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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡

@relapse1325.bsky.social
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♡ tboy, br. ♥︎ bpd, audhd, ocd, ed, pmdd ♡ 20 something y/o ♥︎ please block, don't report ♡ always looking for mutuals! ♥︎ dni: fatphobes, minors, posts fatspo, not edsky ♡ sw: 62.40kg ♥︎ cw: 59kg ♡ cgw: 55kg ♥︎ ugw: 45kg

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
nothing feels real
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
i wanna have a good, guilt free, relationship with food but i need to be skinny
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
30 day thinspo challenge!!
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
premenstrual dysphoric disorder has such an way of making me want to kill myself
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˚₊‧☆ Mags ☆‧₊˚ @pocketfoxe.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
do not let your empathy rob people of experiencing the consequences of their actions
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🐺Rain! ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 @dolphinzone.bsky.social · 16/12/2024
Thread of pinterest thinspo i like/that triggers me the most 🧵 #edsky #caterpillarsky #thinspo
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Diana 🖤 edtwt @criscocontrol.bsky.social · 26/11/2024
#edtwt #edsky #thinspo
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Diana 🖤 edtwt @criscocontrol.bsky.social · 04/12/2024
#edtwt #edsky #thinspo
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🫧⠀ᥣιᥣιᥲ ⠀Ⳋ᧙ @liliabolotinha.bsky.social · 19/09/2024
  ့ ◌๋  ✿ 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗌 𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝖾 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐬 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖺 𝗏𝗈𝖼𝖾 𝗌𝖾 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐫 o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ #edsky #ed #inspo #thinspo
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
what if i weight myself on monday and i've gained weight??? god, kill me
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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
im so sad. why did i eat. i could be getting skinnier but instead im eating. why why why why why
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Grem @gremlin0.bsky.social · 08/12/2024
#edsky #caterpillarsky #edmemes
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Diana 🖤 edtwt @criscocontrol.bsky.social · 10/06/2025
#edsky #edtwt #thinspo
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Ennis of edsky/edtwt @boybloggr.bsky.social · 12/09/2025
٠࣪⭑Masc thinspo!!! Non edsky dni ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ #edsky #caterpillarsky #mascspo #thinspo #edtwt #maleed #anaftm
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Bunny ! @babybvnny.bsky.social · 11/12/2025
v long random thinzpo thread :3 #thinspo #edbsky #edsky #lightasa🪶 #caterpillarsky
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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Love when I weigh less at the end of the day than I did at the start
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˚₊‧☆ Mags ☆‧₊˚ @pocketfoxe.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
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ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 13/03/2026
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aj ✨ @tinyfall1ngstar.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
need motivation? try 100 jumping jacks in front of the mirror, naked! youll want to starve to death :)
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
lately i've been really wanting to be 13 years again. i guess to cause i'm in my early twenties, feeling kinda lost, but also because i want to fuck my life and self destroy in different, mew ways. get into more trouble, start more fights... idk, i'm really fucked in the head
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
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aj ✨ @tinyfall1ngstar.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
made a new tumblr account and immediate im right back in that mindset. ill do it. ill be strong. i can be strong and i can be disciplined, and dainty and elegant. i can smile sweetly and sip water or tea instead of stuffing my face like a hog. ill float. ill be so pretty
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
TRAUMA DUMP my therapist's daughter started messaging me when her mom showed her a tattoo i did on myself and she with this really weird talk "you can't tell anyone about us talking", "if my mom found Id get in trouble", "you're so pretty, special blablabla"
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
good news, i slept at my grandma's and for a few days last week and didn't gain weight!! cause she fed me like a ***
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
there's this personal trainer at my gym that kinda has like, a pathetic dog face. he looks kinda sad and pathetic and i love men like that, i kinda wanna make him into a dog, i don't even like him sexually, just wanna get him in his hands and knees
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
but can u guys imagine a gym with only people who have eds? I'd feel so much more welcomed and safe, less invalid... idk, just a bunch of people who are worried about themselves and supportive with each other
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aj ✨ @tinyfall1ngstar.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
tumblr posts textspo hits different idk
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
i need a sugar daddy to pay for my top surgery
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
i am once again scared of how much I've gained, so it's fasting until Monday for me!!
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
guess who tried to recover and relapsed...
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
not me crying because of what i ate today. and it wasn't even a binge, just normal eating my god, kill me
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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
these ones make me cry cuz theyre so kind #caterpillarsky
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vespa ★ -4/25kg @anhedoniax.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
~ultimate thinspo thread~ #edsky #caterpillarsky
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
really really wanna start roller derby. i need something to get the aggressiveness flowing through me in a safe environment But i don't have money for the skates (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
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Sparrow @stagnantsoul.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I love it when strangers say things about you that you didn't know could be articulated & u just feel SEEN I don't want to love, for once I want to BE loved #shedsky #shed #slitsky #shsky #edsky #edtwt #shtwt #caterpillarsky #vent #gonnakms #fuckeverybody
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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 05/01/2025
🧵harm reduction🧵 ──────୨ৎ────── I'm not in recovery but i try to be as safe as possible </3 feel free to add any tips + info of ur own! DNI anti recovery & fatphobes #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
stayed under 400kcals today, tomorrow i can go to 900kcals let's see how much weight i can lose till my classes are back (august 10)
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
weighted myself & i'm finally under 60kg!! usually i only weight myself on fridays but i did it today cause i was worried of gaining something over the last weekend
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
feeling nauseous at the gym 😿 not going to finish my routine completely, just gonna do some abs exercises and cardio hope i don't throw up
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Rogue BMI @skinnyparker.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
If you want to be thin, you have to live the skinny life of healthy food and working out. Nothing should get in your way!
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
i don't think i'll ever be able to adult properly. it's like all other adults are holding the secrets to adulthood from me, pointing fingers and laughing as i try and fail to act as an independent person. yeah, i'm unemployed and live with my parents and i'm not sure i'll even be able to live alone
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
not me almost fucking begging my mom to CLOSE THE MOTHER FUCKIN DOOR if she wanted to talk to me she could just ENTER THE ROOM AND CLOSE THE DAMN DOOR BUT SHE HAS TO TALK TO ME WITH THE FUCKING DOOR OPEN AND NOW MY ROOM SMELLS LIKE PIZZA JUST FUCKING KILL ME NOW
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
taking my sleeping meds earlier so i'll sleep instead of eat + i'm trying to wake up earlier
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
22hrs fasting, my sister is making pizza and idk if i should eat one slice and go back to fasting or if i should keep fasting i think i'll keep on fasting and if i want some i'll eat one slice tomorrow
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
i feel like when someone disappears from here they either got into recovery or died, there isn't a third option right?
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pumpkin ‧⁺⭒♡ @relapse1325.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
sometimes life smiles at u
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thea @ohdaisy.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
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L🌟🪽 @bpdbby.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
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