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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 4h

Every day is starting to feel like In the End by Linkin Park Feels like we're trying our very best, but in the end none of it matters

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 4h

Christianity was a mistake I happen to know a plus size furry irl, are they committing indecent exposure every time they go outside? It's not about "protecting kids", it's about control. All because of some sky daddy that you can't scientifically prove exists.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 6h

With all this puritanical BS going on with CSP and shit, I have made it my life goal to create the most passionate and fucked up smut in the world (and take the Lord's name in vain as many times as I can doing it)

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 8h

Last night I blocked someone who looked like a bot to me... Idk if they were, that's what they looked like at first glance Now I'm rethinking it and feel a bit bad, need to get used to this whole blocking thing or I'll never learn

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 20h

Now that I'm thinking about it, been seeing people my age talk about these new shoes like Adult and Sterling Point and hearing them gush about how authentic they are to gen z or whatever. I watched a few clips and didn't get the humour. And I'm gen z.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 20h

I wish there was some kind of thingie that plays a random song and if you don't like it, you can skip to another one and so on and so forth. Been wanting to expand my music list but everything I hear nowadays sounds the same.

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Metroplex @metroplex.northsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm old enough to remember when there was a moral panic around HP because it was something their kids were in to that wasn't inspired or directed by their parents. The same forces leading this anti-trans crusade were calling HP a satanic plot and making weird "documentaries" around "proving" that.

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hoots @hoots.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Since so much of it is out there at the moment…

I’ve seen the take that rape is “a fate worse than death” a lot. This is usually from well-meaning people who want SA to be taken as seriously as it should be in a society that regularly sacrifices victims at the altars of Men With Bright Futures.

But it’s wrong. And it’s damaging and dangerous for victims to hear. You are not better off dead than raped.

After your assault, you’ll navigate the feelings of betrayal and anger and hurt. You may experience suicidal ideation. You probably will. But you are not better off dead than raped.

There is a whole life you will live after SA. It may be different than the life you once saw stretch out before you, but it’s no less valuable. You will heal and grow and change. You will know more happiness than you could ever imagine from that dark, angry, fearful place you once inhabited.

Your life has beauty and value and it is bigger than what SA took from you.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

So much shit happening recently Why can't people just have normal human decency ffs

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Kara Buchanan 🏳️‍⚧️ @magicariot.com · 01/10/2026

based on a quick search, genuinely depressing number of artists on Bsky doing that genderbend Malfoy HP fanart shit, and they all earned a block from me. Harry Potter shit really is the Chik-Fil-A of media. People can't give it up despite all the bad it does. Ugh.

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Je Hyeon | ABOLISH the polICE @naptime.theolive.garden · 30/09/2026

stop saying grape. say rape. say murder. say killed. say the violence people have endured with the full force of what has happened

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Update: my doctor put me on Concerta last week, I've only been on it for a few days and it seems to be helping. Hopefully the effects won't diminish over time like with Vyvanse.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Y'all ever stopped to think about useless religion is

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

On a different note, we need to bring back console kiosks Maybe I'm being over dramatic, but I really miss these, especially the older ones, they had funkier designs compared to later ones where they all started to look the same. Plus you got to play the shit outta these.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I think my hormone problem is getting worse 😞 Its gotten to the point where I'm popping rizatriptan and advil almost every day Idk if that's whats making my head hurt, I don't think that's normal

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Mistress Dove @themistressdove.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Purity culture is when you stop going "I don't want to read/see that" and start going "No one should read/see that" Like, genuinely, "don't like don't read" was really good advice and y'all mocked it because people convinced you it was because people "couldn't take criticism".

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Idk why I bother with social media when it's clearly making me miserable. Can't get rid of it cus it's my only source of news ATM and all of it is bad news 😔 Abolish Christianity now

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

With discord doing age verification tomorrow, I've accepted the fact that I'll likely die alone The last two times I talked to an acquaintance on there I just was left feeling numb. They also ended the conversation earlier than usual. We've only spoken like five or six times.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

My brain and ovaries are out to get me. For a few days before my period started my hormones were out of whack again and my head constantly hurt. Now for the past few days after it stopped I'm experiencing it again.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I'm gonna make an adult animated series and call it Violent Pornography It won't involve chicks being choked but it'll definitely include sodomy and a bunch of other stuff behind human comprehension

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Feels like a good night to deactivate and become a hermit because everything I say or do online seems to enter a black hole in which no sound or light can escape

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Idk who's listening but I profusely apologize for the lack of any artwork recently. It's just that I have so many projects going on at once that Im constantly going back and forth between them, plus with the current state of affairs it's hard to remain motivated.

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🌸 CozyCereza 🏳️‍⚧️ @cozycereza.standingintheodds.com · 18/09/2026

I mean, Epic Games said outright that they’re fully embracing genAI and are using it to replace real artists, voice actors, etc. in Fortnite because people keep supporting them anyway and they’ll only feel emboldened to go further if we keep playing the game. But sure, go make Sora hit the griddy.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I kept oscillating between wanting to draw pokemon again and not wanting to dive headfirst into another project without fully thinking it through. Even though I have fallen out of love with the franchise, I keep going back to it like a toxic ex.

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Cross "Kombat Kardashian" Mirage @crossmirage.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

So everyone knows by know about the botslop, the hairy pooper collab, the 1000 Employees, and how tim sweeney is in general, but if you are somehow still not convinced that you should not touch this game, I have a very long list of Very Bad No Good Things to say about it (thread):

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I don't know if it's because people prefer clean and cut digital art compared to the stupid sketchy stuff I draw, but I still get miffed when my stuff gets ignored Maybe I am just a whiny moody baby after all.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Mental illness is all tumblr and sharable posts till you have a panic attack so bad you cry till you throw up and suddenly it's no longer pretty for your shitty little moodboard Our struggles are not your aesthetic.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

In other news no one asked for, today's supper consisted of steak bits in red pepper jelly, broccoli, and half a sleeve of saltine crackers Y'all might call it "girl dinner", but to me it's "shut-in supper"

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Can AI accounts please stop fucking following me It's so fucking discouraging to me as an individual trying to find some kind of community Maybe I'm not meant to belong anywhere or find some kind of meaning on social media

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Rayven, you need to stop getting new ideas right before you go to bed. Otherwise you might waste time ruminating over them and go through a constant boot loop.

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johnny✪ @jwebbthethird.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

sayings free palestine isn’t controversial you’re just a bad person

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Guuh been having the idea to draw pokemon again, but it keeps setting off that dysphoric part of my brain. Probably because it's meant for kids? Even though grown men and women play it too? Keep worrying what people will think of me.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

For the past few days my hormones have been out of whack, I'm getting close to my period again. A few days before it starts I wake up and it feels like someone is drilling a hole in my brain. I'm literally so full of pills rn that if you shook me, I would rattle.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

On a different note, I'd completely forgotten about the whole "realistic panic attack" discourse till I recently watched a vid that mentioned it. It was about indie (bleh) animation again. I wish they were actually portrayed well, because there's still a few problems with how they're written.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I feel guilty when I can't get anything done, whether it be due to depressed, poor health, or just me being lazy. But Ive been working for the past year and gotten pretty far. I think I've earned the right to slack off a little.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Random stuff again. This time it's for my avatar. Originally started as a Pokemon fit but later turned into this. Took inspiration from the third gen Sony Aibo. Idk if anyone really gives a damn. #oc #characterdesign #art

An early design of Rayven Toodles' "Normalcy" outfit, or at least what this design was called at the time.

Front and back turnarounds for the new version of this outfit, now called under the working name "Peanut Butter Chocolate".

The full view of these two in a black binder.

The inspiration for this design, the Sony Aibo ERS-310, circa 2001.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

FFS my father is apparently betting on football games now? And he wanted me to join him so the little money earned could be spilt between us... The last winner won $136 btw, basically nothing in this economy

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

My life feels empty, so I'm here to complain again. I think pop culture stopped being interesting to me after 2020. Even independent stuff. It all just feels the same to me and idk why. Older gen games are where it's at, probably because of the current state of the industry.

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Srutis 🔞 @srutis.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

GenAI is just a marketing smokescreen for capitalist bullshit and fascist ideologies and when you see it as that and stop anthropomorphizing it you can see it for what it is and how artistically it is not even remotely threatening lol

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I truly think my family would disown me if they found out about my fetishes. They're so old fashioned and sex repressed that it hurts. Like, they never cared that I'm asexual, but still have these weird subconscious biases when it comes to me not being "ladylike". It's so frustrating.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Am comfortably numb once again. I crave human contact while at the same time pushing everyone away in hopes they'll stop bugging me because I'm just too busy. But I should probably save this for my journal.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Haven't been feelin it the past few days. I've only been able to concentrate when working in my sketchbook, when I should be working on chibis. Thank God I'm seeing my doctor again in a couple weeks.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Great, now I'm hearing that a certain Otter is now blaming his attitude and actions on BPD. Yeah, go ahead, blame it on the evil mental illness that's already heavily demonized by the media. Neurodivergency advocate my shiny plastic ass.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Word of advice from a Canadian: don't get your donuts from Tim Hortons. Try local places instead. Ones that don't support trans genocide. Alternatively, you can fry up your own at home and put whatever you want on em. You have total creative freedom. Go fucking crazy.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Gonna be real. Haven't watched PreCure in a while. But I'm torn on Luluka's design. I think the black suits the overall design better, but white is her true form? I want to draw her soon and idk which to do. #precure #prettycure #curearcanashadow #curearcana #lulukamoria

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Sophie Labelle @assignedmale.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

True canadian values

four frame comic. first frame shows a Tim Hortons coffee shop from outside. second frame shows Harry Potter themed donuts. Third shows a loon swimming in a lake near some grass. last one shows someone with a dress that reads ''I don't care''. Text reads :
at tim hortons, we care
deeply about true canadian
Values, such as Silent
complicity in genocide.
that's what inspired us
to partner with famous
anti-human rights campaigner
jk rowling to offer you an
all-harry potter menu.
with each purchase of our
mid-tier donuts, your money
goes towards lining the pockets
of someone who uses her wealth
to fight trans rights and hurt
queer communities around
the planet.
you don't personally need
to hate lgbtq+ people to eat at
tim hortons. you just need to not
care enough about their rights,
safety and well-being!

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

My room is not ideal. It's 24c. If I leave my fan on the lowest setting I find it too cold, but if I have it off it's suddenly too warm and it bothers me. Maybe I just have low body fat from being underweight or something.

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Nash @radiodeadair.com · 30/08/2026

"but but but but it was set up automatically in the name registry and Google doesn't want to have to micromanage stuff so it's not really deliberate so" Shut up. Shut the fuck up. This is an international incident and Google had a choice to make. They made a stupid choice.

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