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dr cx 🐰

@islandoforder.bsky.social
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in the weeds with #911onABC atm • she/her • thirtysomething lesbian • sometimes nsfw • islandoforder on everything except ao3 where i am oceanofchaos • #caliiwriting for fic and #caliiart for art • ko-fi.com/islandoforder if you're feeling generous

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Gourmet Spud @gourmetspud.bsky.social · 27/03/2026
ME: See you later, Spock. SPOCK: Prosper. ME (turning around): Hey wait a minute- SPOCK: You heard me.
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
wrote a s9 coda which is technically just ready before s10 airs willing and able | 19k | G | buddie s9 coda, buck has to make a decision about theo, and doesn't want to talk it out with maddie or eddie #911onABC #buddie #caliiwriting #fic
willing and able by oceanofchaos

Summary:

“Look,” says Deidre, and she looks a little awkward about it, glances over at the now fully snoring Theo. “Tell me if I’m overstepping, and I’ll never mention it again, but you’re obviously good with him, and you obviously care about him, so I have to ask. Have you thought about it?”

“It?” asks Buck, but it comes out tremulously. Surely she can’t mean what he thinks she does. Surely he’s thinking too highly of himself, too lowly of her.

“Fostering, adopting. Taking care of Theo.”

“I—” Buck stops himself immediately, and it already feels like he’s given away too much. “You think I could?”

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Or, Buck has a decision to make, and he doesn't really want to talk it through with Maddie or Eddie for once.additional tags:
post season 9 
introspection
getting together
first kiss
self doubt
Theo Riley haunts the narrative
(he is in it but he haunts the narrative more than he features in the narrative)
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TBSkyen @tbskyen.com · 21/07/2026
Reading a fucked up book cannot make you evil, but becoming convinced that anyone who reads a fucked up book is somehow tainted, less trustworthy or dangerous will make you vulnerable to doing evil shit VERY quickly.
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
time for a good old fashioned #wipwednesday - remembered I was thinking about a coda for the end of s9 #caliiwriting
“Nothing definitive,” she says. “I’m not sure— I know you knew his parents, were friends with them. I’m not sure if you knew much about their families? We’re having trouble tracking relatives down.”

Buck nods, swallowing hard. “They didn’t have much in the way of family,” he says, trying not to feel guilty because it’s true. Whether or not it’s what he’d want to say either way, it’s true. “It’s part of why they wanted a kid, they wanted to create a family, you know?” He voice feels tight with it. It’s easier to focus on Theo, on how much he wishes he could swing him up into his arms, to not think about the gnawing loss of his friends. A week ago, he couldn’t have said either way if they were still alive and okay. The not knowing, a burr under his skin that he barely even thought about, a scar that just occasionally twinged when it rained. Something he’d give anything to have back, and yet… And yet he can’t help his own guilt at how glad he was to get to know Theo, before he even knew who he was. The joy that he had found in re-connecting with his friends, in seeing the family they’d built. He’d give it back, of course he would, if it meant they were still out there, unknown but alive. He still feels sick with guilt.
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Someone who lives near me is learning to play some kind of wind instrument and they exclusively practice in the middle of the day when they think no one is home and it’s so lovely every time I hear it
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
season 2 is finally here wolf like me | 28k | T | pre-buddie season 2, buck centric - buck has to adjust to his pack changing with a new addition to the 118 #caliiwriting #911onABC #fic #buddie
wolf like me by oceanofchaos

“Look, I’m sorry, okay?” says Diaz, “I didn’t know this was your territory or I would have gone with Station 6, obviously. It’s not like I didn’t ask around when we moved here, no one told me, okay?”

“What?” Buck manages, his own permanent low grade anger dissipating for a moment in favor of confusion.

“You really should make this more official,” says Diaz, a little superciliously, “I followed procedure.”

“What are you talking about?” Buck asks, bewildered, and then, of course, the alarm goes off.

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Or, Buck Buckley meets another werewolf, and his pack grows.additional tags:
alt universe - werewolf
minor eddieshannon
minor buckali
minor madney
canon typical violence 
minor character death
alt universe - canon dovergence
pre-relationship 
pack dynamics
buck pov 
buck centric 
fluff and angst
season/series 2
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fangy @jeannesfangs.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
witnessing the birth of a new all timer post is such a beautiful thing
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
How have I spent the heatwave, you ask? Drinking rosé, taking day baths, and teaching myself how to paint with goache
A painting of waves receding from the shore on a sunny day A painting of Robin the cat looking to in vibrant colours against a blue and purple background A painting of the sword in the stone hidden in a grove in the woodsA painting of the interior of a church, stained window prominent
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Vivian Jenna Wilson @thevivllainous.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
Reading niche queer fandom discourse makes me feel like an empress being entertained by her gladiators
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f o x 𑁍༘.⋆₊⟡ ࿔* @wreckedfuse.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
buddie joint birthday #buddie
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nige 'dear ratboy' @niall.codes · 20/06/2026
That's enough Death of the Author. It's time for Death of the Audience. Start running fools
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
if anyone has any tips for how to keep the cats cool during the upcoming heatwave I would appreciate all thoughts and advice!
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Orin 🚀🦏 @orinoxide.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
While 2.8°C is still Very Bad, this shows that it's still not too late to take action and save the future. Fuck despair, doom isn't inevitable, better things are possible.
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 14/06/2026
In a fit of my usual cooking hubris, I’m making tofu from scratch
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gochenourabout @sjgochenour.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
RELATED, one of my favoritest etymologies EVER: the English words “lord” and “lady” come from the old english “hlaford” and “hlæfdige”, respectively compounds of hlaf + weard and hlaf + dæge, meaning LOAF KEEPER and LOAF KNEADER
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Rachel Cohen @cohen489.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I just—like, sure, being a trillionaire is cool I guess but what’s it all for if you haven’t even seen the wreckage of the titanic firsthand
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
The problem is that I just want everything I’ve ever wanted. I just want the field and the job and the dream I’ve always yearned for. Just that, nothing more, and I’d do the work. But I just want all my hopes and dreams.
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Frances: Meh and Loving It @francesmeh.reviews · 07/06/2026
rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead to their conservative families but running a lovely antique shop in vermont
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
okay hi what's up it's been a while, teaching lowkey killed me last term but i am back to gainful unemployment so i can going to be online again for a while (and stressed i guess)
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
watching a 60s wlw psychodrama and the vibes are baffling
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Hank Green @hankgreen.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
There should be a Star Trek movie every two years and they should have indie film budgets and no explosions and almost everyone should hate them.
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
Rewatching the mentalist while I’m sick and and I forgot just how much normalised police brutality there is in 00s buddy cop(aganda)
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 12/04/2026
extremely self indulgent 9x05 canon divergence coda is finally complete true believer | 15k | T | implied pre buddie jemily and moreid abigail does indeed kidnap chris, and the BAU get called to help find him archiveofourown.org/works/82974681 #caliiwriting #911onABC #CriminalMinds #fic
true believer by oceanofchaos

Summary:

Finally Hotch strides onto the plane, all they’d been waiting for before they could take off.

“What about you, Hotch?” asks Emily. “More training for your triathlon this weekend?”

“Unfortunately not,” says Hotch. His mouth is tight, and there’s a furrow to his brow. They all know the signs too well not to know something is wrong. “We have a case.”

“Already?” asks JJ, dismayed.

Hotch nods, shortly. “Fifteen year old boy has been reported missing in Los Angeles. Christopher Diaz.”

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Or, a deeply self indulgent crossover coda to 9x5 Día de los Muertos, in which Abigail does in fact kidnap Chris, and the BAU step in to help find him.relationships:
buck & chris & Eddie
chris & Eddie
buck & Eddie
pre buddie
pre jemily
pre moreid


additional tags:
au canon divergence
post 9x05
kidnapping
crossover
unrequited crush
it's genetic but only bc of all the comphet
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
A newsletter I get has what is definitely an April fools recipe but also. A desert pilaf? Don’t tempt me with a good time
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 31/03/2026
Crazy that skipping the intro is even an option offered for cowboy bebop
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 29/03/2026
Another day another unexplainable headache
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feather 🐦‍⬛ @kanervas.bsky.social · 18/03/2026
i miss 8tracks
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Claire Willett @clairewillett.bsky.social · 19/03/2026
one of the really gross aspects of the AI zombie resurrection thing we should (carefully!!!!!) discuss more is the fact that this is not what Val Kilmer looked like when he died. they don’t want the human Val Kilmer. they want a simulacrum of the idealized memory of him you have in your mind
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
There’s a tap-tap-tapping that catches Buck’s attention, and before he knows it, he’s watching Eddie racing towards the young boy from the photograph, who’s speeding over to him on crutches just as fast, and they come together in a tight and heartfelt hug. #caliiwriting
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
“Don’t forget fluffier,” says Eddie with an easy smile, joining Chris on the couch, “He’s definitely a fluffball. Like you,” he punctuates this last with a tickle aimed at Chris, who shrieks in delight. #caliiwriting (i am mixing and matching wips depending on which ones have the word ftr)
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
It’s an immediate shift from the living room and the hallway, much brighter, much more colorful. Greens and reds and blues throughout the room in a soft blanket, posters, curtains. #caliiwriting
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
"I can’t really explain what it was, but that’s when Chris and Marisol came in. Chris thought she was Shannon too, and when he realized she wasn’t?” He shudders out a sigh. #caliiwriting
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
This is cute! #caliiwriting
Fanfiction Work-In-
Progress Guessing Game Send me a word, if it's in my wip document I'll answer your ask with the sentence that it appears in
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
Every time someone tells me they did something with Claude I’m going to start asking why they work with a war criminal
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
once again spending a full day trying not to think too hard about AI psychosis for fear i completely lose it
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William Stone @itswilliamstone.bsky.social · 03/03/2026
It’s actually FEWER Misérables
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 03/03/2026
afraid I am finding it a little funny the number of people I have seen who seem to think the real life lapd and the rookie tv show are interchangeable institutions
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
making pad thai from scratch tonight which of course means i'm plugging my own buddie fic where i have written this recipe out in full for eddie to make in texas for him and chris archiveofourown.org/works/634864...
archiveofourown.org
so full of love (i can barely eat) - Chapter 1 - oceanofchaos - 9-1-1 (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
It is what it is but god I wish academia would love me back
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Ahh yes, the [checks calendar] tuesday scaries
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
for if you're wondering how i'm spending my vday's evening, i'm drinking v sweet nut moonshine and writing id fic so self-indulgent i may truly be unable to publish it
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wwxwashere.bsky.social @wwxwashere.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
The weird rabbit hole I am currently drowning in is the overly serious IMDb reviews on old criminal minds episodes… it’s either people who a) don’t like the premise of the show b) think the writers do real life murders or c) are there for a single ep bc an actor they’re obsessed with had a bit part
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foppish michael (scary) @dryltt3.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
the spam comments on ao3 are so funny to me, like you think fic authors are where the money is? do you go to the desert to buy water too?
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Erin Biba @erinbiba.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
The pronoun labeler, which was by far the most useful labeler on the site, was deleted by its creator. But thanks to @ripperoni.com there’s a new one available. I highly recommend it. It’s a great way to share your pronouns or see someone else’s pronouns at a glance. bsky.app/profile/pron...
bsky.app
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
Genuinely v jarring to realise a new Star Trek show has come out and I didn’t even know…. I personally am losing the ancient texts….
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
decided to make werewolf fic a series, so here's season/part 1! a record of the wreckage of my life | 10k | G | gen pre-canon to s1, buck centric - long before he even goes to Peru, buck gets bitten by a werewolf... #caliiwriting #911onABC #fic archiveofourown.org/works/79154636
a record of the wreckage of my life by oceanofchaos

summary: 

    Evan gets bitten in Wyoming. He doesn’t know what it is at the time, he’s walking back to his truck, drunk, when he hears growling. He runs on instinct, and his Jeep is in sight when he goes down, something tearing into his leg.

    The next day, he wakes up in the backseat of his Jeep, a hole in his jeans but his leg completely fine, and for a full month he thinks that it was a weird alcohol-induced dream.

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    Or Evan Buckley learns to live with being a werewolf, and perhaps worse than that, being alone with his own thoughts.
additional tags
pre-canon
season 1
alternate universe - werewolf
alternate universe - canon divergence
minor buck/abby
mentioned maddie
mentioned 118 crew
mentioned abby
part 1 of canine teeth in the side of my neck
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 01/02/2026
I suspect if I track these regularly you will just get a clear chart of when I am on holiday… Still in terms of my resolution of trying genres I don’t usually, making an early start with horror! #caliireading
A storygraph stats summary
@calyxworld's
January 2026 Wrap-Up
BOOKS: 4
PAGES: 1,776
AV. RATING: 4.31
Highest rated reads: Will of the Many - 5.0; Lost in the Garden - 4.25; Blood Over Bright Haven - 4.0
Average book length: 444 pages
Average time to finish: 5 days
A graph below showing pages read per day Three pie charts across the top. 100% fiction, 100% print, and then 25% <300 pages, 50% 300-499 pages, 25% 500+ pages.

Below, a graph for genre: two counts each for horror and fantasy, one count each for literary and classic
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dr cx 🐰 @islandoforder.bsky.social · 01/02/2026
Cannot believe I am out here defending Elle Greenaway Criminalminds on the internet in this the year of our lord 2026
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David J Prokopetz @prokopetz.bsky.social · 09/01/2026
Today's aesthetic: fic that spends several thousand words establishing Kink World, the world structured entirely around the author's excruciatingly specific kink, does one sex scene in like chapter two, then spends the next thirty chapters interrogating the sociopolitical implications of Kink World.
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