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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 9m

omg u like 1 edit of clockwork orange and the next minute ur fyp is filled with black pill "just ldar" oh just give up, be a school shooter blah blah blah I LIKED THE BOOK IN A NORMAL WAY, LIKE GOOD LITERATURE, NOT IN A WEIRD LITTLE CHUD WAY ughhhh every chance it gets, it try to make me stupid

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 23h

butters' billionaire crash out is so relatable, hes so real for that

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

season 1 episode 18 : does rory have an israel poster in her room ?? where tf did that come from bro 😭

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

ok thinming out loud here, perhaps im being a stupid European ,, but id seen the stuff about that girl that was raped at a fraternity in america, from my understanding its a big house where college boys live (I think uni property?) they often throw parties in these houses sooo...

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

also I didn't go to uni today, i got my period and im in pain </3

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

season 1 episode 14 : im sorry but the whole Rory-Donna Reed thing is weird. I understand its ment to be a cute scene or whatever but it is weird

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

opening the news and seeing the huns being big bowfin bastards as usual, like we all know the history of that road and orange walks,, take a different route or better yet, stop doing orange walks??

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i want to exist, I believe existing is better than not existing, at least this *is* but i dont want to exist like this, existing like this is worse than not existing, id accept this existance if there was less pain, but the pain doesnt decrease

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i had dinner and now feel sick, will I ever be free? I want to escape this body

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

episode 2 update: hate that "mary" guy already, whoever he is ano he will be a creep

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

just watched episode 1 of gilmore girls , so far i think this will be good, but ive got to say, Rory do not give up priv school for a boy, are u fucking insane?? (( no spoilers plz !))

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

update, thats them left and going home, icl that was upsetting, and i think when I was a child I wouldn't want to go back to my grans if i was treated like that

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

child has now cried so hard i heard it cough and throw up why is no body helping the child? why is it just getting shouted at??

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

"waaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHHH" "SIT DOWN SIT DOWN" *thump* "WAHHHHHH" *thump thump* "NOW" "OooOOOOOooohhhhh" *bang bang* "RAAAHHHHHH" *bang bang bang*

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

(not so) good morning, i woke up to a child screaming, while at least 2 people where shouting over them, and a whole bunch of thumping (maybe throwing things) i hate my neighbours sm

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

head hurts, neighbours just shout scream and thump , leave me alone , my tummy hurts , its inescapable, I want out of my meat sack , let me leave, allow my brain to be its own entity

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i have a headache 🫩 and my neighbours are excruciatingly loud

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Chinese is imfact confusing to me (first 2 in Chinese, second 2 are translated by google)

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

5 mins later and they r arguing again

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

so 20 mins ago they were shouting and screaming and i think hitting eachother .... and now they are hoovering ??? am i losing my grip on reality? this is abusrd ... right?

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

i get that the "leftist is when basic empathy" is obviously a strawman argument,, but i can't unsee how correct it is like, right : gay and trans people should die left : no left : feed kids right : no like it kinda is left=empathetic side for majority of these current talking points

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

morning guys, its finally Saturday. that was definitely a week

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

hii, sorry ive went MIA, uni started back, my body is stronger than before, not perfect but improved. so im still exhausted, but not dead! (yet)

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

they r having a karaoke upstairs? do yous ever shut the fuck up oh my gawdddd

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

just shifted my sleeping pattern from 4am->11am into 11pm->5:30am , dont get me wrong I feel exhausted, and a bit sicky, and given tmoro I'm going back to uni, very very stressed

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

i spent today making a series of videos of myself if I ever suffer memory loss. and I was telling my partner in the videos ive told myself to defer to him for questions bcs he knows me best. and he looked at me and laughed, I get the vibe he thinks I'm a bit crazy for this. but I think im prepared

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

the fridge and cupboards are soo empty, so tonight's struggle meal is bread with the mold cut off and cheese that cost 70p from the corner shop (so it may or may not be >50% plastic)

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

why are my neighbours always so loud, actually wtf is wrong with them

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

i wonder if I can turn myself from anxious all the time, scared to go outside etc, into an adrenaline junkie. like I'm sure the jump probably isn't all that much, like its probably easier to go from, I'm scared -> I'm exicted, than it is to go from, I'm scared -> I'm calm

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

yeah ok I am scared to go back to uni, I am scared for my health, I'm scared to be outside, im scared to try again, but you know what? if I'm not dead, then its not over. my goal is to buy a house, I want a house i can't lose, and for as long as I'm conscious, I'm doing whatever I can for it

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I'm so tired, but i really should shower, I just dont know how much I have in me. id rather not end my shower by laying on my bed slightly soggy for the rest of the day lol

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

guys I'm so exhausted today but I wanna let yous know that I managed to do 40 minutes at 5.5km/hr on the treadmill today !!!! although perhaps not amazing to most people, i struggled to walk slowly for 1 min in may, this is big for me !!

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

its wild the guy that does the Chika dance everyday until he has a gf is still going he's been doing it since early 2020 like sm time has passed, I went from 16 to now 23. my chronic illness developed, ive almost died, ive been traumatised, i got 5 different levels of qualifications and begun uni

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

i rlly hope my old moot comes to the same uni as me, we can finally meet up and have study days !

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

its so tiring, I wish there was a way to view a full brain and body interface and be able to change the settings,

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

u know that room that's the quietest room ever, it like make ppl go crazy,, yeah i need it for a night, i can't take anymore of this dogs barking, hedges being trimmed, hoovers above me, baby's crying above me, arguing above me, my mum doing the dishes, children laughing below me, cars outside, etc

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

ugh i hate motion sickness, u may ask Freya have u been in a car? a boat? maybe even playing a vr? no i have not! I played monopoly on roblox and im ready to be sick!

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i Just watched a fly, fly into my window and die ??? it just hit my window full speed and died ??? is that a bad omen ??

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

i am overall looking forward to going back to uni, but i do find it difficult to walk through town and not notice all the homeless people, not notice the crazy skinny women posted on shop windows, the time, effort, and money put into passerbys bags, shoes, suits, makeup etc,

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

woke up today and numbers seem wrong, why do I keep thinking theres a number between 3 and 4. like it has always been 3 then 4 , but why was I so sure there was another one inbetween ??

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I'm so pissed off at my mum today, Last night she was drunk and shouting at my neice (her granddaughter) telling her "I hate u, I hate u, your a bitch, I dont want u in this house" all that happened was my neice asked her to turn down the music bcs she needed to sleep

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

ohh i love the new update that tells u how many posts in a thread !

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

the worst part is i already knew i over did it today by going on the treadmil then showering, but then the pregnant spider i knew id be a bit fkd, then i done my hair, and i knew id maybe be sicky tonight, then the 2 other spiders AND changing the bed ?? i feel so sick and I'm scared for tmoro

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Freya 🫧 recov @bellebubbless.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

i was to cry, i found a pregnant spider next to my bed earlier today, was freaked out all day, just to find a baby spider next to my head about an hour ago tried to get my mum to get it but she's drunk, so she poked it and lost it, while getting her muddy shoes on my bed (contaminationing the bed)

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