iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 04/10/2026

if your ability to look past someone being a rapist depends on whether or not you personally like him or his work then you dont actually believe in rehabilitation or restorative justice and you actually dont even know what those words even mean. fucking christ

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Ricki☕🪄 @rickihirsch.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

You're not progressive to appropriate the language of restorative justice to rationalize your ambivalence. Either JG being a rapist is disqualifying for you or not. If you were comfortable with your conclusion and what that says about you, I don't think you would be publicly arguing about it.

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dollip💙 doll VTuber @dollip.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

leveling with this article requires you to accept the idea that the worst thing that can happen to someone in the public eye is some form of content ostracism. As if losing your platform (which he won’t) is an act of deliberate social punishment that we carry out to sate our anger.

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 01/10/2026

ive probably gotten a cumulative 8-9 hours of sleep since monday morning i think. ive been trying really hard to sleep but nyope sowwy try again another time

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 28/09/2026

love a doctors appointment that includes the doctor saying "im not sure where to go from here" says another sleep study wouldnt be worth paying for. says some pretty new to market meds might help a little but not to get my hopes up. says just keep focusing on mental health. says he/him in the notes

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 23/09/2026

i suddenly love exercise now that it involves getting sweaty while out in just a sports bra and booty shorts that dont even cover everything and my hair in a messy ponytail and

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 19/09/2026

"nice, this week's injection didnt hurt that much" *puts on baindaid* *looks left, gathers trash* *looks right again, sees ive already bled through the baindaid "oh"

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 15/09/2026

i knew it has gotten worse but i wasnt prepared for HOW worse the job search process has gotten. linkedin makes me want to set myself on fire. no of course you cant set any filters or search things yourself, thats stupid. here, please select from tech giant, defense contractor, or ai startup

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 09/09/2026

finally heard back from HR! they never actually submitted the paperwork they said they did 6 weeks ago, are actively refusing to give me anything in writing, and are asking me to stop pestering them yippee!

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 04/09/2026

realized todays dress is actually quite see-through in bright sunlight and now am thinking back on all the times ive worn it without underwear...

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 03/09/2026

surprise surprise, my HR representative lied about trying to help me and is now back to ghosting me surprise surprise, my wet noodle of a boss hasnt bothered to do anything to remind HR about my situation because "im sure nothing will come of it"

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 29/08/2026

realizing ive already forgotten most of august

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 26/08/2026

yet another hospital trip over this surgery complication pain issue, this time crying in the ER lobby for 3.5 hours before anybody gave me any pain meds then sat in a chair for another 2 hours before they told me to go home. at least they didnt make me do a pregnancy test this time

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 22/08/2026

*trying not to trauma dump while showing my gf my childhood home* i hate what theyve done with the yard

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 19/08/2026

oh my god this flare-up is finally calming down

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 18/08/2026

spent the last ~30 hours in bed trying to stay as still as possible. only 2 more months til a procedure to maybe temporarily ease this pain issue from a surgery i had 2 years ago

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 17/08/2026

"i dont think i want ffs" mf when she sees any photo of her thats not directly head on from eye level:

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 15/08/2026

"oh i should buy more ingredients than snacks i should cook more" maddie shut the fuck up you are once again hungry with no snacks and too sleepy to cook and the blood pressure meds say no more driving tonight

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 13/08/2026

zupdate (zoloft update) brain feels like its on pins & needles and being sanded down, constantly alternating between extremely delirious & extremely cranky, appetite gone, physically cannot get horny anymore which tbh i might be the most pissed off about this one

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 12/08/2026

told my therapist "im not suicidal anymore im just very reluctantly glad to be alive" and she started typing really fast

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 11/08/2026

ikea frotdog made my tummy hurt what does this mean

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 10/08/2026

laughing at the irony of not being able to remember how many times ive tried and failed to start a habit of writing down/recording as much as possible to help myself stop forgetting everything. at least 3 different systems of doing it in the past 2 years

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 10/08/2026

fucking christ. i havent been this delirious in a long time. had to spend the day narrating in my head everything i was seeing in order to actually process anything, otherwise id forget anything immediately. this after starting the day hurting a friend because im a stupid useless dumbass. fuck today

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 09/08/2026

perk of very big/long pillow is more ergonomic cuddling up face to face with gf. consequence is pistachio squeezing in between us on the pillow so he can be double little spoon. perk of this is i get to see them both falling asleep cuddled up together :)

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 09/08/2026

well the wellbutrin aint butrin very well so im back on an ssri for the first time in 6 years despite my reluctance. hopefully short term while other things get worked on because these havent been good to me in the past

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 07/08/2026

i fear the ai tech bros have discovered my usual coffee shop 😓

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 04/08/2026

landlord's old mirror falling off the wall at 5am (terrifying) has revealed the previous paint: minty gween (adorable?? it matches my couch)

glassless mirror that fell off the wall (loud!!!) revealing mint green paint unerneath

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 03/08/2026

mental health keeps on tanking so im upping my dosage of antidepressants (admiring my butt in the mirror)

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 20/07/2026

miles o'brien is a he/him lesbian

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 16/07/2026

broke: i want to go home because im tired woke: i want to to home because i want to take my pants off

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 15/07/2026

i dont think im supposed to start having a panic attack anytime i try to sit still and not think at all and relax perhaps i am unwell

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 11/07/2026

while i think the gray gentrification cubes beat them in the ugliness rankings, houses that are all white paint (brick included) + black trim piss me off more because instead of totally demolishing the cute little historic house that was there before, you chose to just make it look awful

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 10/07/2026

collapsing from exhaustion every day this week but yesterday was the only day it happened after 2pm they should let me have a little propofol auto-injector so i can be unconscious for like a week or 2

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 03/07/2026

trimming my bush into saddam hussein hiding spot

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 03/07/2026

today i finally deep cleaned the house. still some chores left but its a great start and nice satisfying way to end the day and i just took the trash out and the little wooden gate out front completely fell apart because apparently the wood has rotted cool cool cool

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 02/07/2026

oh ok ive forgotten to eat today thatll do it

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 02/07/2026

shaky hands increasing the time required to hang a picture frame by 5x

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 30/06/2026

earliest appointment with a sleep specialist i could book is 3 months from now lmfao hehe 🫩🫩

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 30/06/2026

no no thats my bad for wearing a gray top in this weather

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 29/06/2026

everything reminds me of her

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 29/06/2026

working up a sweat out here

maddie in a grey plaid dress and purple glasses

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 29/06/2026

im not into fishing out of passion or sport i just do it for attention

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 28/06/2026

me: after i shower i will walk 5 minutes to the coffee shop then another 2 minutes to the store to get just a couple things me arriving at the coffee shop drenched in sweat, heaving, hair that was just in a very greasy tornado: i will go home actually

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maddie ☕ @maddieisntfunny.gay · 28/06/2026

upping my progesterone again has definitely affected me good lord 😵‍💫😵‍💫 i figured it would taper off after a week or so but nope! even hornier actually!

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