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introduce yourself with what almost killed you hi .. i’m acute fatty liver failure, severe depression & a toxic, abusive relationship mixed with a couple of kidnappings

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

i’m soo fkn sick of seeing 170 on my scale 😵‍💫

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

literally feel so sick to my stomach & idk if that’s a good thing or bad thing 😭

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

unintentionally been omading lately & been having the urge to purge hoursss after eating — we’re soo back 🤭✨

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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

it’s that time of year where everyone is posting their befores and afters from their new year’s resolution and i’m still a fatass

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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

A cigarette would fix me (it wouldn't)

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

only took 2 but should i take the last one or wait ? 🥴

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

cleaning my digestive system before the new year ✨🤪

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

i’ve actually been extremely frustrated/ angry for a week & thought it was my period, but my period ended yesterday soo wtf is going on !? 😩

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

i’ve been so angry today .. i need to either yell at someone or punch something 🙁

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

can’t decide which one i want to use 😵‍💫

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

you didn’t have to scream at me 😒

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

lowkey wanna start purging again 🫠

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

wait, no way!? i knowwww the suffering is real 😩😩 i need to stop taking my tuna in water for granted because i never realized it wasn’t sold in other states 😭

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

i’m adding my two cents — i get tuna in water & mix it with boiled eggs, relish & mayo to make a tuna salad — literally could eat 4 sandwiches in a sitting 🥹😂

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

i’d switch places with you inna heartbeat because i’d kill to be with someone who has an English / British accent 🤭😂

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

come to the states & find you a Texan 🥹

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

idk about any of them, but i’m always finding men that want to be with me, spend their money on me, stay in bed with me on saturday nights, etc etc .. the problem is me. once i start to feel any type of attachment, i pull away because im so tired of people leaving me that i started leaving first

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

yes, it’s mandatory because she’s not setting the boundary that he’s off limits

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

i’ll keep a promise to a stranger before i keep a promise to myself

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Riley🌙🪐✨ @triplezer0.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

cant wait to get off this planet

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𝕝𝕛 ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ @borderlinebby.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW FUCKING DIFFICULT IT IS TO HAVE BPD, DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO NOT BE TOXIC BUT THEN YOUR BF & FP TRIGGERS YOU IN THE WORST MOST PERFECT WAY AND ITS LIKE THE MOST TOXIC BORDERLINE DEMON TRIES TO TAKE OVER AND YOU HAVE TO HAVE AN EXTENSIVE BATTLE TO NOT BE TOXIC

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

my scale said 171.5 this morning & i said OH OK 😭

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

tracking what i consumed at work // • 16oz mocha iced coffee w creamer • breakfast + lunch • chorizo egg bean & chz large burrito • snacks • 2 salted caramel cookies & 2 bite-sized pieces of pork carnitas

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

.. and an Arizona green tea to wash them down 🥲

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

• late night snack • 70g honey roasted peanuts

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

tracking what i consumed at work // • 32oz mocha iced coffee with hellaaa creamer & caramel syrup • breakfast • 1 chorizo egg & chz taco • snack • 3 slices of bacon • lunch • ~25 tortilla chips w queso

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

162.0 😖 honestly, this was not a bad weight gain compared to every thing i’ve consumed in the last month + i’m day 2 of my period .. hahaha wait, am i actually satisfied with being 162 !? 🤯

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