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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸

@allie-c2.bsky.social
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You may remember me from twitter before it went to shit.I have cptsd&bpd :( Basically recovered ocd&osdd. Suspected ASD(mild)& adhd(inattentive).that or just really shy&social anxiety😩 possible mild me/cfs. I also have APS( apparently borderline? )& ibs.

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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Well.....think me & my friend kinda sorted things. Still just feel kind of uncertain & dk what to think. Trying to take it as a positive. Hate my brain never being able to not be in over drive 🫩🫩🫩
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Surely there's only so much I deserve to be punished for struggling with mental illness. By close friends who are meant to understand.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Ive genuinely apologised to my friend and she still doesnt wanna talk yet & im just so sad :( having to see her each day on school run. She said she hears me & appreciates the apology but just doesn't want to talk yet 💔 i guess its a good sign but idk :( wish I could go back & keep my mouth shut :(
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
My poor little girl. She worries about me & her dad, because we both struggle with our mental health. She's said before when she grows up she wants to be a scientist & find the cure for cancer so her daddy doesnt worry about it anymore (severe health anxiety) 😭😭😭 & the minute I stare off into
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Hate this :( I know just because I struggle with relationships it doesnt make me a bad person 😪 I get confused & hurt easily but I dont do anything hateful or intentionally hurtful 😭💔
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
Just woke up anxious & panicky about school run & realised its Saturday THANK FUCK
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
As soon as I walked back into the cmht building today I just fell to pieces. All I could think was how am I back here already, after finishing 5 & a half years of psychotherapy just 7 months ago & thinking I'd done so well 😭😭😭 i feel so broken 💔
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
So I met with a duty worker at cmht today, a social worker. He was nice :) I got a bit scared when I saw a dude tbh but he was nice. I spent an hour crying & ranting at him about my whole life & how everything basically feels as though it has fallen apart since I finished therapy in feb.
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Diary of Lydia @diaryoflydia.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Nobody asks to be mentally ill. It’s not a choice we made. It’s not a character flaw. It’s an illness.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Im hurting & im confused & im fucking sorry 😞
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Mini Motley Sanctuary @minisanctuary.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
🐑 We hate to ask, but we need help! 🐴 Please could you help the survival of our not-for-profit animal sanctuary? We need to raise £8369. We’re struggling under the weight of hay deliveries, vet fees & escalating care costs: gofund.me/05e5b9f47 Please SHARE to find help 💚 #rescueanimals #animals
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Cmht called today & im meeting someone for a review tomorrow. Im still struggling so fucking much & the whole situation with my im now guessing, ex friends, has got so much worse & im triggered af & spiralling 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Increased dose of fluoxetine and gp is sending letter to cmht reminding them im still waiting on more help lol 🫠 fml #cptsd #bpd Like these mood swings are genuinely giving me fucking whip lash & I feel physically unwell. This is why they struggle to know if i even actually have ME lol.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
My favourite forever 🖤🖤
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Still feeling really shit. This is the worst ive been mentally in a really long time. Im fucking hurt by my friends, as much as i know there is two sides, im in my feelings & it fucking sucks. So I finally needed to try something new. I've been meaning to give colouring a try for a while. I've been
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Still cant switch off about this disagreement earlier even though we've made it up. Im really hurt by them saying that they can't always be the ones to 'pull me up" (never what I expected) & that my chats are too heavy and triggering. I did mention triggering topics a week or so ago but I dont often
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
WELL. my friends came over to me on playground and gave me a hug and I burst into tears. That wasnt fucking mortifying AT ALL 😭 now I feel like the biggest silliest Billy lol
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
I fucking knew this would happen. I knew I would leave therapy and end up right back where I fucking started.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Well. I did what I thought was the best thing and communicated to them that I felt a little hurt. One responded with basically ive been triggering am too needy and they dont know what else they can do to help. I literally just said ive been struggling. 🤷‍♀️ nice to have what youre worried everyone
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
When you reach out to your closest friends because youre really struggling and they leave you on read 😭😩🙃 I'll just go fuck myself then lol
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
Fully sick to death of my brain do all the right stuff and it still fucks me over cant take this shit anymore
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Fuck everyone, seriously.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Really sick of double standards.
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Zack Polanski @zackpolanski.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
We can win. Together. It's going to require people power like never before. See you on Sunday? Details below. m.youtube.com/watch?v=ej0c...
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Zack Polanski’s HUGE Gamble: Taking On Labour In Starmer’s Seat
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Nice to have it confirmed by my partner that I am infact too sensetive and my 7 year old has inherited it from me so I shouldn't defend him when other kids keep coming to my house and picking on him 😒🙃
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Hate my brain so much. Im so bitter, miserable, jealous. I feel invisible, not special, useless, pathetic. But then if I ever am visible to someone I suddenly dont want to be. If I recieve the attention or validation I think will make me feel better i want to run and hide.Why at 37 im still this way
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
No one will ever believe me and I think the wankers fucking knew that when they did what they did 😭😡
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ SA, 🍇 In tears over the idea I deserved it because i had told lies and acted crazy in the years leading up to my SA and 🍇 not that I hadn't also been very manipulated and wasnt already struggling with emerging mental illness due to childhood trauma & undiagnosed ND ...but yeah
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Don't you hate those days where you are just FLOODED with unwanted, horrible memories and thoughts, and you just start to get completely worn down and disconnected :( i feel like total crap about myself.
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The Green Party of England & Wales @greenparty.org.uk · 28/08/2026
It's time to put the brakes on data centres. Here's how: ❌ End the blanket 'critical infrastructure' designation. 💧 Highest environmental and community standards for all new data centres. 📋 Create a comprehensive national strategy.
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Another Green @anothergreen.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
Operation Noah have taken on GB news over climate disinformation. Vital work but to continue it they need more funding. #ClimateChange #ClimateCrisis #BritainisBurning #StopRosebank
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For the Love of Missy @missybbbobtail.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
You can be tired, but you'll never be as tired as an indoor cat who's slept for 18 hours, eaten 4 meals, looked out the window for 20 minutes, and decided it's time for another nap.
Jinx the green eyed bobtail cat looking out the window from the back of her tan chair.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
I just heard from mental health team and it turns out i hadn't actually been discharged like i thought lol. I can contact them directly any time i need something, so that's useful to know 😅 because im still mid ASD assessments and waiting on ADHD they wont just discharge me. But they are going
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Jane 🏊‍♀️🚴🏻🏃‍♀️🌻 @halfironmum.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
The British press: Autism is fake and people are just using it as an excuse ADHD is fake, the meds are dangerous and you should all just pull yourselves together Also the British press: Vaccines are dangerous - they cause autism/ADHD, which don't even exist and are a social construct Or something
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
Just sent another re referral 🙃🙃🙃
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
Fuck sake im never going to be able to not be the problem
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
Typed out this bitch fit rant on Facebook but chickened out and didnt post it 😂😂😩🙈 so errr yeah youre welcome you guys get to see my hormonal terrified rage instead. 🙃
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Garfield and Friends Screens @garfieldscreens.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
Okay so im 20 years late but I think im in love with Peter petrelli from Heroes 🥵😅 didnt realise I'd already seen him before in I Will Find You, crazy what difference a different hair style can make sometimes. He looks way better with that cute floppy hair haha 😄
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Heroes Peter: Hallway Action
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Been a busy few days and god I am unwell. I keep fucking gaslighting myself about the ME then pushing and pushing, blaming myself being unfit or because of mental illness/asd/adhd or whatever, but the PEM and illness is now undeniable :(
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Mothin Ali @mothinali.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Dr Hussam Abu Safiyah has been held for more than two years in an Israeli torture facility. His life is at risk, denied medical treatment and tortured daily. The world silent. He is an innocent man who must be released immediately and the perpetrators held to account. The UK government must act now.
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
Fuck I can feel myself right on the edge of fucking spiralling and back where I started really really having a hard time 😭😭😭 even getting dissociated and confused about myself which hardly ever happens anymore 😭😭😭😭
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 28/06/2026
I shared a lil trauma with a friend on ig dms this morning....okay actually was kind of alot. I thought I'd be okay talking about it but ive got super triggered and anxious and depressed all morning, and NOW here comes the physical pain, sore throat, headache, face ache, body aches and pains 😑😞😒
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
www.megaphone.org.uk/petitions/we...
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We need a maximum working temperature
A red weather warning has been issued for some parts of the country. We need the rules to keep us all safe at work. Please sign the petition for a maximum working temperature.
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VegPlotter: Online Vegetable Garden and Allotment Planner @vegplotter.com · 12/06/2026
Want to keep your feline friends happy and pollinators buzzing? 🐾🐝 Learn how to easily sow, grow, and harvest catnip with this handy guide! Get tips on spacing, sun, and creating your perfect garden layout. Grow Guide Here: vegplotter.com/grow-guides/... #GardenPlanning #Catnip #GrowYourOwn
Catnip flowers (Nepeta cataria) blossoming in a garden on sunny summer day. Beauty in nature.
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Oftentimes Jack 🇮🇪🤝🇵🇸 @pepsffk.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
🚨Help is in your hands!🚨 I lost my father and everything in the bombing. We are starving to death every day 😭 My family is now homeless and without food. A $10 donation or sharing this post could help save a family and make a huge difference in our lives 🙏 www.chuffed.org/project/1158...
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Help my family
Hello everyone, I am Alaa Al-Masry from Gaza, a dental student. I was in my fourth year. I was studying day and night to save my family from poverty and help them. They suffered a lot for my studies.…
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Allie 🧚‍♀️ free 🇵🇸 @allie-c2.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
"Mild" autism "mild" abdominal wall separation "mild" plantar fasciitis "mild" ME symptoms "mild" pelvic pain....mild mild mild....i know it isnt meant to be invalidating and I should be grateful im not more severely impacted by things....but fuck it really does feel like its intended to mean...
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Garfield and Friends Screens @garfieldscreens.bsky.social · 24/05/2026
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Mini Motley Sanctuary @minisanctuary.bsky.social · 24/05/2026
We’re busy editing our next YouTube video — a sheep shearing special! If you’ve just found us, or you haven’t subscribed to our channel yet, please do— It’s free! Why you ask? Growing our YouTube channel might mean that one day our animal sanctuary could get ad revenue 💚 youtu.be/yhirKRYiF80?...
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BIG FREEZE, hay-soaking & A MOULDY CAR?!
YouTube video by MiniMotley Sanctuary
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Trish Greenhalgh @trishgreenhalgh.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
Every summer I repost this article on how to spot drowning. Please read it and pass on. In the last few years I’ve had SIX messages from people who saved a kid’s life after clicking on the link from my feed. slate.com/technology/2...
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Drowning Doesn’t Look Like Drowning
Drowning is not the violent, splashing call for help that most people expect.
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