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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 2h

Nothing says poor self esteem and bad mental state than getting likes and follows from a bunch of bots Really doing wonders there, guys

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 3h

Idk if anyone watched the Bee Movie as a kid and somehow developed a sexual awakening Because for some reason it made me grow up with an unexplained hospital fetish 💀

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 23h

Decided to test the waters when it comes to (mildly) NSFW stuff. Might make an alt account one day. I'll label this as suggestive just in case. Bamco are such cowards. Give him a few piercings at LEAST (also his T8 design is complicated for no reason at all) #fanart #tekken #deviljin #jinkazama

Entire left: Devil Jin as he appears in Tekken 8, lying suggestively on a large sheet, his shirt (or vest? Idk, his T8 design is super complicated) open revealing his midriff as well as his pierced nipples and navel. His speech bubble beside him says, "You naughty devil ❤️"

Bottom left: DJ's biggest simp (and wife/husband aka the person posting this)

Top right: DJ in his default look, fighting the urge to be a stripper

Bottom right: Little baby chibi DJ

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Sorry I just watched more critiques about this stuff and it made me pretty cranky about the current state of the internet. Would rather make something complicated than this schlock being pushed out by Glitch and that other studio that shall not be named.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Been seeing this too much with indie animation. Can I get something that doesn't look like the same kids show over and over again? I want to make something truly adult, but YouTube would never allow it. So for now I'm stuck with newgrounds.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Getting kinda sick of the whole "oh it looks cute and whimsy but its actually dark and scary ooooo" thing going on with web series in general. Like, these are made by either children and people who grew up with FNAF or something and never mentally progressed past 7.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I think if I started playing Pokemon again, I'd be okay with playing as a boy, but my go-to option would probably be as a girl. Although looking back, clothing options in the 3DS games skewed too feminine for my tastes. Idk about the Switch games. Just some thoughts from a GNC peep

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I didn't know trans and GNC people existed back then since I wasn't allowed to use the internet as a kid. But even back then I think I knew. The signs were there, I just didn't have the knowledge and vocabulary to express how I felt about my gender identity.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Thinking back to my childhood, whenever I played a game that gave me the option of playing as a boy or girl (the only one being Pokemon), I always chose the latter. However I was fine with playing as male characters in other games... Can you tell I identified as a tomboy back then?

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Silver lining in the Skydance news: now it gives people a reason to start searching for animation outside America. I know it seems like we have alot of weird shows, but Canada's got a whole catalog of independent short films.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Not to mention this is likely going to affect indie animation. Since they heavily rely on merch and Kickstarters and no one is going to be able to financially support them anymore. Never going to make my show because of this.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Starting to feel incredibly pessimistic again... Just thinking about how we are literally on the verge of another great depression thanks to the so called land of the free (and evil) To those who did not vote and assumed Kamala Harris had it in the bag: you deserve to live in misery too.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Alt. Title: Cassia's eyes + Clove's thighs ⭐

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Had this lying around for a while. Don't think I've ever drawn them before despite reading the Sonic Archie comics growing up. #fanart #sonicthehedgehog #sonicarchie #clovethepronghorn #cassiathepronghorn

Clove the Pronghorn (front) and Cassia the Pronghorn (back) from the Archie Sonic the Hedgehog comics (post super genesis wave era)

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

FFS the day I stop crying to Nirvana's In Ureto is the day the world finally starts healing Like, I love the album and all, but it feels like I'm emotionally torturing myself whenever I listen to it

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Every day is starting to feel like In the End by Linkin Park Feels like we're trying our very best, but in the end none of it matters

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Christianity was a mistake I happen to know a plus size furry irl, are they committing indecent exposure every time they go outside? It's not about "protecting kids", it's about control. All because of some sky daddy that you can't scientifically prove exists.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

With all this puritanical BS going on with CSP and shit, I have made it my life goal to create the most passionate and fucked up smut in the world (and take the Lord's name in vain as many times as I can doing it)

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Last night I blocked someone who looked like a bot to me... Idk if they were, that's what they looked like at first glance Now I'm rethinking it and feel a bit bad, need to get used to this whole blocking thing or I'll never learn

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Think my sense of humour has been more shaped by YouTube poops and old reruns of Whose Line is it Anyway And just being somewhat mentally disturbed in general Nicer way of me saying that I make stuff that I like to see, not just what everyone else likes.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

*Shows FFS Sigh, guess this is what I get for not socializing with other people my age Feel like such a alien

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Now that I'm thinking about it, been seeing people my age talk about these new shoes like Adult and Sterling Point and hearing them gush about how authentic they are to gen z or whatever. I watched a few clips and didn't get the humour. And I'm gen z.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Most of the old stuff comes from watching my brother play Rock Band on our PS2. I grew up with the experimental stuff the early oughts too. I'm stuck in my own little bubble, so I don't recognize any of these new hip teenie boppers.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Most of my music tastes revolve around video game music from mostly the 90's and 2000's, a bit from the 2010's. (The only OST from the 2020's I've liked so far is Cyberpunk 2077's) In terms of "actual" music I skew more towards older stuff.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

*All modern music sounds the same to me. Like stuff that came out in the past 10 years or so. It sounds so generic, like they're appealing to the biggest audience instead of trying to make something unique. Even indie sounds unappealing to me.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I wish there was some kind of thingie that plays a random song and if you don't like it, you can skip to another one and so on and so forth. Been wanting to expand my music list but everything I hear nowadays sounds the same.

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Metroplex @metroplex.northsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm old enough to remember when there was a moral panic around HP because it was something their kids were in to that wasn't inspired or directed by their parents. The same forces leading this anti-trans crusade were calling HP a satanic plot and making weird "documentaries" around "proving" that.

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hoots @hoots.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Since so much of it is out there at the moment…

I’ve seen the take that rape is “a fate worse than death” a lot. This is usually from well-meaning people who want SA to be taken as seriously as it should be in a society that regularly sacrifices victims at the altars of Men With Bright Futures.

But it’s wrong. And it’s damaging and dangerous for victims to hear. You are not better off dead than raped.

After your assault, you’ll navigate the feelings of betrayal and anger and hurt. You may experience suicidal ideation. You probably will. But you are not better off dead than raped.

There is a whole life you will live after SA. It may be different than the life you once saw stretch out before you, but it’s no less valuable. You will heal and grow and change. You will know more happiness than you could ever imagine from that dark, angry, fearful place you once inhabited.

Your life has beauty and value and it is bigger than what SA took from you.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

So much shit happening recently Why can't people just have normal human decency ffs

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Kara Buchanan 🏳️‍⚧️ @magicariot.com · 01/10/2026

based on a quick search, genuinely depressing number of artists on Bsky doing that genderbend Malfoy HP fanart shit, and they all earned a block from me. Harry Potter shit really is the Chik-Fil-A of media. People can't give it up despite all the bad it does. Ugh.

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Je Hyeon | ABOLISH the polICE @naptime.theolive.garden · 30/09/2026

stop saying grape. say rape. say murder. say killed. say the violence people have endured with the full force of what has happened

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Update: my doctor put me on Concerta last week, I've only been on it for a few days and it seems to be helping. Hopefully the effects won't diminish over time like with Vyvanse.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

No seriously. What do these Bible leagues and charities even accomplish? Not to mention residential schools... Not here to rant, I'm already too depressed

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Y'all ever stopped to think about useless religion is

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

On a different note, we need to bring back console kiosks Maybe I'm being over dramatic, but I really miss these, especially the older ones, they had funkier designs compared to later ones where they all started to look the same. Plus you got to play the shit outta these.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I think my hormone problem is getting worse 😞 Its gotten to the point where I'm popping rizatriptan and advil almost every day Idk if that's whats making my head hurt, I don't think that's normal

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Mistress Dove @themistressdove.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Purity culture is when you stop going "I don't want to read/see that" and start going "No one should read/see that" Like, genuinely, "don't like don't read" was really good advice and y'all mocked it because people convinced you it was because people "couldn't take criticism".

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Idk why I bother with social media when it's clearly making me miserable. Can't get rid of it cus it's my only source of news ATM and all of it is bad news 😔 Abolish Christianity now

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I know it was likely because they got too busy or something, but I still felt bad. I should be used to this by now. They've been so kind to me. Why can't I get closer to them? It's entirely my fault. I feel so alone but at the same time I feel so free Idk what to do now

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

In theory we should be really good friends by now. We share a few interests and have a similar sense of humour. But I kept getting too scared to talk to them again because of my social anxiety. When they kept ending our conversation I kept thinking it was because of something I said or did.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

With discord doing age verification tomorrow, I've accepted the fact that I'll likely die alone The last two times I talked to an acquaintance on there I just was left feeling numb. They also ended the conversation earlier than usual. We've only spoken like five or six times.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I had to take five rizatriptan pills the past four days, its that bad. I was chugging my water bottle like Naomi Scott's character in Smile 2. My own body is betraying me and idk what to do about it.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

My brain and ovaries are out to get me. For a few days before my period started my hormones were out of whack again and my head constantly hurt. Now for the past few days after it stopped I'm experiencing it again.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Yeah, been listening to System of a Down again recently, how did you know?

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I'm gonna make an adult animated series and call it Violent Pornography It won't involve chicks being choked but it'll definitely include sodomy and a bunch of other stuff behind human comprehension

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Feels like a good night to deactivate and become a hermit because everything I say or do online seems to enter a black hole in which no sound or light can escape

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I've been super negative recently so I'll try to be positive for once. Earlier this month my application for disability benefits was approved, I just need to see a government worker so determine how much I'll receive each month, then I'll be set. I would still like to be able to sell stuff sometime.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Recently I've been trying to do warmups in my sketchbook every day, that way I'll be more inclined to work on something for longer periods of time. Next Tuesday I'll be seeing my doctor about ADHD meds again and possibly seeing a therapist again.

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Rayven the Terrible @rayventhetoodles.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Idk who's listening but I profusely apologize for the lack of any artwork recently. It's just that I have so many projects going on at once that Im constantly going back and forth between them, plus with the current state of affairs it's hard to remain motivated.

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