth moved in a physically correct way, but had absolutely no allure. We learned a profound lesson: accuracy and sensuality are two unrelated properties. In the end, we accepted that humans would have to do all of it.

Then VR adds its own weight. In a normal game, if something becomes awkward, you can cut away or swap models between scenes. In VR, the player can look from any angle at any time, so none of those tricks are available. The same model has to undress convincingly no matter where you’re standing. When I described this to a designer at another studio, he said, “I would never do that.” I’ve chosen to take it as a compliment.And then, yes, the part you’ve read about. The undressing motions themselves use motion capture, but the deeper problem was that nobody actually knew the correct rhythm and order in which a person takes off clothes. So, the directors gathered and undressed themselves as reference. “That zipper is coming down too fast.” “She’d pause once before slipping her shoulder out.” These were serious, sober discussions. For compliance reasons, the Super Real Mahjong Venus Returns team works in a walled-off section of our office – and that was the moment those walls truly earned their keep.
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willow 🐈 @willow.kissesgirls.online · 26/09/2026
robert pattinson is one of the greatest actors of all time and i'm glad people generally understand this now
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snuffbait mahjong @incognitosystem.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
you ever see a take that makes you think cis people have had it good for way too long
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God’s Juiciest Girl @bigbuttbiggerheart.online · 27/09/2026
“faggot”
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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I am very old
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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Why you want to be woman?
Pepe the frog saying "feels good man"
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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
>Saying I have the soul of a woman is stupid reasoning for this. Surely there's better explanation. >It's a exclusively medical/biological thing... no... >It's conforming to set of social stereotypes...no... >It's about indivdualist self-actualization...no... >Fuck it. I got the soul of a woman
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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 26/09/2026
i have two modes: bugs bunny and wile e coyote. the two genders
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Museum of Twitter @museum-of-twitter.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
@ChrisStephensMD

CNN ANCHOR: this is NOT the america any of us signed up for. we’ll be right back.

(five ads designed to trick old poor people into going bankrupt play)

CNN ANCHOR: and we’re back
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Violett 🌸🌻 @violett3110.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
i have a feeling that Polyphia "fans" would protest against the distortion pedal if it was invented today
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John Scalzi @scalzi.com · 26/09/2026
Whatever you do, don't smoke an entire brisket at a job interview, it's a lot of equipment to bring in, it takes a really long time to do it right and those conference rooms have notoriously poor ventilation
Someone smoking a brisket and poking it with a meat thermometer to see what the internal temperature is
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Talia "ATTACK DOGS is out now!" Bhatt ⚢ @taliabhatt.itch.io · 26/09/2026
This is the author of "Irreversible Damage" so you're not going to get anything resembling a reasonable opinion that reflects reality out of her.
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yaoi gagarin @mel.bzky.team · 26/09/2026
please...for my birthday...like to charge, repost to cast...
tmnt logo saying this could be the day it happens
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j.esther @jestherbeck.com · 25/09/2026
polyphia's new stuff is sick by the way and as 'dense' or whatever as anything off new levels or memento mori
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j.esther @jestherbeck.com · 25/09/2026
you can in fact get good quality speakers for cheap lmfao polyphia fans are fans the same way that taylor swift fans are istg
polyphia youtube comments for WITH EYES TO SEE bitching about 'clipping' when 1000% they're listening on their civic or cellphone's crackly-ass speakers
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j.esther @jestherbeck.com · 25/09/2026
minority leader letourneau smh
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bree bird 🇨🇦 @goose.ski · 25/09/2026
anyway i just saw the future so now you have to see it too
2029 Canadian federal election
←2025
October 15, 2029
47th →
+ outgoing members
elected members →
Registered
Turnout
343 seats in the House of Commons
172 seats needed for a majority
Opinion polls
29,735,7881
79.3% (49.8 pp)
23,580,480[2]
Leader
Party
Leader since
Leader's seat
Ryan Letourneau
New Democratic
November 29th, 2028
Vancouver East
Last election
Seats before
Seats won
Seat change
Popular vote
Percentage
Swing
7 seats, 6.29%
5
160
153
11,707,708
49.65%
43.36 pp
Linus Sebastian
Conservative
January 10th, 2027
South Surrey-White Rock
144 seats, 41.31%
137
65
79
5,319,756
22.56%
33.74 pP
Félix Lengyel
Bloc Québécois
July 9th, 2028
Laval
22 seats, 6.29%
21
52
30
2,747,126
11.65%
4 5.36 pp
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lauren @lauren.rotatingsandwiches.com · 25/09/2026
"china is charging their cars in less time than it takes you to fill up your F-150" is the kind of banal jingoism i always assumed would get us finally kicking it up a notch on serious infrastructure buildout but we were a lot more directly addicted to gasoline in addition to racism than i thought
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Stella Sacco @antlervel.vet · 25/09/2026
Hey friends. Don’t forget to get this year’s flu shot and your COVID booster. CVS has them available now, at least in NY. Just scheduled mine
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✨️Angel Facts✨️ @angelic.style · 25/09/2026
i started reading this and so far its really fucking good. like. i see why everyone is on about it
the left hand of darkness by ursula k le guin
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victoria scott @victoriascott.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Wait what is this a real thing? What the fuck? Jesus Christ and here all along I thought I was getting passed over for being a visibly transgender woman. It was just because I was bringing a coffee with me
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j.esther @jestherbeck.com · 25/09/2026
this account is an llm (lonely little man) please ignore
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✨️Angel Facts✨️ @angelic.style · 25/09/2026
the conversation over Iced Coffee isn't about iced coffee it's about the social contract breaking down younger ppl have seen that employers are not upholding their end of the bargain (stable career) so they're not bothering to uphold theirs (playing the stupid corporate social games)
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Claire, Boob Haver @progesteronipizza.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i ammm it's a huge oversized blanket plus two seconds after this pic this happened lmao
C A T
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Abigail Thorn @theabigailthorn.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
I take a totally hardline political stance which is that anyone who makes a phone call in the quiet coach of the train should be fined £500 on the spot for the first offence. And for the second offence? Death.
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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
No joke, Moral OCD was ruining my life and making me unbearably despondent, but I've been able to get through it by "Larry Daviding," where any time I do something less than noble, I play the Curb Your Enthusiasm theme in my head and accept the comedy of my pettiness.
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it's Lazzie B! once again!! 😱 @lazzieb.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
oh but when i do it it's agp
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Pømegranate @girl.pet · 24/09/2026
unhand me
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God’s Juiciest Girl @bigbuttbiggerheart.online · 25/09/2026
this is basically what im like btw
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Caramel Coven @molluskwitch.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
without downloading new images describe your gender
A comic where a girl clicks on an ad and becomes a cat.
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รℓσαɳε ℓყรɓεƭɦ @sloanelysbeth.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Michael J Dolan @amichaelxdolan
When you argue that fascists should be defeated through debate what you're actually suggesting is that vulnerable minorities should have to endlessly argue for their right to exist and that at no point should the debate be considered over and won.
10:31 AM • 2019-05-20
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Maria Bustillos @mariabustillos.com · 24/09/2026
Aaron Swartz is no longer here to tell us what he saw like twenty years ago. futurism.com/artificial-i...
Swartz had been batchmates with Altman in the inaugural class of 2005 at the Silicon Valley incubator Y Combinator, and warned his friends about Altman shortly before his passing.

“You need to understand that Sam can never be trusted,” he told one confidante. “He is a sociopath. He would do anything.”
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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Not to be reductive, but I really do think the AI cult is almost entirely propelled by a deep-seated libidinal misogyny. Dawg, look how Eliezer Yudkowsky's Rationalist Harry Potter fanfic starts.
In this fan fiction's alternate Harry Potter series universe, Lily Potter magically made her sister, Petunia Evana, more beautiful, allowing her to marry Oxford professor Michael Verres. When thir nephew Harry James Potter is orphaned, they adopt him as Harry Jamez Potter-Evans-Verres and homeschiol him in science and rationality.
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emma (toys) @freeuse.toys · 24/09/2026
good post (1 repost 1 like)
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☀️ @stel.energy · 24/09/2026
a screenshot of a post. "rom now on instead of posting text i will only post screenshots of my posts with the fav and the repost lit up so that you think it must be important since you faved and reposted it" . it has been reposted and faved
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