iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

matilde park @kotodama.ca · 02/10/2026

Going through the MUJI BGM record as I do and encounter a track like "this has the same sounds as the Alien 9 OST, I wonder what that synth is" and then look and oh, it's the same composer. Well then youtu.be/nkEOvsKVCSU

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b-8. color tote - 蓜島邦明 Kuniaki Haishima [MUJI 無印良品 BGM 1980-2000]

YouTube video by whip

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 01/10/2026

it's really good ! she doesn't miss

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 28/09/2026

>:( she keeps calling me matilde bark

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 26/09/2026

when I think of formative "tones"; the familiar, idiosyncratic, soothing ambiance and styles, it's clear i am broadly underread

AI: The Somnium Files, Metroid Prime, Narcissu 1st & 2nd, Pokemon Crystal, Guild Wars, Wonderful Everyday, Diablo II, Higurashi: Meakashi, Fate/Stay Night

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wawa @eiyuusyndrome.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

see you later

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teku-a-fool @teku-a-fool.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I love my computer(s). #os-tan

illustration of Me-tan laying on the floor sorrounded by multiple devices old and new. Based in ninajirachi's ILMC cover art

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 25/08/2026

Pondering when I last heard good news

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 14/08/2026

It's fucking go time for me and melikes

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 11/08/2026

I very nearly gave myself bangs tonight. It's a night where you can't trust yourself

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bep @bep.zone · 26/07/2026

megatokyo has some really good art www.megatokyo.com/index.php?st...

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[884] DPD: pol3sitting

MegaTokyo the Comic

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 24/07/2026

she keeps saying I am "Archer-coded". sometimes I sit and instinctively take the Archer pose

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 22/07/2026

A scene is three people

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Visual Novel News @visualnovelnews.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

👁️ it's July 20 in Japan, so happy End Sky day 👁️

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maru @kon.kokoro.garden.ap.brid.gy · 19/07/2026

really enjoyed 'philosophy of the tourist' recently

In the twenty-first-century order, rhizomic mobilisation without misdelivery can only resemble the biopower of Empire. All resistance must begin with the reperformance of misdelivery. I will call this the principle of the tourist. The new solidarity of the twenty-first century begins there.

But since philosophy and religion are inherently activities that strive towards universality, there is actually a contradiction here: a religion that is simply private—something that one might believe in as a mere hobby—is no longer a religion or anything resembling one. But this is all that is allowed in contemporary society, and Rorty believes that this is a good thing.

There happens to be a suffering human before us. We cannot help but approach them. We empathise. For Rorty, this is the basis of solidarity, the basis of ‘us’, and the basis of society. Isn’t this precisely the operation of misdelivery where rewirings create a small-world graph?

> Historically, the Japanese ie has been imagined to be something quite different from the nuclear family. It is said that the ie is centred on economic community rather than blood relations, and is an organisation that can expand relatively flexibly through adoption. It is precisely for this reason that Japanese society was able to smoothly adapt to modernisation by reinterpreting private enterprises as ie.
> — p. 175

> Since the family is a contingent existence in the first place, it can be expanded through chance.
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> To flip this around, it also means that any group that lives together and ‘eats out of the same pot’ can be understood as a family, regardless of sex or reproduction—such a dynamism has existed around the world and continues to exist today.
> — p. 176

> In Japan the word ‘family’ has actually been used with far more flexibility than has been suggested thus far. I say this because lately it has become common for pets such as dogs and cats to be considered as ‘family’. Of course, they are not legally family. But it is an incontrovertible fact that in our society an increasing number of people call their pets ‘family’. There is even health insurance for pets. The expandability of the concept of the family appears here in an extreme form. Because membership in a family can be supported solely with private feelings of love, at times it can even overcome species boundaries—a misdelivery brought on by compassion.

Deleuze once wrote that, while the masochist only has the ego, in contrast the sadist only has the superego. Having only the superego means having only a system that is beyond the ego. When I refer to the libertarian as a sadist, it is based on this understanding of sadism. The libertarian/sadist/Stavrogin has no self. There is only an existence beyond the self. There is only the necessity of the world, thus there is no desire. All things are obtainable, yet nothing is desired. The disease of indifference signifies the lack of self.

The illusion (ghost) of the child is the return of the lost self. In the terms of the previous chapter, it is the ‘uncanny’. The return of the uncanny eats away the superego of the superhuman from within.

A child is born from chance and dies by chance. And then a new child is born from chance and before you know it changes into a necessary being. Ilyusha’s death is overcome through such a movement. We generally call this movement family. Thus, the impotent subject surrounded by children may be impotent, but is certainly not powerless. Children will change the world for us. By tearing their bodies from the gravity of ‘this’-ness that entraps them in solitude and entrusting their fate to children, humans can finally escape the nihilism of Ivan/Stavrogin.

Philosophers, regardless of their era, hate children. However, we were all once children. We were all uncanny. We were all children of chance.

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 19/07/2026

scenes from recent trip toward eastern qc

looking down street in qc city / ville de québec

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 19/07/2026

never wrote about this here but a fun little side project the other month was drafting out an ordo library so my sideblog could render the bcp liturgical date. but then i added a bunch of custom feasts after bc we have a home saint calendar with specific deathdays on it github.com/matildepark/...

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GitHub - matildepark/ordo.rb: Ruby library for rendering dates from the Book of Common Prayer calendar.

Ruby library for rendering dates from the Book of Common Prayer calendar. - matildepark/ordo.rb

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 16/07/2026

I wanna play around with the Cohere model soon and enjoy Pure Canadian Inference huggingface.co/unsloth/Nort...

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 16/07/2026

The past few weeks I've been having a lot of fun with technology. Just abstractly. I don't know how often that was true before

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apenwarr @apenwarr.ca · 16/07/2026

Many Montreal cafes have now renamed their Americano drink to Canadiano to send a message. This is funny because AIUI the Americano was named that as a joke about Americans who wanted watered down coffee. Anyway I noticed they didn’t rename it to the Quebeciano

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 11/07/2026

Cultivating the virtue of being 'reliable'

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 04/07/2026

There's somewhere I'm supposed to be

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rom ( *★ 。 @romdata.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 30/06/2026

would you ever come over and listen to oingo boingo with me? we wouldn't dress up or make it spooky or anything. it would be so frictionally whimsical it would hurt

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cara ara~ @hyperfekt.net · 28/06/2026

one flag worth holding lightly: the cautionary read becomes a meaningful tell and earns its keep in a way it doesn't at baseline - and that's the interesting part.

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 27/06/2026

Been doing spring cleaning of my various drives and man is it soothing

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 26/06/2026

Every sale season I will go back and get another game from 2003

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 25/06/2026

30% off now for various summer sales! Please consider it during your next bout of financial bacchanalia. store.steampowered.com/app/4175370/... effigysoftworks.itch.io/paravalence

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ネル子 @neruko0523.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

パチュリーノーレッジ

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apenwarr @apenwarr.ca · 19/06/2026

Technically I thought this happened a while back when I make the TXT record or whatever

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chc4 @chc4.com · 09/06/2026

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 06/06/2026

tracing through my unplayed records leads to unlikely revisits. like Reflektor's pretty good, idk why I wrote it off

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Ping-chan (No Context Megatokyo) @sevs44936.megatokyo.com · 06/06/2026

Megatokyo webcomic artwork - Pirogoeth - Books That Don't Bite fredrin.artstation.com/projects/w6P... megatokyo.com #webcomics #manga

A color drawing of Pirogoeth sitting on the sofa in her small cottage and reading a book. Pirogoeth has her hair down and glasses on, and is wearing a patched green turtle neck sweater, long patched straw-colored skirt, with an orangeish blanket across her lap, and is reading from a hardcover book with a gray-blue cover held in both hands in her lap. The sofa has a purple patter and skirt at the bottom, with a light blue blanket across the seat, a stripe blanket across the top with a kitty sleeping on it behind Pirogoeth's head, and some more books piled at her side. To the left of the sofa is a lit fireplace with some brass stands in front and a stone mantle and sides. Behind the sofa are some high windows with gray and purple curtains. a narrow bookshelf and display case for dishes, a kitchen table and chairs, and a chandelier with candles hanging from the raftered ceiling. On the floor at her feet is another rug striped in light blue and brown with more books lying on it.

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 24/05/2026

someone in the club tonight has stolen my ideas...

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 13/05/2026

*madly writing myself down on a million pieces of paper before they shut me down*

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 11/05/2026

take a relaxing bath with me (by listening to this) takashikokubo.bandcamp.com/album/blessi...

takashikokubo.bandcamp.com

Blessings Of The Forest 2026 remaster edition, by Takashi Kokubo

3 track album

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Fascinating and Terrible World of the Sado-Masochist Homosexual @toskarin.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

mnemonic advice: store it all in the eucharist

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 26/04/2026

I think ppl would get a lot of good out of treating llm answers like google search results with similar epistemic confidence; the anthropomorphising actually is adding to the uncanny feeling, saying your friend told you, like it's all pod people, when it's more like doing shallow research

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 25/04/2026

apprenticeship model where I move to a man's farm in the midwest and slowly pick up maintaining MATE

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 24/04/2026

gf keeps recoiling when I say "shipping" even with the quotes and everything ... she says it has the smell of '-maxxing' ...

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 22/04/2026

Millions of thinkpieces all posing the question “why no one online”

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laura’s aura @lauragiron.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

I’m not scared and can be trusted with the future

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 20/04/2026

I think the default mode of clearnet comm becoming 'talking past' each other might be because the primacy of the top-level post implies an annotative, not discursive relationship; it's not quite 'men of letters' epistolary style, it's context -> recontextualisation -> recontextualisation

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maru @kon.kokoro.garden.ap.brid.gy · 14/04/2026

the best critique we have is experimenting with our own lives; insofar as we are able, to put some other value first

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matilde park @kotodama.ca · 18/04/2026

clearly getting the wrong feed here *bonks the algorithms* where's my druids and hermeticists feed

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