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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Fuck, which rectum do I have cancer in again?

RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

My kitten was sweet all weekend. So it only follows that today he's a chaos gremlin. I do not have the energy for this, but if I'm gonna have to be awake, I'm gonna clean and put stuff away.

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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Suffering does not necessarily make your art better, but as long as you're suffering, you may as well get some art out of it.

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beloved Mothra @audleyzdarke.myatproto.social · 11/09/2026

The adolescent version of Godzilla from "Shin Godzilla" who, to put it charitably, looks both startled and like he was the victim of a rogue orthodontist, with the caption "the fuck you lookin at keep scrolling"

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Brick's House 🍁 @brickmahoney.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

cleaned the cat fountain, changed the filters, and refilled it with filtered water only 30 minutes ago so this is pretty on brand

a galoot orange cat drinking from the terlet

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Holy shit, I had the worst headache last night/this morning. Crying, throwing up. I don't think it had to do with my brain metastases as the pain was on the other side.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

👏 why 👏 am 👏 I 👏 so 👏 tired 👏 Can barely keep my eyes open. If I didn't have to pee so much I'd be asleep already.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

No more responsibilities till next Tuesday. And that's my shoulder appointment, so I'm looking forward to that one. Gonna chill tf out.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Got up in time to shower, but my back hurt so bad! I do know that putting away my groceries yesterday was hard on it, but I didn't think I'd thrown it out. I still have stuff to put away, but I don't think I can do it. At least not all at once. Shoulder's been acting up again too. Next week...

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Last four characters you saved on your phone are your D&D party.

Sluggo from Nancy comics holding a can of worms saying WOIMS

A full page comic panel: Stan Lee Presents: Nightcrawler

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Surly Amy @surlyamy.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

When you toss something in the trash and then you remember you just emptied the trash but forgot to put a new trash bag in and you realize you have to reach into the smelly trashcan and pull out the piece of trash just to throw it away again is how I feel anytime I read news about the government.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Fish isn't describing the tuna, tuna is describing what kind of fish. A fish sandwich could be any fish. A tuna fish sandwich is a specific thing. Also, tuna fish generally refers to the canned stuff, which is an entirely different flavor and texture, than a fillet of tuna.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I keep catching myself with my jaw clenched super hard. I wish I could relax. My teeth are starting to hurt. It's just been a non-stop stress-out.

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They Might Be Giants @tmbg.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

My eyeball keeps watering. Guess I irritated it. Super good for falling asleep.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I had a seizure today. Not a "black out on the floor" kind, I went to answer the phone and I could only make noise, couldn't control my breathing so I almost passed out. I could think clearly, but I was totally unable to speak other than noise. I snapped out of it quickly, but it was terrifying.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Someone is pounding on something metal right outside my window Asshole

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I've got all these weird half-formed thoughts buzzing around and I have someone from the palliative care place coming tomorrow morning and I just don't feel like explaining all of this to another stranger. I don't know how much I even feel like dealing with them. I know they can help, but ugh.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Feeling very blah. Shoulder is acting up. Didn't think my friend would hang out as long as he did after my appointment... Though to be fair part of the reason for that is he fell asleep. He had to wake up earlier than I did.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Welp. No biopsy. The stuff they were going to biopsy was the same stuff that blew itself out of that abscess I had. They looked at it and said there was nothing really there to biopsy. I was under the impression that they were taking it from my actual tumor. I got up at 6 AM for nothing 🙃

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

The nice thing about being awake this early is that I'm too out of it to care about what's gonna happen to me I'm so thirsty! I sweated all night :(

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Storm, undoubtedly. Rogue. Magneto. Nightcrawler, depending on the depiction. He's still my favorite, but he's not always hot. Same with Beast.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

So my brain is still a question we don't have all the answers to. We're just gonna keep an eye on it. I still am supposed to be trying to wean myself off the steroids, apparently that's a big reason my legs have gotten weaker. Stopped and saw the nurse, too. Stomach is still kinda dicey, but better

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I was up all night. My stomach still hurts pretty bad. I've been instructed to just take some pain meds and see if that helps. I honestly don't know that it will.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

My stomach hurts and my back is killing me. 😭 Might be from the new chemo (probably is) but it also might be from the antibiotics, I know my gut flora is mega screwed up right now. Either way this sucks!

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

As predicted, my food assistance box arrived thawed out and useless. Almost felt bad filing a grievance because the delivery person actually carried it up the stairs and knocked on my door like they were supposed to.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Uggggh woke up half an hour ago because my stomach was upset. I've been put on two different antibiotics, which I'm sure are necessary, but I am not having a good time on them. And I'd like to go back to sleep...

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Muffin 🔞 it's kinky time @voyeuristicbeast.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

A little reminder that enjoying yourself is never a waste of time. Hours into a videogame isn't a waste of time. Learning something for fun isn't a waste of time. I love learning new things, I have so many I learned once and never did again. Never a waste of time.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Sigh. Just realizing that this week is 100% gonna suck, and there's nothing I can really do about it. Starting new chemo tomorrow, gotta go find out about my brain on Tuesday and then get a colon biopsy on Wednesday first thing in the freaking morning. Ughhhhh. Gonna try and make the best of it.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Got many things accomplished today, feeling pretty good! Hopefully I can have another day like this tomorrow. I start my new chemo pills on Monday, and apparently they're pretty rough on folks at higher doses, so I don't want to leave anything important undone in case they wipe me out.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Y'all, @abigailnonk.bsky.social is an excellent human being 💜🥹 So glad to have friends like her.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Fuck. My food box isn't getting here today, probably. Which means it's going to be melted again. 😡 FedEx can kiss my entire ass.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Thanks, kitty cat, for waking me up and knocking over shit so I have to get up Thanks glucose monitor for setting a loud alarm off because my blood sugar is low I didn't need to sleep tonight, it's cool

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Li Chen @exocomics.com · 27/08/2026

favourite things 💖

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SpatialKimtamine @kimmalien.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Taking it easy today so I can regret it tomorrow

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Orion has been cleared of possible floor-pissing, as it is storming as badly as it was the other day and another puddle has appeared. I found where the leak is and it's around my door frame. This boi is innocent!

Orion, an orange and white cat, looking pleased with himself in a sunbeam

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Aw man, Yayoi Kusama hurts. I loved her art. Here's a me from 14 years ago in front of a storefront she designed.

A photo of myself from a much earlier time in my life with red and white spotted tentacles behind me.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Today would've been Dante's 14th birthday. Miss you, booboo.

Dante, a gray and white tuxedo cat, is sitting on some mail.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

My mom and I painted our bathroom like a cave, complete with a wall of handprints that we did like the artists in the prehistoric caves did. I genuinely didn't know that most of the original artists were women. That makes me kinda happy deep down inside. We were just continuing a human tradition.

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

My jaw hurts. I've been clenching it all day. I'm still awake but I'm so exhausted.

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悠哉【youzai】 @youzai.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

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RoninQueen 👑 (and Orion 🐈) @roninqueen.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Today sucks and my heart hurts. RIP Dolly. 😭

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DocHackenBOOOOOsh @dochackenbush.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Every day, my dude. Every single day. #art #cats #screaming

Doodle of a ginger cat with its mouth open really wide as if to bellow something. Caption reads “have you considered screaming about it?”

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