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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Is it weird or embarassing that I haven't used my fanfest tshirt at all since I got it? I don't want it to decay or anything…

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Emma Ward @emmatheward.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Mimic sculpture for a friend.

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Look at this amazing artwork I commissioned from @zombiemiso.bsky.social! 🤍 This has to be one of my most treasured artworks of Zarah now, I love it so much! 🤍 Here's their commission page on skeb, if you would like to support them! skeb.jp/@zombiemiso

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

She's not max height, but still tall enough to mock shorter girls, and short enough to get pinned against the wall by taller girls 🤍

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RexHedge @rexhedge.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

#DD2 #DragonsDogma2 Miracle

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Xal 🔞 @xalloir.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

gonna retweet this on main cuz like hi uh yeah

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Day whatever of not treating myself healthy in a vain attempt to keep my mental state steadfast. Unfortunately: Day 2 of staying up way too late and probably waking up tomorrow way too late as well. Nothing is just working quite right at the moment, huh.

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Wandering Lalafell Magus @wanderinglalafell.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Really need to sort through months of pictures of work made and received that's saved on my device and upload them to the drive. Only trouble is that I have to reckon with a now-past tense relationship, and figure out how to handle all that. Ugh.

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

It takes a lot of juice for me to get excited about lewd stuff right now. I wish it weren't so tbh. Then again I can't really do much about it either so. Meh.

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april @eerieviolet.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

squish squish squish @hushpint.bsky.social

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Mimi @magicalpuyopopn.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Me seeing my friends make lalafells and show them to me

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Muffin☆🎃 @britishmuffin.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

This may just be the cutest lalafell I’ve ever drawn.. #ffxiv

Black and white drawing of a lalafell smiling and waving cutely

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Khaalis Dazkar | Riding the Bi-cycle daily @khaalis.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Normally @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social is a sweetheart, just don't belittle her.

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Honestly most days right now are just spent trying to think about literally anything other than ‘The Horrors™️”, before the sun sets and they begin to violently demand being thought about.

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Lucierena @lalalucierena.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Double Creamed Team ft. @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social & @miva-taurios.bsky.social

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Xal 🔞 @xalloir.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

update !!!

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Khaalis Dazkar | Riding the Bi-cycle daily @khaalis.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

A certain sheep was saying I look like a two-bit magician, so I decided to make something long and hard disappear. (ignore the wonky arm, it would not cooperate) ft. @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social #ffxivnsfw #nsfwlala #lalafellnsfw

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Khaalis Dazkar | Riding the Bi-cycle daily @khaalis.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

This one is insatiable. She keeps goading me into filling her up. ft. @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social #ffxivnsfw #nsfwlala #lalafellnsfw

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Khaalis Dazkar | Riding the Bi-cycle daily @khaalis.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

In the end, I had to call in some back-up to satisfy her appetite. ft. @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social #ffxivnsfw #nsfwlala #lalafellnsfw

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;fearful apprehension; @forebodingthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Quick friendly doodle for @xalloir.bsky.social

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

You'll notice I've changed my name on here. I feel like it's not even a secret anymore that Vanni is an alias. I'm tired of hiding myself entirely, or confusing people, or having to correct them or embarass them *and* myself by explaining it. So yeah. It's Zarah. I'm Zarah.

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

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Zarah 🏳️‍⚧️ Foul and Cruel Himemancer @littlelamplightxiv.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

It's just kinda rough out here rn Whenever the sun sets, I'm haunted by thoughts of my friends forgetting about me or abandoning me. I know it's not true. It's just that recent events have really set my whole mental state into alert mode.

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