iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I think this will be my main oc im still working on her but shes a fun loving greature who tends to want to make everyone smile or at leasr bringing them closer to it. She hates to see her friends fight and always wants to help!

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

we...he confided in her about his,,our imposter syndrome and these worries that we are just this weird years long psychosis spurred on by my potential ocd yet like... almost noone else supports these beliefs we are not a system... she makes me so sofr and gooey next to her, like caramel in ur mout

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Bleghhh i feel so sickly today >.< Im still going to work just icky I might let Josh know I might be late I feel so evil showing up late, like i know its not that big of a deal but v.v I make it big in my head and panik might stop for breakfast -lucky

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

It is interesting observing the littles fight about who gets to front at the date tonight like they arent both already fronting. the primary conflict is whether to go home and freshen up and beautify myself or head over immediatley to hang out with A before date with L. - unknown.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

🐶 She tried making out with me a bit drunk in front of people I dont know,, Iwish she would kiss me like that other times too aaa I wish she would slide her hand under my shirt I do like the feeling of this though, knowing that she loves me back in a way we cant say it yet but I feel it.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I can understand why people enjoy being plural at times its pleasant but most of the time I am just confused and struggle communicating, like I cannot talk to people about it if I talk about it I feel like I am going to be perceived lesser.. I hope I can talk to my therapist about it soon. -Lucy

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

photo dump of recent and old art, I am feeling weird because I feel scared but at the same time think I recognize I don't have to be scared and trying to convince myself that it is okay and we can talk to her at some point soon.

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roach 🪳 CEO of sallicole @lordcanti.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

syscovery is a cognitohazard because youll spend 11 years going "i dont have a dissociative disorder im normal" and then diagnosis breaks all of those walls down and your brain realises its safe to smash reveal a new guy every other tuesday

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Oh how I want to feel loved, to sit in a room with everyone I love and look around and see them smile while I smile back. To have these people feel like they genuinely love me, that it feels like I deserve their love. 1/2 🩵

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Zeurel @zeurel.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

MONKEY WRENCH IS COMING TO NETFLIX! The secret that's been kept for the past 8 months! The first 5 episodes of Monkey Wrench are officially coming to NETFLIX on AUGUST 19th! Fully remastered and re-engineered audio! New multiple language dubs! New intro sequence! #monkeywrench #indieanimation

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

How do I know the world is cruel? well a lot of ways but recently how many dead fawns on the side of the road. That pure innocence discarded like yestersays trash.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Its always interesting to feel like a 3rd party, like getting to watch the others struggle with life, not depressed just tired, and another who screams that this is all an elaborate, multi-levelled ruse I play on myself, and god forbid I mention this to anhbody in real life...

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

But also cigarette smoke doesnt feel good like marijuana smoke.. and I dont really desire being addicted to a vape either. Not having it just makes me waaaay too pissed off.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

And then theres the one that any time there is a moment of trying to understand myself in a plural sense it screams that this is all fake, a façade. That we need stop this behavior so we can be a normal human but nothing works. The only thing I think that helped was nicotine i think

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

Like logically its all me but none of it is *me* at first I would just have these voices that sound like mine but from existing with this for so long and hearing them every day for years Ive been able to discern things about them, as well as their wills over my body getting stronger.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I am a soup of brain that i fear if someone were to poke a hole in my skull it would leak all out and I would be no more. I worry I make these posts as a cope over whats really bothering me in my brain, like I ...think?? I am not alone in my brain.... .... All while I know its just me...

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INIRO @ bg tips pdf is out!! @iniro.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

my dear friend

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I love abusing my lungs!! I love putting vapor and smoke all up in there and absolutely ripping them bitches to shreds!!

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

Im Bee. Animal. Creature of this reality I call home. Not that I have any other realities, just trying to get myself to accept this one as my own.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Sometimes I end up drinking both of my energy drinks for the day in quick succession in order to feel like a sickly victorian street urchin

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they made gooseworx @gooseworx.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

Digital Circus is for frickin girls sorry. If you buy a ticket to that shit and you're a guy... Like sorry bro but people are gonna think you're gay. You should be watching Gaslight District bro, you're just begging to be pegged bro.

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

I had a date last nught where we walked around the city and talked all night and fuuuuck I need to walk around more my legs fucking hurttt

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Kasey Gifford @kaseygifford.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Hooves high girl! #kaseyart #penandink

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🦋 kris🌻⋆⋆⋆ @eviebauer727.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

Meanwhile, in Vermont… People are getting gassed for protesting ICE. Yep, that’s still going on. America sure is great, isn’t it? #Vermont #ICE #SouthBurlington

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Aaron Rupar @atrupar.com · 10/03/2026

Elizabeth Warren: "I am a hard no on a supplemental. This is not a war the American people want us to engage in. This is not a war that makes us safer ... No. No more money. The only thing Congress has the power to do is to stop actions like this through the power of the purse."

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

Another one of these pieces, I plan to try some editing of this piece once Im done. Mess around with Affinty again and see what I can do! #abstract #art

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

untitled piece no. 3 made for a close friend pen on mix media paper #art #abstract

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

I wanma share this pic :) seeing myself look this pretty is keeping more going rn

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 19/04/2024

Finally trying out Baldur's Gate 3 again, hope that my computer doesnt burst into flames while playing it lol

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 02/04/2024

Rereading Homestuck rn and its honestly a lot better than I remember, probably cuz I didnt ""read"" it the first time but oh well, enjoying my time now :3

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 01/04/2024

Wow I kinda abandoned this,, well Im back now! :] time to start using this as a sorta diary :3

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 01/04/2024

I think Im gonna try going vegetarian again... frying chicken for my job really makes me feel bad for how many animals we eat :(

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begrudgedPrincesses @vinylalteration.bsky.social · 16/11/2023

Finally drew more than just doodles for the first time since like January 2022.. #drawing #art #pokemon #meowscarada

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