julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/11/2025just had to throw out like half of the fruit i bought because everything is now both expensive and moldy 🙃 i love my country and government and i love that they're getting rid of food safety protocols like that's not an insane thing to do <3 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 24/11/2025i'd bring it up with a therapist but my last experience was kind of a nightmare so i'm in between therapists rn 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 24/11/2025also i heard about quiet bpd and i've been googling the symptoms and wondering if i have it or not because i'm a little too insane to not have anything but it's all so internalized in my head instead of overt so. idk 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 24/11/2025y'know opening your window in the middle of winter when you're sleepy and you've got a bunch of blankets is kinda magical 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 21/11/2025q customer asking "do you work here" while i' visibly having a meltdown is my villain origin story 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 21/11/2025hi how do i stop binge-eating i'm losing my mind 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 12/11/2025why did this dude just stare at me through the glass for so long and then open the door and start asking me all these questions right after he saw me look back at him 😭😭😭😭😭 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 29/10/2025cool the one app we have to use to get our job done crashed like it always does so i literally can't do a god damn thing cool cool cool 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 27/10/2025my mom just called me "good girl" even though she knows i'm transmasc i'm gonna kms 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025i just wanted it to be a good day man idk why it has to be a shitshow every time i go to this place 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025like i can't leave where i am come over and tell me if you need to talk 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025i keep trying to love this job because i need it so bad but man most days i really don't 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025started my p3riod yesterday and therefore can't remember what happened 5 minutes ago for the next few days and today someone was shouting "morena" over and over in my general direction (i have long hair and i'm brunette) and i have no idea what happened but now i think i did something on accident- 100
Reposted by juliansierra @siisfat.bsky.social · 15/10/2025pls, if you can help me in any way, i need to come up with at least $80 in like 2 days so i dont go to court. my cashapp is $SRene35 and my Venmo is also SRene35 i hate asking for help but idk what else to do. if you can’t help, i totally get it. im just at a loss on what to do right now. 12123
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 13/10/2025sorry for my "fake holidays" post i forgot indigenous people reclaimed it and was like "fuck chris" for a second 010
Reposted by julianTay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 12/10/2025 i wanna be 2000s skinny and I also support body positivity for everyone but myself!!!! I just hate myself lol 0125
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 07/10/2025trying not to cry at work is an olympic level sport 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 03/10/2025just kidding the email said the conference call is canceled 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 03/10/2025got an email from my boss and the company is going to set me loose on an island and hunt me for sport 010
Reposted by julian[👤] 𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚠 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚝 [🐈⬛️] @owllog.bsky.social · 01/10/2025Happy October you freaks! 17722
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 25/09/2025do you think if i shave my hair off and they can see my ugly face that they'll finally leave me alone 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 25/09/2025another cishet white guy pointed to me, said something, and laughed I CAN'T HEAR YOU WITH MY EARBUDS IN!!! i have my hair pulled back 24/7 you can see i have my earbuds in i s2g i'm gonna bite the next one who doesn't stfu and leave me alone 000
Reposted by julianAshessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 16/09/2025My eating may be disordered but I'm not diagnosed w anything so clearly I'm just a little ✨silly✨ 0247
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 16/09/2025i have one slightly awkward moment and make eye contact with someone one too many times and start feeling like it's time to quit my job and blow up my life Hashtag Anxiety Momence </3 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 09/09/2025menstrual cramps so bad i genuinely think my uterus wants me d3@d what if i just didn't go to work today 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 02/09/2025anyway. got 5k steps in just from walking to work/walking around the store 💪 gonna get the other 5k in and drinking 0 cal drinks to soak up time so i run out of time to eat is working well so hopefully the scale will show a drop soon. hope y'all are doing well today 💙 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 02/09/2025i keep seeing tiktoks about triangulation/manipulation/abuser enablers and i'm so tempted to tell my d*d to gtfo of my life bc he is so performatively "nice" and such a shit person i'm like This Close 🤏 to just sending him like. "damn you live like this? you're proud of this behavior? bye forever" 100
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 29/08/2025this except it's swapping between euphoria, anxiety, and rage so many times a day for the next few weeksmedia.tenor.compatrick star and spongebob squarepants are standing next to a fish tank with a light bulb in it .ALT: patrick star and spongebob squarepants are standing next to a fish tank with a light bulb in it . 110
Reposted by julianacey wacey @ac3y-wac3y.bsky.social · 06/07/2025im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never e 08140
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025why did someone get in the way refuse to get out of my way when i'm all the way over to the side I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO LADY and then give ME attitude like I'M the jackass????????? 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025worst case scenario i email my manager explaining the situation and start work anyway because it just needs to get done and anyway this gives me some time for the creative writing thing i'm working on :> 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025it'll probably be fine i just always freak out any time there's a problem :') 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025like fine i can push it back a little since i only have a few hours' worth of work but then i'll have to talk to that one guy who always uses my deadname when all i wanted was to avoid him what if it doesn't work then what do i do i hate hate hate hate that this shit never fucking works!!!!!!! 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025> get up early to go to work > when i get there the fucking app that we're REQUIRED to use ISN'T WORKING??? 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 21/08/2025who else is laying down with the window open happy as a clam bc finally it's rained and cooled down i am sick of summer lol 000
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 19/08/2025stop fucking talking to me if i have my fucking music in why are c*shet men weird 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 19/08/2025the first time i go out in a tank top someone in a car honks and yells shit at me (once again i CANNOT UNDERSTAND YOU if my earbuds are in) 020
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 18/08/2025what part of "i have earbuds in/headphones on so i can't hear you" do people not understand 010
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 13/08/2025someone said "another day at work" and i said "yeah" and then he said "well, it'll all be over soon" HELLO??? what does that mean??? 220
julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 06/08/2025NO i didn't ruin a pair of jeans bc of chub rub wearing a full-on rip into them and make myself regret being this fat... i don't wanna talk abt it 000