江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 29/05/2026I left my fanfic for a week and now I have lost the feel to write the continuation. The worst thing is, it is on a cliffhanger 000
Reposted by 江市コム生田目和剛(Nabatame Kazutaka) @nabatamekazutaka.bsky.social · 28/05/2026“Numazu Station Bus Stop” (2021) 025945
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 06/03/2026Not that I have ever been mentally well, now with my depression and anxiety. 010
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 06/03/2026At moments when I am mentally vulnerable, at times I do wonder what will happen if I just stop working back then and properly rest when the doctor told me to. I know it was not meant to be but... haa... I can't help but think of that child, if I could carry that child to term 100
Reposted by 江市コムAndrew Digby @digs.bsky.social · 05/03/2026Female #kakapo are utterly focussed on their chicks. Stella came back to the nest while I was checking her very young chicks two nights ago. Apparently unconcerned by me being there, she jumped in and started brooding them in front of me. #conservation #parrots #birds #kakapo2026 637497
Reposted by 江市コムAndrew Digby @digs.bsky.social · 05/03/2026When assessing #kakapo chicks we weigh them, check their respiration rate and hydration. We usually do this twice in the first four days (this chick is less than a day old), and then every 5-7 days. The frequency of checks depends on their genetic priority. #kakapo2026 #conservation #parrots 13488121
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 17/02/2026I dont remember my password or the email I used it in... HAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHA 000
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 13/02/2026Really think that maybe I should go back to tumblr again for some of my... longer... umamusume rants 100
Reposted by 江市コムcolette_0624 @colette-0624.bsky.social · 05/02/2026Is she your favorite horse girl? ライスシャワー #ウマ娘 #UMAMUSME #AI 06720
Reposted by 江市コムmr. hamster nervous @cynonic.bsky.social · 03/02/2026mangaka friends 🖋️💚 #art #umamusume #ウマ娘 #キセキ #tamagotchi 06225
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 05/02/2026It is so hard to concentrate and I have A LOT of deadlines... I need to do this, I need additional money before I move to Japan... 020
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026It is nice for the 'romance' to make Sirius's problem revolves SOLELY around and caused BY Rudolf, making the talk about codependency and situationship and all that, but I find it such an erasure, an irony, on Sirius's personal development in her career event scenario. I simply dont prefer that 000
Reposted by 江市コムkastelpls (かすっち) @highimpactsex.bsky.social · 19/12/2025finished the 2034 scenario for Tokyo 7th Sisters. it’s hard to overstate how much this work resonated with me. my eyes were turning red because i was tearing up from how much the work believes in artistic expression and character growth in spite of capitalism/“adult world”. it made me hope again. 1419
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Misunderstanding, miscommunication, unspoken feelings stemming from the inability to accept and acknowledge one's own feelings, are all there indeed and they are not due to a lack of care, there is even probably too much of it but was never addressed properly. 100
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026IMO blaming Rudolf's "emperorness" for Sirius's problems and painted it all as Rudolf "ignoring Sirius" are totally off the mark. Rudolf does show care and actively tries to reach out. Sirius aggresively answered it all. They ARE different and that caused the rift, but "neglect"? 100
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Like, *the entire point* of Sirius's career is her finally being honest to herself, that she does have those "ugly feelings" towards Rudolf and those are separate with her *own* dreams. Once Sirius accept that and finally honestly run to her dreams, her run shines. THAT IS THE ENTIRE POINT?? 100
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Sirius *IS* hurting, deeply, but it isn't directly Rudolf's fault, it's because the present Rudolf isnt the old Rudolf Sirius knew, and Sirius also struggled to *accept* that she has strong feelings to Rudolf, that HER problem to accept, not Rudolf. Why BLAME Rudolf for that? 100
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026I disagree whenever I see someone painting Rudolf as "neglectful" to Sirius because Rudolf chose to be emperor. Rudolf has her own dreams, Sirius's pain is not Rudolf's "responsibility". Rudolf also actively tries to mend their relationship, yet Sirius rejected it as it wasn't 'what she meant'. 110
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Been struggling with this tooth pain for like over one year. Got root canals and all (they are their own problem), turned out it's an infection in my jawbone. Wonderful 000
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 03/02/2026I love Sirius is full of contradictions. She hates lies, yet she has been 'lying' or rather 'running away' from admitting her feelings about Rudolf--jealousy, affection, fixation, everything. That hurt her so much, too. She's so human. She and Rudolf are two sides of the same coin 000
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 21/01/2026My new workplace giving me a room complete with A brand new PC, kettle, microwave, etc. 010
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 16/01/2026My employment place suddenly emailed me what kind of PV spec I want and suddenly I dont know.what to tell them 000
Reposted by 江市コムlacha @azolitmin.bsky.social · 11/01/2026on da merch grind!! planning to make this a multi-layered standee~ 41166406
Reposted by 江市コムRarepair Peddler @dlanon.bsky.social · 12/01/2026sirinaka; sirius and nakayama give off so much BL vibes, gigi was onto something when she said yaoi yuri hits different #dlarts #umamusume 5451146
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 11/01/2026Like if you look back at her main color it could have been blue at least, if not yellow, but no, it is Symboli green with red. Bubble taking the best angle acting as best wingman ever lol 000
Reposted by 江市コムJordan Hall @jordanhallwx.bsky.social · 02/01/2026Never before seen footage‼️ Tornado genesis of the Clear Lake, South Dakota tornado earlier this year. @myradar.bsky.social #tornado #weather 348100041754
Reposted by 江市コムgbme505.bsky.social @gbme505.bsky.social · 01/01/2026My best friend Binnie. 2668171295
Reposted by 江市コムJ. L. Westover @mrlovenstein.bsky.social · 02/01/2026turning over a new leaf 91360275
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 02/01/2026My first and foremost principle: not to barge in into topics in fandom that doesnt suit one's own headcanon. Leave them be. That's the simplest fandom etiquette (I wont barge into, say rudoramo and rudosiri posts and show my displeasure/disagreement, that goes to any HC) 000
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 02/01/2026Those who follow me for uma fandom: I am a rudoguru shipper (as in other pairings 'headcanon' follow only after rudoguru is in the setting). I like rudosiri as brothers. Dober has fear of men and not hating men. I dont like calling machitan "Mambo" because there is a Mambo 120
江市コム @eshtarwind.bsky.social · 02/01/2026This Stay Gold pull keep giving me 3 stars that are not stay gold 000