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introduce yourself with what almost killed you hi .. i’m acute fatty liver failure, severe depression & a toxic, abusive relationship mixed with a couple of kidnappings

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

i’m soo fkn sick of seeing 170 on my scale 😵‍💫

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

literally feel so sick to my stomach & idk if that’s a good thing or bad thing 😭

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

unintentionally been omading lately & been having the urge to purge hoursss after eating — we’re soo back 🤭✨

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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 26/12/2025

it’s that time of year where everyone is posting their befores and afters from their new year’s resolution and i’m still a fatass

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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

A cigarette would fix me (it wouldn't)

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

cleaning my digestive system before the new year ✨🤪

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

i’ve actually been extremely frustrated/ angry for a week & thought it was my period, but my period ended yesterday soo wtf is going on !? 😩

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

i’ve been so angry today .. i need to either yell at someone or punch something 🙁

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

can’t decide which one i want to use 😵‍💫

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

you didn’t have to scream at me 😒

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

lowkey wanna start purging again 🫠

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

i’ll keep a promise to a stranger before i keep a promise to myself

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Riley🌙🪐✨ @triplezer0.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

cant wait to get off this planet

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𝕝𝕛 ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ @borderlinebby.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW FUCKING DIFFICULT IT IS TO HAVE BPD, DO EVERYTHING YOU CAN TO NOT BE TOXIC BUT THEN YOUR BF & FP TRIGGERS YOU IN THE WORST MOST PERFECT WAY AND ITS LIKE THE MOST TOXIC BORDERLINE DEMON TRIES TO TAKE OVER AND YOU HAVE TO HAVE AN EXTENSIVE BATTLE TO NOT BE TOXIC

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

my scale said 171.5 this morning & i said OH OK 😭

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

tracking what i consumed at work // • 16oz mocha iced coffee w creamer • breakfast + lunch • chorizo egg bean & chz large burrito • snacks • 2 salted caramel cookies & 2 bite-sized pieces of pork carnitas

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

tracking what i consumed at work // • 32oz mocha iced coffee with hellaaa creamer & caramel syrup • breakfast • 1 chorizo egg & chz taco • snack • 3 slices of bacon • lunch • ~25 tortilla chips w queso

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

162.0 😖 honestly, this was not a bad weight gain compared to every thing i’ve consumed in the last month + i’m day 2 of my period .. hahaha wait, am i actually satisfied with being 162 !? 🤯

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beatrice ☾ .⁺⋆ @beawiitch.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣿⣿⣿⣦⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⡟⢻⣿⡟⢻⣧ happy ⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⣇⣸⣿⣇⣸⣿ halloween ⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⢻⣿⣿⣿ eve! ⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣤⣼⣿⣿⠇ 🧡💜🖤 ⢿⡿⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀ ⠀⠀⠈⠿⠿⠋⠙⢿⣿⡿⠁

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

need someone or somethingggg to trigger me A S A P (｡╯︵╰｡)

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

miss being 𝒹𝒾𝓈ℴ𝓇𝒹ℯ𝓇ℯ𝒹 ..

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

+⠀ ⠀ ⠀˚⠀ ⣴⠟⠉⠉⠛⢦⡀⢀⣴⠛⠉⠈⠙⠻⣄ ⠀⠀⣼⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣦ ⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿ ⠀⠀⠿⣆⠀ ⠀ -20 lbs ⣰⡆ ⠀⠀⠀⢻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡼⠃ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⢦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡴⠛ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠶⣄⠶⠋ ⠀⠀⠀+. *

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

bought new batteries for my scale today 🤭 it’s been two months too long 🥹

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

i just looove when i ask for opinions from y’all & every single one of y’all ignore me .. funny thing is that this isn’t the first time, so like why do i even try talking to y’all atp? now i remember why i stopped 😂😂

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

🆘 𝓅𝓁𝓈 𝒽ℯ𝓁𝓅 .. I watched my roomie make this ravioli inspired pasta bowl, but i’m back to counting cals & didn’t personally weight out any of this .. the problem is that i can’t decide if i put the correct amount of meat & noodles .. pretty pls give your opinions 🥹

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anna @annaballz.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

people say venting is good for your mental health, until it's about ed's or depression. then it's predatory and harmful.

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darlin’ 🐙 @xodarling.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

it’s amazing that we’re still alive to celebrate today’s national holiday .. maybe i should take some pills to celebrate .. jkjk 🥴

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