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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

I used to be a level 1 judge. I can do that over and over. I have infinite patience.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

So what you're saying is I need to teach you how to play one of the best card games of all time? Easy enough.

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Dr. Lucky Tran @luckytran.com · 09/06/2025

LAPD fired rubber bullets at Australian journalist @laurentomasi.bsky.social

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K Arsenault Rivera @arsenaultrivera.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

do you ever think about how sorin was forced to undo the one objectively Good thing he ever did and maybe the one person he ever loved without qualification

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Rick Riordan @rickriordan.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

I love Daredevil, but I had to suspend disbelief over the premise of Born Again re. Mayor Kingpin. The idea that voters would knowingly elect a convicted criminal who then subverts the rule of law and uses government to carry out personal vendettas seems a little far-fetched, doesn't it?

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Amy the Amazonian @amytheamazonian.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

how come no one told me Kaalia and Skittles are fucking

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Today we finally got a small win, a tax return.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

why I don't talk to people about this. It's just trauma dumping, and they arent my therapists. Theres no reason to stress them out, yet here I am doing it anyways. I'm sorry.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

stories out, yelling at the clouds of BlueSky. Im sorry to even bother you guys, but its all that I have going on. I need hundreds of dollars in the next month, I just broke my toe, my phone is broken, Im tired, Im lost in school, and for the first time ever, I'm talking about it and Im realizing

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

to come out of me, but knowing theres nothing there but the free water from campus. I havent had the energy to stream because Im tired, Im hungry, and Im searching for any way to keep my strainer of a raft floating, and I know I cant come to you guys for it. Its my job to entertain, not give sob

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

talk to when I needed to and never judged me is gone. It's coming up on 2 years now and its eating away at me but every time I try to talk to someone they have things to do. I scream cry in my car, eyes blurred to the point that its unsafe to drive, retching on the side of a road hoping for anything

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

harder and harder into school and the people there are starting to give me the look. The look of people staring directly into the uncanny valley. I make people uncomfortable by simply being around. The only reason I'm saying this here is because there's no one else to talk to. The one person I could

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

my family of whatever joy they had before I come into the situation. They don't call me back when they say they will. I know why, I wouldnt call me either. Im so passionate that recently I had a friend admit to me that it makes them uncomfortable and unable to stay around me too long. I push myself

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

and have had a ton of fun but have also had teachers like today that dodge my questions, ignore my inquiry, and refuse to speak to me at the station between calls. I'm a leech. I leech my teachers of their effort and time and sanity, I leech my friends of their time and recently even money. I leech

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

school already, now I need a phone, I already had needs but theres no way I can even afford the cheapest thing my provider has. I need tires, mine are going out and cant grip the road at all if theres any moisture. I go to class and cant remember the basics of BEING a basic EMT. I go to clinicals

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

knowing its coming but not having the means to stop it that makes me just sit here. In the bast day since I woke up, my phone battery has fully exploded. I replace it with an old battery which then kills the phone completely. I havent had a job for months. I'm pinching pennies to eat and go to

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

selfish enough to think I deserve it. I sit and settle in and just bottle everything up until nights like tonight happen and it hits me like a compound wave at an aggressive beach. I get swallowed by a tide I cannot fathom, even though I watched it build on its way to the shore. Its a wild mix of

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Then when I really need to talk to people, no one is there. Theyre busy living their lives, working, thinking, talking to people and the one thing I need is just to talk but then I just cant. They arent there, and it isn't their fault. its mine for even needing it in the first place and for being

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

actually comes up and suddenly Im inept. I know I am, I struggle with even basic things I should just know because I know them, ive passed every test in front of me, but everyone just wants more from me and I am never good enoguh for them, let alone their expectations. Im a constant let down.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Venting time because I have no one to talk to, and haven't had the time to even pretend to talk to someone in weeks. I'm not OK. Im doing my best, and it is never good enough. Thats not a surprise, thats the norm for me. I give myself a goal, I do well enough to be passable at it but then it

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

The past few weeks have been really hard on me, but the streams I have gotten to do have helped a lot. Coming up on 2 years since I lost my best friend and brother, things are really bubbling up, and with school for me almost done, it makes me feel like exploding. Wish I had time for my friends tho

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

Pro tip: Don't make friends with big content creators. To them the job comes before their friends, so you're disposable. Just another name in a sea of people. You should want your friends to get to that point, but if someone is already there, don't bother.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

LOONY GET THOSE GRIPPERS OUTTA HERE!

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

I wanna say Grizzy B, since its pay 7 for 7, but its not QUITE 8. Maybe he was at 8 in design?

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merr-itt came from outer space @merrittk.com · 14/03/2025

throwing a 5,000,000,000,000 dollar birthday party for my awful son Horus. im going to teleport aboard his flagship and kick a hole through him

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Brian Kibler @bmkibler.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

One of the responses I've seen to criticisms of Elmo is "You loved him before he supported Trump!" (though he was clearly awful before then) Yes, I thought Elon seemed like a good guy when he was promoting electric vehicles and not Nazis. Changing your views with new information is good, actually.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Its days like today where I remember that I haven't streamed in ages. Between school, trying to find a job (still unemployed! Thanks Daniel!) and finding time to schedule costreams, I've just been dead to the streaming world. We're gonna get back to 2 weekly streams again soon! I promise!

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Chad Loder @chadloder.dev · 22/02/2025

The student who ripped this sign down did more for trans people than most of our politicians.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 21/02/2025

I have never been more frustrated by such a minor problem. My power was going out every 15 or so minutes, and my PC has a power backup so it would stay on for 15 minutes or so (enough to finish a ranked game if I'm in one.) Turns out, that seems to have broken my Mic. Its 80% quieter at LEAST.

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Aura @aurahack.ca · 16/02/2025

i'm absolutely devastated man... 52... i don't use the word lightly but antonov was an actual visionary. his eye for art direction was unlike any other and has been so incredibly inspiring. one of the few who's work you could instantly recognise. this is heartbreaking

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Getting a WR is a special kinda dopamine hit, I cant wait to see you hitting those top three times!

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daryl "rupert pumpkin" b 🏳️‍⚧️ @hypercubexl.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

saying "go birds" but just rooting for birds in general, hope they're having fun and not catching that flu

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Sam @rhysticstudies.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

we don't deserve scryfall

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LozPlaysTCGs @lozplaystcgs.bsky.social · 02/02/2025

Turns out @shivambhatt.bsky.social and I think alike. That is an incredible comfort to me. Listen to the man, he’s right (about this and all things) ❤️ clips.twitch.tv/PricklyExqui...

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LoadingReadyRun - Shivam's surprise eloquent message

Watch LoadingReadyRun's clip titled

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futuredadOfTwo🙋🏻‍♂️ @lacroixboi.dadguy.pro · 01/02/2025

inside of me are two Beowulfs and i’ve been asked not to return to the library

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

Anyone that has good knowledge on how to set up stream UI stuff please message me when you have the time. I have a few things that I very much want to put up for viewers to see and I am struggling to understand the online resources.

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Cameron Lauder @unarmedoracle.bsky.social · 20/01/2025

“mask off” what the fuck are talking about there was never a mask the whole reason why they love him is that there was never a mask

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Aaron Rupar @atrupar.com · 20/01/2025

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🎃 Imani Gandy Corn 🎃 @angryblacklady.blacksky.app · 18/01/2025

Do not open your door for ICE officials. Talk to them through your door. Refuse to open it.

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Sam @rhysticstudies.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

open world mario kart. twenty drivers. fifty drivers. ten thousand drivers, who gives a shit. you have to race from anchorage to cape horn in real time. mario can finally smoke cigarettes. toad has a gun.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

I'm really just so fucking tired of trying my best in a world where I'm constantly shown and reminded how little my best does for anyone, even myself.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

I can't even get extra hours at work, I'm being pulled from shifts early. My coworkers are supplementing my income because they feel bad. Being told by my boss that my well being, ability to go to school, have medication, and eat isn't worth the ~$100 a shift to him just proves them right again.

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darknayse.bsky.social @darknayse.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

There is nothing more tiring and exhausting than being told you're worthless, and having it happen constantly and consistently eats away at the foundations of who you are, eroding and shifting your being until eventually it's all you can see, because it's true.

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