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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

At the obgyn my weight is 127 god bless

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

For the first time i admitted out loud i have dealt with an eating disorder via a joke at work... chat im cooked

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Dont wanna dox my job but im trying to get a malicious targeted review down and im hoping its gone in a few days cause its CREEPY and we've had a real sus ass person working here whos getting kicked out at the end of the week

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

My anxiety has been fucking insane the past few days i hate it

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

God my fucking body dysmorphia is hitting me like a truck again and knowing all my cutest clothes i bought when i was at my heaviest and now im left with mostly huge clothes makes me so sick

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Think ive tied my value to my work a bit too much but also its been my happy place. Which feels sad to even say. But where else can I have people i see daily that (i hope) give a shit about me and let me kind of run loose? I dont have anything else where i live......

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Yknow im glad i locked in as hard as i did in 2024 and dropped 1/3 of my body weight but i want more off so bad and ive been mostly in a plateau for awhile now. Blessing and a curse

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

TW body check . . . . Am feeling a type of way. I love it but also hate it. Whoops. Cant help but take photos (i am in constant physical pain too)

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Keep feelin like a fatass yet i can see my entire ribcage as of late🫩 can my brain pick a struggle i stg

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

The urge to do drugs grows constantly

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I want to be strong and toned but im also mortified how beefy my arms look. I love it but also deeply hate it

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Trying to clean out my phone and organize picture albums and im so horrified everytime i see a photo or video of me pre 2025 when i was still almost 200lbs. Horrifying

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Ik this might be ironic coming from me but man. I really hope ari has proper support behind the scenes and can recover in some way.

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Being a fucking manager is tiring sometimes when you have the most infuriating part timers in the world Cant wait to hire some new people😭😭😭 jesus fucking christ

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Genuinely feel like ive lost myself and its scary

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

Have to awkwardly take off my pto at work tomorrow cause theres a bunch of people angry that my partner wanted to take me to a trip that the person hosting said was generally ok... we agreed if 1 person wasnt ok id pull out and turns out its fucking 4 of them. Ive been crying on and off

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Attempting to properly recover... my ed has taken so much from me and i know myself, but i also dont. I feel so lost. The past 2 years starving i barely even remember. Before that i binged so much i blocked it out. And all this time even before my 20s ive had food issues. Im so tired.

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I truly feel like I am not worthy of being loved deeply and doomed to live in solitude. It breaks my fucking heart

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

FINALLY had this bad boy yesterday and my god it was so good. Not very energizing for me but it was so yummy idec

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

I FUCKING DIDN'T REALIZE IT'S LITHA OMG

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Happy with my life currently but my body is still👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Trying to avoid falling into any despair and bad feelings but i feel like moving stores was the best thing to happen to my old location cause theres no way the entire management staff isnt extremely happy for me to be gone

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

YALLLLLL nsfw warning (sort of) i was scrolling instagram and i found a managers latex f3tish account AND IT WAS PUBLIC 🫪 my bad for clicking i guess

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

My partners job potentially lied to him in the shittiest way possible and i hope those people get swift kicked in the groin

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Sitting on the balcony while it storms and trying to not eat

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Having a sick brain is so stupid cause on one hand im insanely jealous of ari's bod but on the other i am worried about her and idk if shes really safe touring :(

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Was on a 7.0 incline for 45 min on the treadmill Genuinely my legs started cramping and ive been getting 10-15k+ steps DAILY for years esp the past 2... jesus fuck i struggled walking back to my apartment

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

Being at a place with a pool and 24hr gym is truly what i needed

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

WHYYYYY isnt this a sweater💔💔💔💔💔 fuck me

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

😔 Not even a whole year and we've had 2 beloved pets die on us. Both from seizures

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

popping in to say. New ari single so goddamn good. Queen never disappoints

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

Went through my one ex's reddit acc again cause i was curious and I had to laugh. It has been almost 10 years since i dumped him 😈 and to hoot my own horn my current partner of 5 years and i are in a new place and he might be getting a better job soon and im movin up too. Get fucked rapist

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

I wish food never existed i wish it wasnt a living requirement id rather be dead

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

This stores gonna be so happy when im gone i swear😵‍💫

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

Serious question if anyone knows... when is it physically obvious you dont have enough body fat cause uhhhhh my chest lowkey scaring the shit out of me appearance wise😐

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

Moving so stressful im not even doing my routines atm or tracking ANYTHING and ik thats worsening my mental health atm

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

Crying on and off today being reminded how most of my family can get together pretty quickly almost at the drop of a damn hat despite living in different states meanwhile i need a month minimum notice for any plans and almost everyone refuses to acknowledge that

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

This is cute but jesus christ NAWT $50 cute!!! Gtfo lmao

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

🫠🫠 ive put off getting gas for my car cause its so expensive AND IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE... i know theres bigger issues with this evil illegal war but my god this is so frustrating i cant just NOT use my car

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Aint no way his eyebrows have always been that big im screaming the memes were true

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Fucking embarrassment of a human being i hate himso much

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Im so glad im leaving this apartment soon cause i am so fucking over the amount of pest issues we've had here and its happening before I leave. Least the owner actually gives a fuck to do something compared to the last property management but jesus christ

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

Getting the keys to our new place today and gas went up again im mad. Thats the main financial concern imo gas is so fucked rn its not even funny

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

Happy Beltane!! So happy to see other moots celebrate🥺

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🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

Pretty sure i caught covid again, but the way my chest has been feeling i really do think i need to see a doctor cause i need to figure out wtf is going on inside of me💔

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