Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Needless to say, I most likely won't be streaming this week. I'm over a year now not stressing myself into a seizure, but having a panic attack on stream the other day and then having to go home early because of my stress and anxiety has me really concerned for my health, especially knowing- 100
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Staved off a panic attack at work today, wound up going home early bc of a stress migraine anyway, and then watched a movie with chatolotls and drew idly on the side. 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Anyone who says we as women who've had experiences like this, "deserved it," or were "asking for it/enjoyed it," that's an automatic block and ban from me, chiefarini, you are NOT a safe person to be around, and I want you nowhere near me or my family and friends. It'll be bear mace on sight. 000
Reposted by NylfieSilta 🦐 @silta.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Going Live! I'm going through all these goldenrod flowers I foraged earlier. So it's gonna be real chill vibes. I'm also using Facecam this time! www.twitch.tv/silta_gamer 0103
Reposted by NylfieNorin 🦈 🔜 Nycc 3679? @mahoukarp.com · 30/09/2026giant pikachu 🐁⚡️ #art #pokemon 1535741009
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 30/09/2026His name is Samson and he is my new friend. Lil cutie patootie is what he is. #snails #cutiepatootie 011
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Not completely positive, but I'm pretty sure this is happening again, somehow someone is likely using a 3rd party extension to view my unpublished art VODs, since about July 31. Needless to say, I probably won't be drawing on stream for a bit to ease my panic attacks. We'll still game, though. 🌻 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Does anyone know if there's a way to prevent a 3rd party extension from ripping unpublished VODs and SUB VODs, and watching them without the streamer's consent? Inevitably, if I have to start deleting my VODs after stream instead of leaving them unpublished or archived, I will. Thank you. 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Chilled with my friendly spiders today, read some of my book, and then we went to one of our friend's for their birthday. I tried Sangria for the first time, and my partner laughed at me because I apparently turned very pink very quickly. It was REALLY good. Also LOOK AT THOSE CHOMPERS IN THAT BUG!! 010
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 28/09/2026I just had to do a push up to pop my elbow back in place after I slammed it on the doorknob by accident while getting dressed this morning. Um. Ow. I almost vomited. That sh=+_+=t was so painful, chatolotls. 0/10 don't recommend. Double jointed limbs will not save you as you age. Take care of them. 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 28/09/2026Flow of the universe. "flow" of the univ"er"se. Flower Burnout is strong. But so is my art. Can you tell I've been struggling Can you see it in my art It's my universe, much like nature. I can't live without it. I need art in my life, or I feel like I'll die. #nylfieart #burnout #painting 131
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 27/09/2026also me when bricking the grill-static.klipy.comJohn Travolta as Danny Zuko Dancing in GreaseALT: John Travolta as Danny Zuko Dancing in Grease 120
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 27/09/2026Me when bricking the grill-static.klipy.comJohn Travolta in Grease: Greased LightningALT: John Travolta in Grease: Greased Lightning 010
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 27/09/2026Remembering my day was stressful but also remembering that had I not gone to work today I wouldn't have been able to save the moth that got stuck in a box between a wall and a bunch of storage supplies. I am the moth savior because I popped myself in the eye with grease. Praise be. 020
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 27/09/2026: | We love our meat-eating fashion-wielding Alchemist. I'll turn in to Kiethgriff 'n beat you up. #ateliershitposting #atelier #atelierfiris #gust 010
Reposted by NylfieMichelle @michelleroy78.bsky.social · 25/09/2026I can't be the ony one that tells their pet, "I'll be back soon" when I leave the house. 10006747348
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 25/09/2026That's the trick. It's never planned. It just happens. Yaaaaaaaay autism. These is trying times,.chatolotls, but we will prevail inevitably. 020
Reposted by NylfieKelina1080 @kelina1080.bsky.social · 23/09/2026“I hate this guy for hurting my chocobo, lets jump him” 2122
Reposted by NylfieGrymoria ($173/$300) | Mental Health Hiatus @grymoria.blacksky.app · 23/09/2026As someone who is autistic, Gen AI will never... EVER know what I want my art to look like exactly. Every detail in my character matters to me, and because it's fucking AI, I don't need to use it to know that it will screw up every time. I'll gladly do the work myself. 0123
Reposted by NylfieAag @axolotlartgal.bsky.social · 23/09/2026I found one of my pieces from back in 2016, and redrew it. I played around with lighting, and even added a little moth on her hand. I used to draw puff balls all the time because I wasn't practiced enough to be able to draw frills the way I wanted. 10 years of improvement in one photo 💛 #nylfieart 101
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Sometimes, buying used books is a blessing, and sometimes a curse. Some are old library books, sent to used book stores because they weren't read enough anymore (you can see from some of the sticker wear and tear on the covers). One of the Harper Hall books came from a children's ward, too. (1) 100
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Guys I only have 8 more books left (techincally 7 but I want to rebuy DragonHeart in hardcover, and eventually I'll get the first 6 books in hardcover as well, but I'm trying to prioritize getting the set first before I start re-buying ones I've already purchased.) 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Not me getting insanely upset when I realized I missed my Saturday episode of Jaadugar and went to watch it, only to realize THAT OF COURSE I DID BECAUSE THE SEASON ENDED THE OTHER WEEK AND I ALREADY WATCHED IT AND I DON'T HAVE ANY MORE JAADUGAR UNTIL SEASON TWO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026PKM AND PKM AND PKM AND PKM Behold this cup I have had for 10 years and counting IT IS MY FAVORITE OF TRAVEL CUPS also I'm playing Pokemon 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026I say this and post this, and next day immediately give you all a rundown of how much I dislike one of the characters who is actively building herself up to be the main antagonist of the entire series after the Old Ones get over the 400 Turn time jump morality and ethics differentiability. 100
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Homielotls On golotl If Kylara and Prideth get in the way of Brekke's Wirenth being mated to F'nor's Canth, I'm literally gonna have a visual moment of zen where I put this woman in front of a mirror and shave her hair and make her watch. This woman is such a tyrant. She's literally just female Jax. 100
Reposted by NylfieMagnificentErgo @magnificentergo.bsky.social · 11/09/2026I could really use just one day free of autistic rumination. I truly despise how often a feeling, words, or literally any moronic little thing can get so overwhelminly entwinned with every thought process. 031
Reposted by NylfieNylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 30/12/2025Me when the vocal stim hits and I gotta play the same rift on repeat for an hour-media.tenor.coma girl playing a guitar in front of an amplifier that says fender on itAlt: a girl playing a guitar in front of an amplifier that says fender on it 041
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026Redraws of some older art. I'm currently doing another redraw from a piece I did from way back when I was still in school a decade ago. I'll post it when it's done. Redrawing old art helps me when I'm burned out, and I like seeing my improvement over the years. #nylfieart #oldart #improvement 010
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026I love it when I wake up on my off days in the morning and it's actually not hot AF outside. This means I get to sit outside and read. YES. I do this sometimes when I'm really early at work, but the feeling and scenery isn't the same without all the nature around. YAY BOOKS 📚 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 21/09/2026Just a quick update to let you guys know: I've got my commissions closed and waitlisted for the time being. (1.) 120
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 20/09/2026Chatolotls I was today year's old when I learned there is an audio visual function for #FFXIV and OH MY GOD I'MMA STAY SO FOCUSED HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO BLIND That is awesome. And it's even COLOR CODED WHAT. omfg YE E E E E E S This pleases the axolotl greatly 011
Reposted by NylfieJanet Hill @saskajanet.bsky.social · 19/09/2026It's totally normal to take 78 photos of a Blue Jay in a bird bath, right? RIGHT? #birds 4667862
Reposted by NylfieKelina1080 @kelina1080.bsky.social · 18/09/2026Oh this is some news i am down for 2266
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 17/09/2026'n I'm not gonna be a lil' b=+_+=tch about it either, I'mma make sure they're all either hard (if I get it 1st try), Extreme, or EX-extreme 💪=+_+=,^^,~ 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 17/09/2026y'all'otls these are the only achievements I need to Plat Miku These perfects are gonna be the death of me But I think I can do it 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Absolutely 100% fuck this. This terrifies me and if you haven't caught up on WW2 Nazi Germany history, they categorized autistics and ones who weren't "functional for society" were put in concentration camps and fucking GASSED JUST LIKE THEY DID WITH THE JEWS AND ANYONE ELSE WHO DISOBEYED THEM. 100
Reposted by NylfieTarja Porkka-Kontturi @tarjapk.bsky.social · 22/03/2025Part of my autistic experience is that I don’t make actual friends easily. I can get to know people pretty quickly, but if I call you a friend I truly and absolutely mean it. 2292
Reposted by NylfieMichael Ann, sociotechnical femme @michaelann.bsky.social · 21/08/2025One of the most important tips I can give to young autistic women is to learn the difference between “friends” who keep you around so they have a convenient easy target, and actual friends who care about you. The latter group won’t constantly direct harm at you, and will stand in your defense. 58618
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 16/09/2026Ah yes. I wake up at the night morning. Immediately. Book. Mm. Pages with words. And my trusty dusty old image making brain cells. Aphantasia be lit when it comes to reading, ngl. But when it comes to being alone in the dark, I'd like to pass, you can remove my brain then. 010
Reposted by NylfieGrymoria ($173/$300) | Mental Health Hiatus @grymoria.blacksky.app · 15/09/2026Macklemore's song "Same Love" made me realize he was a good person, but I should have realized sooner that he was a good person because of his song "Thrift Shop" No other rapper would encourage you to buy second-hand and not constantly give these corporations your money. 1162
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 14/09/2026I sat outside today and read because the temperature wasn't setting my skin ablaze, and it was really nice to just tune in to the sound of cicadas and birds, the occasional scratching from a squirrel opening a nut... Y'all'otls it was NICE. Even had Fruitcake out there with me. 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 10/09/2026I will be prolly be playing mostly this and Hatsune Miku this morning, but y'all'otls are more than welcome to come hang out 'n chatolotl with me on the purpl-otl app! =🌻◡🌻=,^^,~ 000
Nylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 10/09/2026Got this game when it was in Early Access to play it with my partner (he's huge into roguelikes and I'm huge into axolotls, this has been a wonderful game we've played together multiple times) I've been trying to get better about playing it by myself; it's only a lil' scary. #AK-XOLOTL #axolotl 000
Reposted by NylfieNylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 30/04/2026Going out of your way to make sure an autistic person feels uncomfortable around you by overstepping boundaries, causing them distress by purposefully bringing up and doing things that trigger their sensory meltdowns , and suddenly deciding they're "not autistic" when it's convenient for you. =+_+= 001
Reposted by NylfieNylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 02/04/2025This is important. Just because I was diagnosed when I was older DOES NOT DISMISS that I "wasn't diagnosed as a child, so I can't be autistic." That is NOT how that works. I had phenomenal counselors and psychiatrists to help me understand triggers and what was necessary to keep me from melting down 151
Reposted by NylfieNylfie @nylfie.bsky.social · 02/05/2026It's always, "You're autistic," and never, "Wow, look at all these little critters you've brought inside to show me and teach me about!" =+_+=,^^,~ 121