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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

hey, y'all. even with the small gig I have, I'm like $1000+ under what I need every month. I'm now cancelling dentist follow ups that I really need because of ongoing damage from an infection I couldn't treat for YEARS which damaged my overall health. I would LOVE to just write again, open to work!

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

a preview of some things i'm experimenting with in the way of k-pop analog horror 👁️👄👁️ for monthly supporters <3 doing my best to circle actual creative projects again if i can keep my health up and my housing stable <3

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 9h

and, yes, even people who are less annoying and upsetting to you than me and my horrible, awful beliefs that rapists should feel shame and not be public figures and don't have a right to practice law or be youtube famous experience this.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 9h

Jane Doe was also smart, studious, and whatever enough to go to Cornell. When does that matter? The answer is of c never. If you been through it, you know it, & it crosses gender, race, and class lines, and still works out the same. The rapist matters more. The abuser has more to offer somehow.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 9h

Sometimes i wonder how much better i'd be w/ streaming, videos, etc, if i didn't have cptsd, a chronic, incurable brain injury I got from being abused & SA'd. That always gets lost in these conversations. How many smart, observant, funny, needed voices are silenced by the jacob gellers of the world?

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 9h

the u.s. especially is really cool because they don't even let you get a cold here but everything is like, "i guess you should just have coping mechanisms strong enough for this :)"

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 9h

and i'm online very little recently, comparatively. starting to think i can't self care myself out of rape culture.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 9h

genuinely haven't felt this horrible since my job had the brett kavanaugh hearing on in the break room and refused to turn it off or to tell people to maybe not talk about it in the break room lmao

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Jessica Price @delafina777.bsky.social · 11h

And oh my fucking God, the QTs are already shaping up to be about what a great person Daniel Sloss is instead of the fucking point, which is how hard people are trying to protect Jacob Geller, sexual predator, from accountability. Daniel Sloss is an example of where the bar should be. Not a hero.

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Jessica Price @delafina777.bsky.social · 11h

People are reacting to Gellar getting caught and admitting to it as if that is accountability. No. Accountability is he gives up power, takes risks to be an ally, uses his power in service of survivors rather than himself.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 13h

he made nikki bella sign a contract when they were dating over like, what laundry to put in which hamper, but he will rub vince mcmahon's shoulders if he has a hard day being coersion king of the sexual assault and wage slave factory

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 13h

incredible time for john cena to be like, you can love people who aren't perfect re: habitual predatory behavior and labor violations by vince mcmahon. pro wrestling can give you some of the finest holes the brainholer has to offer.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 13h

had to try to pin down why i feel 💫strange🌟 and i got to, "i feel hungry and scared," and like... i'm just mentally ill in an apartment. it's not that serious @ my disorders.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 13h

all any of us should ever be talking about is how beautiful megan thee stallion is. like, this is INSANE.

megan thee stallion in marie claire's hottie hotline video. high pink blush, a stunning dark lip, subtle autumn waves. here she is smiling real hard as she laughs on the brick 80s mobile that men on qualudes would use

cutting her eyes to the side, still being beautiful

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

Both Mad Men & Black Mirror are at their best when they recognize that everything is sex work: commodification of bodies & a curated persona to earn money in this hellscape. There is no criticism of sex work that can't be (& so it should be) levied against capitalism as a whole.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

not escaping the 90s fine charges in that sleeveless turtleneck and chain, ARREST HIM

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winyyy⁷ ⊙⊝⊜ @winyyy.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Litteral chills

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shy's video folder @shyvideos.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

REAL, vitamin d deficient, jin pls save my life

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I still have nightmares about it! I didn't just need a shower & a cup of fucking cocoa! I'd have been right if I'd thrown him off that balcony! The btiches scolding victims for thinking rapists shouldn't be public figures are welcome to rehabilitate them! Stfu & make a plan if you love them so much!

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

last time someone assaulted me, it was a friend i thought i'd been helping step off a pipeline. my reward was getting shoved onto a hotel balcony as he repeatedly said he loved me and tried to take my clothes off me as I fought him. He *knew* I had CPTSD from sa/dv/ca. Do you think I've recovered?

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i've seen 3 people say he should die (and, like, BARS) but most people are just like, "you should not be making video game videos pretending you're a feminist and a progressive if you are a rapist, you should work at the mill," & bitches are CRYING ABOUT IT. what do you think rape does to someone?

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

in jacob geller's reply like he tracked mud through the house bc he forgot to wipe his feet, saying they hope HE heals and makes more video essays for them, you would betray every survivor in your community for the sake of a 20 minute deep dive into Nietzsche's Uberman in Zelda or some shit

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

sorry can't stop posting about it, but it just... I read my abuser's obituary guestbook & thought, "I guess they knew a different version of him," but this is like, you bitches know and it's easier to not be uncomfy and ask for measurable proof of atonement, it's easier to call survivors hysterical

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

"you're not a true progressive if you don't forgive jacob geller" of RAPE? because HE said he's rehabilitated? so my card is revoked for being suspicious of the rapist who hid it behind a progressive, thoughtful persona for a decade but his card is not revoked cus he said, "sowwy, i'm a wapist uWu"

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

... when abusers speak softly or with one billion PR bots & TikTok compilations of him making fun of his victim or a heinous group chat or a bought podcast slot or the subtlety of a notes app apology, that gets people hIIIIIGh on the idea of abuse being justified...

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

At the end of the day, people will always have a hard on for the concept of an abuser's redemption far, far more than they will have any patience for victims displaying symptoms of the trauma those predators caused. It's exhausting. The "at least he's honest" of it all...

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ripcinema @ripcinema.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

losing the nebula bag will have a youtuber describing sex crimes like they're the uncle bens death of his Spider-Man (2002) heroes journey

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ripcinema @ripcinema.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

"𝘔𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥." Brother you made a career off of a non-threatening influencer persona after assaulting a woman. Don't sign off like you just accidentally killed Green Goblin. bsky.app/profile/jaco...

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Is everyone following me a bot? Have me muted because it's annoying I need mutual aid to live? Idk. But maybe 5 people ever share or help & it's disheartening. truly would sacrifice an organ if it meant I never had to beg again. It feels like everyone is ignoring a noose around my neck.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

look at anything anyone ever said about their abusive mother. you'll see comment after comment necessitating "have empathy for your abuser" morality, you'll see simpering "it's her first time living too <3" & mindless tangents about patriarchy, as if abusive parenting isn't patriarchy's hallmark.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Abusers are GODS to people who don't truly reckon with their own abuse & victims are sheep necessary for the slaughter. I was a sheep once, and now I'm an inspiration, telling my good sheep story, and I must defend God for making it so. And I used he above, but this works with women, too. Go look...

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Can't stop thinking about his lil apology implying he's making the world a better place through talking about video games to atone for sexual assault. I even believe talking about games is important & powerful! But he makes medium observant analysis for people already into that! He ain't a soldier!

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

This is what is irritating me about Jacob Geller and the people talking down to anyone not leading with rehabilitative light or wtfever... Jacob was very much NOT in the red pill trenches. He could've chosen to do games analysis as a means to reach or challenge his fellow rapists. He didn't.

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Hugo Gordon @hugogordon.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

It is insane how good Jurassic Park still looks over three decades on, although I'd put the Lord of the Rings as the peak of combined practical/CGI effects. Really notable how much better LotR looks than the Hobbit films despite a decade plus separating them.

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Gef the Toking Mongoose @geftokingmongoose.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

God this shit was cool as fuck

Still from the movie Jurassic Park showing a raptor with genetic code projected onto it

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

just paid rent. the only thing that is going to buy me time to not end up homeless again in 2027 is mutual aid. since healing my tooth infection, i've been applying to any in person job i even think i can manage with my chronic pain, but none of them are real possibly. pls share, pls help.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Also not keen on being scolded for hoping I never see a rapist again when I have seen leftist men (AND SOME WOMEN) fall for Shia Lebeouf detailing his violence in a soft voice as a kind of atonement,when I've seen so many people across the political spectrum cheer on Johnny Depp's DARVO theater.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Maybe there's room for men whose privilege snowballed them into being the kind of person who doesn't understand consent or respect and then reckoned with the harm they caused to guide other men away from that path. But I think in order to do that you probably have to be fucking honest about it.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Jacob Geller doesn't have the right to be supported just because he alleges he atoned & strived to be better for a decade. No one should divulge every bad thing they've ever done, but to talk about games that cover rape and violence when you've perpetuated it... That creeps me the fuck out.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Why is *your* restorative justice survivors shouldn't say mean things to rapists? Y'all are tut tutting survivors of rape and sexual assault saying dude should be punched or flogged more than you're tut tutting the man for RAPING HIS GIRLFRIEND AND BUILDING A PROGRESSIVE PLATFORM WHILE HIDING THAT.

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give NewJeans a gun 🔫🐇🐺 @lostwolfling.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

"Don't you believe in rehabilitation and restorative justice?" Restorative justice is about healing the wound of crime, which includes victims. Why is your definition of restorative justice in this case specifically he should keep being supported as a public figure in a progressive space?

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