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Go a month barely leaving bed, and multiple months never going outside for anything more than groceries due to Depression. Go outside to try and improve mental health, and get hit by a car Not paying attention to stop lights... Maybe i should just stay home and rot, given how often it happens...

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astel🪼 @palastel.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

If you ever wonder why lalafell players don't feel welcome/human in the ffxiv community, look no further than player's bio here (There are people I blocked JUST today, individually)

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Cassandra d'Apchier @cookies-n-crime.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Yesterday a friend of mine without thinking about it called the towers in the Chort fight Chort stacks and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it. Short stacks doing Chort stacks lmao

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I wish i could go a week without the neverending fear of starving to death because of financial crisis' infinite loop.

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Cassandra d'Apchier @cookies-n-crime.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Your new professor on Aetherology and Glamour magic is very cute! ...And quite short.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I'm really good at going from 0 to 100. In an effort to de-rust a bit trying to Gpose more, I end up making a massive collab with my FC for Summer. took me 5 days to make. Posing 24 actors is alot for a De-rusting warmup... Now i might go back into hiatus making pictures idk.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

One of these days i won't feel overcome with guilt and shame when an idea for a Gpose comes up that inevitably prevents me from ever posing until the idea is gone.

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VIDEOMANCER @videomancer.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Seven Dollars feat Kasane Teto. A song for chronic freelancers.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

It is officially my birthday, so i have a picture with some cake. Some of my screenshot stuff wasn't working though for some reason, go figure, so not as clean as I'd of liked it to be.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

Nothing like being led on, Only to be discarded as soon as someone else comes along literally days before your birthday. Discarded doll gets Discarded again, Fork found in kitchen. I've lost count at this point how many times People led me on to expect one thing, only to completely throw me aside.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

Nothing worse then when you have motivation to do something, the ideas to do that thing, and an actual vision. Only to be suffering with constant internet Issues for over 2 weeks, Unable to even keep a connection for more then 20 minutes at a time if you're lucky.

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Pukni Popli @puknipopli.etheirys.social · 21/04/2026

Shortstacks are made to be picked up, so pick up your local shortstack! (It's me, i'm the local shortstack, please pick me up)

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

Even though all the wild insanity lately, Remember to take time to Rest. Bonus points if you can rest with a cool coloured campfire.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

I just can't catch a break, Now my computer chair just, *snapped* under me while i was trying to relax a bit before dealing with more stressful problems tomorrow. So now i'm just EXTRA stressed, and i can't even sit comfortably at my computer. Can life seriously just give me a break?

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

I have no Quip, logic or reason for this picture, Just wanted to take a picture with a hat and new hairstyle.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

After being displaced for almost a month, I get Kicked out of Multiple Discord servers because I'm inexplicably hated by a few people within them. Wish i could say this was a first, but it's not. At least i had enough Tears to fuel motivation to try and learn some Gpose tricks.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

I really want life to stop kicking me down so much, so i can maybe get the effort to Gpose my Lalas more. Or even just actually post things. I have vague ideas but no energy to even keep my head up 90% of the time.

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

Handle me with care, pretty please? I'm a fragile little thing..

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

While there's maint. Have a picture taken by a friend of my Monk Glam :)

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

Same friend as my last posted picture also did one for my PLD glam. (Also did Monk, and i have a DNC glam picture i took as well in backlog at the moment, but don't wanna post them all at once.)

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

I don't have any fancy caption but A friend without social media took a Gpose of my new AST Glam, and it's Lovely.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

I'm constantly stuck in a limbo with getting stuff for my Lalafell in FFXIV. I want more custom outfits to fit the body i recently swapped to using more, But i am *way* too anxious to randomly ask a stranger to join a discord server to get access to most of the stuff for it.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

New year, same old Insecurities about uncertain living.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

Well, the water damage got worse... there's asbestos, So now i get to deal with being re-homed for an indefinite period of time too... This has actually been the worst possible outcome, worst holiday season of my entire life.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

Well, i was hoping to maybe take a Gpose or something for Christmas to slowly start getting into the swing again. Only to now have a pipe burst above my apartment and having to deal with a ton of water damage... Gonna be a great Christmas... No sleep and Tons of stress. :/

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 08/12/2025

It seems like a foreign concept for people to actually call you your name, instead they always have to call you something stupid despite constantly telling people you hate being called that. So now i have no name while i figure something else out...

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

I wish i could stop feeling so empty and broken. I just want to have the drive and health to do something. instead of always rotting away doing nothing.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

I have had 0 drive for anything lately, barely playing any games, no interest in creative pursuits, don't even really eat much anymore. Kinda just spend the days idling doing nothing, even though i want to do things i just have no drive or energy.

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Chirs @aesungaia.neocities.org · 03/10/2025

spiraling-over-nothing type of day

doodle of a trembling Myrrh, sitting rigidly in a chair, sweating and vibrating anxiously, captioned: 'so so so scared that she has made some kind of fatal mistake without noticing and is basically already dead (there is no evidence that anything has gone wrong at all)'

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AzulCrescent @azulcrescent.bsky.social · 15/10/2025

Every now and then

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secondlina // Lord of Crows @secondlina.com · 09/06/2025

New Crow Time update [1/3]

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Orion @sharpedgedfool.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

It's been tiring but we're still here, happy pride yall #sonicthehedgehog

Illustration of Team Dark posing dynamically. Omega is shooting bullets in the pattern of the agender flag. Rouge is throwing bombs that explode into clouds resembling the transgender flag. Shadow is throwing energy around himself that is coloured to resemble the non-binary flag. In the upper centre of the image reads the text: “I will fight like I always have”
Artists signature reads: “Orion! 25”

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

I guess today i'm older now. I definitely feel older then i am with how much my body always hurts/ but i'm also mentally probably pretty far behind. Time is weird.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

Pushed to extreme ends over stupid things again... Should remind me never to trust anyone. cause heavens forbid i so much as consider myself likable.

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 17/05/2025

I started learning more about how to use blender, My first ported item came to be this outfit. Felt cute in it. #FFXIV #Gpose #Lalafell

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Vivian Vi @vivian-vi.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

Finally had the drive to take any kind of picture... only took several mental breakdowns and isolating myself and making people worry for a few days. But at least i have a nice new haircut..! That's something ...Right? #FFXIV #Gpose #Lalafell