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@theprotobadger.bsky.social
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rose. 30. they/xe. chronically ill lesbian from aotearoa. beginner plush artist. major nerd. I love the original fantasy vii and tifa lockhart. 🐬❤️🌸

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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 12h
I'm finally getting over my procrastinating and making my current final version of the anglerfish plush. if I'm not fully satisfied with it I can return to it in the future when I have more skill and ideas.
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 12h
reply guys are bad enough but ai reply guys? really?
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 12h
lrp I love old games but I didn't grow up with them. I have no nostalgia for them. ff7 came out when I was an infant and I first played it as an adult. sometimes old games can just be good.
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Kayin @kayin.moe · 22h
Someone just reblogged this on tumblr with this tag and I just fucking died I've been on this shit for over a decade and it's only getting worse
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written about this before but whatever.

Videogames as an artform have a problem with nostalgia. Not that people shouldn’t have nostalgia. Or that games shouldn’t draw from the past. But instead the weight we give to nostalgia.

When people go back to enjoy old games, we assume it’s a nostalgia thing. Do people assume that with books? Or movies? Or music? People certainly do go back in time with  those mediums for nostalgia! It happens! I know when my sister is listening to certain cheesy old boyband pop or punk she’s often having a musical nostalgia trip! That’s cool! But we still don’t ASSUME, CONSTANTLY thats why people go back to stuff.

People like old stuff because it’s cool and interesting. It’s historic. People go watch Metropolis still, but how many people alive could even be nostalgic for a movie like that?

I almost want to see the word Nostalgia excised from discussions about video games – not because nostalgia is bad but because we over use it to the point where it’s actually harmful I think.

I mean I made IWBTG and am making an NES style game right now and even for me, the obsession with ‘nostalgia’ seems crazy.

Old stuff is cool. I know this because I see a lot of you kids on my tumblr feed talking about games I know you didn’t grow up with. It’s like finding your parents record or CD collection. Thinking the primary greatness of old games is bringing back memories of eating cereal and playing games on a saturday morning is a great injustice, even if those memories for some are perfectly worthwhile things.

#this post is 11 years old and still holds true
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Kelsy - formerly Faiako @kelsy.co.nz · 21h
Here are some more pics from the pūtangitangi maternity ward. #nzbirds A day old 🥹
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Gay Breakfast @ Nekocon @gaybreakfast.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Happy #InternationalLesbianDay! Here’s a magic trick ✨
I have a magic trick to be both nonbinary and a lesbian. It’s called..”Because I say so!”  This is declared by a red tanuki wearing a rainbow hat, nonbinary bandana, and lesbian button on their vest.
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Stefish🐟 Comms close @stefish.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
combination of the benefit bashing politics, getting older without getting to have much of any of a life, and the six year anniversary of becoming ill coming soon is rly getting me down
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
i try not to personalise it too much or interact with it (my intrusive thoughts). it's just a metaphor for the part of my mind that hurts me so much. but it helps to call it that, to think of it like that. there's a ghoul in my mind and it wants me to suffer but that's all it is.
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
i also made up a sort of being in my mind to attribute my intrusive thoughts to. the ocd ghoul. it made it much easier to understand that my intrusive thoughts don't reflect my true feelings.
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Whimsy Bunny Doodles 🐇 @whimsybunnydoodles.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I am not the best writer but I hope this helps someone
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Whimsy Bunny Doodles 🐇 @whimsybunnydoodles.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
OCD awareness month
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
anyway it's rose is political time bc the election's soon and things are terrible and I want them to be better and also punishing ppl like me for existing is part of campaigning for some parties
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I don't like how david seymour (probably the most evil of the bastards) seems to get the last word on issues in a lot of news articles
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Ms Hooper @mshooper.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Labour and the Greens have labelled National's promise to drug test unemployed beneficiaries cruel and deplorable, while Winston Peters has warned it borders on fascist. #nzpol
rnz.co.nz
Labour, Greens slam National's promise to drug test unemployed beneficiaries
Labour and the Greens have labelled National's promise to drug test unemployed beneficiaries cruel and deplorable, while Winston Peters has warned it borders on fascist.
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Sacha @sachadylan.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
And disability can be yours in a heartbeat. Vote accordingly. #NzPol
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~~Lav~~ @tr4shgirl.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Trauma #Deltarune
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
it's always bizarre when one of the most evil ppl in parliament has a good point
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
winston peters opposed to drug tests for beneficiaries bc it's a step towards fascism which yes it is but who knew this man who wants to ban abortions and bring back conversion therapy and ban trans women from public existence and does racist rants in parliament was against fascism
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I can't expect myself to be amazing at everything immediately and I know this and yet still get discouraged easily
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I think I should just accept that my skill and knowledge is still low and just finish what I can for now and maybe revisit the designs later. and yet, that uncomfortable feeling of not good enough remains. (it's not actually bad i just think I have too high standards)
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I don't have much to do to finish my design of an anglerfish plush but I've found myself uncertain and procrastinating bc I don't rly like the tail too much but I'm not sure how to do it in a better way
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Count Spockula @randomancom.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Drug-testing is ghoulish but the most important part IMO is: “From April 1, 2028, anyone who had received Jobseeker Support for two of the previous three years would drop to a lower rate.” This is social murder and will lead to higher rates of homelessness, child poverty and suicide rates #nzpol
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Nats pledge random drug tests for those on Jobseeker benefit
The National plan would also cut payments for long-term beneficiaries and double stand-down periods for people who repeatedly quit their jobs.
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Eddie Clark @dreddieclark.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
The government and the reserve bank colluded to deliberately raise unemployment to address inflation. The government is now raining misery on the people it helped push out if jobs. Six month stand down will uncomplicatedly make people homeless. Old fashioned beneficiary bashing.
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I hate this government and I hate that even if labour gets in power theyre gonna have to be dragged through improving anything even slightly bc they also don't actually fuckin care. sometimes ppl need support to live good lives. and everyone deserves to have a good life. why is this controversial.
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
tbh. cutting benefits would likely make it more difficult for ppl to find jobs, not less. also there's gonna be a huge amount of ppl on jobseeker with health issues who haven't been able to switch to the supported living payment. some will also be addicts. who need support not forced drug tests.
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Dr Bex @drbex.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
The headline buries the lede: ❌️ Cutting benefit rates after 2yrs ❌️ Incr stand down to 26wks (up from 13wks) ❌️ Incr minimum residence period to qualify benefits from 2yrs to 5yrs These are awful, horrifying policies that will drive povery and misery #nzpol www.rnz.co.nz/news/politic...
rnz.co.nz
National promises random drug testing for jobseeker beneficiaries
National is promising to introduce random drug testing for those on the jobseeker benefit to ensure they're "ready for work".
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jade✨ @say0ranarts.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
XX - AEON 🦋 #persona3
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Whispwill @whispwill.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Day 7 - Allen Walker #allenwalker #dgrayman #watercolor #whispyart #inktober
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Freddy @fredzillla.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Tifa. #Blacktober #FinalFantasy
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Jean Caden 🗡️ Art @johncaden64.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Goodbye ever crisis. At least you gave us this idea.
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BONEYARD; Haitus for a month!! @b0neyard.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
btw if you comment on poor/low income people getting something nice, by saying something like ‘you got xyz nice thing when you were saying you were poor’ or otherwise shaming someone for getting a treat, you’re the problem. It’s not a flex. You are garbage. people can save up for nice stuff.
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InnerSpiral (the scary version) @innerspiral.lol · 07/10/2026
the moon and stars, for her alone.
the taller witch, representing the blood moon, is kissing her dear wife, representing the stars. they've just come back from a flight together <3
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I may technically be able to read japanese but my vocab and kanji knowledge is very sad. actually grammar too but I know enough for simpler books.
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I do wish honto had a better built in dictionary
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Seilo @seilidare.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
A few more pretty ones. I just used it as an excuse to draw Tifa and Aerith, really
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Seilo @seilidare.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
RIP Ever Crisis. Turns out I actually made a lot of fanarts for this game
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Yuri Anime News @yurianimenews.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
#News ❤️‍🔥 “The Moon on a Rainy Night” TV Anime Releases 1st Trailer Anime set to be released in 2027 🌙
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
I'd rly like to find some simpler novels to read in japanese bc most of my choices are a bit above my level. but I'm much more interested in adult horror novels than most of what else I find
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Watershitdown @watershitdown.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Welfare cuts, always a unifier of Labour / National. #nzpol www.stuff.co.nz/politics/361...
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Hipkins non-committal on reversing three major benefit changes
Chris Hipkins has admitted Labour is not committing to reversing a law change that meant 18 and 19 year olds could only receive the Jobseeker benefit if they were from very low income families.
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Tran @handle.invalid · 07/10/2026
🐟🥊✨ #さよならララ #GoodbyeLara
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trnk @trnk.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Miles Edgeworm fan art
An illustration of an Edgeworth-like worm riding an apple-shaped car, drawn as a parody of Lowly Worm.
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jade✨ @say0ranarts.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
X - FORTUNE🌙 #persona3
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Crimson Sun @crimsonsun.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Rinoa and the goodest girl Angelo for Triple Triad today #TriTri
Triple Triad card of FFVIII Rinoa, holding Angelo
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Fish 🎣 Comms open @fishatar.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Blessings to you, my brave Princess
Highly saturated illustration of Lara from Goodbye, Lara. She's tearing up while gazing into a mirror reflecting her home. One hand is pressed up against the glass, while the other clutches the potion to turn her human.
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niko @fearoffun.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
everybody watch goodbye, lara plz
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Lucy2186 @lucy2186.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Goodbye,Lara #GoodbyeLara
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VIXen @merladebread.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#suselle #deltarune
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👻 @theprotobadger.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
I'm glad my family are supportive. things could be worse. but even so things are still bad and I'm not going to pretend I'm happy abt it all.
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