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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 1h

more bullshit about living with other people, courtesy of my caregiver once again, which i know i'm difficult to live with but this is getting somewhat ridiculous. especially given that she's the person who's literal job it is to step up & work with me on doing the adls & iadls that i can't do.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 2h

really important response to rabbi buchdahl's kol nidre sermon this year, which was really grossly zionist & just kicked me entirely out of the spirit of the high holy days & into anger at how anyone can ally themselves with apartheid & genocide, especially those in leadership roles.

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Claiming Judaism: A Response to Rabbi Buchdahl — Rabbi Andrue Kahn

Without a doubt, Central Synagogue has become the flagship Reform community in the country. People all over the world consider it their Jewish home, from those who attend in person in Manhattan, to th...

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 3h

#TTANTS #ThingsThatAreNotTheSame brought to you by hearing aids! broccoli-pear non-alcoholic beer broccoli beer the third one was courtesy of my mother-in-law smashing the first two together. you're welcome.

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Dr. bird 🌻 | Inspiring Change @bbiiirdbphd.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Men will disregard you telling them you aren’t interested, sexually harass you, and then laugh when you stand up to them. And you motherfuckers wonder why we don’t want to be with you or fuck you anymore. Look no further than your disgusting fucking behavior. Your time is over.

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El is in the Details @elsbells.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

but mostly it's just an absolute joy to wear, & has deepened my connection to davening. i love pulling it over my head for the amidah & just being. fabric stimmy. fancy knotting on the not tzitzit part of the ends stimmy for hands to play with. good luck finding what for now!

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

& the dream was one hundred percent worth the money; i was lucky & there was one i like the colours of (orange is my favourite colour, it has oranges) on sale so i think i spent around $900 incl tax, plus shipping from israel of course. is from tallis man judaica, on etsy. but like i said, $$$$.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

yeah that's fair, especially if he wants a full-size tallit, that's still at the age that a boys' size one is more appropriate, which narrows the choices. i'll think on it & see what else i can think of, there's other makers i'm just not as familiar with them.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

& i'm pretty sure that my father doesn't want to get disinherited, my step-grandmother passed recently, & i chose not to go see her, & afaik she didn't ask for me; wouldn't have made a difference. honestly, i pray that my grandfather follows his wife sooner than later & then i can have peace.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

i was never good enough & i stopped giving a fuck. the rest of my family pressured me to try to save the relationship but i didn't bother explaining there was never a relationship to save. the only reason i wasn't outright hostile was for the sake of my parents; my mother liked my step-grandmother.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

my step-grandmother was abusive my whole life, trying to force me into the porcelain-doll shape for polite society, speak right, dress right, wear this deodorant, shave your legs, don't do your makeup like that, sit like this, use the right dinner fork, you're too fat; i got sick of it.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 02/10/2026

I cut off my paternal grandfather & step-grandmother about six months into my relationship with my spouse, because they refused to talk directly to my deaf spouse & were paternalising assholes instead, & because my grandfather is a nasty curmudgeon to service workers, who deserve better.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

& this wasn't even the most direct or aggro description i had. but no, how dare disabled people, trans people, anti-zionists, indigenous people have the ability to make moderation lists & block users engaging in bad faith & sealioning? how dare we want freedom for ourselves from paternalism?

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

so, "car-brained" & expletives about people who drive saying they're murderers et cetera & such are acceptable, but "annoying bicyclists who need their head checked" isn't? i went through & cleaned up the names of all my moderation lists because i don't want to deal with this shit, but it's sad.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

i got a moderation list blocked because i was "rude" to people who don't consider disabled individuals while calling for the removal of cars, increase in bicycling, & increase in public transit. legit leaves disabled individuals stranded. not everyone can or should bicycle.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

i'm not sure about anything on the lower-priced end, unfortunately. there's a artisan doing hand-woven tallit in israel, whose work is gorgeous & lovely textures, but i had to crowd-fund over half the cost of getting one for myself; they start around $1k & go up from there.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

i miss my rv & the freedom to just go drive somewhere, park, open the windows (keeping screens closed tyvm), & chill out. away from the reach of society, away from constant cars, & helicopters, & the flight path for two airports. i miss otr, & being parked at a rest area 100mi from anything.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

unfortunately i can't bring myself to believe the numbers are that low. they've been disappearing people, odds are some of those people are no longer alive & that the process of disappearing is a cover-up.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

just grumbling about capitalism in the spirit of commiseration. everyone deserves so much better, but we live in a society, et cetera.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

& yet it's the only social safety net left available to so many.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

trying to get this paper done but my g key has decided to misbehave for gxd knows what reason, variously doubling or disappearing altogether if i don't type extremely carefully. dear reader i usually type 80wpm+. there is nothing which is extremely careful at that speed.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

i've done that. last semester i accidentally registered for a class that was equivalent to one i took at a different college, so the department offered me a chance to transfer to another class. but it was taught in an entirely different method. both group dynamics counseling classes. so different.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

but neither of us are beholden to hearing/oral communication anymore; we use it when we choose to & do away with it when we don't. neither of our caregivers sign, but it's a work in progress, not perfection.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

i love getting to see my spouse happily signing away at their phone, just thinking out loud. the distance we've both come in language skills by learning together—my refresher course because boy was i rusty, & their introduction to more than basic vocabulary—is huge.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

the paper is for the other class & is the priority at least for tonight.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

changed my profile picture because i managed to take a selfie today which i didn't immediately hate once i turned it into black & white. i like it because you can see part of my lanyard & you can see the keffiyeh. i'm not hiding any of those.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

we've been encouraged to be creative so my version of creativity is having the filling out the paperwork text in a handwriting font, & fixing the spacing done with literal spaces to be properly typeset. not sure what the professor will feel about my fixing his paperwork but we'll find out lol.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

& this essay i'm working on is due sunday, i have several small assignments due, & i need to start crowdsourcing character details for my final project to fill out the paperwork on them. the paperwork is a terribly formatted word document, of course. then write a comprehensive treatment plan.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

i still have appointments every day of the work week but also mostly only one per day instead of like this week where this week i had two today & have two tomorrow, & friday only one but the appointment is down awkwardly in ladera heights so it'll take as long as two appointments with transit.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 01/10/2026

on the one hand, target. on the other hand, schoolwork & an early phone appointment where i have to be at the coffee shop by or before the phone call & that means leaving hella early. target will still be there next week & next week is less work.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

this is reasonably terrifying. experts are experts for reasons.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

this is why i generally only buy one potato & i do that on the day i intend to cook that potato. which isn't often, since where we live right now isn't very friendly to cooking.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

their reaction? telling me i was speaking up because i was just jealous & wanted some, then two of them got up towards me. like i said, i left. fast. if you want to know why trans men don't always speak up when we're surrounded by cis men in these situations, that's why.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

as a trans man, i've ended up in bunches of guys talking about shit that all constituted rape, & all laughing & joking about it & trying to one-up each other. i spoke up against it once, but only because my car was close in the parking lot & i was sitting by the door, so i could leave if needed.

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Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Men, if you don't know any woman who has been sexually assaulted it's because the women in your life do not trust you, not because they haven't been assaulted.

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Kat Abughazaleh @katmabu.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I literally don’t know a single woman who hasn’t been raped, stalked, groped, harassed, or sexually violated in some way at some point in their life. If you choose to doubt and dox survivors, just know every woman in your life is disgusted by you.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

autocorrect tried to correct decolonialism to colonialism in this paper i'm writing. but autocorrect is racist and supremacist af, we all knew that. nothing to see here, move along.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

this paper is supposed to be 10 pages. i am halfway through my half-thought out outline and over 11 pages. *reads back.* oh shit none of this is about the stuff this paper was supposed to be about in the first place.

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Jack - Oi, Shiny! @oishinythings.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I have so many things muted but the problem is none of you can spell.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 30/09/2026

trying to write this paper within 10 pages & i am failing. i got halfway through my half-finished outline & was at 12 pages.

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Merp @imagin8ion.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

hi, so. frats are gangs and tech bro cohorts are gangs and cops are gangs and corporations are gangs, its all gangs all the way down, hope this helps.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 29/09/2026

still shaken/shaky, & i didn't know if this is going to affect my willingness to do further boy in a dress for medical shit, or just my willingness to have further ultrasounds done by a male technician. or perhaps both! ¿por que no los dos? this was not what i wanted when i woke up this morning.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 29/09/2026

got home, put laundry up to wash because there was ultrasound gel on it, took a desperately needed nap, finished writing this, which i started along the way home while i stopped to take breaks to vape. next i'm doing homework & writing the strongly worded grievance that i mentioned up-thread.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 29/09/2026

i jerked, & then he had to do it again, & again, because i didn't know when to expect it, it was hard to be cooperative. usually if i'm laying on the bed/table whatever, i ask to go get a second staff member to restrain my ankle. was sitting in wheelchair tilted way back, so didn't ask. should've.

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 29/09/2026

before i could leave the facility to catch the bus to take to the street to get home. i also didn't get a chance to tell the dude that i needed him to narrate what he was doing, so a bunch of the times that he had to put pressure to get the ultrasound images…

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bellum omnium contra omnes ❧ $250/$921 @queerasinfuck.you · 29/09/2026

also, i hate having wet clothing of any sort for sensory bad reasons, so that added to the distress, & thankfully on the way home my sheets have dried now but i still feel absolutely gross & super violated. spent like 15 minutes flapping & jumping & distressed…

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