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けれど確かにこん夢って幸福なもんと思いしかないね、だから、「ねえもう少しだけでいいってば!」と心の底叫びがあったら、いつまでもそっと繰り返して戻ってみようと泳ぐww永遠を目指そうかい!!!

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泳ぎ越えたいこの儚い夢を、「願ってるよ」の響き残りが消えた後で

君が言葉に触れた日々は
当たり前に消える
明日はどうやって
君を笑わせばいい？

「行かないで」
その後に答えが見えるはずも無く
泣き出した日々の後に、
君が笑うように言い聞かせ―――

貴方無し。では？
何も無い約束
言葉無し。では？
伝わるはずも無いんだ
君がそこにいない夜を
泳いでゆく

「行かないで」
その後に答えが見えるはずも無く
泣き出した日々の後に、
君が笑うように言い聞かせ―――

貴方無し。では？
何も無い約束
言葉無し。では？
伝わるはずもないんだ
僕はもう行かなくちゃ
春の終わりの夜に
君はどうする？
暖かいシーツの中？

お別れの日
また明日、を
願ってるよ。

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Listen to 05.春の by XiaoBiYao96 #np on #SoundCloud

人生がまだ終えないままの一番愛しくにしてゆくと心を定めた曲

soundcloud.com

05.春の

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:D weeee yaaay waaaai

moni @monimoni.bsky.social · 17h

this makes the moni highly elation

moni @monimoni.bsky.social · 17h

YAAAAYYY!!!!!! big big hug tight squeeze from the ritzy \^_^/

moni @monimoni.bsky.social · 19h

i was gonna do my injection but instead i hyperfixated on a japanese short story collection so hard i got a headache. whoops

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moni @monimoni.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

(reading the tale of genji) more like epstein monogatari,

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olivia!! @yuripanopticon.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

i love every transsexual and i hate every hitler

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im crossfaded on adderall and corner store for-regulation-purposes-not-weed

basically what im saying is u gotta turn ur consciousness into a microcosm of communist society. ur mind is a headspace and in it resides an infinitude of different people with the same agency and spirit but their agencies are related to different abilities and their spirits are related to different needs. and they're all in this together cuz they're all stuck in the same body interacting with the same environment. they gotta help each other survive and be happy. if they start fighting each other or develop an ego or simply forget that other people exist they only hurt themselves in the end. it sabotages the headspace's ability to work harmoniously with the body in order to navigate reality, which can only be done collectively

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I wonder if the history of "civilization" can be thought of as increasing layers of abstraction and secularization being added to the belief systems and folkways (and their enforcement) of purely patriarchal societies after having been taken over by the prehistoric equivalent of criminal gangs

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Come to think of it European imperialism has basically gone from human trafficking to home invasion to racketeering to loansharking, with every period being seasoned with its own spice blend of drug trafficking and fraud and blackmail and laundering schemes etc.

That's where it started, insider and outsider, above and below, self and other: family and perverts, civilization and barbarians, natives and foreigners, believers and heathens; husband and wife, father and children, master and servant, rapist and victim

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yeag i remembered him and also karl karx and then said this

ok we've had our share of prophets. they all slot into one of two categories: theistic racists or atheistic communists

shouldve said colonization of the americas instead of colombian exchange, the common name is an insidious bastard of a misnomer xd

Stellbound: Stellraiser II @antlervel.vet · 04/10/2026

come to think of it this is basically the narrative structure of human history (except we still don't have the post-colombian exchange religious founder we're like 500 years late on this shit and way off course)

every religion is united in their origins being like, everyone does evil and has evil done to them and does evil in response, and nobody knows who did evil first but everyone assumes it was definitely not them. then some guy comes along and goes "hey has everyone tried not killing and raping each other like we're one people man" and everyone goes "wooooaaahhhh ive never thought of that before" and then the second that guy dies they start killing and raping in that guy's name and coming up with elaborate reasons as to why the killing and raping is actually justified and their chosen "stop killing and raping and love each other" guy would approve of it

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Also, and I cannot stress this enough, “valid” means fucking nothing. It is a nonsense word. It is a thought terminator. It is a padlock on the inside of the closet

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moni @monimoni.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

translated a song i love :D 森ゆに - バラの咲く庭で. the refrain makes me feel exactly like the lyrics it's so freeing and wonderful yay www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5iB...

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Revenge of Princesscore @princessrevenge.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

ive said it before but i think “u dont have to be trans to transition” is so much more helpful than “u dont have to transition to be trans” bc it prioritizes agency and self actualization over ruminating on identity indefinitely

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i wanna post a thirst trap but at the same time i don't want strangers looking at my thirst trap

Jason Schreier @jasonschreier.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i feel like this when i listen to my singing practice recordings from 3 years ago tbh. it makes me feel painfully embarrased and joyously accomplished in equal measure but i usually notice one more than the other depending on mood

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This sucks for many reasons. But I think it's worth emphasizing how selfish and duplicitous it is to go work with a public-facing, community-focused media org like MinnMax without disclosing this part of your past to them. (MinnMax confirmed to me they were not told.) Please support them if you can

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God I Love Being On Progesterone i'm so so womanly i feel perfect in the hands

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WOW the in app translation is terrible with Japanese-to-English. Google translate did a perfectly workable (albeit imperfect) job; trying to type out the in-app tl for the alt text was giving me an aneurysm

Google translate:
Iruma-kun is the best! ^_^ In the Misfit Class, the pure kindness within each of them resonates like clear seawater; it fills the very depths of my heart. :D

In-app translation:
I'm the best ^_^ The problem child class is that I feel the most interest of everyone is clear like a clear seawater, I feel the feing that the bottom of my heart is full.:D

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jamelle @jamellebouie.net · 29/08/2026

入間くんって最高^_^問題児クラスは、全員の最も優しさが澄んだ海水のように響き続けているのは、心の奥底が満ち溢れるという気持ちを感じる私ですわ :D

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i have been given a bunch of world war ii era film and i have been scanning it for the last few weeks. it's very cool!

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yet another gorgeous ritzy fit

Sasha's Retrobytes 🏳️‍⚧️ @sharkabytes.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

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Today's vibes: Madoka Ayukawa (Kimagure Orange Road).

A black and white manga illustration of Madoka leaning casually against a sports car, one knee raised coyly as she leans back. She's wearing a bomber jacket, miniskirt and blouse, and knee high boots and stockings.

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no im not posting said pictures and videos but trust me when i say it is crazy

my boobs spill out of this bra i got like 5 years ago when i started my transition and, while it's annoying in everyday life, i just took some pictures and videos of it and wow im so hot. especially with my boobs spilling out of a sports bra that's too big for my chest and too small for my boobs

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pretty sure i just passed a kidney stone this morning. last night i had a Religious Experience feeling that Pain again for the first time in 7 years. a boisterous neighbor beloved by every animal in the area gave me gabapentin and a beer and some salsa

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lights comin on soon!!!! paid in full!!!! the power of friendship shall never be defeated

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up to 150 bucks who wants to loanshark me over the finish line u can charge me interest if ur feelin Devilish

anyone else ever have their electricity shut off and you don't have the money to get it turned back on until next week. and also you have no non-electrical means to cook food and most of your stuff is frozen/fridged. so now u need to magically come up w like 200 bucks or else Starve In The Darkness

olivia!! @yuripanopticon.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

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I love transsexuals and we’re all going to heaven 🙂‍↕️🫶

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i the hugging my friends moni yay

ceej @ceej.online · 29/09/2026

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emulsions… very “enemies-to-lovers”

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moni @monimoni.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

More accurately, the clear perception of complexity is a function of freedom, and the process of liberation is the negative feedback loop between complexity's clear perception and its skillful navigation. Learning to be free is learning you've always been free. The basis of freedom is reality itself