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Marielle Hellraiser 💀

@mags.colvett.online
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Appalachian in Queens • Writer, editor, union member • My cathedral is built for a god to see so even secret places have ornament • They/it/whatever

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BayBayFriend @baybayfriend.bsky.social · 16/10/2024
I make an unannounced drop-in to your home and we exchange some stilted chit-chat, and after I leave, you notice a new book conspicuously placed on the coffee table titled, "Your Gifted Pal: Being a Better Friend to Adult Indigo Children."
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Truckstop Vigilante @brenthor.bsky.social · 02/09/2024
My dad just called me demanding how to make a dark and stormy and he was yellin because think he was using a chainsaw
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Prisonculture @prisonculture.bsky.social · 14h
the speed at which human beings move from "this terrible thing exists" to "everyone just has to learn to live with it" is truly alarming and illuminating. Immediately moving to compliance. Watching this in real time is incredible.
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allison / collage, zines, mail art @allisonanne.com · 20h
sunn o))) were so loud that chunks of plaster from the palace theatre ceiling were falling on us
allison holding a piece of plaster between thumb and forefingertim's open hand offering a plaster chunk
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 23h
2016 Mags: That was very pretty! And so emotional :’) 2026 Mags: HHHhhhhhhauuughhghhh;kdj; 😭😭😭 hhhhhhnnnngghhhaauuhhh
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 23h
Yeah so I have a real fuckin’ different emotional experience of MOONLIGHT than I did when it came out
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Jerry Chen @jcsalterego.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
*nods knowingly* mercenary clowns
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s(pace) j(unk) @sprayadhesive.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
OUTFIT SPOTTED: teenager in my neighborhood wearing fleece jack skellington pajama pants a hoodie with a massive image on the back of calvin peeing on the words "CANCEL CULTURE"
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balenciaga mcdonalds @femalerespecter69.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
we created memory foam but never considered there may be things the foam wishes to forget
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pilot @pilotv.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
do I know any teachers in Queens/nearby? Astoria Food Pantry has some new school supplies left over from our drive—notebooks, folders, pencil cases, some backpacks & water bottles, etc.—and I'd love to get them to students who may need 'em! you can DM or email therollinglibrary@gmail.com
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 06/10/2026
Raffi could have solved this bsky.app/profile/mags...
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Marisa Kabas @marisakabas.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
dennis hastert and jim bakker in the same day feels like an apology for dolly and tim curry
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jamie loftus @jamieloftus.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
don't name your small business something silly, you will one day have to say it on a call with the bank
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 06/10/2026
I loved the other weird, nasty, sneakily insightful movie by the writer/director of my beloved weird, nasty, sneakily insightful RESURRECTION: letterboxd.com/magscolvett/...
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A ★★★★★ review of Nancy, Please (2012)
One of the weirdest movies I’ve ever seen that mostly doesn’t present as “weird movie,” if that makes sense? But I wouldn’t expect less from the director of certified Mags classic Resurrection, which ...
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VHS Vault @vhsvault.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
WGBX 44, Boston - EBS Test 1995-12 : 39s
Screenshot from VHS tape, video frame at 39 seconds.
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 05/10/2026
New frontiers in gifts for men without interior lives
Ad in the style of an Instagram story, photographed on a TV: “Just picked up my new watch made from Whiskey Barrels 🥃”
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-𝚖𝚘𝚡 ❄︎ ☃︎ @moxiest.art · 05/10/2026
Sixth Stop (2026)
The last in this chain of quoted images of chihiro and no face on the spirit train in Spirited Away made of overlapping letters and punctuation marks from a typewriter
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 05/10/2026
Good afternoon
large excavation machine at construction site has arm reading BIG LOAD PUMPING
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Molly White @molly.wiki · 05/10/2026
saw a great tip about using a dog training clicker to mark where you mess up a take in an audio recording, because it generates a nice clean pattern in the waveform that makes it easy to spot works great, but my dog is going nuts
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 05/10/2026
About that time
A white person’s hand holds three fallen leaves, mostly deep reddish brown with a red-orange streak or spots on each. They wear a dark olive green denim jacket. Sidewalk below is dappled with light
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Shady Inference 🌫️ @blot.city · 26/08/2026
I actually have been thinking about this - i.e. that roko's spooky computer ghost is really just "someday there'll be a ruthless bureaucratic apparatus that will Solve the undesirables - for the past several days. It was both shocking and non-shocking to see one of these people saying it out loud
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Shady Inference 🌫️ @blot.city · 26/08/2026
This is the other sense of "do not invent the fake minority". Do not invent There Is An Existing Group That Is Lying About Being Marginalised. Do not invent There Is An Imaginary Group That I Am Allowed To Abuse. Do not invent the fake minority. These games are ablative.
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Shady Inference 🌫️ @blot.city · 26/08/2026
Also do not mistake my commentary for an assertion that the epic anti robot slur is good actually. Playing the "what if there were a Good Slur" game is self-mutilation. You will become a worse person if you do it. This is a more durable case against it than "the tech priests will take your insulin".
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Nothings Monstered @nothingsmonstrd.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Woman Dancing with Robot — Mahlon Blaine, 1939
A naked woman wearing green shoes and jewelry and a headdress that might be a cobra's hood dances on a narrow stage with a red robot. The robot is anthropoid but boxy, a little like a Rock-em-Sock-em robot toy
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 04/10/2026
Learning there’s an orchid variety called Petula’s Sensation orchidroots.com/display/summ...
orchidroots.com
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allison / collage, zines, mail art @allisonanne.com · 03/10/2026
relative clause // handcut paper collage with graphite and wax pencil on recycled paperboard, october 2026 #collage #abstraction #artsky #queerart
abstract paper collage in a towering sculptural form with many textures and bright colors
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 02/10/2026
Hell yeah brother
Subway ad for Michael “El Toro” S. Lamonsoff, depicted as a muscular-necked Superman type parting his suit and shirt to reveal a charging bull logo in front of Manhattan skyline
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nora "the tea kobold" rude (they/them ze/hir) @nora.zone · 02/10/2026
my husband and i have been rotating the idea of some kind of fighting game where all the characters are billboard lawyers
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 28/09/2026
Made myself a set of little wallet cards with an adapted version of trigger/freakout management exercises from therapy to keep in my various bags and desk drawers so I’m not remembering everything from scratch when I’m in a bad way
Mags’ hand holds five bifold wallet-sized leaflets1. STIMULUS
What literally, observably happened?

2. STORY
What do I think or fear it means? How strongly do I believe this is true?

Persistent or recurring feelings are usually secondary emotions about the story! Stories stop them from resolving.

3. FEELINGS
What are my emotions? 

4. ASK
• Is there evidence for or against this?
• What is the larger situation? What is left out? What is minimized or exaggerated?
• What is the source of this belief? Is it reliable? Does it come from experiences in a different situation?
• Am I confusing the feeling of fear with proof the danger is present? Am I trying to protect myself by mentally acting out how I'd feel if someone hurt me?
• What feelings are about the present?
What feelings are about the past or an imagined future?
Look out for: all-or-nothing thinking, catastrophizing, discounting the positive, mind reading, labeling (I'm a loser, they are unsafe, etc.), blame or self-blame, fixating on proxy issues, wanting to control outcomes5. REFRAME
How else can I think about this? How much do I believe the first story? How much do I believe the reframed story? How am I feeling now?

Looking Beyond

Past: Is this bringing up old stuff for me?
How can I care for those feelings? Have l felt like this before? How did I get through it? What could I do the same or differently?
Present: How are my physical needs? Are there other stressors right now? What can I do to support myself, in this moment or in the bigger picture of my life?
Future: Is there something I can do to make this situation easier if it comes up again? Is there a hurt or fear I can make a plan to address?

First Aid

Change location • Sensory reset, e.g. hot or cold sensation, scents, tastes • Focused breathing or Valsalva maneuver • Play a game • Music or video • Simple craft • Pressure or weight, e.g. heavy blankets • Scavenger hunt walk, e.g. identify 10 plants or spot colors in ROYGBIV order • Clean something or do another simple chore • Research something • Self-care routine, e.g. paint nails • Reread, rewatch, or relisten to something | love • Progressive muscle relaxation • Talk to someone about something unrelated • Shower, bath, or wash face • Sing or hum a familiar song • List things to look forward to or other points of comfort or encouragement • Find a place to cry • Find a place to watch people or nature • Practice an instrument • Look at an art book • Draw • Write • Let time pass
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 02/10/2026
(as an additional set, continuing to rock they/them and using that exclusively at, like, work)
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 02/10/2026
tbqh I think this is one of those things where, soon as I float it, I know I’m gonna do it
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 02/10/2026
Y’all think I could pull off it/its pronouns
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Kimberly Scaryne @kimberlydairine.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
how to get good at thing, a guide: spend some time consistently doing thing spend twice as much time doing other thing emerge victorious
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jj skolnik @supremenothing.myatproto.social · 01/10/2026
i will say that while it feels very frustrating to have been organizing against rape culture actively since 1998 sometimes, i have definitely seen a lot of change in the cis men around me
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
Like look, I know *I* feel owed some explanations
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
Keep seeing “we owe you an explanation” as a spam/clickbait lead-in and wondering how many people are carrying a sort of ambient feeling of being confused or wronged for this to be an effective way to get attention
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VHS Vault @vhsvault.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Ford-Sponsored Schindler's List Intermission NBC/WKYC 3 1997-02-23 : 74s
Screenshot from VHS tape, video frame at 74 seconds.
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
💀 happy October 💀
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
ty for the reminder of the season
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Andrea Grimes @andreagrimes.com · 01/10/2026
i am having trouble articulating this but a system that excuses gang rape as a youthful error on behalf of college men with ~ bright futures ~ does so because it is served by producing older men who are comfortable with, even enthusiastic about, torturing people at the system's behest
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
Didn’t tie a bow on this but got it as far as I could (spun my wheels for a while and emailed someone for help)
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
A video game inventory thing I wish we had in real life is the ability to sell any unwanted possession immediately, regardless of whether there’s a market for my unused health potion (NyQuil that’s about to expire)
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
Learning there’s a Wiktionary entry for twink death en.wiktionary.org/wiki/twink_d...
en.wiktionary.org
twink death - Wiktionary, the free dictionary
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 01/10/2026
Nice article on organizing a mutual aid / disaster readiness network from existing scene contacts, colleagues, and friends, focused on arts but applicable to a lot of fields and shared interests imo www.nyfa.org/news/arts-re...
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Arts Response Networks: What They Are and Why Creating One Helps Prepare You Before Disaster Strikes - Nyfa
Arts Response Networks: What They Are and Why Creating One Helps Prepare You Before Disaster Strikes - Nyfa
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 30/09/2026
Have already eaten a gigantic breakfast sandwich for morale
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 30/09/2026
Today’s the day I do a terrible health insurance task I’ve been putting off and I WILL live to tell the tale
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Michaela Joffe @joffeorama.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
not sure why I made this but now you have to see it
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Jennifer May @jennmay997.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Ok I clicked on her wiki and I have to say, queen shit right here
Highlighted section of Stephanie Booth’s Wikipedia: after she was outed “[she] told employees and the press that she had caught a tropical disease to which the only cure was to have hormone injections and become a woman, or she would die. However, the Hospital for Tropical Diseases in London stated "We can't think of a single disease requiring such treatment."
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 29/09/2026
We have got to create some kind of regulating body on “national _________ day” observances. Constantly hearing it’s national coffee day or national siblings day or national boyfriend day and I just think some kind of permitting process is merited
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Marielle Hellraiser 💀 @mags.colvett.online · 29/09/2026
and/or tolerate someone who needs your support being a little bit annoying
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