iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

yeah the scale pissed me off this morning surprise surprise 🤡

1110

on top of that I had an orange for ✨balance✨ and then right before bed I ate a damn piece of bread again which was 90 cals

slept abt 10 hrs . I am so excited yet nervous to weigh myself help….

120

honeymoon phase is coming back full swing :3

080

went on the peloton for literally 4 mins then ate an orange , in my clean girl gym era 👟🏋️‍♀️🍊

disappointed but not surprised

050

we all have had a mother mother phase if not currently in one , something to think abt

280

4 mozzarella sticks for dinner from sonic bc my mom brought it to me and i got pretty fucked up n needed to eat so 370 calories /: at least im still in a deficit but still, ive eaten like shit today (w the fucking drink )

sometimes u just gotta pretend alcohol doesn’t have any cals. sometimes

230

btw serious question, is it ok to post my drug usage and alcohol consumption on here orrrrrr.. is that like kind of against etiquette here? (on tumblr i did it all the time lol)

140

fuck it we ball I have just taken my 3 mg of klonopin and smoked bud n drinking this (wouldn’t have taken the pills if I knew I was drinking this) , it tastes so good but damn…… sugary. only 5 percent which isn’t badddd but im more of a liquor girl but hey this was free

thinking abt how they body shamed kate winslet in titanic back in the 90s and called her fat…..

220

whenever you feel like you’re a miserable ass person, remember there are people who go out of their way to report ed accounts bc they have nothing better to do, sad

feeling violent but feel lightheaded as soon as I stand up so lets endure :3 <3

also the audacity to ask me to tag my posts as nsfw. be fr rn.

100

you’re practically the worst person to ever exist if you express joy to have a safe ed space /j

0103

people literally are so self involved that they can’t handle to see someone talk about ed spaces. the world doesn’t cater to you dude. I still can’t believe ppl get this bent out of shape over us having a community?? and being vocal abt being happy to have a community?

180

bro imagine getting bent out of shape bc I talk abt ed spaces. are you serious.

im so mad i like zach bryans music as much as i do tbh

adhd meds 🤝 lots of caffeine 🤝 my tachycardia

I wish u could do polls on here tho ):

370

my tumblr mutuals, I miss them. and I’ll go back eventually, but I wasn’t as anonymous as I am on here which I like that. but im too far in on tumblr that everyone knows my face and a lot of my lore and I just want to start new. but so far, I enjoy this app n ed space far more than expected

130

also genuine question, is there much of a difference between here and edtwt?

8150

u guys are so much nicer than I thought. I’ve heard horror stories of edtwt on tumblr n was scared 🤓

5240

do yall consider yourself bloggers ? serious question !! I migrated from tumblr so that’s why I was wondering ! bc am I still a girlblogger 🤯!!???? or is that in the past now

5100

I can’t tell if it’s smoky inside my house or my vision is a little blurry and idk wtf ???

save me stimulants save me

now right back where we started from by Maxine nightingale is stuck in my head

did u know there’s 13 grams of sugar in sweetened vanilla almond milk??? like ok maybe it’s a given there would be a lot but I didn’t think there’d be that much??? Walmart delivery gave me the sweetened one along w the unsweetened one (which I ordered) so I decided to try it w my coffee and yeah

130

this bitch keeps staring at me while I sit on the couch and I just find it very rude. fuck this bitch!!!

241

recently dyed my hair red and it just doesn’t serve cunt like my pink hair did im afraid ): next hair appointment isn’t until next month </3

country bumpkin ass bitch smh.

best of both worlds by Hannah Montana has been stuck in my head since yesterday

it’s too early for me to be awake smh

who else up terrified to weigh themselves 🤡🤡🤡

140

right before falling asleep I ate two fucking pieces of bread which ended my fast unfortunately and was 180 cals which isn’t terrible but damn bitch why did it have to be bread !!!!!!!??????

curate my own experience 😎

updated my phone and I hate it

sick of this person by this person I mean me

anyways these are hours of mourning things that could have been and never was and all of the above