hadley @misassemblage.net · 29/09/2026its poor heart man. it never exercises and its taking vyvanse prozac lamotrigine and tadalafil. resting rate of 108 this morning 070
hadley @misassemblage.net · 29/09/2026it cant wait to spend the bulk of the decade working its way torturously through a bachelor's degree so that it can eventually fail at having a professional career 140
hadley @misassemblage.net · 28/09/2026they should make a kind of life where you arent lonely and miserable and scared all the time 1170
hadley @misassemblage.net · 27/09/2026knows its oxytocin deficient because its thinking about kissing boys, mostly just because it gets along with them and they're there 040
hadley @misassemblage.net · 26/09/2026giving out its jellyfin to friends is great but also it only has 900 gigs of storage for media rn and we're pushing 70% usage 💀 040
hadley @misassemblage.net · 26/09/2026it hopes someday it will make peace with being whatever kind of thing it is 1160
hadley @misassemblage.net · 26/09/2026discord posted some shit about age verification on twt like "we're so sad nobody likes age verification heres our mascot looking sad :(" and a solid 80% of the quote reposts are illustrations of the mascot being brutally murdered 1291
hadley @misassemblage.net · 26/09/2026its a little bit scared its been like unable to touch an assignment for school in a week, just completely unable to mentally engage. its been trying to be kind to itself because its severely depressed but it can't afford to fuck up its grades right now 1100
hadley @misassemblage.net · 25/09/2026"yeah i just have to check myself constantly to make sure I'm not walking wrong, i wouldn't want to look weird and make anybody else uncomfortable because it's wrong to make other people uncomfortable, that's pretty prosocial and neurotypical of me, right" 180
hadley @misassemblage.net · 25/09/2026walking while carrying something is so hard because if it doesn't force itself to think of an appropriate pose it defaults to doing t-rex hands even if it's a one handed carry which it knows looks autistic as fuck 050
hadley @misassemblage.net · 25/09/2026"come play wardogs with it, :3" kitty says, and what it means is "come play wardogs in the same lobby as it while it flies a helicopter" 060
Reposted by hadleyDahlia @robotranny.soy · 25/09/2026few linguistic constructions matter more to me than the scientific we 1122
hadley @misassemblage.net · 24/09/2026from the gameplay it's seen wardogs is a game about lying on the ground begging for help while your character moans 150
hadley @misassemblage.net · 24/09/2026intro to computer science and programming is a neat prerequisite class. it lost 50% points on each question of the first two assignments because the user prompts in its python programs didn't exactly match the wording of the example. 291
hadley @misassemblage.net · 23/09/2026like genuinely why shouldn't you kill yourself if nothing you do gets you anywhere and you don't want to keep trying anymore 220
hadley @misassemblage.net · 22/09/2026life is really hard if you're a fucking idiot that can't problem solve 151
hadley @misassemblage.net · 21/09/2026experiencing some flavor of death drive really strongly as of late. overwhelming urge to find some way to unzip itself mentally and let the guts of its mind spill out into its brain so it can just be thoughtform soup again like it was at the start of the year,, probably healthy 071
hadley @misassemblage.net · 21/09/2026sorry, it doesn't, yeah, um, just feeling weird, sorry, yeah, it's gonna go lay down 091
hadley @misassemblage.net · 20/09/2026thinks it's started to get over its complex about being little sister coded. it's awesome actually 050
hadley @misassemblage.net · 20/09/2026One might think that "hold down a button to change what the other buttons do" would be a basic capability of any modern input device. Alas, in this respect we find that XP-Pen has yet to clear the bar set by the Remington No. 2 typewriter in 1878, 1140
hadley @misassemblage.net · 19/09/2026what circle of hell is having to write your own opentabletdriver plugins so you can have bindings that work and don't suck shit. fuck you krita fuck you xppen 081
hadley @misassemblage.net · 19/09/2026u guys know its only a matter of time before it starts drawing pokemon porn right 290
hadley @misassemblage.net · 19/09/2026what if it drew something else to take a break from the current drawing. surely nothing bad could come of this 070
hadley @misassemblage.net · 19/09/2026why is your stupid face so hard to draw you're so beautiful but it can't draw your stupid face 160
hadley @misassemblage.net · 19/09/2026its so special why does it keep crying when girls tell it they love it 070
hadley @misassemblage.net · 18/09/2026at the same time this significantly slows down its progress on drawings because it takes it a LOT longer to make lines its happy with rn than when it's using vectors lol skill issue, fortunately 030
Reposted by hadleyphantasmAgaric 🍄 @lalonde.bsky.social · 18/09/2026we need to get allies so scared of theying trans girls they start using 'shes' as the plural third person 0202
hadley @misassemblage.net · 18/09/2026this actually makes it quite difficult to get things done for school, who'd have guessed 061
Reposted by hadley🌱📈 @cwonus.org · 17/09/2026i think 20yo me would see where i am and kill herself 4171
hadley @misassemblage.net · 17/09/2026it's kind of suicidal but it has stuff to get done for school, so idrc about that rn 040
hadley @misassemblage.net · 17/09/2026god it is REALLY enjoying the kind of lineart it can make with a tablet 050
hadley @misassemblage.net · 16/09/2026trying to make conversation with its mother frequently results in it being overcome by intense frustration and despair and grief 170
hadley @misassemblage.net · 16/09/2026u know what it misses? severe derealization and dissociation. we should go back to that whyd we stop having that!!! 140
Reposted by hadleyponder @ponder.ooo · 16/09/2026most things you do with your cult buddies, ppl are able to get how that's separate from the whole cult thing. but as soon as you starting fucking or killing yourselves everyone thinks that's all your cult is about 071
Reposted by hadleyhadley @misassemblage.net · 26/08/2026STOP USING ANTI-LATIAS LANGUAGE. ❌ "I want to throw bowling balls at you" ✅ "Your wings are so soft, here's $20" 0196
hadley @misassemblage.net · 13/09/2026wishes they wouldn't hold out on it with so much of the good notation in lower level math. every time it sees something expressed with some set notation it hasn't seen before it feels an urge to go and rewrite every note its ever taken 040
Reposted by hadleySarah Twycross @doublecross.bsky.social · 13/09/2026Problematic memory gap - not because of amnesia or w/e, one just clings to every memory and the other has a mind like a sieve 142
