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Trvmp giving his 90 minutes of unhinged speech in my fucking state on Monday and everyone was clapping and cheering for him Bro pls I promise there are sane people in Nebraska, they’re mostly out east tho. The western part of the state is uncivilized.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Cheekface show was so high energy. Met the band after the show too.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Cheekface/apes of the state tomorrow night. AotS have the best merch I’ve ever seen and I’m excited to maybe buy something for once. But tbh I’m mostly gonna be there for Cheekface.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Literally if anybody has any questions about cat food, I’m filled to the brim with information. That study isn’t meant to scare anyone, and you don’t have to stop feeding your cat any of those brands.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Everyone freaking out about that study that dropped about cat food containing things like mercury and arsenic but I swear to god none of that information is new???

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

The most recent waterparks album goes kinda hard idk guys I think we’re back

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I tried to have a day where I kept all the big lights turned off in my house and you know what? That’s not accessible for me due to my low vision. So if ur team “no big lights” ig you can come to my house to suffer. I’d rather see.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Hurricane in the southwest brought us a ton of rain and I just really don’t want to walk my dog in this. Just rain. Not windy or thundering or even raining hard. But it’s raining hard enough.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I told my mom I don’t think I like hugs very much and I think I have to start setting boundaries with people who try to hug me, and of course she was like, “well I’m your mother and you have to give me hugs.” LOL ok mom as if you’re not at the top of the list of people I don’t want to hug.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Guys, the president is coming to my state and it’s free to reserve a seat at the event, and I think that means we can reserve all the seats and prevent a high turnout?

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Every morning I terrorize my cat by forcing him to eat Zyrtec, shortly followed by a round of antibiotic eyedrops. And sometimes we follow that with a breathing treatment. Poor Linkin. His owners pay a lot of money to have him tortured.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

FINALLY 😭🥰 I’ve been waiting for this song to come out since I heard it live back in March.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Doing my dog’s evening mile and I’m halfway through the walk when my stomach signals what I knew was about to be an insane BM. I was right. Luckily we made it home in time.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I probably wasn’t supposed to share that last 🧵 Parents keep ur ears open and don’t be afraid to use ur voices.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

TPUSA somehow got into the school my friend teaches at and it was just some guy talking to kids like hey guys what’s up? and the principal is out for blood. This guy was invited to join some club or organization. And whoever leads that club/org is getting fired. Kinda sounds like the TP guy didn’t—

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I’m gonna sound so ungrateful but like pls I need to vent about my husband buying VIP tickets to shows without telling me.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I have no desire to go anywhere tonight but we have tickets to a show

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Big fucking rain all day and all night and apparently all weekend and all of next week too, so I finally caved and bought my dog a raincoat. I can’t just not walk her. She’s a herding breed, she needs the exercise. It’s yellow just like my raincoat lol.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Seeing modest mouse this weekend

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Big food and alcohol event in our downtown area tomorrow. We go every year because we love supporting local businesses but this will be my second year in a row trying to be a sober sally for the evening. I also plan on having some protein before we leave but otherwise, I’m fasting all day.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

My brain is full of barking dogs.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

My beat friend gifted her whole wedding party pink pajamas and asked us to wear them the morning of the wedding when we were all getting ready together. I was feeling so negative about them but like….I’ve worn mine every night since the wedding. I washed them today and I’m wearing them again.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Maybe it’s the mental breakdown talking but I think I’m gonna get a pixie cut and dye my hair burgundy.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

traumaloop.exe is running in the background again and it’s just memories of all the shit my friend T put me through. I suppose since I’m mad at her tonight, that’s why my brain is running the spiral program.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

When I say, “I’ll add that to the list of things not to talk about,” I mean like I have a physical list in my journal. Don’t talk to them about my sister because they hate her and make fun of her. Don’t talk about JP watching football because they say excessively negative things about it.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I am once again reminded of how much I do not want to be friends with these two girls I went to high school with. We reconnected a couple years ago and they put me in a group chat with them and I often feel angry towards them.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

One of my favorite songs of all time is sleepyhead by passion pit. In case anyone cares.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I 100% remember the dream and I thought I just woke up like normal from it but I guess I didn’t? That’s so weird.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

My anger is starting to become a problem again.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

On Saturday morning, I dreamed I was PISSED at my sibling and I was becoming violent with them, and then I woke up and I must’ve been frustrated bc I kicked the blanket off of me and started punching my poor teddy bear. :( JP just told me about this and I have no recollection. My poor bear 😭

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

For the first time in months, my brain is no longer running the program traumaloop.exe in the background. My brain is quiet. My thoughts are my own again.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Apparently my best friend slipped $200 into my pocket when I hugged her goodbye this morning and I have no idea why she did that, unless she was returning $200 from the card I gave her. Which is the fastest I’ve ever had a gift regifted to me in my life lmao.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

My best friend’s wedding was so beautiful and the reception was so fun. I’m so fucking was we’re leaving this morning.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

The tl is so dead today what is happeningggg

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Bestie bought her wedding party matching pajamas and they’re so cute. I was so excited. And they FIT. but they’re from SHEIN and I can tell these aren’t going to last very long. I understand it’s a budget thing so I’m not gonna say anything about that.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Nobody tell my best friend that I said this but her rehearsal was so unorganized and stressful, I’m actually mad about it.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Hummus veggie wrap for breakfast at 8am and a veggie burger with fries at 8pm. I feel full rn but I think it’s fine.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Arrived in Illinois for my best friend’s wedding, had my first ever chimichanga (omad), and proceeded to start my FUCKING PERIOD.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

You know when you show up to someone’s house for a family dinner and the matriarchy is all working together to prepare the meal and the table? That absolutely stresses me the fuck out. Why am I the only woman sitting down? Am I SUPPOSED to be sitting down? Is there something I should be doing?

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Bestie’s wedding is on Saturday and I’m not even remotely excited. I think it’s because I’m scared of her family. I think also I just don’t like weddings. I’d rather just hand out with her at her apartment

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

JP and I sleep with the tv on and I usually switch it to one of my shows before bed but this time I didn’t, so it’s 7:30am and I just woke up to a very uncomfortable episode of Rick and Morty. 😐 So hopefully that didn’t set the tone for my entire day.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Look mom! I’m trying! I fixed all my problems! Why do I feel so weird?

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I fucking love my husband so much but it’s very relaxing having a night in by myself for once.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

My husband is alone at a punk show tonight and I was worried he’d have less fun without me. But he just texted me and said he befriended a trans woman who is also alone at the show. They were both wearing apes of the state t-shirts lol.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

What cat litter are we using for our cats? I get tired of asking in the cats with asthma subreddit and everyone’s like “I use this $70 tofu litter”

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Been awake for an hour and my brain is already running trauma loop.exe like “hey remember that time your best friends mom told you that you were the reason she wanted to khs?”

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Every time we had a class assignment to pick a role model I felt pressured to pick my mom because so many other kids were picking their moms. My mom has never been someone I look up to. Even as a kid. That has me feeling guilty.

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กٱƈᛕ @ttoysoldierr.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

That time my mom crawled out of her eight year long depression and tried to date someone and my grandma blew up her phone every time they went on dates. She’d say, “your kids are at home sad and angry because their mother isn’t here.” Putting words in our mouths over and over again.

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