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LV. 33 She/ They 🏳️‍🌈 BI 💗💜💙, Polyam, kink-positive Digital+Traditional artist and aspiring Slatterpunk/ erotica author 🚫MDNI 🚫AI 🚫NFT 🔞TW for: incest, noncon, blood/ gore ⚠️ I interact with 🪦🕊 content

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vati 🐍🔞 @titilvating.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
people who only think of shipping as romance cannot even conceive as shipping as thriller, shipping as horror, shipping as character study. very limiting worldview. you should expand your palate.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Not uploading the full image yet cuz I feel like it would be a really "rent lowering gunshot" but I finished the linework for this Julian×Isaac peice today after struggling to get two bodies touching correct for like a week. #brocon #NSFWart #incest #noncon #deaddove #NSFWartist
Close up crop of digital linework for an illustration of my Ocs Julian and Isaac. Both characters are laying on the floor facing the viewer. Isaac is behind Julian with his hand over his mouth. Julian has his eyes shut, his rosary clenched in his hand.
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🌈 Hailey Piper 🌈 @haileypiperfights.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
This is part of what I'm referring to with many people demanding stories that reassure them they're a good person. They want the moral instruction because otherwise, rather than processing the reading experience, there's a thrum of "am I bad? am I bad? what if someone finds out I'm bad?"
Tumblr post by graftini:

stories about abuse are allowed to exist without reducing themselves to moral instruction. i think sometimes when people complain about the “romanticization” of abuse, what they're actually objecting to isn't necessarily the way abuse is being represented, but the fact that the representation doesn't provide them with constant moral reassurance. like, there is a difference between “this story frames abuse as desirable or inherently romantic” and “this story depicts abuse in an erotic/ambiguous/complicated way and doesn't repeatedly tell me that abuse is bad, therefore the depiction itself is irresponsible.”
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
drawing a #noncon scene and trying to figure out if I want to rapist facial expression to be like evil smirk or like lost in pleasure kinda vibe 🤔 [me ignoring the fact that I only know how to draw all of 3 facial expressions]
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Me realizing I haven't actually uploaded a pic of my half-vamp Oc's doing actual vampire stuff lol. Also haven't shared alot of Lucy so killing 2 birds Would definitely count this as one of my favorites. Finished this back in Jun 2025 #nsfwartist #TheBeautifullydamned #vampireoc #ocsky #artsky
A digital illustration of my Ocs Lucy pryde (left] and Julian [right.] Lucy has brown skin and fire red hair and emerald green eyes. Her hair is partially braided with the lower half loose. A black ribbons is threaded through one of the braids. She's wearing a purple hoodie and a tattoo choker with a golden heart pendant. Blood is dripping from the side of her neck and down one of her breast. There is also a tear running down her face. Julian is leaned over her, blood covering his lips and cheeks, and dripping from his chin. His red bangs obscure his eyes. Lucy is holding the rest of his shoulder length hair gathered at the back of his head. Held with his hair is the end of his rosary, pulled tight against his throat. Around both characters are floating feathers.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
What I've done this week: -wrote 70% of a new Julian/Isaac short story. -and 60% of a new chapter -finished lineart for two illustrations -started sketching out the demon hunters uniforms (or at least the graduation fit.) -started delving into Isaacs backstory illustrations Been a good week
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Passion 💕😇✍🏾 Commissions: (Flash Sale Open) @passionphantom.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Whoops Full pic 💋 #Blackyuri
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Yay I'm an adult
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
[Cw: SA/ #incest] Looks like Julian and Isaac are having fun wrestling again 👀 Really drew this to figure out their fangs set. Definitely not because I'm haunted by thoughts of him taking his brothers dick. #TheBeautifullydamned #noncon #brocon #toxicyaoi #NSFWoc #deaddove
Digital line work of my OC's Julian and Isaac.
Julian is facing the viewer, being forced to keep his head down while he struggles to push himself up. He clenches the bed sheets and screams. He has long hair and scars cover his back and wrist. Isaac is mostly off screen, but his hand can be scene on Julians head with his claws extended. This image implies that Julian is being raped by his brother.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
BRO, I saw an absolutely diabolical meme on Baraag that I have full intentions of replicating because it fits Julian and Isaac so well. So I'm gonna apologize in advance.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
We meet again🪶🩸 2025 This is both the moment in story where Julian/Lucy meet (not in crisis) for the first time, returning to the bridge where they both almost 💀 themselves, and the first time I drew them together after everyone's redesigns. #TheBeautifullydamned #originalcharacter #darkromance
A digital illustration of my Oc's Lucy and julian standing at bridge. Lucy is standing in the foreground. Her back is rested against the brick wall of a vine covered utility building. She is wearing a long denim skirt, cropped purple and pink hoodie, and a white tank top. She has red hair braided into two French braids. She has emerald green eyes and honey brown skin. She has her arms tucked behind her back as she looks towards the mysterious boy with an smile. 

In the background julian stands hunched overtthe railing. His face is obscured by his hair as he stairs down at the water. He seems to be unaware of the ggirls presence. Julian is wearing an oversized black and red hoodie, skinny jeans and combat boots, along with a beanie.

It appears to be night with a full moon casting light against the clouds in the sky. Firefly fill the scene.
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Don's Dead Market @ddmarket.online · 14/09/2026
On September 21st, check our website and/or bsky for the 2027 application submission dates, and market weekend dates! ddmarket.online
pink silhouette of a building on green and yellow background
text reads dates coming soon
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 28/03/2026
Bass Drop 🔉 2022 one of my all time favorite pieces ive done. My #originalcharacter Basshead. #digitalart
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Still one of my favorite peices❤️
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Ugh woke up in the mood to draw smut, but.. I hate drawing when there are people around who might see, and my bf is off today😭 this is why I always advocate for the normalization of couples having separate rooms.
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PomPoison @ Little Death Volume 2 Print Run! @pompoison.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
I know you’re all drooling over these books and waiting to trace your fingers over the covers when they arrive, but did you know each comic book order from august 13 to september 30 benefits erotica creators and sex workers? 🖤🦇 ultratransgothicapress.art
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
It's my 17th DeviantArt anniversary! Man I wish the site hadn't turned into straight shit. I miss the old art community.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Man, back in the day I was so disappointed in my art style. But now I actually really like it. I feel it's really developed into what past me envisioned. Like, if I had a time machine, 20-year-old me would be so stoked. 16 year old me mind would be blown across the room.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Until you hit back 💔 Sep 2026 Really proud of this! Its so rare that Im able to translate what I see in my head onto the canvas. I feel like this is as close as Ive ever gotten. Anyway here is baby-bat Julian asking the important questions. #TheBeautifullydamned #vampireoc #whump #deaddove #ocart
A digital illustration of my OC Julian. This is a flashback featuring a much younger Julian living in the bowels of The Order compound. He shares a room/bed with his older brother Isaac, who is also his assigned trainer as Julian learns to become a demon hunter.

Julian sits on a bed with his back against the headboard. His med length hair is black, flips out at the tips before becoming shorter at the base of his neck. His bangs curl around his nose. His head is turned slightly right, eyes looking toward Isaac, who is mostly off-screen. Julians eyes are grayish light blue, and his face is flushed.

Julian wears an oversized red Tshirt hanging off one shoulder, exposing his bruised neck/ chest and a bleeding shoulder wound covered by a bandage. A long black rosary hangs around his neck, and he clutches its crucifix in his hand. His visible arm is covered in bruises and bandages.

His legs are heavily injured, covered in scrapes/cuts/bruises beneath bandages. One leg rests bent on the bed while Isaac wraps the other, holding Julians foot as he winds bandages around his ankle. Only Isaacs hands are visible. His knuckles are scratched/ smeared with blood, implying he caused Julians injuries.

Speech bubbles show:

Julian: "Are they gonna make us fight again tomorrow?"
Isaac: "Yeah."
"And what about after that?"
"Yeah."
"How long are they gonna keep making me fight you?"

The room is covered in wooden and silver crosses/prayer scrolls. The stone walls are cracked. Rusting bedposts hold two sets of restraints. The sheets are ratty and torn, and a Bible sits on a small nightstand.

The title, "Until You Hit Back," is Isaacs unvoiced reply to Julians final question. When Julian began training against Isaac, he would curl into a ball and take the hits without retaliating, despite the Priest urging him to fight back. It took a year of the Priest siccing Isaac on Julian like a dog before Julian finally raised a hand in self-defense. 

Reference: Asakiyuii on Twitter.
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Pastel Moth @yanderewriter.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
╭ ◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ╮ ( Thinking about nasty ) ( fictional sex scenes ) ( and kicking my little ) ( feet ) ╰ ◟◞ ͜ ◟ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◟ ͜ ◞ ͜ ╯ O ° 〃∩ ∧_∧ ⊂⌒( ´・ω・) ヽ_っ_/ ̄ ̄ ̄/     \/___/
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
I'm home from the con! I can share all my loot! Was my first time going as an adult so there was alot of stuff I wanted to do that I missed out on because of poor planning (also very few staff/ volunteers directing anything. Other randos were far more helpful)
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Con day 2 fit check
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Nothing like watching Helluva Boss directly after leaving the Panel. I need to catch up on Hazbin Hotel sounds like season 3 is gonna be awesome.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
My favorite part of Dragon con so far has been walking through the vendor/ artist ally while updating my not chronically online friends about art community drama
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Guess who's going to a con this weekend, but hasn't packed a single thing and will be busy literally all of tomorrow until I leave. 🫠
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J. L. Westover @mrlovenstein.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
YOU DON'T "CONSUME" ART MOTHERFUCKER. YOU EXPERIENCE IT. YOU FEEL IT. YOU ENGAGE WITH IT. YOU WRESTLE WITH IT. YOU LIVE IT. ART ISN'T A LITTLE MORSEL YOU GOBBLE UP.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Almost done with the finishing touches, so Im gonna drop a little sneak peak mostly cause I think Julian came out super adorable here, and these detail dont show up well in the finished product. #TheBeautifullydamned #originalcharacter #vampireoc
A close up shot of my Oc Julian, from a larger peice of work. 

Julian is pale with gray-blue eyes and has medium length black hair that hangs in front of his eyes, hides his ears, and flips out in layers around the back of his head. This peice is Julian as a child, while he was still living in The Order's compounds, so he wasn't allowed to dye his bangs yet.  

Julian has a ring of bruising around his throat as well as scratches on his face and near his collar bone. Julians shoulder is bandaged with bright red blood seeping out from underneath the dressing.

In this scene julian is looking up at something. His lips are parted in speech and there is a vaguely sad expression on his face. On the wall behind him a wooden cross can be seen.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
CW: disembowlment Sharing a bit of the chapter I've been working on this week. I write out of order and weave the chapters together so this is dead ass from the middle of the story. I like dropping deranged shit without context. So Enjoy Narrorator:Julian #TheBeautifullydamned #DDDNE
A section of text from chapter 20 of The Beautifully Damned from Julians POV. The section reads as:

I wanted my hand inside her guts.

I wanted to grab a fistful of intestine and feel it twist around my fingers the way her cunt was squeezing them now. I wanted to pull, feel the wet rope of it give as it tore free, feel her whole body seize under me the second she understood what I'd done. I wanted to know if getting gutted felt anything like getting fucked.

I needed a distraction.

She reached for me. Her fingers slipped underneath my shirt, and found my belt.

There was a voice in the back of my head. 

Small. 

Distant. 

Whispering that we should stop.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
I've been listening to this song for a year and it always made me feel super emotional, their vocals are so strong. finally watched the video and I'm blown away. There is something about the song + the visuals that literally have me crying. Why is this so beautiful. youtu.be/6xpx-wgikHc?...
youtu.be
NXCRE & The Villains - DON'T FLY TOO CLOSE
YouTube video by NXCRE
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Dove Bleedingheart 🕊🚩 @dovebleedingheart.vtube.social · 01/09/2026
Good Morning, Bleedinghearts! Good news- I finally have a place to live. Bad news is… this ordeal of moving is expensive. It has harmed my savings severely. With humility and gratitude, I ask you for financial support. Anything you can COMFORTABLY part with helps! 🕊️🚩🔥 ko-fi.com/dovebleeding...
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Had to share the lineart cuz 1: omg its so ✨️clean✨️ and 2: holy shit I did so much work in between the sketch and the linework. Basically had to rework the whole pose. Perspective was kicking my ass. Im far happier with this version. #TheBeautifullydamned #vampireoc #Deaddove #whump
A digital line art of my Oc Julian reclined in a bed, heavily injured and being bandaged by Isaac after a harsh day of training. This Illustration is a flashback from Julians pre teen years in The Order.

Julian sits slumped against a bed, looking exhausted, with messy medium-length hair and a rosary hanging around his neck. The rosary in this illustration is far larger than it normally appears, covering the length of his torso to show that its an accessory he had to grow into and has been forced to wear since he was a kid.

His legs are covered in extensive bandages, and his arms are also wrapped. Isaac is mostly out of frame, but his tattooed arm is visible as he tends to Julian's injuries.

The bed has two pairs of restraints with chains attached to it, while the cracked stone walls behind Julian are covered with crosses, crucifixes, and paper talismans covered in religious writing. In one corner a cluster of tally marks crawl up the wall.

A speach bubble by Julian reads, "Are they gonna make us fight again tomorrow", while a response near the bottom reads, "Yeah." 
Julian then follows up with "and what about after that?" Followed by another singular yeah from Isaac. The last speach bubble reads "how long are they gonna keep making me fight you?"
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Bro has anyone else's spell check just turned into compleat shit? I swear its actually hurting my spelling more than helping (and I have big sausage fingers so i really need the help😭). And the suggestions dont even make since anymore. I've reset it and its still shittier than its ever been.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Short lesbians with deep raspy voices make me go 😍😍😍
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
We meet again🪶🩸 2025 This is both the moment in story where Julian/Lucy meet (not in crisis) for the first time, returning to the bridge where they both almost 💀 themselves, and the first time I drew them together after everyone's redesigns. #TheBeautifullydamned #originalcharacter #darkromance
A digital illustration of my Oc's Lucy and julian standing at bridge. Lucy is standing in the foreground. Her back is rested against the brick wall of a vine covered utility building. She is wearing a long denim skirt, cropped purple and pink hoodie, and a white tank top. She has red hair braided into two French braids. She has emerald green eyes and honey brown skin. She has her arms tucked behind her back as she looks towards the mysterious boy with an smile. 

In the background julian stands hunched overtthe railing. His face is obscured by his hair as he stairs down at the water. He seems to be unaware of the ggirls presence. Julian is wearing an oversized black and red hoodie, skinny jeans and combat boots, along with a beanie.

It appears to be night with a full moon casting light against the clouds in the sky. Firefly fill the scene.
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Stuffed With Love Events (SWL Exchange / Incestober 💦🎃) @incestgiftexchange.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Stuffed with Love Exchange Multi Fandom and Oc Fictional Incest Sign Ups Close In three days!! Gift reveals around Thanksgiving! Sign up while you can! If you need help or have questions just let us know! 💙 #Multifandomevent #incest #deaddove archiveofourown.org/collections/...
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
This was the first illustration of Julian I created after my 10 year break from writing The Beautifully Damned and doing art from it, back in 2025. He was one of the first Oc's I've ever created and has changed so much over the years. #vampireoc #originalcharacter #ocart #ocaky #illustration
A pale teenage boy with messy shoulder-length, black-and-red hair. He is standing in front of a chain-link fence under red and blue police lighting. He wears a dark beanie with safety pins, a hoodie with red accents, rosary, and he has snake bite lip piercings. He has faint blue veins show beneath his skin, and his heavy-lidded eye glow blue. His expression is distant and exhausted. A faded “No Loitering” sign hangs behind him.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
So the religion in #TheBeautifullydamned is a fictional Mashup of a bunch of Abrahamic religions, but with strong catholic imagery, and Im trying to figure out if I want the preist to wear something that looks similar to real world garbs or if I wanna go full anime with the clergy design. 🤔
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Another sketch from Wednesday, spawned from my thoughts on what hunter life is like and Julian and Isaac's life in the compound. Probably one of the earliest illustrations in the timeline I've made (that haven't been banished to the folder of shame) #TheBeautifullydamned #vampirefiction #vampireoc
A digital black and white sketch of my Oc Julian reclined in a bed, heavily injured and being bandaged by Isaac after a harsh day of training. This Illustration is a flashback from Julians pre teen years in The Order.

Julian sits slumped against a bed, looking exhausted, with messy medium-length hair and a rosary hanging around his neck. The rosary in this illustration appears far larger than it normally does, covering the length of his torso to show that its an accessory he had to grow into.

His legs are covered in extensive bandages, and his arms are also wrapped. Isaac is mostly out of frame, but his tattooed arm and hands are visible as he tends to Julian's injuries.

The bed has two pairs of restraints with chains attached to it, while the cracked stone walls behind Julian are covered with crosses, crucifixes, and paper talismans covered in religious writing.

A speach bubble by Julian reads, "Are they gonna make us fight again tomorrow", while a response near the bottom reads, "Yeah."
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
Lucy Pryde 🪶 2025 She's one of the 4 main protag's from #TheBeautifullydamned This was the first illustration I finished after her redesign in March 2025. Wanted her to have basic country girl vibes but I was never sold on this outfit. #ocsky #originalcharacter
A digital illustration of my Oc Lucy Pryde from 2025, standing on her front porch. 

Lucy has warm golden-brown skin, red hair, and emerald green eyes. Here her hair is braided into two French braids at either side of her head with a few loose curls hanging infront of her face.
She's wearing a light pink tank top, a purple flannel shirt, unbuttoned, and light gray blue jeans. 
She stands with one hand still holding the front door open, slight off screen, looking back into the house from over her shoulder.
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Passion 💕😇✍🏾 Commissions: (Flash Sale Open) @passionphantom.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
POV: You're making a Yaoi Incest comic thats a little too epic tearsofiscariot.thecomicseries.com #deaddove #proship #OCsky #comics #TearsofIscariot
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
I cannot believe it has only just dawned on me to make a tag for all my Oc work/ post so they can be searchable as like a collective idea. Welcome to #TheBeautifullydamned yall! #nsfwoc #Deaddove #vampirefiction #darkromance #ocwriting #taboo
A digital illustration of my oc Julian sitting at a desk, having just woken up from a nap. He has shoulder length wavy black hair and red bangs that fram his face. He wears an oversized red and black sweater. There's a speach bubble next to him which says "why is that girl staring at me," his gray-blue eyes are shifted to the left, where there is another box featuring a girls green eye and a red curl.A digital illustration of a pale young man with an undercut hairstyle, sides shaved and the top longer. His hair is dark and falls foward. He has multiple ear piercings, including several hoops and a dangling cross earring, and visible scars running across his face. His light-colored eye glows faintly as he looks downward with a calm, detached expression. He wears a white tank top splattered with blood and layered chain necklaces, including a dog tag.

His hands and forearms are heavily smeared with fresh blood, and he holds a lighter up to a cigarette between his lips, the flame casting a warm glow on his fingers. His nails are long and claw-like. Behind him is a brick wall with dark blood splatter. The overall scene is quiet and still, contrasting the violence suggested by the blood all around.A close-up illustration of Julian locked in a heated, messy moment with Isaac. Julian's wide blue eyes look up at Isaacs' with a mixture of buried attraction and obsession. His lips are parted lips like he’s gasping for air. His bright red bangs fall across his face, and one hand grips Isaac’s chest hard enough to wrinkle the fabric of his shirt. 

Isaac looks down at Julian, completely amused by the reaction he’s getting. He smiles with his fangs visible, holding Julian’s face in one hand, keeping him exactly where he wants him. His other hand rests low between them, barely visible. The two are pressed so close their noses nearly touch.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
A sketch I finished yesterday. Was thinking about what The Order's compounds would look like and daily hunter life. I think Julian spent alot of time praying, before he starts avoiding the compounds all together. #TheBeautifullydamned #vampireoc #Originalcharacter
A digital sketch of my Oc Julian praying in one of The Order Of The Dragons compounds.

Julian is drawn in profile, from the shoulders up. He has wavy shoulder length hair. He's kneeling infront of an off screen alter in the classic praying position with his hands drawn together palm to palm in front of him. He's wearing an oversized stripped sweater.

The background features stone walls and platforms covered in candles. A few talismans hang on the walls attached by chains.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
Guess who🔥2015 Another Oldie from my OG DA account. Drawn as part of an getting to know your Oc's group challenge. The prompt was something like "show your oc doing their job" and this has been one of the only imagines I've ever made of Julian actually hunting. #TheBeautifullydamned #vampireoc
A digital illustration of my oc Julian facing off with another figure at the end of a alley. 

Julian is standing with his back to the viewer. He's wearing a black hoodie with black jeans. A silver chain hangs from his belt loops. In one hand he holds a curved silver dagger, a blue stone set in its hilt. In his other hand he holds up a silver cross, with a similar blue stone set in its center.

The figure at the end of the alley is shielding their face as they burst into flames. Underneath the flames we can see that the figure is wearing a green button down shirt woth a white t underneath, along with gray jeans.
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🍷🚬💸 @vanillabrwnsugr.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Great article about why kink art is so important
It hadn't occurred to me that this might be more than a strange personal thought experiment until I saw a depiction of self-flagellation in the movie "A Nun's Story" and decided to try whipping myself with a belt. My reaction was sexual, rather than spiritual.
With no knowledge of how to frame any deviation from the sexual norm other than
to label it as a sin, I assumed this discovery meant I was evil and that l should probably kill myself. Fortunately for me, the Jehovah's Witnesses also had a lot to say about the sin of suicide, so l remained alive, guilt-wracked, attempting denial of who and what I was, and thoroughly unhappy.I still didn't consider the possibility that there might be people in the real world who liked this kind of thing, and that they might not have anything wrong with them at all. Until the following year, when I stumbled into an art gallery and found myself confronted by wall upon wall covered in BDSM artwork.
It was electrifying. I saw sculptures depicting submissive women, with no suggestion that they might be mentally unwell. I saw photographs of dominant men and women, with no implication that they might be murderers or rapists. For the first time in my life, I saw my sexuality represented without being pathologized.
The relief of it still resounds in my mind, 21 years later.I realized that by producing this work, I could let people like the person l'd once
been know that their kinks were OK, too.
They could see my photographs, and they'd know they weren't alone.
I wished I could send some of them back in time to my 18-year-old self, to show her that there was nothing wrong with her after all.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Minor complaint as a chronically ill person: I've lost multiple Fortnite matches this morning (like had to drop the controller mid match a run) because my stomach is trying to toilet lock me for no reason. This is why I mostly play single player games. The ability to pause is paramount.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Bro wtf do you mean Tim curry also died yesterday??
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Sometimes I get the urge to yap about my Oc's and such, like I wanna talk about my inspiration for my characters and the story and all the research I did, and why the story is so important to me but I think about how Id just be shouting into the void and then it seems like a waste of time.
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🔞Teef @marshmallowmagicx.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
Finished writing a chapter last night, now Im gonna listen to it for typos, while I work on drawing art for the first time in like a week.
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Jaq @jaqpup.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
allowing your trauma to be the thing that turns you or your partner(s) on is not evil or bad, actually. You’re an adult with other adults. ✌️
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