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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i think i wanna try recovering. may still occasionally post just to vent in general, or just to interact cuz i miss u guys

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

my bf asked what my 2 latest posts were and they were "opera question mark?" and "im depressed, meds dont work" back to back. duality

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i dont want to take my meds anymore. they havent been helping and i am still stuck in the endless depression cycle i have been in for as long as i can remember. maybe i just dont get to be happy

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

my bf wants to get pizza. hashtag my first pvrge?

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

ok. i just weighed myself for the first time in like a month or so. im at 110, so i didnt move at all from where i started. im gonna lock in for halloween

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

nothing matters. im still miserable in the end

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

im so madly in love with my bf there is no end to how much i love him. he deserves the absolute world and is the sweetest person and is so kind to me and i love him so much

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

ok enough misery posting, i need to start joy posting. joy maxxing

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

why am i still so miserable this isnt fair

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

everything is a curse everything is a nightmare, there is no cure there is no light at the end it is an endless blackness and i have seen it

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

everytime i edpost i get scared normiesky is gonna find me and judge me

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

im tooo hiiiiiggghh for thiiuiiiiisssss..... IM TOO HIGH FOR THIS

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

just lied abt throwing up to get out of work. i feel like such a failure

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

does anyone know a good mood tracking/journaling app? i need to get into it for therapy

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

no updates today. still miserable, still fat

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

i continue to be ashamed of myself and i continue to not change my behavior. had a bag of cheetos for lunch. 160c omad, lets hope

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

this isnt even mentioning the autism, i forgot the autism

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

sometimes we want things that we just cant have. like an oreo milkshake

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

im so tired. i dont want to do this anymore. wake up, go to work, hate myself, go to my boyfriends, feel stupid and ashamed. literally all i have going for me is my bf, otherwise life is just meaningless

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

sometimes i have to explain to my bf that my mental disorders will make me disordered, and thats ok, but sometimes its like, i have an ed and people in my head bro. what are you expecting from me 😐

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

im so disappointed in myself for these past few days. i just binged and binged and binged. for days. this has set me back so much

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i cant wait to be medically recognized. its only the validation that ive been needing for years

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i think we split earlier but i have no clue what caused it, so im not sure. but there is... someone here

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

goodmorning, i haven't been as active, mostly because i have lost sight of my goal 🥀 but hopefully ill get back on track now

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

i found an sfw agere server that actually isnt too bad, im so happy 🥲

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

gonna make the impulsive decision to buy a lot of stuff today. because if i cant binge eat, i will binge buy

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

i absolutely love these tights, they make me feel like an angel 🤍🪽 cw for fugly fat leg el oh el

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

gonna get back on track. i lost it for a little bit, but i'm getting it back together. starting with pasta

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

my therapy appt got pushed back by a week :/

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

"just wait out your craving" ya thatd be real great but my cravings out last me. i will sit for days thinking "i want cereal" and even if i give in, im still not satisfied. what level of BED is that?

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

i have disappointed myself so much in the past 3 days. i was so locked in, i was doing so good, and then i go out to eat once and suddenly it's all gone, all of my progress is gone. so i just go off the deep end and say "screw it, might as well eat anything i want" which is of course sweets. sigh

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

i want to cvt but only because i think its beautiful and i have to be beautiful

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i gained a whole kilo since last night what the hell (ik its food weight but still, evil)

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

this stupid ass restaurant doesnt have nutrition info so i just got a half serving of hummus

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

going out to eat. uuuuuuuuuuugggggghhhhhh

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

i feel like such a fatass, my work bought us all lunch, which i couldnt deny. i meant to c/s it in car, but i just ate the whole thing

a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

bad news: my friends have drama between them and it's really affecting one of who I consider my close friends good news: I can see my ribs

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a dead fish|NON-EDSKY DNI @wisofthesea.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

slowly losing weight, down tk 108 i think i can be down to 105 by wednesday