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@angelusmalus.bsky.social
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Burnt out autistic. Not long out of prison. Still trying and failing to get s117 aftercare sorted. 🌍 Lincoln, UK. quietlycogitating.wordpress.com failedbyservices.blogspot.com buymeacoffee.com/angelusmalus

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GONZO the Ca'at @gonzo.bsky.social · 16h
Latenite Archival BabbyGonz Time!
Orange and white kitten practicing his ballet
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Got the meds. Just need to remember to pack them.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
More important than clothes, or shoes, or a suitcase 😂
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I've received my luggage tags for my first coach holiday. I still have to figure out what I'm actually taking. I haven't found most of the things I needed/wanted to buy so I don't have enough clothes even. I got headphones though so I can lalala my way through it.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I think that's the worst thing about autistic burnout. You just want someone to tell you how to fix it but no, you've got to figure that out yourself, while you're drowning.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I think I eventually established that it was my stomach grumbling. 😂 It's hard to pinpoint noises when you have constant noise in your ears from tinnitus.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I hope I'm paranoid, because if not then something just sneezed somewhere in my house. I've already had to go and check the back door was locked because I thought I heard something in the house.
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George The Station Cat @george-station-cat.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
Excuse me This is not what I meant by ‘outstanding employee’ I huffed. I puffed. I stared VERY HARD. Still the doors did not open. Apparently I am still too ‘smoll’ to activate them. This is humiliating
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
He's home. Alive but injured. He's at the vets now. I'm so pleased they found him. Not knowing is the worst.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
My sister's cat was attacked by a dog last night and is missing. He was in his own front garden so probably won't go home. He's an old man, already on his last legs, bless him. My sister's assuming he's died, from the shock if nothing else. It's so sad. She just wants to find him, to bring him home.
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Johannes T. Evans @johannestevans.co.uk · 02/10/2026
Every night this living breathing purring beanie baby steals my armchair and then when i say "okay i guess i'll go to bed then" she goes MRRRP and zooms from the armchair to go upstairs because she LOVES bedtime
Myrtle, a grey and orange cat with absurdly round green eyes, looking faux innocently up at me from the armchair
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I'm still alive and my headache has gone so I'm guessing it was tiredness.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I've been out today, haven't eaten properly, haven't drunk enough, have spent time with two children and a kitten so noise and chaos, and got up and went out in the morning which is almost unheard of for me, so a headache after all that is probably not really that surprising.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
made up headaches to get out of going to school, according to my GP. No wonder I'm fucking anxious about medical issues when I've had things dismissed before that turned out to be major. I'm not used to headaches anymore and it really fucking hurts. I do need to sleep though.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I've got a banging headache and I don't know if it's tiredness or dehydration or what. I haven't had a headache so bad in forever. Not since I had surgery for hydrocephalus. And it's making me worried something's really wrong. But of course I'm anxious so it's anxiety. Like my hydrocephalus was ...
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
"Very drunk" was just one drink, because I felt like the hangover was starting before I finished it. A bit of numbness for a while helped though.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Just to end up worse than when you first asked for help. I need to get very drunk. I can't take anymore.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
and trying to fight for help, just to be made worse than when I started. I'm so tired of it all. They said they'd help and they haven't, and now I can't believe my own memory and it's myself that I don't feel safe from. How can anyone think that struggling and fighting for help is right? ...
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
... with my writing on in 2023, that I knew my family's phone numbers were there and I didn't take them out. Now I'm falling apart because I can't trust anything that I remember. I thought this was them fucking up and it's not, it's my faulty memory. And I can't take anymore. Years of struggling ...
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I've been losing my shit with social care over them having my family's contact details instead of mine, and it turns out that's how it's always been. I remember correcting it, and maybe I did in one of the many emails I've sent them, but it's clearly there in photos of my care assessment ...
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
It's great knowing that professionals are scared to be on their own with me. I'm that fucking terrifying, all 4 foot 11 of me.
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Chris and his farmily of forever farm friends @caenhillcc.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Taz the emu starting the day with a zoomie
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
It wouldn't be so bad if it was the cost of a flu jab, but nearly £100! I still booked my appointment but I hate that it's so expensive. At least it hasn't increased in price I guess.
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Sarah Andersen @sarahseeandersen.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
The image is of a four panel comic.
The first panel shows a brain. The brain is saying "I'm 30 and YOUNG! I only recently fully developed!"
The second panel shows a heart. The heart says "I hear ya! I can keep going for DECADES more!"
The third panel shows a spine's face. It weakly says, "I am old".
We zoom out and the spine is using a walker. It continues, "so very old".
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Womble1958 @wimblewomble1958.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
Selfish tax avoiding racist multibillionaire Jim Ratcliffe slags off the country he claims to love whilst simultaneously doing absolutely nothing to contribute to its economic success….. 🤡🤡🤡🤦🏻‍♂️ #r4today #wato #hypocrisy
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tyrannid.bsky.social @tyrannid.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
He keeps referring to his loathsome self as a wealth creator. Not true. Like all billionaires he’s simply stolen the wealth created by others. People like him are two a penny and this country is better off without them. Oh, and he’s a racist.
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Dan Sohege @danielsohege.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
There has been a noticeable lack of serious reaction over Turkish persecution of LGBTQIA+ community from the global community. As in many other countries, Türkiye tries to mask persecution by claiming being LGBTQIA+ isn't illegal and then using "obscenity laws". www.theguardian.com/global-devel...
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Turkey detains dozens in crackdown on LGBTQ+ activists and journalists
Protesters teargassed as minister claims widespread raids and arrests under obscenity laws were to ‘protect families’
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Michael Warburton @michaelwarburton.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
One of the best job applications ever written came from the hands of Robert Pirosh in 1934. MGM loved it, took him on and he went on to became an Oscar-winning screenwriter.
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For the Love of Missy @missybbbobtail.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
"If you don't lower your standards you'll end up all alone with a bunch of rescue animals." Don't threaten me with a good time. 💕
Jinx the tabby bobtail cat laying in her window tower. One long leg is extended down the front facing side of the tower. She has her usual slight smirk on her face.
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Nicolas Hénin @nicolashenin.net · 17/09/2026
Nice campaign by the Norwegian Consumer Council about the declining lifespan of products. Enjoy!
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Absolute fucking idiots! The far-right, not the RNLI. They were doing their fucking job, that they don't get paid for, and racists with no fucking sense have abused them for it. Why the fucking hell would you blame the RNLI for doing what they've done for years? I don't understand people.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Someone get the duckies some peas!
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
This thread reminded me of this... www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwOR...
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CollegeHumor - We didn't start the flame war [ORIGINAL VERSION]
YouTube video by TheClutchMasters
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
I'm so knackered and I think it's mostly bad sleep. Or rather, staying up too late, then still taking hours to actually try to sleep. I know I need to change things but actually doing it is the problem. I'm drifting rather than consciously doing things. Or maybe in freefall is more accurate.
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purr.in.ink @purrinink.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Be nice to yourself. Schedule your existential crises accordingly. 🐾🤍
A large, fluffy black cat with one visible, unimpressed eye peeks in from the lower-right corner of a textured mustard-yellow background. White handwritten text reads: “It’s okay to have an existential crisis if you must. But if you’re going to have one, have it during working hours. Never panic for free.”
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Beth W @doodlebeth.com · 13/09/2026
Someone yelled and yelled until they were allowed to go outside in the rain. They then got soaking wet and came back in and yelled about being wet.
A black cat sulking on a grey blanket on my legs
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
What a desperate plea from a starving cat! 😂
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I may well be depressed after years of trying and failing to get help, becoming suicidal, being put in inappropriate environments, having professionals talk shit about me and make things worse, and still being no nearer to any actually helpful "help", but treating depression won't change all that.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I won't do those depression scales anymore that medical professionals use, because the answers assume the cause is depression while completely ignoring autism. I've heard "You have depression" too many times. I'm exhausted from life and can't get appropriate help, it's not the same thing.
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Winstar @winstar.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
I hate how I'm so skeptical about animal videos now. They truly sucked all the joy of enjoying authentic videos of pets being pets.
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ZephDrouhin @zephtx.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
For your enjoyment, here’s our princess Mimi. She and her porch rescue mother Iseul have discovered the joy of riding on our stairlift.
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Mollz (ballz) @dopestatistics.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOO
News channel fb post: The Little Tikes Company is giving some of its most popular toys a modern makeover, launching a collection which "reimagines the brand's best-selling classics in a sophisticated, trend-forward palette of soft neutrals designed to complement today's homes."


Photos show typical toddler toys such as the table, wagon, and car, but now made with no colors.
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Chris and his farmily of forever farm friends @caenhillcc.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Only way to start the day run like an emu
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
I just don't get it. I haven't had any experience with them. I've used their websites and had a few automated emails. I can't review my experience with the companies, only their websites.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
My head is full of thoughts and I don't know what to do with it all.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
What is it with companies asking for feedback? "Review us on Trustpilot." Review what? First it was Shearings, when all I've done is book holidays. What is there to review until I've actually been somewhere? Now it's E.ON. I've just switched my gas and electric, wtf can I say to review them??
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GONZO the Ca'at @gonzo.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Behaviores Report: 95% goode 5% kikt a remotecontrole to tha floor fore reezons of spite
Orange and white cat on a table. His behavior report is 95% good, 5% kicked a remote control to the floor for reasons of spite.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
I get as far as the pre-admission assessment, but never to actual admission. And now they've said it's a minimum 2 weeks stay, I'm not sure I will.
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SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯 @angelusmalus.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
I had a completely unexpected appointment today at the care home that might be offering me respite care. I got an email last night checking I was still OK to go when I knew nothing about it. Emails not being sent again, I think. I say might be offering because I've been here 2 or 3 times before.
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Tom Cox @dj-acid-reflux.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
In case anyone is still in any doubt about how utterly ridiculous this cat is. www.tom-cox.com/jim/
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