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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

@allmyselfrage.bsky.social
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Undiagnosed but something's not right SW100kg CW71kg LW68kg UGW45kg 30 y/o | MDNI Non 🍋💧sky DNI (preferably block) she/they Pic is me at my actual non-disordered LW (62kg) The most dangerous account on the platform

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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Wife was feeling v dysphoric lately (and rightly upset about how long it’s taking to get her her meds!!), so today I took one of my old bras from when I was bigger and sewed some “stuffing” into the cups out of old cloth trimmings… She was so happy 🥹 I’m so grateful I could help a little 🥹
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s been since the plague that I haven’t had a social life at all. Like, a t a l l. I may have seen one friend twice in about 5 years and that’s it. No online friendships either. I’m just a little hermit who happens to be married. Sometimes it gets to me a bit.
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I’m so so sleepy today I hate it, I have stuff to do
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Good morning, everyone ✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I had made a whole “healthy” plan w lots of protein and veg and exercise and after two days of following it I realised that the only ways to get that much protein in me would be to either be employed or 5734L from the supermarket 😭 I’m keeping the exercise part but I’m back to counting calories 😔😔
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
So how has everyone been these past 7 months I was gone?
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Boo
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
I might log off for a while. Being online in any capacity is really not helping me and I feel a type of despair I’ve never felt before, which is saying a lot. Sorry moots (or you’re welcome lol), see you later. You keep being awesome in the meantime ✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
I will never know what it feels like to be pretty
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
It’s like if I’m not in a crisis and I don’t have people worry about me I can’t have nice interactions. I am just a tar pit of anger, resentment, bitterness and hopelessness. Why should I even bother working on myself, what is there to salvage?
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Wish I had friends 😅
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Yuri
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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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Nny🔪 @homicidalkgs.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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Lypso's evil clone @lowcalsocal.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
Lol a rando just followed me, scroll his profile for 0.2 secs and there’s a post making fun of a woman comedian (idk who she is) and one commenting on how loud it is when “f3m4l3s” p e e compared to men 💀 He had married in bio lol I don’t think so buddy, or hope not for her sake, blocked on sight
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
Goodnight everyone ✨ Have a nice rest and a fun day tomorrow, wether you celebrate or not💝💌💘
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Tana @justmostlymemes.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
“tea is nasty, its for old people” me:
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Noah🇵🇸is trying its best @germtime.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 07/11/2025
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All I want to do is sleep I don’t even know how much I weigh I don’t care about making music I don’t care about making money I want nothingness, I don’t care if I fear it I want the pain to stop
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
I’m sending virtual hugs to everyone who needs them 🫂🫂
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
“Is that your dinner?” Y e s ✨ I will only have a side of grilled vegetables for dinner - and leave half of it - thank you for noticing ☺️ I love when people tell me I’m not eating enough, after a lifetime of getting told I’m eating too much 🤭
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
There is a special place in hell for ppl who are loud in a city residential area street on a week night
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 09/02/2026
The fact that this world demands you sacrifice living a full life for the sake of surviving it makes me want to ragequit it
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taytay ORLANDO ARTMS @loonaxcx.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
I'm no ones best friend
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T̨͈͗̌ͥư̡͕̭̇ḿ̬̏ͤͅḿ̬̏ͤͅy҉̃̀̋̑ A̷͙ͭͫ̕c͕͗ͤ̕̕ḣ̖̻͛̓ẹ̿͋̒̕ @tummyaches.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
Literally all I talk about is calories and binging. I’m so sorry!!My life is literally so boring ☹️💔
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
I’ve been eating so much and now I look like a blob of fat and I don’t want anyone to see me and my in-laws arrive today and I was supposed to play a gig tomorrow but it was cancelled (yay bc no 1 sees me, boo bc no playing :/ ) Anyway, how are you?
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Tana @justmostlymemes.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
When everyone is looking at me and sees an adult but… this is what i feel like on the inside
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
Good morning everyone 🥰✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 02/02/2026
I have a painful lump in my armpit. Doc said it would stop w anti-inflammatory. It didn’t. Now my boob hurts too. I’m scared. Booking another appt soon. It’s nothing. It’s nothing. It’s. Nothing. It. Is. No. Thing.
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/02/2026
Like, I’m almost 30 atp, I need to live more and idfk how, I am starved for life!!! Idfc for money or future I wanna have fun RIGHt. NOW!!!!!
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/02/2026
Guys I’m having the worst existential crisis since my teens and it’s so first world problems
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 31/01/2026
The closet is so boring :/
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I need help getting worse :/ the only thing that got worse recently are my binges 🤦🏻‍♀️
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
Finally winning again and it feels great (numbers)
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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 17/01/2026
FUCK WINTER.
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Wife said I “look so much slimmer now” 🥹🥹 asdfgghkjjkdk
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 12/01/2026
Ok so they basically said pls reconsider, you’re doing a good job?????? I am v confused bc I am exhausted but I also like the income and besides I am very susceptible to ppl saying I’m doing a good job 🥺
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 11/01/2026
I sent my 5 (😖) week’s notice. Lol can’t wait for the reaction tomorrow
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 10/01/2026
Good morning, everyone ✨
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I feel like I’m going insane, probably am Like, I have real, tangible experiences that I can name (I get rejection sensitive dysphoria and that triggers a meltdown and it gives me sv1c1d4l thoughts) but in the eyes of everyone else *nothing is happening* Truly losing my mind, already lost all hope
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I need to learn how to pvrg3 ASAP. Can’t smoke anymore, can’t have bl4d3s anymore, I only st4rv3 when I feel good and the only coping I have left is b1ng1ng. I don’t want to get gross again. I already hate myself enough, I’m not even acceptable yet, I can’t go back
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In the grand scheme of things I’m already dead
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 08/01/2026
Good morning everyone 💞
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I have never wanted to go to work less (in this job). It’s -2 and I’m walking 😭😭 how do I leave the warm bed??
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
If I were to d!e, the loot I’d drop would be: an mp3 player full of prog rock + my songs, my glasses, a can of beer, a Game Boy w Tetris card, a warm hoodie Your turn!
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When mandatory Christian stuff-your-face time is over (in 2 days) it’s SO ON 🤺🥊🔫⚔️🗡️ I am gonna get so skinny this year no one is even ready
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Peeps, this is coming from an imperfect place (bc am dronk) but also “in vino veritas” (“in wine lies the truth”, said the Romans about ppls tendency to spill beans under the influence): even if only through here and you dk me and idk u, I love you + every win you post gives me real joy + never kys
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