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4 mozzarella sticks for dinner from sonic bc my mom brought it to me and i got pretty fucked up n needed to eat so 370 calories /: at least im still in a deficit but still, ive eaten like shit today (w the fucking drink )

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

one of my biggest insecurities. even at my lw , my arms were fucking flabby!!!

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

yeah many teas have so many benefits and they’re my go to while fasting! whether iced or hot!

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

this is so healthy (for having an ed of course lol)

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

I say this after posting the cals in the alcoholic beverage I am currently drinking….. but it’s PEAR CIDER !!!

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

sometimes u just gotta pretend alcohol doesn’t have any cals. sometimes

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

you know u gotta do mine tobi 😈 /j ily

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

I should’ve clarified ! I meant edsky !

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

totally get it. I finally went back to tumblr and I’ve decided im probably going to primarily use this as my ed vent account rather than my blog bc so many of my mutuals are currently in recovery or recovered since I’ve been on edblr for so long

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

btw serious question, is it ok to post my drug usage and alcohol consumption on here orrrrrr.. is that like kind of against etiquette here? (on tumblr i did it all the time lol)

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

fuck it we ball I have just taken my 3 mg of klonopin and smoked bud n drinking this (wouldn’t have taken the pills if I knew I was drinking this) , it tastes so good but damn…… sugary. only 5 percent which isn’t badddd but im more of a liquor girl but hey this was free

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

ur stunning!!! love love love ur makeup!

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

omg I just realized this person was following me but I never followed back… BLOCKED

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

maybe weight isn’t the right word but body types I should’ve said. and that’s a beauty standard, and beauty standards are classist.

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chai @ratcrate.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

weight and social classes have always gone hand and hand. it’s not a new concept! maybe read a history book! (not you obviously! this person)

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