maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 23hcold nights have arrived so now its time to turn on the heat for the first time in months and play the "am i dizzy from my meds kicking in or did the carbon monoxide detector die" burning smell quiz show 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 17/10/2026i do not recommend long needles in or around the vagina. thats just me tho tbh it didnt start really hurting til hours later the trend of loopy anesthesia maddie being a yapper continues pre op nurse who kept misgendering me your eyeliner was atrocious 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 14/10/2026bro there is no way theres anything left inside me pls stop trying to get rid of stuff im so sore 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 14/10/2026girl with a tummy hurt and by tummy hurt i mean puking her guts out after not being able to eat anything all day 😖 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 08/10/2026first time in weeks ive felt actually energized and its at one in the dang morning! after a long day too! buh 010 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 07/10/2026ive been in a very bad place mentally for a while now 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 04/10/2026if your ability to look past someone being a rapist depends on whether or not you personally like him or his work then you dont actually believe in rehabilitation or restorative justice and you actually dont even know what those words even mean. fucking christ 020 2
Reposted by maddie ☕Ricki☕🪄 @rickihirsch.bsky.social · 03/10/2026You're not progressive to appropriate the language of restorative justice to rationalize your ambivalence. Either JG being a rapist is disqualifying for you or not. If you were comfortable with your conclusion and what that says about you, I don't think you would be publicly arguing about it. 1336 33
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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 01/10/2026ive probably gotten a cumulative 8-9 hours of sleep since monday morning i think. ive been trying really hard to sleep but nyope sowwy try again another time 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 28/09/2026love a doctors appointment that includes the doctor saying "im not sure where to go from here" says another sleep study wouldnt be worth paying for. says some pretty new to market meds might help a little but not to get my hopes up. says just keep focusing on mental health. says he/him in the notes 111 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 23/09/2026this momentary distraction from depression is brought to you by Autogynephilia™ ask your doctor if AGP™ is right for you 020 2
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 23/09/2026i suddenly love exercise now that it involves getting sweaty while out in just a sports bra and booty shorts that dont even cover everything and my hair in a messy ponytail and 130 3
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 19/09/2026"nice, this week's injection didnt hurt that much" *puts on baindaid* *looks left, gathers trash* *looks right again, sees ive already bled through the baindaid "oh" 111 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 15/09/2026did eventually find something i would genuinely like to do though. after sifting through various audio/video doodad & thingamabob maker websites i saw something cool that i honestly dont expect a response from but its nice to know that the kind of tech job id tolerate is actually out there 010 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 15/09/2026i knew it has gotten worse but i wasnt prepared for HOW worse the job search process has gotten. linkedin makes me want to set myself on fire. no of course you cant set any filters or search things yourself, thats stupid. here, please select from tech giant, defense contractor, or ai startup 230 3
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 09/09/2026finally heard back from HR! they never actually submitted the paperwork they said they did 6 weeks ago, are actively refusing to give me anything in writing, and are asking me to stop pestering them yippee! 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 08/09/2026i did this one summer when the AC was broken, kept a rotation of them in the freezer 110 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 04/09/2026realized todays dress is actually quite see-through in bright sunlight and now am thinking back on all the times ive worn it without underwear... 020 2
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 03/09/2026surprise surprise, my HR representative lied about trying to help me and is now back to ghosting me surprise surprise, my wet noodle of a boss hasnt bothered to do anything to remind HR about my situation because "im sure nothing will come of it" 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 26/08/2026yet another hospital trip over this surgery complication pain issue, this time crying in the ER lobby for 3.5 hours before anybody gave me any pain meds then sat in a chair for another 2 hours before they told me to go home. at least they didnt make me do a pregnancy test this time 120 2
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 22/08/2026*trying not to trauma dump while showing my gf my childhood home* i hate what theyve done with the yard 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 19/08/2026crashing the fuck out but only in my head since tensing any muscles belly or below makes the pain flare up more 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 18/08/2026"Follow up with your local provider" is my surgeons office's favorite motivational phrase to grace me with anytime i ask for help or guidance 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 18/08/2026spent the last ~30 hours in bed trying to stay as still as possible. only 2 more months til a procedure to maybe temporarily ease this pain issue from a surgery i had 2 years ago 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 17/08/2026omg twinsies but also theres totally calories in meds right? 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 17/08/2026tbf its not that i think i look masculine, its that i think i look like my father specifically 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 17/08/2026i cant afford it and i cant physically handle it anytime soon i cant afford it and i cant physically handle it anytime soon i cant affo 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 17/08/2026"i dont think i want ffs" mf when she sees any photo of her thats not directly head on from eye level: 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 15/08/2026"oh i should buy more ingredients than snacks i should cook more" maddie shut the fuck up you are once again hungry with no snacks and too sleepy to cook and the blood pressure meds say no more driving tonight 010 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 13/08/2026i told my doctor this is what SSRIs do to me but no "we should make sure we didnt skip a step" 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 13/08/2026zupdate (zoloft update) brain feels like its on pins & needles and being sanded down, constantly alternating between extremely delirious & extremely cranky, appetite gone, physically cannot get horny anymore which tbh i might be the most pissed off about this one 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 12/08/2026told my therapist "im not suicidal anymore im just very reluctantly glad to be alive" and she started typing really fast 020 2
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 10/08/2026the 2 journals on my desk that have become just part of its surface, and the phone journal which i still have a daily reminder for on my "pm meds" reminder 110 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 10/08/2026laughing at the irony of not being able to remember how many times ive tried and failed to start a habit of writing down/recording as much as possible to help myself stop forgetting everything. at least 3 different systems of doing it in the past 2 years 100 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 10/08/2026fucking christ. i havent been this delirious in a long time. had to spend the day narrating in my head everything i was seeing in order to actually process anything, otherwise id forget anything immediately. this after starting the day hurting a friend because im a stupid useless dumbass. fuck today 000 0
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 09/08/2026perk of very big/long pillow is more ergonomic cuddling up face to face with gf. consequence is pistachio squeezing in between us on the pillow so he can be double little spoon. perk of this is i get to see them both falling asleep cuddled up together :) 010 1
maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 09/08/2026well the wellbutrin aint butrin very well so im back on an ssri for the first time in 6 years despite my reluctance. hopefully short term while other things get worked on because these havent been good to me in the past 000 0
