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@dissociativedoll.bsky.social
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julian | 29 | he/him | mdni ed (pro-recovery) and vent account lgbt+ 🏳️‍⚧️💖💜💙 not encouraging anything unhealthy just trying to get the ugly thoughts out on the internet so i don't say them out loud sw: 170 cw: 168.2 gw1: 140 gw2: 110 ugw: 90

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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/11/2025
just had to throw out like half of the fruit i bought because everything is now both expensive and moldy 🙃 i love my country and government and i love that they're getting rid of food safety protocols like that's not an insane thing to do <3
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
i'd bring it up with a therapist but my last experience was kind of a nightmare so i'm in between therapists rn
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
also i heard about quiet bpd and i've been googling the symptoms and wondering if i have it or not because i'm a little too insane to not have anything but it's all so internalized in my head instead of overt so. idk
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
y'know opening your window in the middle of winter when you're sleepy and you've got a bunch of blankets is kinda magical
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
q customer asking "do you work here" while i' visibly having a meltdown is my villain origin story
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 21/11/2025
hi how do i stop binge-eating i'm losing my mind
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
like that's so creepy don't stare at me tf
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
why did this dude just stare at me through the glass for so long and then open the door and start asking me all these questions right after he saw me look back at him 😭😭😭😭😭
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 29/10/2025
cool the one app we have to use to get our job done crashed like it always does so i literally can't do a god damn thing cool cool cool
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 27/10/2025
my mom just called me "good girl" even though she knows i'm transmasc i'm gonna kms
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025
i just wanted it to be a good day man idk why it has to be a shitshow every time i go to this place
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025
like i can't leave where i am come over and tell me if you need to talk
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025
i keep trying to love this job because i need it so bad but man most days i really don't
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 17/10/2025
started my p3riod yesterday and therefore can't remember what happened 5 minutes ago for the next few days and today someone was shouting "morena" over and over in my general direction (i have long hair and i'm brunette) and i have no idea what happened but now i think i did something on accident-
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sierra @siisfat.bsky.social · 15/10/2025
pls, if you can help me in any way, i need to come up with at least $80 in like 2 days so i dont go to court. my cashapp is $SRene35 and my Venmo is also SRene35 i hate asking for help but idk what else to do. if you can’t help, i totally get it. im just at a loss on what to do right now.
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 13/10/2025
sorry for my "fake holidays" post i forgot indigenous people reclaimed it and was like "fuck chris" for a second
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Nny🔪 @homicidalkgs.bsky.social · 13/10/2025
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 12/10/2025
i wanna be 2000s skinny and I also support body positivity for everyone but myself!!!! I just hate myself lol
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
trying not to cry at work is an olympic level sport
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
just kidding the email said the conference call is canceled
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
got an email from my boss and the company is going to set me loose on an island and hunt me for sport
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[👤] 𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚠 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚝 [🐈‍⬛️] @owllog.bsky.social · 01/10/2025
Happy October you freaks!
Its ween
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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
do you think if i shave my hair off and they can see my ugly face that they'll finally leave me alone
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
another cishet white guy pointed to me, said something, and laughed I CAN'T HEAR YOU WITH MY EARBUDS IN!!! i have my hair pulled back 24/7 you can see i have my earbuds in i s2g i'm gonna bite the next one who doesn't stfu and leave me alone
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Ashessss @starryxashes.bsky.social · 16/09/2025
My eating may be disordered but I'm not diagnosed w anything so clearly I'm just a little ✨silly✨
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 16/09/2025
i have one slightly awkward moment and make eye contact with someone one too many times and start feeling like it's time to quit my job and blow up my life Hashtag Anxiety Momence </3
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
guess who just found out the good news
the "officer down" meme edited to say "nazi down"
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 09/09/2025
menstrual cramps so bad i genuinely think my uterus wants me d3@d what if i just didn't go to work today
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bubbles @httpssenna.bsky.social · 03/09/2025
like i gotta lock in
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 02/09/2025
anyway. got 5k steps in just from walking to work/walking around the store 💪 gonna get the other 5k in and drinking 0 cal drinks to soak up time so i run out of time to eat is working well so hopefully the scale will show a drop soon. hope y'all are doing well today 💙
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 02/09/2025
i keep seeing tiktoks about triangulation/manipulation/abuser enablers and i'm so tempted to tell my d*d to gtfo of my life bc he is so performatively "nice" and such a shit person i'm like This Close 🤏 to just sending him like. "damn you live like this? you're proud of this behavior? bye forever"
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Rabbit 🐇 @chisanalol.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 29/08/2025
this except it's swapping between euphoria, anxiety, and rage so many times a day for the next few weeks
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patrick star and spongebob squarepants are standing next to a fish tank with a light bulb in it .
ALT: patrick star and spongebob squarepants are standing next to a fish tank with a light bulb in it .
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 29/08/2025
(hypo)manic but this is where i'm at rn
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acey wacey @ac3y-wac3y.bsky.social · 06/07/2025
im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never e
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
you can't be mad AND stupid at the same time
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
why did someone get in the way refuse to get out of my way when i'm all the way over to the side I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO LADY and then give ME attitude like I'M the jackass?????????
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
worst case scenario i email my manager explaining the situation and start work anyway because it just needs to get done and anyway this gives me some time for the creative writing thing i'm working on :>
Rachel Green from Friends is covering her face with her hand with the caption, "I'll get over it, I just have to be dramatic first."
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
it'll probably be fine i just always freak out any time there's a problem :')
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
anyway this thing is rlly good and 40% protein
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
like fine i can push it back a little since i only have a few hours' worth of work but then i'll have to talk to that one guy who always uses my deadname when all i wanted was to avoid him what if it doesn't work then what do i do i hate hate hate hate that this shit never fucking works!!!!!!!
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
> get up early to go to work > when i get there the fucking app that we're REQUIRED to use ISN'T WORKING???
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 21/08/2025
who else is laying down with the window open happy as a clam bc finally it's rained and cooled down i am sick of summer lol
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 19/08/2025
stop fucking talking to me if i have my fucking music in why are c*shet men weird
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 19/08/2025
the first time i go out in a tank top someone in a car honks and yells shit at me (once again i CANNOT UNDERSTAND YOU if my earbuds are in)
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 18/08/2025
what part of "i have earbuds in/headphones on so i can't hear you" do people not understand
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 13/08/2025
someone said "another day at work" and i said "yeah" and then he said "well, it'll all be over soon" HELLO??? what does that mean???
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julian @dissociativedoll.bsky.social · 06/08/2025
NO i didn't ruin a pair of jeans bc of chub rub wearing a full-on rip into them and make myself regret being this fat... i don't wanna talk abt it
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