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@tayhatesherself.bsky.social
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25, She/They | #caterpillarsky + venting diary | more active here since twt block is useless | 🔞 | BMI 24 | sw: 175 cw: 135, gw: 120, ugw: 100

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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
i will never understand the concept of losing weight in a healthy way. like how is that even possible. how do people not become obsessed with the numbers and the portions. genuinely sounds impossible in my head
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Got my halloween costume early and its a little tight but if i keep on this diet, itll fit me perfectly!!! I look so sexy and I knowwwww imma be so cool with it 🩵💙
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Body checking at a Ross bc i hate myselfff im so ugly from the sides oh my godddd
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Saw irl thinspo and now i look less attractive and more fat.... I LOOK SO CHUBBYSPO
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I have sm emotions rn but all i can do is really cry, suppress, and move on because i know I am better and I know i am always improving
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Ate a subway sandwich chips and shaved ice yayyy will probably purge
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Another day another low appetite 🫶 heading to class, job, gym and then dinner
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Everyone loves my fit for today <33 I love when I dressed cutesy
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Lost only one pound... im a failure!!!!! But at least i didnt gain
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sarah🎭 @wepissitaway.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I'm so bulimic wannarexic 😍😘
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I got invited to waffle house w/ friends and now i gotta starve for it 😭
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I purged, ate, and now i want to purge again !!!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Purged today xoxo im too addicted to this feeling and I know jts so dangerous
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Kinda have the urge to purge and i might or will do it lol
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
At the gymmm I forgot my watch and 15k won't be possible today but im working on my core and upper body <3
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Drinking my dunkin drink and it was probably all my calories left but that's okay I have a low appetite today <3 I feel so good about myself
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Reminder that halloween is soon and this video is a reminder of what to do!!! Im also going to try to hit 15k steps, 800 cals, and going to the gym daily.
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Breakfast for today!! Two eggs, beans, and some guava juice. Total: idk it was cooked in oil so it's prob 400 cals.
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Overate so im going to PURGEEEEEEE idc idc idcccc!!!!
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Ate like shit but itll be fine for a day since I need the energy to do my hw and such
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
Need this stack like rn
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I need to purge ugh I ate too much
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Another day at the gym and my roommate went with me <3 I wish my arm flap wasn't so big and fat but whateverrrrrrrr ill deal with it for now i still look rlly cute in the pic
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Ive bought shapewear from this brand and i wore it today, and i have to say it is actually rlly nice for more tight fitting clothing. Now im debating if I want to get another nude color for 20 bucks or get this blue leopard one whenever they have it in stock but idk if its still going to be a deal
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Hello everyoneee im sorry that ive been gone for 5 months (wow!!) I've gotten so busy and gained weight so I felt so discouraged and depressed over the past few months but im feeling so much better about myself and falling in love with my weight loss. I hope to post my progress more often <3
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
Ive ate too much these past weekends... tbis is why im ugly and fat
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
I suck at fasting im a fat ass im ugly im fat im ugly im fat im ugly
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
Attempting a liquid fast all day today 💙 my appetite is so low and I feel so shitty rn but im trying to look cute so anything below 10 calories is aokay to meee
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 27/03/2026
Buying clothes in small or tight medium to remind me to lock in!!!! Im forced to eat so I might purge later today lol
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 27/03/2026
Overate but ill just res tomorrow it's been a long day
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
Ate my omad so early in the morning so now im going to be starving for the rest of the dayyy
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
Purging tnite bc i ate too many girl scout cookies </3
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
Fit checkkkk i feel so fat and all i do is eat eat and eat!!! I need to buy gum and only do omad 🥲🥲
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
Feeling like I gotta kms one day
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
Im fat n ugly
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
I wish I was prettier I was i was skinnier I wish I was better
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
I feel like i ruin anything I touch; why cant I be happy??
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
Love pretending that im so sexy and hot and amazing and nothing can make me sad even if im already sad and depressed no one needs to know
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
I think i will never wear shorts again until I am skinny bc wow pants are making me look sexy and curvy
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
God there's more photos and im so ugly!!!!!!! Im going to kms
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
Though I was cute and saw photos of me and I look so fat and ugly I hate myself cool
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 11/03/2026
Im feeling better but ive overate so im depressed again 🥲😭
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
I feel overwhelmed and worst of it all, I don't even have my headphones... what a day
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
What i would give to be an xxs
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
Success!! My roots and the hair that was orange is now yellow perfect for my cool toned colors
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
Attempting to bleach my roots once again I hope to be successful
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
Ive arrived at my apartment and WOW what a mess ok time to deep clean everything 😭😭 I rlly was depressed jfc
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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺ @neylaaa.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
happy international women’s day to all my beautiful moots who identify as such!!💋🤍🫂💐
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
AAAAAAAA AN EX SITUATIONSHIP (2ND) MESSAGED ME ON SNAP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Tay @tayhatesherself.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
I forgot theyre RLLY a good source of fiber bc now im SAT on the toilet 😭😭
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