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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

@allmyselfrage.bsky.social
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Undiagnosed but something's not right SW100kg CW71kg LW68kg UGW45kg 30 y/o | MDNI Non 🍋💧sky DNI (preferably block) she/they Pic is me at my actual non-disordered LW (62kg) The most dangerous account on the platform

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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 1h
Why does it have to be so much fucking effort, there are people who don’t need to do anything and they’ll have flat stomachs and slender builds that don’t go away, not even after pregnancies or anything And here I am constantly in pain from exercise, hungry from restriction and built like a whale 😭
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Wife was feeling v dysphoric lately (and rightly upset about how long it’s taking to get her her meds!!), so today I took one of my old bras from when I was bigger and sewed some “stuffing” into the cups out of old cloth trimmings… She was so happy 🥹 I’m so grateful I could help a little 🥹
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
What you’re doing is extremely impressive ✨✨✨✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
You’re right :) I just hope to get a good start with the DAW today, since in that case I’d be starting from zero. I feel a bit more confident about the songs That’s really cool! I only have a few strands bleached but they’ll have to do bc my hair is so dark I’ve never been able to bleach it myself
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
You can say that again! Unfortunately I didn’t in the end but I’m so excited to try again today - and I feel better than yesterday 🤞🏼 Blue, my favourite colour :D How abou you? :)
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s been since the plague that I haven’t had a social life at all. Like, a t a l l. I may have seen one friend twice in about 5 years and that’s it. No online friendships either. I’m just a little hermit who happens to be married. Sometimes it gets to me a bit.
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I’m so so sleepy today I hate it, I have stuff to do
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Good morning, everyone ✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Good morning :) my to-do list is: -Learn how to use new digital audio workstation -Practice playing songs (And use the hair dye I have, I’ve been procrastinating that for so long for some reason🫣)
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
The fact you wanna be mindful about how you talk to women shows that you are part of the solution, not part of the problem. A lot of meaningful societal change does have to come from men after all, men who get it and you are one. No need for guilt 🫂
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I had made a whole “healthy” plan w lots of protein and veg and exercise and after two days of following it I realised that the only ways to get that much protein in me would be to either be employed or 5734L from the supermarket 😭 I’m keeping the exercise part but I’m back to counting calories 😔😔
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Mood
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Thank you so much 😊✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Nice to see you too :) I’m sorry to hear about your health, surgery is always tough :( sending good luck 🫂 I’m in a really weird place right now, basically retreating from the world until I figure out some stuff. I sent myself to hospital in June and wasn’t banking on getting out.
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Thank you!🥰 I can only imagine, it seems like life only gets tougher and tougher 😅 but I’m so happy you’ve been holding on 💪🏼 basically same here but at least my psychologist might actually help get me evaluated for autism so I’m hopeful for answers 🤞🏼
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
So how has everyone been these past 7 months I was gone?
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Boo
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
I might log off for a while. Being online in any capacity is really not helping me and I feel a type of despair I’ve never felt before, which is saying a lot. Sorry moots (or you’re welcome lol), see you later. You keep being awesome in the meantime ✨
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
I will never know what it feels like to be pretty
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
It’s like if I’m not in a crisis and I don’t have people worry about me I can’t have nice interactions. I am just a tar pit of anger, resentment, bitterness and hopelessness. Why should I even bother working on myself, what is there to salvage?
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
The struggle is so real, I’ve been so nonchalant since the holidays and it’s really starting to show 😣 We can do this! I also like to mix things up a lot when I need to lock in, try new things, walk in a different place, have different rules, it gets me more excited about it
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
I’m happy for you ☺️ and I understand the struggle, believe me. Whenever I feel like a burden my wife always reminds me “I’m not “putting up with you”, I’m happy to be with you and that includes supporting you”. I’m sure your partners feel the same way 😊
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Wish I had friends 😅
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
Yuri
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
I understand sometimes it’s so hard to let people love you because you don’t love yourself🫂 Just know that you’re not being selfish by wishing for love, you’re being… normal. And it’s also normal for people to love you (no matter how convinced you are that you’re unlovable). Sending comfort 🫂🫂
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
100%! I still prefer it to a shop and having to deal w customers, but honestly not by that much. And I hate how much time and energy it takes away from life!!
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
You’re so real for posting about the horrors of employment. Every single time I relate on every level :/ solidarity from my damn office 🫂
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I’m like that but still with the disillusionment and hopelessness of a 30 y/o :/ only cons for me lol
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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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Nny🔪 @homicidalkgs.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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Lypso's evil clone @lowcalsocal.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
Lol a rando just followed me, scroll his profile for 0.2 secs and there’s a post making fun of a woman comedian (idk who she is) and one commenting on how loud it is when “f3m4l3s” p e e compared to men 💀 He had married in bio lol I don’t think so buddy, or hope not for her sake, blocked on sight
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
Thank you! ✨ same to you 🎉☺️
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
Goodnight everyone ✨ Have a nice rest and a fun day tomorrow, wether you celebrate or not💝💌💘
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
🎉✨🤩 happy for you!! 🤩✨🎉
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
Thank you 🥰 you too ✨
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Tana @justmostlymemes.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
“tea is nasty, its for old people” me:
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Ik that feeling so well and I’m so sorry you’re going through it rn 🫂 we live in a world that either teaches ppl to not care or pushes them to their knees so they won’t be able to help anyway
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
Bad sleep is the worst! Sending hug 🫂 Am at work and it’s too quiet, like a storm of things to do is gonna pick up any minute… also feeling v insecure and hopeless about the future :/ just empty and tired
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Noah🇵🇸is trying its best @germtime.bsky.social · 12/02/2026
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roman 🍎 nonED DNI @cravenroad.bsky.social · 07/11/2025
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All I want to do is sleep I don’t even know how much I weigh I don’t care about making music I don’t care about making money I want nothingness, I don’t care if I fear it I want the pain to stop
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
I’m sending virtual hugs to everyone who needs them 🫂🫂
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“Is that your dinner?” Y e s ✨ I will only have a side of grilled vegetables for dinner - and leave half of it - thank you for noticing ☺️ I love when people tell me I’m not eating enough, after a lifetime of getting told I’m eating too much 🤭
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Tysm Dolly 🫂🫂 you’re always so sweet, I’m so happy you’re here in all our phones ✨🥰
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚(。•́︿•̀。)˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ @allmyselfrage.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
There is a special place in hell for ppl who are loud in a city residential area street on a week night
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Very bleak time, which feels weird because from the outside it looks like I’m doing much better (I have a job, I’m active, I work on a creative hobby), but inside I feel the same, if not worse, as when I tried to “log off” :/ How has your Feb been so far?😊✨
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The fact that this world demands you sacrifice living a full life for the sake of surviving it makes me want to ragequit it
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taytay ORLANDO ARTMS @loonaxcx.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
I'm no ones best friend
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T̨͈͗̌ͥư̡͕̭̇ḿ̬̏ͤͅḿ̬̏ͤͅy҉̃̀̋̑ A̷͙ͭͫ̕c͕͗ͤ̕̕ḣ̖̻͛̓ẹ̿͋̒̕ @tummyaches.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
Literally all I talk about is calories and binging. I’m so sorry!!My life is literally so boring ☹️💔
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