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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

the obstacle being my friends not answering my calls at 3am while i'm desperate because my cat vomited for the first time 🤡 what a pathetic existence

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

fucking hate the fact that i'm so... idk immature?? when it comes to dealing with any obstacle life throws at me. not that i don't deal with it, but i'll definitely cry a lot afterwards

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

"i trust you more than i trust the world not to hurt me again"

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

yes florence + the machine this could have been the best thing that ever happened to me, so i decided not to do it

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

it's my birthday btw happy birthday to me

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

i'm so FUCKING PATHETIC it's annoying

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 07/12/2025

"i'm so happy for you" proceeds to cry

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

who does she think she is??? telling people she loves me even after everything and shit? the fucking AUDACITY

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 19/11/2025

a year later i'm crying while listening to the song she dedicated to me even though she's so so far away and i'm the one who told her to go to hell

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

i have the random overwhelming feeling im a terrible person, but my brain cant give me any evidence that I am, perhaps we just need to sleep

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

why is everyone so relaxed while i'm a bundle of stress????????? hell

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 31/10/2025

why the FUCK do i get so annoyed by other people's happiness like why can't i just mind my own business bro what is wrong with meeeeeeeee

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 10/10/2025

a year clean and thinking about relapsing for the stupidest reason possible

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

i've been clean for almost a year, only think about cutting myself about twice a week... niceee

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

oh, and also on the 29th it was a year since the day i cut myself on a call with my ex without her knowing and i ended up in the hospital to get stitches, cool

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

google photos recommending a screenshot of a call where my dead dog was alive and eating an orange and my ex was drinking wine looking all pretty in the background i don't even know what to say i just wanted to comment

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

i only had one friend who was as screwed up as me to the point where i would share some of my shitty thoughts with her but now i don't have her anymore so fuck it

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

why can my rapist live his life without even knowing the weight of what he did and i have to think about it every single day? life is not fair

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

therapy is not enough i need to cremate my enemies and make a line with the ashes and ketamine

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Hot Potato @hotpotatopotat.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

If All for One ever had to deal with Tomura being sick 🧹

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

i've never known a love that didn't involve having to force myself to give my body in return

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

my boyfriend doesn't sexualize me, he doesn't try to convince me to have sex with him, does he really love me?

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

i really wanted to gain weight but when i gain weight i feel sad :(

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apothy 🍎 @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 15/01/2025

im still clean but also deeply regret not taking any tools to work "just in case" every single minute of my shift and every single day so who's really winning

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apothy 🍎 @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

how does one push through the crushing fear of being vunerable on a psychical medium with anyone ever asking for myself i cant tell anymore if i actually hate being touched or if im just so afraid of it i made myself believe the former 🥲👍

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

ok so after spending about five hours freaking out i decided it wasn't that big of a deal

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

i'm ok i'm alright everything is fine etc etc

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

i need to learn how to shut the fuck up

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

i purposely made myself an easily replaceable person and in the end, i was indeed replaced and now i feel uncomfortable???? tf is my problem

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professional crybaby @noisylia.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

i don't know if i'm comfortable having a friendship that doesn't desperately need me

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