iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 7h

My therapist is so great and it was really validating to see/hear them react to some of the shit I was dealing with in my relationship and just confirm that things were fucked up and I was right to break things off.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Commiserating with my sister over our mom managing to create a brand new group chat every time she tries to text our whole family. 🙃

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I am so annoyed with myself. I somehow slept through all my alarms this morning and missed therapy and I needed today’s session so fucking bad. Ughhhhh.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Hacks is so fucking good. I can’t believe it took me so long to start it.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I had multiple bad episodes of passing out last night and didn’t fall asleep until like 4:30 am on the couch. Moved to my bed at 8:00 am and went back to sleep and next thing I know it’s 9:00 pm. Whoops.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Finally was able to debrief the breakup with my best friend and I’m feeling very grateful for the people in my life who do treat me the way I deserve to be treated. It’s a huge reminder that I don’t have to settle for a relationship that makes me feel bad.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

The fact that I’m supposed to be seeing Hayley Williams tonight and I’m not is really starting to sink in and I’m upset.

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Amanda @apocalypticamanda.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Universe protect this badass woman. ✊

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Logical, emotionally mature part of my brain: I don’t want to make my ex-girlfriend into a villain, dissecting her bad behavior isn’t productive. Hypersensitive, hurt part of me: wants to bitch about every single things she done and have people tell me that I’m correct and make me feel vindicated.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

No but why am I seeing so many people say “urchin care” instead of “urgent care.” Nobody knows what anything means anymore. 💀

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Finally starting Hacks bc I desperately need a distraction and a show to watch during recovery.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Well, we’re officially broken up. This sucks. The whole situation sucks. But it’s for the best.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I gotta get absolutely zooted and get off my phone or something bc I am fuming and I think I’m just working myself up more at this point.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Love it when the universe provides confirmation that you’re making the right choice bc holy shit.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I decided to break things off with my girlfriend. Things are just not working. We fight all the time and I don’t think she has the capacity to have a chronically ill/physically disabled partner. That doesn’t make her the bad guy, we’re just not compatible.

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Mo Ryan @moryan.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I don't know what is laying me out more, "no one elected you" or "you're not an AI influencer," in any case, perfection, no notes, pls halp @clairewillett.bsky.social HOW MANY LOCAL MODELS DO U RUN HOLY FATHER 💀

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

My girlfriend keeps calling me after I’ve gone to bed even though I keep asking her not to call me late at night unless it’s an emergency or she’s texted first to confirm I’m awake. I’m about to lose my mind probably.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I have been glued to my phone the past week or so as I’ve been flaring bc I have hardly had the capacity for anything and I’m so tired of being on my phone so much. I’ve got to start a crochet project or something.

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Worddancer21 @worddancer21.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

A website designer who can’t design without Claude is not a designer. I’d yeet them into the sun for someone who knows what they’re doing pretty damn quick. (Yes it is my job to do that. I get to yeet people into the sun.)

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’m relieved that the airline I was supposed to fly gave me a credit when I canceled my flight. It was a nonrefundable ticket so I wasn’t expecting even that.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Left the house for the first time in over a week and went to my sister’s house to make collages with my niece. This is mine.

A purple piece of construction paper with a bunch of illustrations cut out and pasted to it. It has silver letters spelling “BODY HURTS!!! ahhhh!!!”

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

We are selling our Hayley Williams tickets for Monday night, October 5 at the Hollywood Bowl. Section Q 1, Row 14. Three seats. We are willing to sell for less than face value ($89.50) to friends. Lmk if you’re interested!

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I officially canceled my trip to LA to see Hayley Williams. I’m so fucking bummed and very fucking frustrated with my body. I’ve been so sick this last week and it’s just not safe for me to travel.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I’m fucking reeling. I just found out my cousins (who are very active in the family group chat) had NO IDEA that my mom has terminal cancer DESPITE THE FACT THAT IT HAS BEEN MENTIONED IN THE FAMILY GROUP CHAT SEVERAL TIMES. IT’S BEEN SEVEN MONTHS SINCE SHE WAS DIAGNOSED. WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The painsomnia is going nuts. Fuck me.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I’m so sick rn that I’d be on my way to the ER if I thought they’d do literally anything helpful and it wouldn’t just be a colossal waste of time.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Friends who have had hysterectomies… what advice do you have for preparing and then recovery? I functionally have 7 days to get ready bc I’m going to California for Hayley.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I have two important phone calls to make today and I desperately do not want to.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I set a book buying ban for myself at the beginning of the year and then my regular hang out spot became a bookstore and I failed my ban. Luckily I haven’t read many of them and now I have so much reading material for surgery recovery. Also taking show and movie recommendations if y’all have any.

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Oregon 🕎🎲 @oregonthedm.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Biblically accurate cat

Mid zoom shot making it appearing to have 4 eyes

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I’m already in a bad flare, going into the hardest time of year physically and mentally, and I’m getting surgery in two weeks. This is going to be an adventure. 💀

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Tell me why the task I’ve been avoiding for three weeks took me less than 30 minutes?

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Just learned that Mike Flanagan and I share a birthday. A day for geniuses to be born, I guess.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

ADA parking at The Hollywood Bowl being $45 is actually insane to me. What do you mean?!

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Do I have any LA friends who happen to have a rollator I could use for The Hayley Williams Show shows? I know it is probs a long shot but I am def going to need one and I’m nervous that if I try to fly with mine it’ll get destroyed.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Finally got myself to make the call I’ve been avoiding to my Nana and she sent me to voicemail 😭

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Btw… I remembered that my bed has a vibration function and turned it all the way up and it got rid of this sensation. Low key about to do it again bc I’m antsy.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

My skeleton feels like it needs to exit my body and go for a walk by itself.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Is this an ovarian cyst or a kidney stone or is my appendix gonna rupture. I might need to go find out but it’s already so late and I don’t want to spend hours in the ER to find out it’s like another ovarian cyst or some bullshit. Also don’t wanna go alone. Anyway, I’m in increasing agony, help.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

My sister is experiencing the genius that is Hayley Williams live for the first time tonight and I wish I was there so bad.

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I feel absolutely awful physically and I’m so over this.

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Steven (with a PH) @sjksalisbury.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Christening a baby is nothing like christening a ship. I know that now. Once again I can only apologise.

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hope 𓍢໋🕊️ @highashope13.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

What a true honor it is to be part of everyone’s first fucking day on earth every day!!!

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Rhiannon Grist | HOME SICK out now! 🪓🐑 @rhiannonagrist.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Love that someone watched MIDNIGHT MASS and thought, "I could make this hilarious."

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lizard @lzrdthevampireslyr.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

My brother’s very homophobic mother-in-law just got to our house, should I stand up and make my “Hayley Williams is turning your children gay” shirt very obvious?

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