Sign in

Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation

@lilmouserpg.bsky.social
162 followers 218 following 1.2K posts

World weary. Here mostly to keep up with non-legacy media/news. Happy to chat, but exp has taught me not to trust ppl, esp on the internet. Middle aged, disabled, & over everyone's shit. Hobby/amateur photog, backyard chaos gardener. Fuck genAi #AltText

PostsRepliesMedia
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 23h
SO & I go to our local liquor store. Guy behind the counter says, hey, you live in (subdivision). I know you! Me: enters instant flight or freeze, heart racing, looking for exits SO: walks over & starts a convo & did not understand why I freaked out. 2 realities. Every interaction is a danger to me.
030
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 23h
In 7th grade, so the 80s, the girls got 1 day of self defense in gym class. They taught us to carry our house key btwn our pointer & middle finger to use as a weapon. They told us that guys are taught to protect the jewels so go for the eyes or throat. We were 12. My daughter uses the same key trick
010
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 23h
It's Oct 1 & since this year Im doubly bummed, having missed out on @dragoncon.org & going to miss #Halloween, I'm going to post pictures of me in #cosplay. I miss cosplaying a lot, esp my volunteer work w/children hospitals & charities. Think I'll start w/Snow, she became one of my faves #SnowWhite
A headshot of a white woman (me) dressed in Snow White cosplay. A volunteer event, Boo at the Zoo, at the Atlanta zoo. White woman (still me) dressed as Snow White with my hands in red gloves clasped to my chest as I crouch down to talk to a mini Snow White. Mom gave me permission to post this angle/from the back to not show the face. Cutest little Snow ever.
110
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
My favorite tshirt from @edidin.bsky.social says, "Words Mean Things" in giant letters. I debated wearing it to couple's therapy a few times.
010
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
THIS is how you get to not all men.
000
Reposted by Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation
s. e. smith @sesmith.lol · 01/10/2026
In no circumstances ever should the state be murdering people. Judicial or extrajudicial. Period.
1488116
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I need the blue no matter who ppl to get to work. You have two years. Don't act like this is an actual choice.
043
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Think about all the good that could be done just by taxing corporations & billionaires their fair share. I don't see any reason for the rest of us to continue to pay taxes otherwise. If they can spend my tax money how they want, I should be able to spend theirs on safety nets that actually help ppl.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Ill vote for anyone who recognizes we need to be free FROM religion as much as freedom of religion. Religion should not be a part of politics or govt. Religion should be a personal, private, fucking quiet, thing ppl do privately. Like your masturbation habit, I don't need to hear about your religion
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Hey guys. Found one of yours. Come fetch him, please.
020
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I know when I think of men in their prime, in peak physical condition & touting what manly men should look like, I totally think of these three... Never.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Hey guys, just a gentle note. If you have to tell us that the reason you're upset is because you have a mom, sister, girlfriend, wife, daughter, you're missing the point. Empathy shouldn't exist in a vacuum where you have to know someone. You shouldn't have to have a sister to speak up for women.
12711
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Also, using euphemisms, abbreviations, replacing letters with symbols, all get around the mute feature. That's not only rude, it can be harmful. If I've muted the word rape, your r@pe gets around the block. If you continue after knowing this, you're not a safe person & you don't care about consent.
010
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
THIS is how you get to not all men. SPEAK UP! USE YOUR PLATFORM! Please, we need more @flavorflav.bsky.social in the world. You could be that man.
013
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
The feed is full of men making excuses. Here's my thing. If you can sit for hours telling women all the ways that we're wrong because that's not how consent works, it means you understand the concept of consent. You recognize it as something you SHOULD get. You're just choosing to ignore it.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
When the prosecutor is the best witness for the defense. This is what youre screaming at women to report to. A cis white male who's decided he knows best & we'll sit down, shut up, & accept it. Maybe he'll write a strongly worded letter to the school. The school that made nearly $100k off the victim
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
For the 1x in 50yrs not being able to celebrate the only holiday I like feels a bit too on the nose. My SO of 30yrs tells me he doesn't want me anymore on my 50th bday, mother's day was forgotten & now no Halloween. What do you do when ALL the joy is gone? Cause it's all gone. The universe hates me.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
The victim blaming on this site of the Cornell woman may be enough to push me from radicalized to saying fuck it, I'm on strike. I'm so over men being babied & protectected because they think women are here to serve them. I'm out. Men are so important? Then figure shit out on your own. We'll wait.
010
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
The only thing that surprises me about Cornell is we haven't heard anything from the fraternity. Usually the powers that be in Greek Life would be all over this, distancing from the chapter, laying down platitudes, & other excuses & pearl clutching. That we've heard nothing either way is strange.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
It's become painfully obvious that the ppl whose job it is to know what other ppl want, across politics, entertainment, travel, basic living essentials, etc are all really, really bad at their jobs. They're either aliens or so out of touch they might as well be.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Victim blaming was just taken to new heights. Not only can we blame women for being abused, we can now blame all the women who failed as mothers too!
010
Reposted by Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation
Qasim Rashid, Esq. @qasimrashid.com · 28/09/2026
Men—we need to talk: •Timothy Hudson raped & killed his stepsister—he got pretrial release •7 men at Cornell drugged, trafficked, & raped a woman—they faced no consequences •An American man annihilates his entire family—every 5 days Women are not safe around men www.qasimrashid.com/p/women-are-...
qasimrashid.com
Women Are Not Safe Around Men
This is a fact. The data is unambiguous and the solutions exist. The only thing missing is the will to act.
13728771225
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
It's a shame that women are just too emotional to govern. Think of all the good we could be doing with all those emotions. AltText: I'm so fucking sick and tired of men facing zero consequences for rape, murder, starting wars, and setting the world on fire.
000
Reposted by Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation
Outspoken™️ @out5p0ken.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Black folks don’t hang themselves from trees.
288135764539
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
One of the downsides but also sometimes cool about watching a movie a thousand times is noticing the little things. I watch #TheMatrix about daily & noticed that Tank makes 2 culture references: Mikey likes it & putting your seats & trays in their upright positions. The problem is Tank & Dozer...
100
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I'm calling it now. It'll be the prosecutor's office that "accidentally" doxes the victim.
010
Reposted by Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation
The Volatile Mermaid @ohnoshetwitnt.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
“I will take pleasure in publishing a rape victim’s name” tells you all you need to know about the person who says it.
1244985
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I managed a shower last night & was proud of myself. Went to put my lotion on & within 20min I couldn't breathe. I was choking on mucus & it got so bad I had to ask SO to come up. I then got to puke blood. It's been a bad night. It looks like now I need to be worried about scents #MCAS #disability
120
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
The Catholic Church has their own Epstein list of priests who abuse & rape children. Just like the Epstein list, these priests are being protected by the powers that be. Why don't these victims deserve justice? Why is it ok when a religion does it? Oh, he's a Cubs fan. Well, it's all OK now then!
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Rent & mortgage are due on Thursday & I'm beyond stress. There's no more money after those 2 payments. It's the last of the savings & I still haven't gotten 1 interview. I do not know how to support 2 households when there's nothing left in 3 days. With interest rates I can't even use a credit card.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I really wish there was more support for those of us who are neurodivergent, but not autistic. Trying to find any info or support for being bipolar has gone from hard to find thirty years ago to practically non existent today. Feels kinda backwards to me.
120
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I'm not doing Halloween this year & I'm having feelings. I've normally started decorating by now, but I can't haul it up from the basement alone. I also have opening day renn faire tix that I'm hoping to go to so wont be home. It's my fave holiday & feels like just another thing I have to give up.
010
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I've been having some more rage moments lately & I would like to take advantage of that. I'm really struggling to find any free low impact chair or bed exercises that help build up loss muscle tone.
100
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I wish ppl would stop using platitudes. Stop telling ppl it'll get better, it rarely does. All the ppl who want you to 'reach out' won't pick up the phone & they all shift into 'you're always so negative' if you don't cheer up & be grateful dammit. Then comes the you're faking if youre sick too long
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Does reading rejection emails count as social interaction?
010
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I've lived in this house for 25yrs. I have no idea how to apt hunt any more, esp out of state in cities I haven't been to in decades. Think Im btwn NYC & somewhere in Oregon; either Portland or on the coast. Not that I'm actually moving, but it's nice to pretend I'll get to have a life before I die.
100
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I have a confession to make. I never heard of this song until my feed told me I was a liar for saying I've never heard of this song (or the artist for that matter.) I still haven't heard the song because I just don't care.
030
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Please share and let's help @verdantsculpts.bsky.social as much as possible.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I'm so tired.
011
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Lord, what fools these fucking mortals be.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
It's all men until it's no men. So, men who want to tell me Im just a lesbian man hater & men are good guys, what are you doing about this? What sort of outreach or volunteer work are you doing with other men? This isn't a big deal cause not all men, right? Prove it.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Fuck it. I'm just never leaving the house.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I meant to post this the other day. This is a bag from @speechlessbard.com that I planned to add to my renn gear. This is the most beautiful bag I have ever seen & now it will be my daily purse. Look at it! Somehow it's more beautiful in person.
A rectangle bag in green with silver inlay hangs from a brown leather strap and in front of red wings. A rectangle bag in green with silver inlay hangs from a brown leather strap and in front of red wings.
173
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I also want to remind all the "why didn't they report" assholes out there, victims don't get to choose if their attackers get arrested or prosecuted. At best they can bring a civil case, but w/o a criminal case, it's next to 0 chance anything happens.
043
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Every day. Literally every day this week there's been another story of a woman being drugged & gang raped. Every day some man tells me I'm just a man hater. Every day I haven't seen a single man fight for any of these women. They're more concerned about NOT ALL MEN. It's ALL men until it's NO men.
022
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Happy #Caturday We opened the windows today for the first time in a long time so our old man void, #Loki, is in his favorite spot. There's squirrels, woodpeckers, hummingbirds, chipmunks, etc all out that window. He'll spend hours just watching.
A black cat lays on top of a grey cat house and is looking out an open window at the green trees outside.
040
Reposted by Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation
S.E. Danesti @seedanesti.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Sorry, not sorry. The President of the United States is a traitor and a rapist.
1002127182538
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Anyone have any good quiche recipes? I've been craving it for some reason & found gluten free pie crusts the other day. Probably just a cheese or spinach. No mushrooms, no onions. As few ingredients as possible in hopes not to trigger the mucus menace. #quiche #recipe #HomeCooking #GlutenFree #MCAS
100
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Never thought I'd be blocking Paul Newman, but my egg donor was obsessed & it's just way too many references today. Not crazy about the pasta sauce either.
000
Mouse - it may be a lil bit of disassociation @lilmouserpg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
My full legal name would be: Fuck Fuck Fuck Fucktain.
000