SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 11/10/2026Good news. Struggling a bit to go outside isn't agoraphobia coming back. I went outside easily once I unmatted my hair As I stand here staring at the kitchen wanting to make a very simple meal, I'm finding my willpower is at nothing. I don't have the will to do anything that requires effort anymore 110
Reposted by SBSHobby Drifter in Tokyo @hobbydrifter.bsky.social · 10/10/2026There are two types of people 2334871089
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 26/08/2026SELF HATRED TRYING TO FUCK WITH MY READ ON THINGS ONCE AGAIN It's definitely that and OCD trying to strangle me over moral checks, but while I can't come up with counter arguments, I'm glad I'm at least aware this is a thing that happens. Makes keeping them from completely taking root easier -⚪️ 000
Reposted by SBSFliss...! @fairygirl.me · 26/08/2026"She wouldn't fucking say that" but it's "I wouldn't fucking say that" as I look through my eyes while someone tries and fails to possess me convincingly 711626
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 25/08/2026There's a game about a mangaka who's character developed as an alter and now you, the mangaka, are navigating this relationship And I'm like VIBRATING, NEEDING to tell someone that this is hilarious to me because THAT'S ME AND 🟧, but I CAN'T because being a system is like my ONLY SECRET 100
Reposted by SBSsome sort of creature 🔞⚧️ @robocrat.bsky.social · 15/08/2026Sharks Bite The Internet (Mixed Media, 2026) 217969
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 15/08/2026🟥 and I had an exchange a moment ago. He said I should just let them risk getting the infection. I asked if he himself would let that happen to someone and he said "People die where I'm from if you test your luck. Not my problem if someone's cocky [cause they're used to living in thick safety nets]" 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 12/08/2026I'm kind of moving around like a zombie, but I AM moving and I am continuing to set stuff up that will be helpful for my head even if its giving me trouble. I may be as slow as molasses, but I'm up and I'm doing something in the pursuit of doing what's healthy for me, and that's worth something 000
Reposted by SBSAlxMx @alxmx.bsky.social · 10/08/2026You wake up early in the morning and suddenly the world seems magical and beautiful *ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚ #furry #oc #anthro #meme #dreamcore #liminal #backrooms 6419149
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 12/08/2026#vent I was on a strong upswing after moving to a new state & forcibly seizing control of my life again, after getting confirmation that I did my best & the situation at our previous house wasn't gonna change, only to have one last straw break my back after getting a taste of starting my life again 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 07/08/2026As someone who questions my validity as a system constantly, it was unexpectedly immensely reassuring to be playing Big Walk with some pals when 🟥 suddenly took control, snuck up on a pal, said hi, and their response wasn't just great startle but to yell "YOUR VOICE DID NOT SOUND LIKE YOUR VOICE" 110
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 14/06/2026Once again getting a reminder of how much I fiercely hate myself. It keeps catching me off guard. It's insane I dont even actually dislike myself. The hell IS this? 000
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 30/05/2026Been thinking on and off lately about 🟦 again. Mainly how we started having some unexpected moments before shit hit the fan in April and I had to become a living security camera 24/7 for 2 months 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 29/05/2026Ended up breaking to Dad that no, my boyfriend isn't gonna test how long he can stay here for 'cause our home is chaos right now. He knows better and respects my dad's space and, even if he would, he's not going to because Mom's made him feel he can never actually be accepted as a part of our family 100
Reposted by SBSKendra, spooky version @kendrawcandraw.bsky.social · 27/05/2026I can't deny the convenience of the "e-book" but going to the library and leaving with an armful of hardcovers feels like getting away with something 642629210
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 28/05/2026Finally cuddled in VRchat. I've learned 2 things 1. When I'm smaller, I don't have to be held, pet, etc to be happy. I just wanna be huddled beside someone 2. POLAR OPPOSITE WHEN BIGGER. I'm super affectionate. I'm strokin your hair, I'm curled around you, I'm hugging you, you're my teddy bear now 110
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 26/05/2026Last night I was raring to go to get some tasty stuff for the house, but now that I've woken up, nevermind. I need to just veg Got a lot of processing going on in the head at the moment. I think I'm just gonna start today with some oatmeal and laying down in VRchat instead 000
Reposted by SBSHydro @the-hydroxian.bsky.social · 21/05/2026"Time heals all wounds" mushy, sentimental, naively presents healing as inevitable entropy, external locus of control "All fires die but the ones you feed" logical, makes you sound like a jrpg villain, internal locus, gives merit to acceptance but also more healthy things like revenge and hatred 61194400
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 26/05/2026So anyway, I'm actually pretty stoked to go to the market tomorrow and get The Good Shit (The Good Shit is stuff to make grilled cheese to dip in tomato soup. I haven't done that shit since college. I'm so excited It's so simple and so good) 010
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 26/05/2026I'm grateful for my experiences making what's going on in my house right now something I can tackle with a mostly level head, but man. I really wish it wasn't so bad that I have to show my /whole/ hand for the first time? I can't wait to get to be a person again and not a skilled survivor 010
Reposted by SBSherald @herald-trashboy.bsky.social · 23/05/2026split is a wild movie bc there are so many things about DID that it gets absolutely correct, it treats headmates like their own individual people, it cites actual cases of DID, and then it grabs the steering wheel and swerves hard into "and then there's a super strength alter who eats people" 1132
Reposted by SBS👁️🍄🪸 @bloomfilters.plus · 24/05/2026your late 20s are genuinely hilarious because you start them feeling the dread of your "20s reaching an end" and then you end up realizing the whole concept of the 20s/30s distinction is meaningless and your 30s are a kind of freedom 201006248
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 22/05/2026Did not expect to stumble across one of the devs behind one of my favorite games out there, in the wild on here, and I consider that a wonderful end to the day 110
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 21/05/2026Hearing what's going on with Gooseworx is deeply disheartening. For a really long time, I've had to repeatedly brace to be in that same position as a creative that keeps ending up being well-known or popular in the spaces I share my stuff in 120
Reposted by SBSLittleKuriboh @littlekuriboh.bsky.social · 21/05/2026Indie creators shouldn’t have to turn into emotionless cryptids that appear once in a blue moon to share their works and otherwise have no online presence in order to survive *checks notes* creating a popular cartoon. But I don’t know how else they’re supposed to navigate this bullshit. 353360933
Reposted by SBSGrinda 🏳️⚧️🔞 @grindagoat.bsky.social · 21/05/2026Creatives don't owe you shit. They fundamentally do not owe you shit. They made something. You saw it. There was never any responsibility involved. They don't owe you a "better version" of the work. They don't owe you "less problematic writing". They don't owe you more episodes. You deserve nothing. 4959552099
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 20/05/2026Being unable to work 'cause of a sudden house situation, my current project was to completely reorganize how my bedroom & office are assembled Now that I'm staying elsewhere, the process turned inward, focusing on relearning how to let myself indulge in the harmless things that make me really happy 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 19/05/2026I think everything's hitting at once. I feel atrocious But also, while at the time I didn't understand why folks were reassuring me, the voices of loved ones telling me it's not my fault quickly drown out the shit spinning in my head I'm eternally grateful for the people I'm surrounded by nowadays 000
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 18/05/2026Okay, I think I'm done sad posting. Sorry about that It will likely happen again, but I'm happy it won't happen as often now that the problems can't be forced into my lap anymore 010
Reposted by SBSEndoDoggie 🔞 @endodoggie.bsky.social · 17/05/2026Drawing is a lot more fun when you are doing it purely for self-indulgence. 838732
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 18/05/2026I thought I was on day 4 of being in this apartment. It's only been 2 days. How? I deeply miss the warmth and smell of my bedroom, but it is better I stay here until things are done. I have my car and can go back if I need anything But I miss my room. I want to be in my little cave right now 110
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 16/05/2026My dad got me after work. the pickup was real quick I'm now in my own small apartment attachment. Away from everything, but still close enough where those I want to see can come here easily. I'm not gonna get jumped by something going wrong or people being rancid for no reason. I'm just not there 110
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 15/05/2026Wish I got to at least take my car for some test drives to make sure she works before this happened I have a key to where I'm gonna stay, I'm pretty much ready to go, but I have to wait two more hours. And my head just keeps spinning I just want to go. I shouldn't be here anymore. I want out 000
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 15/05/2026This probably went the worst it could have gone and because I'm not built for anything involved in this, I handled it so poorly I'm ashamed of myself I'm just gonna stay somewhere else. They can have the house. I'm not built for handling this severe of an issue 100
Reposted by SBSMatthewせいじ @matthewseiji.com · 14/05/2026My memory of what it was like to browse the Xbox Live Indie Games store page in 2010 440131171
Reposted by SBSAwkwardMark (comms 0/5) @awkmark.bsky.social · 11/05/2026art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable 5884192
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 11/05/2026Just realized the mantra of "Kindness is a choice" is me finally putting to words something that 🟩 imprinted on me back in middle school. Where just because you're fully capable of doing something that would serve only you and would be so incredibly easy doesn't mean it's worth it over being kind 000
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 11/05/2026I don't remember a lot of yesterday, but I do know I was in the back seat for pretty much its entirety. Looking at my records, 🟫 had the reins from 10 AM to 11 PM He dragged outside and thoroughly scrubbed the huge living room rug, which hadn't been cleaned in over 2 years. I'm so fuckin sore 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 10/05/2026Okay so update on this, it's not just me. She's been like this to the fem gal she's been sharing a room with too and they were pretty chill I still don't know how to approach it very well, but the gal's gonna try talking to her. Could still use advice on how to talk to a rampantly PO'd chick though 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 09/05/2026The kind of pics I send my boyfriend from VRchat VS Apparently what Mud sends him from VRchat Friend last night turned around after leading us down a hall, said "You look horrifying in there," and took a photo that was immediately forwarded to the BF 000
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 09/05/2026The struggle with having 2 accounts, one MUCH more public than the other, is that I'll write a post and ask "Is this more appropriate for my private account or what's essentially my business account?" Which means majority of positive posts are on the public one while this one gets negative posts;; 100
SBS @sbsposting.bsky.social · 09/05/2026Yesterday I learned that 🟫's birthday is four days after mine and he perked up like a meerkat. Neither of us realized our birthdays were so close He's been thinking about it a lot since. He's really happy about this 100