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ZombieMcMew

@zombiemcmew.bsky.social
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Mfg/Design Engineer cat, she/her, mid 30’s, machining and programming. Now with more AuDHD burnout. 🏳️‍⚧️18+ content, minors get lost.

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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 05/12/2025
I cannot type on touch keyboards anymore, even full size is iffy, swipe is a little better on phone, and voice to text is about the same a swipe but faster. If I get catatonic again and need AAC I'm already planning on getting a cheap linux laptop cuz otherwise I'm totally boned. disability sucks.
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Anaugi [COMMISSIONS OPEN] @anaugi.bsky.social · 04/12/2025
I've been reading Foreach by @lumsel.bsky.social and it's really good
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Marzipan ΘΔ 🏳️‍⚧️ -> Retrogamecon @marzipankitty.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
Yeah this is my struggle. The window between making enough to afford the most basic necessities and making too much to be on Medicaid (which I am 100% dependent on, thanks diabetes) is pretty razor thin really
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Rayne Grimm Vulpes Zer-Duh @raynegrimm.bsky.social · 09/11/2025
I don't think enough people realize that for many folks on disability they cannot risk having over a VERY low cap of money/property or they will lose their benefits nearly immediately It often prevents folks from marrying as well it's ludicrous
Green Beans and Such

@somuchbeans

It's disability pride month, and did you know disabled people in the US with Medicaid are not allowed to have more than $2,000 in money and assets combined, or else we'll lose our often life-saving health insurance?

Don't fucking tell me forced poverty isn't A Thing™™
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
We used to plan years at a time, then quarters, then months, then weeks, now days. It's been days, 154 one day at a time.
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GREENGECKOTYSON @greengeckotyson.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
last day on earth?
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 02/12/2025
I had a thai iced tea to go from lunch and never even got a sip. Cane, battery UPS, heavy fucking fob doors, couple cans of air duster. Blamo.
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zee the raccoon 🇨🇦 howloween @zeekayart.bsky.social · 30/11/2025
this is my zootopia
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 01/12/2025
wondering what to do as an unemployed pretengineer. my AAS isn't really gonna help me but my god do I know where skeletons hide.
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やす うらやか @15delicious.bsky.social · 28/11/2025
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Technology Connections @techconnectify.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
happy thanksgiving i made this for you youtu.be/INZybkX8tLI
youtu.be
My car charger can boil water really fast
YouTube video by Technology Connections
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
Joys of survival. Sometimes several decades if pain with no time or memory comes for you at night. Still feel pretty raw today.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
We‘re going to keep making the potatoes. But as an inhuman human we don’t believe there’s a place without pain that doesn‘t move it down the pact.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
Left one of the oldest discord servers I’ve been in since a gender ago. While it did get the family bar treatment of everyone’s wives and fishing pics it just isn’t the same.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
I am all that is woman. Still have machinist hands of might grip for jar tops.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
Wake up thought. (So still a lot of rx drugs in me) if there are reference photos, code, articles for this thing. Get them now before the digital library of Alexandria burns.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 26/11/2025
I am full of iodine now. And I have not had hot pants like that since I was 14. I know they said warm, but they didn’t specify where.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 26/11/2025
looking at that big ole steam library wondering what even works still and if my brain is even capable of playing it at this point.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 26/11/2025
so 16mg a day of lorazepam seems to have my catatonia under control. but now I just don't have the wind in my sails to do much else, out of work, burned out still. need a cane in the mornings due to migraine adjunct gabapentin
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Maddie Machine @theuglymachine.bsky.social · 26/11/2025
Punishing Angel
A war hammer with a twisted steel haft sits on an anvil
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 25/11/2025
Decorated my cane
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
I’d like to quit surviving and be human just one moment is my god damn life.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
If all the apps and websites vanished, would you miss me and know how to reach me or would that be that? Like as IRC and AIM slowed down and you always wonder.
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Foxes In Love @foxes-in-love.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue is sitting next to Green, who has curled up into a tight ball, looking miserable.
Green: Would you still love me if I never got better?

Blue hesitates a moment before answering.
Blue: What a silly thing to ask.

Joining Green on the floor, Blue wraps himself around Green, who doesn't seem as sad anymore.
Blue: I would love you even if you got worse.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
i hope it’s all our eyes god is looking through.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
Paying dearly for missing midnights dose wtf.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 23/11/2025
at 17 I set a 20 year trajectory starting with BLS data, to get from zero to design engineer by doing every shitty welding and machining job I could get my hands on. did everything I could to learn everything. And climb up before my body deteriorated. that part is over and now I’m burned out.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 22/11/2025
Flicking the ruler over the button like Konata playing track and field in Luck Star.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 22/11/2025
Not finding bookshelf speaker stands I like more than the idea of four concrete blocks and a gallon can of paint.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
Much like my caller ID I expect to have half of North America muted before too much longer, yay word filters.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
hooray, I could play a pvp game and have a positive kdr. That's a huge milestone cuz I haven't had the time or mental/physical ability since the spring I think!
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
It's gonna be really fucking funny if I do this one consultation for my doctor and I don't have ADHD/ASD as a test result. I have ALWAYS been the other in the room with little green antenna sticking out my head it seems.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
Two years on that magic blue pill! Wish is was all 10 years earlier but I needed a roof over my head and to put thing straight.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 20/11/2025
Well since I’m a free agent now I might as well look around when I’m ready. Burned SO hard yet nobody was going to say stop as they’re worried if I could safely drive home or use a screwdriver. Lunch/coffee dates for now.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 19/11/2025
NE regional again for follow up appointment.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 18/11/2025
*smuggly looking at tracker a day late* Damn right you out for delivery. But really we’re like oh gosh y’all work too hard and get screwed over so fast.
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🌟 Their Immaculate Majesty, King Hivemoon 🌟 @hivemoon.bsky.social · 18/11/2025
I'm not scared of needles. I just politely look away whenever i get blood drawn. So that the phlebotomist doesn't get nervous.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
I love all my friends. From my old life, now life, even the ones I don’t know well but still want to meet one day.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
SMSL SA 300 and Micca MB42X G2 are pretty satisfactory for me. My ears and sources are not fantastic anymore and apartment means no sub.
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Shapeshift @6cbr2d.bsky.social · 13/02/2025
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
Also worried what my next move will be. Even if I go back, techbro CEO acquired persona makes me uniquely suicidal by proximity. So even a custom role would have to be hugely insulating.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 17/11/2025
Not much to post with being stuck in abed or couch most of the time. Too much brain fog for harder games. recovery is sloooow.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 16/11/2025
Ruger hasn’t shipped me my replacement rifle yet after the cracked receiver. Very transphobic. Also taking suggestions for glass.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 16/11/2025
This dysphoria hoodie is like 20 years old now and the comfiest fucking thing right now. cardigans at in the wash and I blew through meds.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 16/11/2025
Tiddy up a little. (brain fucking melts down and lose balance) mkay collapsing here and waiting for 6pm dose.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 13/11/2025
Woo CTA and refer to neurosurgery for an opinion.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 13/11/2025
Going by the numbers we only make about 40-48 mistakes per 8 hour work day. Out of 16,000 decisions.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
Take a bunch of portraits, absolutely hate my face, delete all portraits, depression continues.
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ZombieMcMew @zombiemcmew.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
While I appreciate the replies it doesn’t point me in a gainful direction with a new disability and disdain for the choices I set in motion 20 years ago.
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