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uuugh i have my 9 mo post op on tuesday

doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 15h

i hope i got covid from the stupid work thing i was forced to attend and i hope i lose more depth while im sick and then i hope i get long covid

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sasha @2damntrans.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

I've not shared this on Bluesky before, so here it is. At 1:48 PM (BST), on Friday September 7, 2018, I reached the greatest height of my posting career. This is my magnum opus. I repost it here for posterity, for future generations to enjoy.

A thread of replies on Twitter dated Sep 7, 2018.

@blanchardphd tweet: I've reviewed my share of manuscripts for scholarly journals. If I thought an author's language was ridiculous (eg, "gender assigned at birth" for "sex"), I might say so, but I never wrote that an author *must* use this language or *must not* use that.

@2damntrans reply: BOFA are particularly bad at this.

@blanchardphd reply: What does BOFA stand for?

@2damntransreply: IT STANDS FOR BOFA DEEZ NUTS IN YA MOUF U DIRTY OLD GIT

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 19h

really sucks reading some cis woman write abt their “average” beauty or whatever and u see their profile pic and it’s like… come on

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Revenge of Princesscore @princessrevenge.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

ive said it before but i think “u dont have to be trans to transition” is so much more helpful than “u dont have to transition to be trans” bc it prioritizes agency and self actualization over ruminating on identity indefinitely

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francis @dilfkink.kindboys.online · 03/10/2026

the only goal of this rhetoric is to keep trans men unactualized and repping, depressed but feminine and fuckable. you can claim manhood in name only, and the second you cross that line, you will be punished by transphobes, "allies," and those within the "community."

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Revenge of Princesscore @princessrevenge.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

less “u dont need to transition to be trans” more “here’s what transition does and how to do it. less “u don’t need dysphoria to be trans” and more “idk bitch that sounds a lot like dysphoria to me”

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Revenge of Princesscore @princessrevenge.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

basically all discourse on transition is this one exchange and for some reason we have to keep doing it

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

been thinking abt when i was in high school recently and it sucks that my memories are mostly dysphoria and the brief moments of reprieve i could find on the computer, away from everyone else

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

once again feel the need to point out that SSDs are like 2-3× as expensive as they were a year or so ago

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

“In response, 45% say they oppose lawmakers banning gender-affirming care for trans youth, while only 38% say they support such bans; 17% are not sure” 2 out of 5 americans supporting the torture of children is fucking grim

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JAV Titles @jav.scd.lol · 30/09/2026

Ultimate Transsexuals. 10 Hours 69 Transsexuals. 69 Cocks 134 Balls. The Best Of Edition Full Of Cocks

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REAR NAKED COCK CAGE @dogihad.meangirls.online · 29/09/2026

We do this thing as trans women where our respawnse to suffering the marginalization and dysphoria associated with living as a tranny is some.feminine grindset "you just need to try harder sweetie" and I cannot.emphasize enough how unhelpful that is despite being A Woman Thing To Do

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Sable, Final Girl 🏳️‍⚧️ @ghostlysable.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

look, I get it: transitioning is scary so do it scared we all do it scared but you have to do it

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ka92 @ka92.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

ｵｰｶﾐ

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David Forbes @davidforbes.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Hey, remember how us radical trans extremists were warning that you have to go on the attack against transphobic Dems immediately because otherwise other politicians will take the lack of consequences as permission and the bigotry will spread? Yeah...

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headfallsoff @headfallsoff.com · 28/09/2026

warning: do not go to the cinema and spend your hard earned money on the new avengers endgame screenings because you will have to watch avengers endgame for three hours

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Spokane Rising @spokanerising.com · 29/09/2026

Send Stephen Miller to The Hague.

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

lmao looking at the system requirements for ace combat 8: recommended 3070, runs at 1080p (upscaled) with medium settings and may drop below 60 fps in some situations

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

dysphoria and dysmorphia and transphobia and work really making me feel like a husk of a human today

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

every day i live with the knowledge that, unlike my cis peers, if im ever sent to a federal prison i will almost certainly be raped and tortured

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Privaty Business @wanwanattack.qtbrewer.moe · 28/09/2026

Genuinely, this completely rules

－Recently, the game has been going viral on X for its beautiful undressing animations. I’ve even read in one of your previous interviews that the development team practiced stripping themselves as reference for the undressing animations. What was the process behind making the animations actually like?

Matsui:

I’d love to know how far that story has spread. It’s true.

First, we write a plot for each undressing scene, then draw storyboards, exactly as the original team did. Then the real work begins, because the animation is essentially all keyed by hand. A designer moves the clothing’s 3D model, frame by frame, manually. It really is pretty much like the claymation method I mentioned.

We did try automating it with physics simulation first, but it was a total failure. The cloth moved in a physically correct way, but had absolutely no allure. We learned a profound lesson: accuracy and sensuality are two unrelated properties. In the end, we accepted that humans would have to do all of it.

Then VR adds its own weight. In a normal game, if something becomes awkward, you can cut away or swap models between scenes. In VR, the player can look from any angle at any time, so none of those tricks are available. The same model has to undress convincingly no matter where you’re standing. When I described this to a designer at another studio, he said, “I would never do that.” I’ve chosen to take it as a compliment.

And then, yes, the part you’ve read about. The undressing motions themselves use motion capture, but the deeper problem was that nobody actually knew the correct rhythm and order in which a person takes off clothes. So, the directors gathered and undressed themselves as reference. “That zipper is coming down too fast.” “She’d pause once before slipping her shoulder out.” These were serious, sober discussions. For compliance reasons, the Super Real Mahjong Venus Returns team works in a walled-off section of our office – and that was the moment those walls truly earned their keep.

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

oh no way that’s my life story too

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sleepy nadine @dumbemoslut.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

now realize that this is explicitly the life story of a trans woman. this doesn’t happen to cis girls or they wouldn’t be cis. cissoids would still be unable to understand us even if you said all this directly to their face

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sleepy nadine @dumbemoslut.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

imagine a cis girl that everyone thinks is a boy, even her own parents think she is a boy. she was separated at school into the boys lunch, locker room, restroom. she had to play with the boys at PE. her parents got her clothes from the boys section. she had to discover the truth all on her own

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sleepy nadine @dumbemoslut.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

liberals love to say they wpuld never hate conservatives bcs its bad for the soul or some woo woo shit, what they really lack is a true love for life. when you see what conservatives are doing to the people we share this planet with the only rational emotion is hatred

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

had a dream i was about to get ffs and then right as they were about to induce anesthesia a hospital admin came in and said it was cancelled and the next available slot was in 3 years

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

what are you talking about being trans is great. i can go through my entire 2-month reserve of hormones because i found debris in the syringe on TWO SEPARATE VIALS

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ʜᴇʟʟ-DOPA @bowsnonk.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

a kitty I sculpted

Polymer clay sculpture of a stylized roly-poly cat, seated with one paw raised

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Jessica Ellis @baddestmamajama.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I really wish that Covid hadn’t happened, but it did, and either we adapt to the reality that it makes some people permanently sick and at risk, and they still deserve humanity, or we keep scapegoating and ostracizing anyone who points that fact out, anyone who has to survive it, anyone broken by it

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Jessica Ellis @baddestmamajama.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I don’t even know what to say anymore. The only thing Covid conscious people are trying to do, truly, is not get sick. That we’ve become the country’s newest freak show is predictable given the pandemic, but truly despicable on a base human level.

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Talia "ATTACK DOGS is out now!" Bhatt ⚢ @taliabhatt.itch.io · 27/09/2026

The simple fact is that the average Westerner enjoys a much higher standard of living by sucking the Third World dry, but now because bourgeoisie's rapacious gaze has turned inward to the metropole, the failchildren of the hegemony are throwing tantrums and demanding they never see a brown again.

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Talia "ATTACK DOGS is out now!" Bhatt ⚢ @taliabhatt.itch.io · 27/09/2026

The bare facts of the West's dependency on immigrant labour and neocolonialism are always elided in these discourses. Counter-arguments always invoke a benevolent, kind West magnanimously opening up its doors to the world's poor, graciously offering back a fraction of their stolen wealth.

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Talia "ATTACK DOGS is out now!" Bhatt ⚢ @taliabhatt.itch.io · 27/09/2026

I find it infuriating that nations who for decades have profited off the exploitation of immigrant labour, who have indeed engineered the conditions for that exploitation through making the countries of origin nigh unliveable, now dare to turn around and call migrants a drain. Absolutely maddening.

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doll ☾ @moonlit-petals.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i hate these freaks so fucking much

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Ahhhhh @nerdjpg.com · 02/04/2026

“It is a striking indication of the social and cultural decay inherent in the final stages of capitalism, when elaborate scientific methods begin to be used, no longer to promote, but to eliminate intelligence from among the workers, because intelligent workers become Communists.” R. P. Dutt (1934)

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