iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 1m

Had a good night last night. Didn't get too drunk, didn't do anything I'd regret, and made it back to my sister's safely ☺️

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 31m

She makes me wanna write a song 🥲

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 8h

-idk I feel bad about it. Maybe if I didn't invite them out that fight wouldn't have happened? I know he's worried that I'm trying to steal his girl or something, but she's kinda like an older sister to me. I'm also not a homewrecker, especially when I literally helped them make a home lmao

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 8h

-I introduced my 2 friends to the dialect map quiz I posted a while ago, and my hg was doing that the whole time. Once she got done, they started fighting. I heard my name said loudly by her towards the end. He was all pissy and not socializing, and she was fed up with him. That was kinda the gist.-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 8h

Barely got to talk to them too, it was weird. Its not like I was flirting with her or anything, I was chatting up this bald girl with a bunch of face piercings(she's nuts and friends with the town mega-creep, which isn't the pinnacle of her nuttiness, but it's big). ADHD to the max with her. Anyway-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 9h

Worried I caused a schism between my hg and her bf tonight. I asked in our gc if anyone wanted to join me at the bar(hadn't had a message in that chat for 6 months) only got those 2 to come out, and they had a little fight, then left without finishing their drinks. I heard my name brought up :/

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 9h

I met the loml. I met her years ago. She was always there, the timing was just never right. Recently, it was perfect timing for her, but the worst timing for me. One day, this gay little wolf boy will get his moon, I'm sure of it.

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 9h

Was actually responsible tonight. Hell yeah batman

000

Reposted by Unkillable Looney Luke

Tyler, from the Internet (Haunted) @tylerfromtheinternet.com · 22h

we have doubled your rent, doubled your insurance premiums, tripled the cost of gas, quadrupled the price of groceries, and you're complaining that your wages haven't gone up since 1997? honestly sounds like a you problem

819048

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 13h

Still shocked that happened. Like I was just minding my own business, and dude yelled it with so much gutteral hatred. Like wtf dude. I'm just a lil guy. Just a lil birthday boy

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 14h

Just got called a faggot. That was nice. Hope you get aids buddy

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 16h

NOT gonna get smashed, believe you me blooskee

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 16h

Just wanna find my weirdo. Pretty sure I did. BUT I just had to go and ruin everything. At least I'm done with my shitty job, got a new one to look forward to. Gonna make responsible choices tonight, favorite cocktail bar is having their bday party

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 16h

I dont feel like being a slut tonight :/ or ever really lol

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 17h

Why couldn't it have been real? Am I really that much of a loser? I thought she was my forever person. Maybe this is karma for the bad things I've done. I was so stupid to think it was real. How could it be? I can't even love myself, why would someone else. I'm just a clown who makes people laugh

000

Reposted by Unkillable Looney Luke

pixelatedboat aka “mr bluesky” @pixelatedboat.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Sad news everyone. Our beloved friend the computer has now become a hated enemy

161111002366

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 19h

Fuck me. I see her little picture liking a post and I'm right back to wishing I could be with her. This sucks man.

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 20h

Niece just full force punched me in the balls to be funny. I said never do that again, and she said I'm not her friend anymore. Lmao

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 21h

If I ever get another chance I won't fuck it up again, but I'm accepting that I need to give up. I hope thats not goodbye, but it feels like it. Loving is letting go. Maybe I'll meet the real loml tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe in another life.

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 21h

Gonna try to be a slut tonight. Wish me luck 🤞

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 21h

All this to say, I don't accept that she's just a "fuckgirl". How could she be so sweet and not mean it? I don't blame her for not wanting me anymore, I've got severe issues, and she needs to do whats best for her. I just really thought she was best for me. I still do.

100

Reposted by Unkillable Looney Luke

jenny tightpants @jtp.bsky.social · 22h

yearning

51772

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 21h

Tbf, other than my stalker and my dream girl, she's the only woman who's shown any real interest in me after getting to know me. Stupidly thought a few bartenders were into me over the years. BIG mistake on my part, sorta just a paypig :/

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 22h

-she started calling things "gay" and "retarded". Blamed "Michael Obama" for the state of the world when Michelle advocated for change in school lunches in 2012. Also was adamant that sunscreen causes cancer. Partly true, just Banana Boat tho.

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 22h

She's also not my first "fuckgirl", that was the welding bigot. She still does weird little reach outs. Tells me to move to billings and be her roommate. She's hot, and reminds me of my dad(weird ik). Buff ass arms and huuuuge tracts of land(iykyk). She was a sweetheart too, but I knew better when-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 22h

My hg told me last night to stop beating myself up over this girl. "You just experienced your first fuckgirl, it happens, and now you know to avoid them." That sucks! I don't want that to be true, she was never anything but sweet to me. I hurt her. Thats why things are the way they are.

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Didn't doomscroll last night, didnt endlessly post, and didnt spiral. Hell yeah

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

2 assholes for roommates; one was a coworker. They're only assholes in their respective senses. Tbf asshole roommate is a sweet guy outside of living situations, but asshole coworker is one of the best friends a guy could ask for. Just got off the phone with him. Behind my dead bff, he's my boy

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Just had a good talk with one of the brewery owners and his bandmate, both of whom I consider friends, chatted a bunch about both music and comic books. The bandmate gave me the first 8 issues of Absolute Martian Manhunter, and the artwork is just the most beautifully creative comic art I've seen

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Okay no more moping in bed for today. Gotta get showered and stuff. Gotta apply for that job. Got my therapy appointment scheduled yesterday. Gotta keep trying.

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

-Thats another quote from Shane. You have to try though. Always try to be better. Change is possible, but the weight of your actions will never go away. The wounds you've left will never fully heal. "Some hurts go too deep..." Atonement comes only from accountability, and we all must face it one day

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

-"There is no living with a killing. You can't take it back." The grey-ness of life and the things humans are capable of leave nothing for us to do but ponder our actions, and try to be better than what we are. "A man has to be what he is... you can't break the mould. I tried and it wouldn't work."-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

-platform all this time, and be beloved by so many, while his victim has to try to live her life with excruciating trauma as he finds success, IS wrong. What's to be done though? Can he not do what he loves? What's the right answer? I think of the western movie Shane.-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

-accountability and work to make the world a better place in response deserve clemency? Not forgiveness, surely, but something else? Are they different than the ones who relish in their evil actions and run from responsibility? I think so. I have to. Jacob has to. However, for him to have had a-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

-second chances, I wouldn't have allowed myself to try to carve out a life I could enjoy. The guilt one carries for hurting another comes nowhere near the pain they caused. Our victims are forever wounded by our wicked deeds. Its hard to reconcile what should be done then. Do those who take-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

-cant remove from your life. Which it is. You can never undo the bad you've done, just move past and try to grow and be better. I believe Jacob has done that. I also don't believe he should keep his platform. I'd be a hypocrite to say I'd stop watching his videos though. If I didnt believe in-

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Well, my favorite video game essayist(weird thing to have a favorite of ik) was outed as having assaulted his ex. His response, and the responses to that, have hurt me even more than I expected. I can relate to Jacob, feeling like everything you do from then on is atonement, like its a stain you-

120

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Moral of the story: if you're a scientist, dont be a coward. Also choose your girl over your job EVERY time. The job is never worth it lol

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

OKAYYY Resident Evil kicked ass, easily horror movie of the year, and thats saying something with Obsession and Backrooms. Fuck that was good!

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Good lord. Everyone is either texting or is fucking geriatric. If I were a cop I'd be putting a stop to this shit. But I guess the only ppl going into that field just wanna kill yellow, brown, and black ppl

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Fuck me nobody in this town knows how to drive. Just a bunch of dumb-bitch-juice-drinkers

100

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I think the reason I got so down the other day was because my job gave me too much time to ruminate. Also it was just more of the same bs thats killing me. They let me get away with murder there, so I'll be missing that a lot. Ultimately good that I'm not there anymore. Last night and today r better

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Youngest niece told me not to be sad last night because she's my best friend 😭

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Seeing that pic of her kissing that dude is seared into my brain. Should've been me 😤

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Ngl I think I sweated out like 6 pounds overnight, ssris are crazy

000

Unkillable Looney Luke @lukeydee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Just got out of bed. Being unemployed is *chefs kiss*

100