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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

why would Democrats offer something better when people vote for them based entirely on the strength of "well it could be worse"? they don't have to offer anything! they just have to promise you than 91% Hitler is better than 100% Hitler and then deliver 95% Hitler

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

i need you to understand that this logic is how you *kill* the chance of something better, because you demonstrate that they can cut it out of your hands and you will still vote for them anyway

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

there is a reason this man does not know i have DID, lmao

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

it's fine. apparently i am "remarkably self-aware" and last session he floated the question of whether i even need to be in therapy 🫠

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

i am dressing the choice up in the veneer of game theory logic because i only get to see my therapist once every 1-2 months

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

a dictatorship that understands you have to pay lip service to the plurality of human rights to keep order would be preferable to a democracy where everyone nods and sagely agrees that the trannies should all go back into the gutter and die

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

Democrats running on transphobia and winning is the death of trans rights in this country. under no circumstances can bigotry be allowed to become official bipartisan policy, future of democracy be damned.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

and it is entirely the fault of the Democrats, for looking at the most advantageous map they have had in *decades* and deciding *now* is the time to cull the icky trannies.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

and if you think this is insane, congrats! this is what you all have forced us into. this is the calculus we have to make, because you fucking people couldn't find your spines with an X-ray. years and years of mealy-mouth "trans rights are human rights" and now we see what that's really worth.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

and before you try it, don't bother trying to shame me for sacrificing *all of you* when you're happily arguing about the necessity of sacrificing me

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

if not voting gets me nothing, but not voting is also the same as voting for a Republican, but threatening to vote for a Republican has a slim chance of getting me *something*, what do you think i'm gonna do when i'm staring down the teeth of the woodchipper?

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

given those terms, why then would the most *logical* option not be "i will vote for Republicans and damn us all unless you all push the Democrats to not sacrifice me", so that you actually have *leverage* to not be fed into the woodchipper? you're fucked either way, so why not grasp at straws?

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

okay. so now that we've established it as possible, it's time for game theory! you are a trans woman in 2026, being told that the democrats *must* throw you under the bus to win. if you don't vote for them anyway, it is your fault when democracy ends--abstaining is as good as voting for Republicans

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 8h

funny to look back a few months ago when every liberal on here was red hot mad people were ctiticizing Gavin Newsom's presumed candidacy and now he's about to preside over the first strike in the California state workforce's history for unrepentently and mockingly fucking us over for 3 years running

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 9h

genuine question, if every trans person in America voted for their local Republican candidate out of spite, do you think there are enough of us that we could swing the election towards the right? is that a reasonable fear you have?

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

every mental health specialist i talk to consistently tells me i'm surprisingly self-aware and introspective and mindful of how my mind works and i can never manage to communicate the exhaustive amount of work it's been to accomplish in 2 years what i couldnt bear to do for 20 before that

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

last month i told my therapist "yeah for the first time in my life i'm not itching to death from dysphoria and for the first time in two years i'm not chasing the Next Big Change i Need To Make so i can be comfortable and i kinda dont know what to do about it" it's fucking weird to just live

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chelsea bridge 🩸 @secretaboutbox.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

transition is the slow act of feeling comfortable in yourself

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heaumeau e. rotacism @vashwood.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

tired of being an SA survivor and seeing people who claim to care abt victims only care abt enacting righteous indignation on the abuser and not that the victim might be getting retraumatized by their assault suddenly becoming an extremely public spectacle without consent

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Tal Lavin @swordsjew.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Once again: anyone who thinks rape victims come forward for any reason except telling the truth at great fucking cost to themselves is a brainwashed bastard

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dr. rich traditions, JD @helldude.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

look we're all making a big bet on AI! and if it pays off as big as we hope, well, it's going to make a handful of people super rich and you're going to lose your job but get to watch mickey mouse fuck geralt from the witcher. if it doesn't pay off well then you get to pay for the bailouts

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i dont know that ive ever personally witnessed a more demonstrative example of cis male entitlement than a bunch of guys repeatedly and without real consequence (that i saw) demonstrate "yeah i can't take no for an answer" in a PUBLIC SEX FESTIVAL

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

really crystallizing moment for me to be a somewhat-new trans woman inside that space, just watching this happen, and have the realization "...oh, *this* is what it's like, huh?"

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

literally the one place where they were asked to stay out of, in a fair that was 90% for them, and they were doggedly trying to run the blockade to get access to a street reserved for women, nonbinary people, and trans men. shamelessly, openly, repeatedly. it was fucking wild to watch.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

i was at the Folsom street festival in SF this weekend and had one of the most radicalizing experiences of my life watching cis dudes try to rush the entrance to the "no cis dudes" area, get repeatedly intercepted and turned away, and then immediately try again when attendants were distracted

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Lindsey Boylan @lindseyboylan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

This man is a monster. He seeks out women survivors because he hates them. And he hates them because he hates himself. He has harassed me and other women survivors many times over the years. It must end. He should never have a job anywhere.

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Tiffany Morris @tiffmorris.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I think wanting precise outcomes and strict representation from a book is part of the literacy crisis. People are looking at representation and not the thesis of the book and how characters work within it.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

the kind of woman i want to fuck is too rare so i had to become her

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

you could be spending all this time/effort trying to pressure the Democrats who are eagerly positioning to sacrifice me and millions of other trans people and instead you're on here yelling at us for being outraged over our disposability. whatever afterlife you believe in will bar its gates to you.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

it takes some fucking gall to lecture someone who's worrying about whether she'll be able to legally use public bathrooms in a year that she's being selfish not thinking about other people. you are a lizard person. your soul is a hallucination.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

if they both want to make it legal to shove me out of society and into the gutter why the fuck would i care which one is better on taxes

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

"you're fucked anyway so why are you being selfish and not giving me what i want"

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

are you seriously asking me why i don't care more than the threat of losing my human rights?

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

and both of them are saying they're going to take away my rights. so why are you yelling at me for not voting for them instead of yelling at the one you can convince to not do that, and get my vote, and win?

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

why would i hire someone to take away my rights

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

maybe then Democrats would care about earning our vote, lmao

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

everyone who thinks this woman is telling the truth about not voting for Paxton is a born sucker. Republicans do this all the fucking time! they have enough awareness to know they shouldn't say the thing but they'll still vote for it in private.

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USER WAS BLOCKED FOR THIS POST @blockedforthispost.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Will Stancil isn’t going to fuck you

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Haus of Decline @hausofdecline.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

People get demoralized when transitioning when they discover that beyond the initial identification of "the problem," transitioning itself will not make you happy. What it provides is the POSSIBILITY for happiness by allowing you to more easily participate in romance, community and self-improvement

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Barry Deutsch @barrydeutsch.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

The Art of Persuasion Read more cartoons! —> #Policartoon Support the cartoons! —>patreon.com/barry

TRANSCRIPT
Panel 1:
A woman and a man sit on a low stone wall in a park. The woman is upset; the man listens.

WOMAN: And now the Democrat in the race is backing some anti-trans laws! I’m not sure I can vote for that.

MAN (thinking): Uh-oh. Democrats need every vote. How can I convince her to vote for the Democrat anyway?

Panel 2:
The woman and man walk through the park, the woman ahead of him.

WOMAN: Of course, the Republican is even worse. But if Democrats turn against trans people… I’m so frightened.

MAN (thinking): I’ve got to be empathetic and persuasive.

Panel 3:
Close-up of the man, looking thoughtful with his hand on his chin.

WOMAN (off-panel): Look at what happened to the UK — they’ve now got two anti-trans parties. If we let that happen here, trans rights are dead.

MAN (thinking): Okay, I think I know how to reassure her and get her vote.

Panel 4:
The man is suddenly furious, leaning toward the startled woman and pointing at her.

MAN: You’re a Trump supporting moron and you deserve to die!

CHICKEN FAT WATCH
PANEL 1:
A good dog with a halo peers out a window. A hand sticks out of a hole in a tree holding a sign that says SEND CANDY.

PANEL 2:
Groucho peeks from behind some bushes. A poster nailed to a tree reads "Background gag to come and it'll be so funny!" A bad rabbit (we know it's bad because it's smoking) sits beside a bad worm (also smoking). A bottle lying in the grass is labeled "BARRY BEER" and has a disturbed-looking drawing of Barry. A mouse holds a knife to a cat; the cat raises its front paws in surrender.

PANEL 4:
A giant mouse (?) in a shirt and tie sits on the wall reading a newspaper, called "Daily Blah Blah," whose headline says "Literate Rodent Escapes Lab."

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dan mentos @danmentos.com · 22/09/2026

[job interview] interviewer: so god killed all your kids? job: that's right

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

if you can’t give grace to a marginalized person who’s clearly having a bad time, when all it would take is ignoring them instead of giving into the urge to lash out, you don’t get to call yourself an ally.

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i dont have to i'm a trans woman

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

if my choice is going to the camps alone or going to the camps with the people who refused to give me any other option why wouldn't I make my decision with spite?

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

trans rights or we all enjoy the camps

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janekiller pain @spiderdork.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

oh no imagine if trans people were hated and excluded and excised

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