ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 02/10/2026i was gonna go for the classic drunk skeleton t, but i bed rot in it for a week and it's got like ... a noticeable amount of puke on it?? and i feel like i might end up in a different kinda assessment if i wear that yk? 010
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 02/10/2026still sick. haven't slept in over 2 days bc my cvnt upstairs neighbour (male, obvs). oh and i have a super important financial meeting today. fun fun fun 😐🔫 anywayyyy should i wear pink or blue today? which screams 'i need money to live'? 200
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 30/09/2026upgraded from panic attacks in sainsburys to panic attacks in tescos today 070
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 28/09/2026update on my mental state; im watching 2015 jacksepticeye vids ✌️ 170
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 28/09/2026waddup gang had a panic attack in sainsburys and had to call my mum omw home crying ahahaa 050
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 27/09/2026hopefully my repeat script gets approved tomorrow so i'll be able to pick it up and 0D thursday ✌️ 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 27/09/2026my weight is fucking me off so bad 😤 just go down bitch 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 26/09/2026ive run out of my 30/500 cocodamol so i just took 4× 8/500 and we'll hafta just see what happens 🤷♀️ 000
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 26/09/2026ive had 2 people in as many days say ive lost too much weight ...which means ive got to keep going until everyone i meet says the same 😈static.klipy.comBob's Burgers Louise Belcher Laughing in FireALT: Bob's Burgers Louise Belcher Laughing in Fire 080
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 24/09/2026sick of being conscious. took a cocktail of pain & sleeping meds. hope i never wake up 🫶 130
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 24/09/2026saw my mum yesterday and she said 'you're disappearing, ali' literally 😍🥰🙏✨️ 040
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 22/09/20268am and have already missed a bus, had a b/p sesh and spilt hot chocolate all over myself. i have a feeling it's gonna be A Day™ 180
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026been put on new sleeping meds. was gonna 0d the second i got home but the fuckers don't cause f4tal 0d ... 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026on my 2nd sf redbull, my mh appointment is in 2½hrs. i am wired, i am tired & i don't wanna go :(( 140
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026copy/paste for my besties💕: ✶ name: ali ✶ height: 152cm ✶ star sign: ♏️🎃 ✶ nicknames: arnie/arnold ✶ siblings: too fcking many (idek /gen) ✶ relationship: single ✶ crushing on: blorbo from my shows ✶ fav season: autumn🍂 ✶ pets: none ✶ fav colour: pink ✶ live: english countryside 040
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026im soo sorry i can no longer follow anyone back bc my pf is too perfect also if 117 ppl could unfollow me 👀👀👀 180
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026swamped in my m&s size 8s .. need new jeans does slightly soften the blow of my period weight gain 😭 1160
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 18/09/2026home finally. 1.5kg heavier but was kinda expecting that from travel swelling :// hopefully it'll go down over the weekend 🙏 060
Reposted by ali 🍂ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 14/04/2026absolute bullshit that i've lost soo much weight but im still soooo fucking FAT. 0123
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 16/09/2026maybe ive just got to accept that im not somebody who enjoys things 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 16/09/2026god it feels like i wasted sm money on a holiday i fcking hate 😤 110
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 15/09/2026my love/hate relationship with puking needs to be studied 070
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 15/09/2026damn bul!mia gets real difficult when sharing a twin room with 3 people 😳static.klipy.comMean Girls Character EmbarrassedALT: Mean Girls Character Embarrassed 0100
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 12/09/2026might k!ll myself here tbh they can fly my body back and i won't have to deal with the airport again 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 12/09/2026turns out going on holiday doesn't magically stop you being su!cidal 060
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 12/09/2026ngl it sucks here :/// hotel is shit. no food i can actually eat in my ALL INCLUSIVE and all the restaurants are ridiculously expensive 😐 051
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 09/09/2026was called into the drs for bl00ds today... tell me why they took 6 vials!!?! idek what they're for?? like even the nurse taking them didn't seem to know why or who ordered them??? soo confused. and bl00dless 170
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 06/09/2026secured the 'bull ✌️ they were on sale so i got 8 for £7 hehe 180
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 05/09/2026imagine how much more i could've lost by now if i was 4n4 instead of mi4static.klipy.comIf Only There Was A Way - Man in Suit PosesALT: If Only There Was A Way - Man in Suit Poses 070
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 05/09/2026ive run out of redbull but i realllllly don't wanna go out today 😫 170
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 03/09/2026and it's crazy that for the past 8 months ive been so set on getting to 45kg like it's the only thing that matters and here i am 0.8kg from my goal and already all i can focus on is getting back to 40kg.. 150
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 03/09/2026i just open and stare at my wl graph multiple times a day to reassure myself that i have actually lost weight 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 02/09/2026ive been lazzzzzzy af last month so i need to start walking again to be prepared for my airport chronicles next week 😅 070
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 01/09/2026only lost 2kg in August :'// big fat dumbass failure alert ⚠️ 📢 🚨 040
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 27/08/2026nothing ever changes. i'm still 6 years old, curled up in a corner crying because there's something wrong with me. 040
