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kauri c. kiliann

@deadmanspoems.bsky.social
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xe/he • 24 • queer fantasy, horror & dark fiction writer current wip(s): too many, send help kauri.carrd.co

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MAF @velnna.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
I really managed to journal & write nonfic daily for a few months and now i havent done either in a few months.. i thought i had a habit going for me but nooo
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Rey Rider | YES, CAPTAIN OUT NOW 🏴‍☠️🔞 @reyrider.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
Despite all of its bs, I decided to put my stories back online on itch so you have the option to get them for free/pwyw without having to message me directly! If spending money is possible for you, I still prefer sending you to Smashwords, but if that isn't an option for you: rey-rider.itch.io
A purple book cover with the title “HYPATOS – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated image of a grape above the author name, “Rey Rider.” Listed around the cover, the following kinks: “nipple lay, genderfluid dionysus x transmasc human, praise, light d/s, riding, 5k short story, sub top x dom bottom, nectar lactation (yup), divine t*dick, squirting, strap-on fucking.”A red-ish book cover with the title “MYRON – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated vector image of a flower with two blossoms on one stem above the author name, “Rey Rider.” Surrounding the cover, the following tropes and kinks: “twinc*st, watching your bether get f*cked by a god, forest s*x, first times, nectar lactation (it's back, baby!), long time coming (get it?), trans m human x cis m human x genderfluid god, 8.4k short story, f*cking while getting f*cked"A green book cover with the title “ALCAEUS – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated image of an olive branch above the author name, “Rey Rider.” Around the cover, the following kinks/tropes: “bathhouse, genderfluid Dionysus x middle aged cis man, D/S, subby old man, railed "without mercy," 6.2k short story, nectar precum (yup), vine bondage, rough sex, dom top Dioynsus."On a black satin-like bedsheet background, a book cover. The cover features white sheets with a grainy filter. The title reads: "In Their Hands. A t4t erotic somno shorts" in white font. At the bottom, in black font, "Rey Rider." Around the cover, the following tropes/kinks: omno, first-to-second-person PoV, strap-on fucking, making your own movie, aftercare, eating pussy like the MC's life depends on it, established couple, squirting, T4T (enby x enby), processing trauma through kink.
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Government already asking people to take shorter showers and we are only june.. normally that's a concern for heat waves in august
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
Had one of the worst days of my life today and nearly wasnt allowed to leave unsupervised but then my everest freak (beloved) got me to watch her favourite documentary. ngl she mightve genuinely saved my life by acknowledging what happened today and being gentle w/ me but also still being herself
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
If i cant fix my shit by tuesday idk if my doctor is gonna let me leave her office honestly
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Gonna start crossposting again because as much as i prefer this app to threads that one does actually give interactions and unfortunately i have not one not two but three 'give me attention pls' disorders
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Im writing something that's pretty personal and i keep doubting if i should make it non fiction or fiction because on one hand fiction gives a layer of protection on the other hand maybe i dont need that right now
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Roo 🔞 at NEKOCON @frictionpress.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
Last summer, itchio deleted 2 of my books and made my nsfw work impossible to search for! I no longer make any money there unless I'm in a huge bundle. This is why I started @ddmarket.online !Our very first bundle goes live in 2 days and it RULES. Support taboo creators against censorship! 🔞 🗣️
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
Didnt realise it was a month since this lmao but to add: 1) almost none of my friends actually use this app either 2) no one ever sees anything i put on here and i do have the 'need attention or shrivel up and die' disorders so its easier to just Not Post lmao
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
I kinda regret shifting this account towards writing based because well i havent been writing and even when i do write i dont feel anyone cares to hear about it so im either way not posting much here
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
I'm gonna be real every time I open this account I get overwhelmed by the amount of posts and reposts that get thrown in my face and I get tired of scrolling after five seconds 😭 love yall but until I ever find energy to create lists rather than the big following tab I am not gonna see anything here
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Revon @ commissions open!! @themythicbunny.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
‼️ URGENT MUTUAL AID REQUEST ‼️ Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here: ko-fi.com/themythicbun... #mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund
Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words in large letters: HELP ME LEAVE MY ABUSIVE HOUSE! aka, my abusive mother is kicking me out. Please. HELP.Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his request with some words emphasized: I'm making a mutual aid request. I need help. 
My mother has issued me an eviction notice. I have to leave by April 1st, or she will kick me out with police force. She has threatened to do this a couple times. This time, I know she means it. 
I will be moving in with @CryptAesthetics, who has been made aware of every step of her abuse since it began. We're aiming to move out by the end of March, and I need assistance raising money to pay for first & last month's rent, plus movers for myself since most of my friends do not drive, but can help pack. Whatever else we make will help me puchase house essentials & mobility assistance, and help pay part of @CryptAesthetics first/last, too. 
We are looking to raise a minimum of 2000 CAD. 1500 for first/last on my part, 300 for movers, & 200 for a new mattress for myself. 
If you can help, please donate to my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/themythicbunny or my paypal, linked in the replies of this post. 
In the following image, I will be detailing the situation as it's unfolded, with the added notion that I do not have steady access to the kitchen, and thus haven't been able to keep or have food steadily since August, and must constantly order food, putting myself in debt to feed myself. I've saved up 200 the last two months by limiting food.Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his situation, with some words emphasized with different colour: In December 2023, I re-connected with my abusive mother who claimed to have changed and was 'doing better'. After a couple of months, I thought this change was permanent, and she made the offer to move in with her in April 2024, in my childhood home.
This was my mistake. I trusted her, and put faith in her, hoping that the change she displayed was permanent. It was not. 
For the past two years, her treatment towards me has worsened significantly, especially these last several months. It turns out, just because someone doesn't beat you anymore, doesn't mean they've stopped being abusive altogether. She has completely iced me out while removing access to essentials such as access to the bathroom on the  same floor my room is (I am disabled. I can't be constantly going up and down stairs. She forces me to do this anyways by locking the door every night), removed toilet paper handles, taken away essentials I helped purchase with my own money, financially abused and harassed me, gaslit me, has weaponized, discriminated, and mocked my mental and physical disabilities, because they 'made her life worse', threatened to keep me hostage in her house until I paid her back money that I owed her, and turned every single one of these situations into her being the victim. Now, she's misgendering me and actively insulting me and my siblings loudly on the phone and to friends, slamming doors, cussing and cursing about me when I'm home, and doing everything she can to scare me. 
It's working. I'm scared. And I need out.
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Eva @isthiseva.bsky.social · 27/10/2025
Study but make it #OCs #OC #OCArt #Art
Stylised portrait of two people, their faces pressed together as they stare into the distance. One has long straight hair while the other has shorter, curly hair. They are painted in blue tones with purple highlights while the background is bright pink (bisexual lighting hehe)
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Ian Haramaki 🏳️‍⚧️✨ @cometkins.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
How about a promo day? If you're a non-American author that has been in any way affected by American imperialism please share your work and how best to support you under this thread. ❤️ #WritingPrompt
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
This is genuinely stressing me out because if you follow me back i obviously assume you're cool with it and then finding nasty comments from my mutuals after we have been mutuals for months is a little awkward, yeah? So can we not? ty <3
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
Scheduled reminder to not follow me back if you have a problem with people with any personality disorders, but like. Definitely if it's one i have lol?
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
Enjoyed writing a bit again :)
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 29/12/2025
I hate the longer you're sick the less people care because im trying to signal it's rlly bad rn but it was already rlly bad a year ago so ppl just shrug
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 08/12/2025
The joy of life is that whenever you think you reached a low point it manages to get worse!! That's art baby
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MAF @velnna.bsky.social · 18/11/2025
ghost of a king
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Rachel A. Rosen 📚💙🪐 @darkerthanvanta.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
I swear we all did this a couple months ago but now we have to do it again.
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
Why are periods of great distress the moments i get out of writers block this is really not the damn time
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Kill James Bond! @killjamesbond.bsky.social · 16/11/2025
It’s transgender awareness week, so if you weren’t already aware, you are transgender
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
Idk why i made all my writer space accounts when im barely holding on enough to stay alive let alone actually write
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 15/11/2025
I keep getting stuck with my fantasy & horror stories so I'm considering. Maybe, big big maybe, to write down slightly fictionalised personal experiences? Has anyone done that does it fuck as hard as I assume it will
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Rien Gray @riengray.bsky.social · 07/11/2025
I will never use AI for my covers, editing, translation, or anything else. It is not only useless to me as an author, it is actively hostile and harms every skill related to book production. If you're an author against AI used to generate writing, you better back everyone else in the chain too.
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Hipster Vampire Amy @lasrina.bsky.social · 05/11/2025
Reposting because, and I say this with love, some of you are going to see this and go “oh shit, I need to check my bottle” and then immediately forget about it so if this could affect you, go check right now before you even scroll to the next post, I mean it.
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 05/11/2025
It hit midnight in my timezone and my mom was the first person to text me, within the minute 😭 love that
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Suzanne ✨🌑 @tendermiasma.com · 03/11/2025
Censorship is now coming for your dnd and your warhammer and your farming sim, they don't care if it's not adult content. They wanted everything
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Socks the Macro Wolf Dad @socksthewolf.com · 27/10/2025
Python was awarded a funding grant, funding grant asked Python foundation to remove all diversity and inclusion initiatives they have. Python foundation said no and rejected the grant. If you use Python, send a few dollars to the charity to keep it going. I’m pushing a dono on behalf of ScamGuard.
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Eva @isthiseva.bsky.social · 24/10/2025
Would love to close off #AsexualAwarenessWeek with a few sales, if folks are so inclined 💜
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Rey Rider | YES, CAPTAIN OUT NOW 🏴‍☠️🔞 @reyrider.bsky.social · 12/10/2025
Hi! I'm Rey Rider (they/them), a late 20s neurodivergent transmasc non-binary writer of queer erotica. I currently have 3 short stories published: 🌶 In Their Hands 🫧 ALCAEUS 🍇 HYPATOS Find them on Smashwords: www.smashwords.com/profile/view... More info on my Website/Carrd: reyriderrr.carrd.co
A trope map on a black satin fabric background.
The story cover features white sheets with a grainy filter. The title reads: "In Their Hands. A t4t erotic somno shorts" in white font. At the bottom, in black font, "Rey Rider."
The tropes and tags, pointing to the cover with white arrows, read: somno, first-to-second-person PoV, strap-on fucking, making your own movie, aftercare, eating pussy like the MC's life depends on it, established couple, squirting, T4T (enby x enby), processing trauma through kink, 4.5k short story.A green book cover with the title “ALCAEUS – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated image of an olive branch above the author name, “Rey Rider.” The cover is surrounded by the following tropes and kinks connected to the cover via arrows: “bathhouse, genderfluid Dionysus x middle aged cis man, D/S, subby old man, railed "without mercy," 6.2k short story, nectar precum (yup), vine bondage, rough sex, dom top Dioynsus."A purple book cover with the title “HYPATOS – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated image of a grape above the author name, “Rey Rider.”
The cover is surrounded by the following kinks connected to the cover via arrows: “nipple lay, genderfluid dionysus x transmasc human, praise, light d/s, riding, 5k short story, sub top x dom bottom, nectar lactation (yup), divine t*dick, squirting, strap-on fucking.”
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 11/10/2025
Currently not allowed to take my meds and im having the worst time with it but i *did* end up writing a little so i suppose my agony isnt for nothing (help me)
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✨ achilles king | RED out now @hellostarshine.bsky.social · 23/09/2025
im too tired to rehash this for what feels like the millionth time, but erotic art/writing which explores taboo themes is a scene between creator and audience. the characters are tools, no more able to consent or not than a flogger. the people who need to "consent" are creator and audience.
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🎃heeeeere's johnny🎃 @ozarkobscura.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
hey leftists. you know ppl with aspd, npd, or bpd. you know ppl with psychosis. delusions. who struggle with addiction. & yanno what? we hear when you blame powerful ppl's evil actions on the disorders you decided they had. disorders that we share. that's why we don't trust you enough to tell you.
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✨️ mars 🪽 STIGMATA out Oct. 31 @marsadler.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
So uh. Yeah. Got this done ✅️ Do you like remote cabin horror and feeling really bad? This is the book for you! Out on payhip now and coming soon to smashwords instead of amazon (bc it's taboo, tread cautiously and check CWs!!!) payhip.com/b/aAUSq
A trope map for Fulgurite

t4t taboo relationship
Folk horror
Isolated cabin in the woods
Grief horror
ACAB
Storms & lightning
Complicated family dynamics
Weird (horny) dreams
Non-sequential storytelling
Uncle x nibling
Lichtenburg figure scars

The summer hikaru died x old gods of Appalachia
How far are you willing to go for the ones you love?

Luce Sullivan makes his yearly trip up to the isolated cabin he and his brother Michael bought decades before. He’s alone, and drowning in grief, and prepares to spend the time drunk to avoid thinking about the accident five years ago that took his brother from him and drove Michael’s child away after they survived a lightning strike. Jasper hasn’t made an effort to contact him once in all the years since they left, and Luce is afraid he lost both of them to that storm.

To his surprise, Jasper shows up in the middle of the night out of the blue. At first, Luce is elated. Is this finally the reconciliation he’s been yearning for all these years? But things turn more sinister as Luce realizes that Jasper isn’t quite right. 

He grapples fear, isolation, and strange new feelings for Jasper, as a storm looms closer and closer, threatening a grand finale that neither of them are quite prepared for.
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Kenny Riot | Riot.EXE @kennyriot.bsky.social · 24/09/2025
[Threaducation: NSFW Moderation & Personal Responsibility) There's a lot of talk about Bsky's new TOS nonsense, which kicks in on October 15th, but most of the users here don't even KNOW they have moderation settings to avoid NSFW content they don't wanna see. That needs fixing RIGHT NOW! 1/6
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Jason @envinyon.bsky.social · 21/09/2025
Disney adults canceling subscriptions, vacations, etc really are making the Harry Potter adults that threw a fit over a $60 video game look like huge bitches
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 15/09/2025
im grateful i started writing on paper again with everything digitally going to shit because you truly cant trust anything anymore
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Suzanne ✨🌑 @tendermiasma.com · 15/09/2025
A lot of my followers and general sphere understands this but it's really important we recognize that even if we don't like some art for personal moral reasons, we need to defend its right to exist. We went from no rape to no cat ears in less than two months. Everyone who warned about this was right
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Louise Simonsen @louistonehill.bsky.social · 15/09/2025
According to Danish news today they Will be scanning both text and images, and they'll be scanning your emails But the list of opposing countries are growing so please, please take the time to contact your representatives. Protest IS working #Chatcontrol
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Chat Control: The list of countries opposing the law grows, but support remains strong
Germany and Luxembourg joined the opposition on the eve of the crucial September 12 meeting
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kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · 12/09/2025
shifting my account more towards writingTM also means i barely use it because 99% my posting is mental illness displays and not my writing lmao
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DOG of BLUD @dogblud.myatproto.social · 10/09/2025
This is one of those things btw where calling/mailing VISA et al and being as willfully dense as possible is an amazingly good idea. Bring up everything you own that falls under the category 'fantasy.' Bring up everything you own with cat ears. Be a pedantic little fuck about ALL of it.
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Wolfe 🪳 @wolfehorror.itch.io · 09/09/2025
I’m raffling off these premade covers & a couple other things to help fund the purchase of a wheelchair 👩‍🦽‍➡️ 🎟️ ko-fi.com/werewolfpres...
Raffle for disability aid 

A  RAFFLE TO HELP AUTHOR HS WOLFE PURCHASE A WHEELCHAIR FOR AID IN THEIR LUPUS AND ENDOMETRIOSIS

$1 PUPPY TICKET
$3 WOLF TICKET
$5 ALPHA TICKET

WIN A PREMADE HAND PAINTED COVER, A CUSTOM CHIBI COMMISSION OR ONE DIGITALLY ANNOTATED STORYFor an extra entry in the puppy tier, you can follow me, reshare, and tag a friend who likes weird horror in the comments.

ONLY APPLICABLE TO PARTICIPANTS WHO HAVE PURCHASED A TICKET IN ONE OF THE THREE TIERSA premade hand painting cover of intestines coming out of pomegranates A hand painted premade cover of weird little guys circling a radio tower in crying of a purpling sky
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MAF @velnna.bsky.social · 07/09/2025
Rubs hands together like fly
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🦇Harper 🔜 ANE 🦇 @2manystripes.bsky.social · 07/09/2025
More reasons to be anti-AI
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A💤ul @passionpeachy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025
self-love, self-transformation 🧵
A drawing of a ghost that is embroidering pink flowers on itself. A pumpkin-shaped pin cushion and two spools of thread next to it.
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foxyoreos (they/them, commissions open) @foxyoreos.bsky.social · 31/08/2025
This is scary as hell, but for news coverage? This is a GIFT. "You can be banned for *buying* Game of Thrones." Send emails to journalists and news sites and communities you're a part of and talk about the dangers here. People are going to care about this a lot more when it's not just creators.
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AmaraJLynn 🦹 drafting Fire & Feathers @amaralynn.bsky.social · 31/08/2025
It is FINALLY Moth Woods day! You don't know how long I've been waiting to make a post with my squishables 😅 Come for the cryptids and stay for the heartfelt romance! Moth Woods is my favorite mothman book yet. I hope you enjoy it! Books2read.com/mothwoods #booksky #indieauthor #moth #mothman
A copy of Moth Woods in a chair with a mothman and Flatwoods Monster squishable and a mothman build a bear
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