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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition

@kohafterdark.bsky.social
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
It's the latter. It's bad today... getting frustrated and angry and that's just making me so desperately sad and lonely. Not frustrated at the obsession thing, just the manic bit. I'm not in a headspace to talk to new people, my spouse is struggling with her own stuff and is at work. Brutal day.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
Haha... Having a tremendously awful mental breakdown right now...
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
Rejection sensitive dysphoria is a bitch... I got kicked out of a party in FFXIV (my own fault, I afk'ed during crystal tower for a minute without saying anything) and it's completely ruined me... Big sobbing tears over something so assinine.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 09/09/2025
Just thinking about the fact that right wing individuals greatest flaw isn't necessarily empathy (they will empathize with people like them) but rather a complete lack of imagination. They can't imagine what it means to be human, but different from themselves.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 09/09/2025
Took ADHD meds today. Gods I wish I could take them every day...
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 28/08/2025
Dammit I wrote month when I meant $1500 a year. I wasn't getting bougie HRT lol
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 28/08/2025
Also switching up from Valerate injections to Undecylate, meaning from injections 1-2 a week, I can either do them twice a month or theoretically once a month. <_< the onboarding dose for the first month scared me off that (an entire ml).
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 28/08/2025
Day one of DIY HRT. Partially to save money (roughly $1500 a month in monthly visits and medication) but also because after 5 years I understand the risks. And, you know, with the state of the world is probably better to be prepared than wait till the last minute.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 28/08/2025
Oh yeah, I have this account <_<
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// ꌗ꓄ꋬꉧ // @staxdeadempress.bsky.social · 16/07/2025
this is what you look like as a Harry Potter fan in 2025
guy handing money to JK Rowling

"K*ll every trans person" - JKR

"I'm an ally, I just really like Harry Potter!" - guy
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 16/07/2025
What in the vile fucking hells is this shit!?
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
youtu.be/wyyXL__Awlk?... Free on YouTube if you follow it week to week (first 2 episodes are out)
youtu.be
There's No Freaking Way I'll be Your Lover! Unless... | Full Episode 01 | It's Anime[Multi-Subs]
YouTube video by It's Anime powered by REMOW
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
Anyways, everyone should watch "There's No Freaking Way I'll Be Your Lover! Unless..." It's good good mostly wholesome Yuri.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
Opening up myself to people personally (versus this shouting into the void that is bsky) is hard and the social anxiety I've built up over decades is hard to overcome...
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
I can literally trace into my mind what caused me to get to this point. Betrayals from close friends, failed relationships, how emotionally neglectful my family was (and my much older brother threatening my death if I was queer...) The bad part is I don't know what to do with that knowledge...
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 14/07/2025
Ever just watch a TV show than have a huge epiphany about your life? I just realized a huge part of why I struggle to have friends is because I view the kind of intimacy that friendship requires to be such a high bar that I've reserved it for my spouse and kids.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 12/07/2025
*pats their own head* This mentally ill person can fit so many pills. For anyone worried, I'm doing a lot better with the migraine under control especially.
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Faine Greenwood @faineg.com · 10/07/2025
it’s true the vibes are absolutely dire on this website right now, but I also think this really isn’t Bluesky’s fault and there’s not much they could plausibly *do* about it it’s just that the demographic of people who like Bluesky are having a real fucking bad time right now
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 11/07/2025
Emergency pill taken. Probably going to sleep the rest of today and tomorrow. Generally 16+ hours though if I take another after who knows when I'll pop up again.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 11/07/2025
Gods it's an awful mental health day... The migraine isn't helping. The isolation isn't helping. I can't be around other people right now, I'm fragile and lashing out. I'm hungry and sad and I probably need to take my emergency meds but even that is hard when all I want to do is curl up and be sad
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
Brought to you by it's way too hot where I live, and I'm lounging with my robe mostly open to maybe cool off a bit.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
Took a really nice pick of my boobs. Don't plan on posting it, but just wanted everyone to know, my boobs are nice enough to take good pictures of.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 27/06/2025
Starting to feel the weight of isolation again. I don't know how to join community, and I don't know how to make or maintain friendships. I rely so much on my spouse for my emotional needs but she's been busy with her new job. I need more friends to do DnD. That would fix me (mostly /s)
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 23/06/2025
Am I paranoid because I've been in a constant state of near panic attack for 48 hours, or the other way around? Who knows?
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
How am I supposed to interact with a single new person today when *gestures towards everything* I don't even think they know what a Gundam is and I have to interact all day while trying to remember how to breathe.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 22/06/2025
No mental health posting the last few days because I forgot my password and I was too busy depress Gundam posting. Anyways, it's a popping multiple propranalol so I don't just have a panic attack all day sort of day. Hope everyone else is holding up better.
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temmie @tuyoki.bsky.social · 07/09/2024
sleeping on the job
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The Elder Memes @theeldermemes.bsky.social · 14/06/2025
if you are protesting now or in the future be safe and remember: • do not announce you're attending online • do not sign any online RSVP • wear a mask • wear clothes that don't draw attention • leave your phone at home • bring bottled water • do not speak to cops • do not post photos after
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 13/06/2025
Edibles are the answer, but yes stupid you can still get fired for them even in places where it's legal...
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🌙 Jin ✨ @nyangjinart.bsky.social · 13/06/2025
You can do what you want and curate your social media experience accordingly, but I will not hesitate to repost my art bc there are millions of people on bsky and there's ALWAYS new eyes and interests to catch. If you have an issue with that, that's a YOU problem.
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Kat @longwayback.bsky.social · 12/06/2025
time for my new favorite tumblr post
A tumblr text post by user nitewrighter, set up as a dialogue.

Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now? 

The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.

Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.

Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.
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Rebecca Watson @skepchick.org · 13/06/2025
Great timing! Relevant to my video today, this zine gives the correct science-based advice on staying safe while protesting ✊
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Rebecca Watson @skepchick.org · 13/06/2025
With anti-Trump protests ramping up, I’ve seen some misinformation being spread even by people with good intentions. So here’s a quick correction on what the science says about dealing with tear gas 🧪 skepchick.org/2025/06/how-...
skepchick.org
How to ACTUALLY Deal with Tear Gas
Transcript: Hello from California, where things are finally getting spicy. In case you missed it, Donald Trump ordered the National Guard to go help our secret police disappear people off the stree…
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 13/06/2025
Or at the very least, not poo-poo it all. Honestly, I think one of the joys of the series is the fact that it looks like anyone could make it. Nothing is outside the reach of a kid with a pixel art program and a free copy of gamemaker.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 13/06/2025
Mae, as someone of the same vintage as you, you're sounding real joyless. Let the kids discover and experience it all as something new. If this helps them appreciate chiptunes and pixel art, that's good. For us older people, we should just enjoy the homages and fairytale retellings
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 12/06/2025
I'm currently windows free, goal is to be so permanently from here on. I do wish Nvidia driver support was in a better place on Linux... Bazzite is 95% where I'd like it to be. I just don't do a lot of non-gaming stuff on computers anymore. My air is casual web browsing and banking mostly.
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Yuu the Reindeer @yuuandroid.bsky.social · 12/06/2025
The state of Mac gaming leaves a fair bit to be desired from a consumer and a publisher standpoint. Especially now that Rosetta 2 is going to be dropped at some unspecified point in the future and nobody knows how that'll impact Crossover on Mac. Plus Apple's lack of commitment here.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 12/06/2025
Yeah this whole thing is a ridiculous... I guess mac's will never be more than a secondary system for me. I love my air, but I'll stick to an actual gaming PC and just learn to love bazzite/steamOS
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 12/06/2025
Anyone else get extremely emotional when they have a migraine? Not sure why I never put two and two together, but I just had a small melt down because dinner didn't look as nice as I wanted it to.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
Gundam would have been fine. If it wasn't seed, it would have been another Gundam. It's not like SEED came out and no Gundam project failed ever again.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
No, it's in the running for least gay Gundam. I wish i was kidding -_- Lots of potential, but there isn't even decent implications. The first episode baits something with the female leads, but it becomes very het.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
It's not even that Gquuux is 12 episodes, it's more that it spend 2/3rds of it's runtime featuring 1 off cameos to sell mobile suit variant models instead of doing any world building.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
Amuro would be much more likeable if he didn't grow up to be a centrist... Really hard to root for a UC protagonist who genuinely believes "I know people are suffering now, but I believe if we just sit around someone will figure it out eventually."
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Joy Content 🏳️‍⚧️🐒 @joycontent.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
apparently people on tumblr are doing a "hogwarts legacy pride week" (where they're sharing LGBTQ-themed hogwarts legacy content) how about you not do that let's stop trying to pretend like it is possible to make pro-LGBTQ content out of that franchise
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Better Things Are Possible @internethippo.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
You have no obligation to defend or explain the behavior of random street protesters. We have a lawless government that is flagrantly violating its legal, moral, even philosophical obligations to us. Everything else is secondary
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 10/06/2025
Yeah there is something wrong. The system is drawing way too much power at idle.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 10/06/2025
"I like X problematic media!" Cool neat, I'm going to call out those problematic elements every time. It's not fair to people who haven't experienced that media, see the hype, and then get involved in stuff they never would because you grew up on it and can look the other way.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 10/06/2025
Because it's impossible for people who've played the game to have any legitimate complaints right? Gtfo of here with that reductionist bs.
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Koh 🏳️‍⚧️ - Neurodivergent and NSFW edition @kohafterdark.bsky.social · 10/06/2025
The issue isn't either of those things, but rather that the creator of persona 4 could *only* see that as the solution, with the only explicit queer representation being gay/trans sex pests. But to be fair... There are a lot of story issues that get overlooked because the characters are fun.
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